Mo Jingliu'an

Chapter 1

When you are the only one left in the world, the sound of water dripping is also deafening.

Lin Jing'an feels that he is not a patient person, but even he himself does not understand why he likes someone for so long, it seems that he will not stop until the end of time.

He seems to have been in love for many years, and spent the best years on his crush on Li Xiao. In fact, he didn't want to count how much time he had, because those numbers seemed to remind him of his stupidity and cowardice all the time.He has known Li Xiao since elementary school, and it seems that he has been in the same class, the same school, and the same department since high school and university.

In fact, how could it be so predestined, he looked at Li Xiao's volunteers in his third year of high school, and he followed Li Xiao to fill in all the schools he volunteered for.

His grades are closely behind Li Xiao's. Li Xiao was the first in the exam and he vowed to come second in the exam. However, if Li Xiao can get No. 11 in the exam, he can collapse that day. Li Xiao's grades can be said to be a mess. .

His previous grades were actually quite good, and then they dropped little by little. The reason is self-evident. At that time, Li Xiao was his God. At that time, he thought that this would shorten the time between him and Li Xiao. Xiao distance.

Lin Jingan got up and lit a cigarette, looked at the photo album by the bed, and smiled bitterly.It was the only photo of him and Li Xiao with a small number of people in so many years. In the photo, Li Xiao had his eyes bent, his mouth wide open, his teeth white, and he had no image at all.

That was the time when he and Li Xiao had the best relationship.

He knew Li Xiao in elementary school, and he didn't actually have a few words with Li Xiao. At that time, Li Xiao was a king of children, fighting with people every day and every day. If there were not many scars on his face that day, it would be so rare It is almost comparable to the rarity of a sow climbing a tree.

He is the opposite of Li Xiao, he is that well-known well-behaved boy, whoever teaches children is Lin Jing'an, he is always the first in studies, and he is also the monitor, and so on.

He is actually not as good as others say, he actually wants to run freely like Li Xiao, and he wants to go out to play on Saturdays and Sundays instead of studying at home.But he can't, he is afraid that his mother will be sad, he enjoys the praise of others but he is not willing to lose his freedom.

He himself is not gay, Lin Jing'an has always known, but why he fell in love with Li Xiao is baffled to him.It is obvious that Li Xiao's appearance is very ordinary, at most he is considered handsome or not, but he just thinks Li Xiao is good-looking, even more beautiful than the school belle in high school.By the way, he only found out that he fell in love with Li Xiao in high school.

The photo next to the bed was taken when he was a sophomore in high school. During that time, he and Li Xiao became good buddies for no apparent reason. They played basketball, went to and from school and ate together every day. They even slept within a short distance of each other, but there was a Xiao Xi between them.

They played basketball, Xiao Xi passed water, went to the cafeteria to eat together after class, and went downstairs to the girls' dormitory to wait for her to go to school. To be honest, he was a little annoyed by Xiao Xi, because it made him and In all likelihood, Li Xiao's topics were not separated from Xiao Xi's.

In fact, it was also thanks to Xiao Xi, when he knew his feelings for Li Xiao, he was at a loss, and all the embarrassments between him and Li Xiao were resolved thanks to that girl's nonsense.

He still remembered that he had just discovered the helplessness of different feelings for Li Xiao, and the words "abnormal and sick" all appeared in his mind one by one.

He evaded, even snubbed Li Xiao, and left after school until Xiao Xi, and fled vigorously when he touched Li Xiao even the slightest touch, and even dared not meet Li Xiao's eyes, which made Xiao Xi think that I was with Xiao Xi. What happened to Li Xiao?

During that period of time, Li Xiao also worked hard, and she still had no clue about being alienated by her good buddies for no reason.

Lin Jingan turned around and went to the toilet. It was around 40:[-], and she was about to go to work. She brushed her teeth and washed her face procrastinatingly.

In high school and Li Xiao lived in the same dormitory, Li Xiao always woke him up when he got up early to go for a run, and then went for a run by himself. In fact, he is not a person who likes to stay in bed, but is just greedy for the kind of intimacy like a lover.

Go to the company a few minutes before going to work, and then simply repeat a single job.

He could choose a better company than this one, but he didn't, because he was greedy for the opportunity to see Li Xiao almost every week—the company opposite had someone he had been thinking about for several years.

—— Lin Jing'an thought he was crazy, or else he was poisoned by the poison named Li Xiao. He wanted to detoxify, he wanted to quit the drug, but he could still enjoy it every day.

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