Mo Jingliu'an

Chapter 2

dream dream dream

The red under house arrest in the red line

All the stimuli left behind the tired pain

no more indifference

Lin Jing'an looked out of the window a little bored, his face was reflected on the glass surface of the window, looking a little tired.

He was indeed a little tired, but this tiredness was not enough to break him down. He made almost all important decisions from Li Xiao first, but he didn't even have the courage to tell Li Xiao what he wanted.

But in his hot-blooded youth, when everything was considered impulsive, he didn't confess. Now, how could he dare to speak out? It is obvious that his relationship with Li Xiao is already so precarious.

Lin Jing'an thought when did his relationship with Li Xiao start to become like this?It seems that after Li Xiao told him that he fell in love with Xiao Xi and told him to let go.

At that time, he only felt that the whole world was dark and dark, from the coldness of his feet to his heart, which made him unable to move.

At that time, he just wanted to laugh, and of course he laughed out loud, and he looked very lonely in the silent rainy night. The person he liked told him to let go of others so that they could be together?How ridiculous, and fortunately there was rain that day, otherwise Li Xiao would have looked down upon him, and he could only see his smile, hiding his tears.

He and Xiao Xi were obviously in love, but they came to him to show their affection, how sad, he remembered that it was Xiao Xi who told him to pretend to be her boyfriend at first, and Xiao Xi said she wanted to anger Li Xiao.

Anyone could hear what Xiao Xi meant when he said this, he could only see Xiao Xi's beautiful red lips say the words that made him burn, but he couldn't hear anything, it was deafening.

Later, when he said in front of Li Xiao that Xiao Xi became his girlfriend, when he saw Li Xiao's crumbling body and pale face, he really didn't have any hope. That Li Xiao who was always laughing and joking had never been so fragile before. His expression is heart-wrenching.

Li Xiao asked him why it was Xiao Xi, his cautious voice made his heart tremble, he knew that Li Xiao loved Xiao Xi so deeply, he clenched his fists, he was afraid that he would accidentally reveal his forbidden love In the daytime, he was even more afraid of seeing Li Xiao's disgusted eyes. He was afraid that if he was not careful, he would vent it with tears, which would make him look cowardly and helpless.

They had a fight on that rainy day. On a cold rainy day, Li Xiao's fists burned his heart inch by inch like flames, and turned all his obsessions into jealousy, and fought with him.

At that time, he was terribly wronged, thinking like a woman, "How...how...so...obvious...obviously shouldn't be", in fact, he also said a lot to Li Xiao, but he probably I can only remember these few sentences, the memory of that day is like a vague nightmare, cold to the bone, selectively forgotten.

At that time, he was also really desperate. He became good friends with Li Xiao, and things like hope were shattered.It's just that he really can't let it go, every time he sees Li Xiao's cold eyes, even if he wants to run away, he still can't let it go.

The feeling of breaking up at will is only found in movies and novels.He can't be the main character either.

He himself didn't want to hang on to Li Xiao, but as long as he didn't see Li Xiao's eyes, as long as he saw Li Xiao's back, he could feel warm in his heart.Li Xiao is his sunshine on a rainy day, helping him drive away the haze.

He misses that bit of warmth, even if it burns.

After that day, Xiao Xi suddenly changed schools, which made people feel unprepared. He thought he would just watch Li Xiao and Xiao Xi together. Maybe he underestimated the vicissitudes of the world. It is said that she is not with Li Xiao, but it is just that she has not been together now, or was together before, and now they are separated, so I don't know.

As soon as Xiao Xi left, the string of connection between him and Li Xiao broke, mercilessly. Li Xiao rented a house outside and moved out of the dormitory.He was like a clown, running to Li Xiao's former bed when there was no one around, and regained the closer distance between him and Li Xiao.

After Li Xiao moved out, he seldom went back to school to attend classes. Even if he looked for Li Xiao countless times, there were not many of them.

By the way, they were in their third year of junior high school at that time, and their studies were actually not heavy, and they still had a little time to go out for an internship.And since he knew that he liked Li Xiao, he has been in love for five years.

Cowardly like him, never revealed.

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