No matter how dangerous the Linxi road is

Let him be in a bad mood recently, and I dare not annoy him at a time like this. "

"Then do you still hope that you will be as close as before?" Xing Zhen asked, seeing Lin Xuan nodded without hesitation, he continued, "In that case, then you must take the initiative to find him, the more cold war The more unfavorable it is to restore the relationship, since he is in a bad mood, you should accompany him more, if he really regards you as a friend, he also hopes in his heart that you can comfort him at this time."

It was nearly one o'clock in the afternoon when the location filming ended, and it was a bit late to go to a restaurant for dinner at this time, Yan Yilong suggested cooking noodles at home for lunch, Xun Zhiyuan readily accepted, and helped boil water, crack eggs, and mix sauce and vinegar.

"I think this kind of life style is pretty good." Yan Yiyu put a handful of noodles into the pot, "If we work hard in the same city after graduation, we can live together in a shared rent before we have a firm foothold. , just like the two of us now, although we have developed our own living habits, we can still go our own way when we get along day and night. We are like brothers with different surnames, and we are trustworthy and entrusted people."

Xun Zhiyuan poured the stirred egg liquid into it, and was instantly smothered by the turbulent water vapor. He quite agreed: "It's really great, living under the same roof with good brothers, and we are family members without blood relationship. This kind of warmth is especially valuable when working in a different place, and it is also very nice to be like the girls in the photography studio who took pictures of us today."

"When does your repeat school start?" Yan Yilong asked.

Xun Zhiyuan opened the calendar on his mobile phone, and after confirming the date, he told Yan Yiyu: "July and a half in the lunar calendar, just in time for the Hungry Ghost Festival. The school really chose this date intentionally. The senior year of high school started from Ghost Festival, and it has been a year. Hell training."

"Study hard, come to S City next year to find me, then we two brothers will venture into the rivers and lakes together." Yan Yilong waved a large spoon with pride, splashing Xun Zhiyuan's face with soup.

After lunch, Lin Xuan was no longer in the mood to continue playing, and after a hasty farewell to Xing Zhen, he returned home alone. His mother was at work at this time, and he was the only one at home.He took out his mobile phone, and there were many people sending blessings on QQ. He turned them off without even looking at them, and sneered in his heart: Hehe, it’s just that QQ reminded friends to send blessing messages based on the personal information they filled in. In his eyes, it was all irrelevant. He still remembered that a year ago when he was blocked by a few hooligans at the construction site outside the school because of the campus loan, how many people onlookers took the opportunity to attack and incite public opinion. Only Xun Zhiyuan pushed the crowd away and stepped into the cusp of the storm. , holding a steel bar in front of him and saying that he will protect him.

But it was impossible for him to receive Xun Zhiyuan's blessing.

Because he personally deleted Xun Zhiyuan's QQ contact information.

tbc.

No.: ☆, invite again

There was a time when Xun Zhiyuan temporarily uninstalled QQ to concentrate on preparing for the competition, and only kept WeChat to communicate with parents. At that time, their only contact method was WeChat.When Xun Zhiyuan came back from participating in the competition, although he downloaded QQ again, due to the need to make up lessons, the mobile phone was strictly controlled by the parents, and the space status was never updated. The two still chatted through WeChat.He felt that since there was WeChat, there was no need to keep QQ. In addition, Xun Zhiyuan's attitude towards him was relatively indifferent during that time, so he deleted the contact method between the two in a fit of anger.Although the deletion of QQ did not cause a crack in the relationship between the two on the bright side, it was like an ice surface in early spring. Although the surface was still frozen, it was still solid at first glance, but the lower layer had quietly begun to flow.

Xun Zhiyuan didn't mind about this, he asked Lin Xuan why he wanted to delete it, but Lin Xuan was still angry at that time, and he had to see Xun Zhiyuan's emotional ups and downs before he was convinced that the other party cared about him, so he purposely hung up on Xun Zhiyuan. Zhiyuan's doubts changed the subject every time.But I didn't expect that Xun Zhiyuan didn't ask anymore as time went by, and only said that he trusted him so he wouldn't be angry about it, but Lin Xuan felt that he was not interested for a while, and wanted to do something to arouse Xun Zhiyuan's emotions.At that time, he didn't know how to restrain love to the depths, and naively thought that only crying and cursing was the only thing he cared about, and he regarded the self-repression that he could not express as indifference and determination.

Then he deleted Xun Zhiyuan's wechat.He said that he didn't want to use WeChat anymore, and he didn't like the chat interface of WeChat, so he wanted to uninstall WeChat.Xun Zhiyuan was very surprised by this, and wanted to ask, but he was unable to send a message to the other party.The two were in the community exchange group of the school's literature club. After deleting QQ and WeChat, the communication method became a private chat through the group member list.It was at this time that the relationship between the two of them began to become unfamiliar.Xun Zhiyuan asked Lin Xuan why he deleted WeChat, Lin Xuan avoided talking about it, Xun Zhiyuan stopped asking, and only said that he was still willing to believe in the deep brotherhood of each other.Lin Xuan was disappointed again. He thought that Xun Zhiyuan would be angry and sad. He thought that he could see the other party angry and questioning him, but the fact was that Xun Zhiyuan's sentence contained so much sadness that he still wanted to believe that Xun Zhiyuan had to do it. He didn't know how much effort it took to convince himself or even force himself to believe in Lin Xuan in the face of repeated temptations.

"Which school are you repeating?" Finally made up his mind, Lin Xuan sent this message to Xun Zhiyuan on the private chat interface through the community group.

It's a pity that the other party didn't buy it.

Xun Zhiyuan replied almost instantly: "You still understand me? I almost thought you threw me into the Arctic Circle to die alone."

Lin Xuan sent back three embarrassing and sweaty emoticons to express her apology.Thinking of Xing Zhen's advice, he took the initiative to invite Xun Zhiyuan: "Let's have dinner together every day after school starts."

"You just want to tell me this? Is there anything else you want to say? Having dinner together is such an intimate matter, what is my identity? Who am I?" Xun Zhiyuan sarcastically.In his opinion, the people who can eat together must be his acquaintances. He can't accept a dinner party just for eating. He feels that this kind of relationship is too rigid, and there will inevitably be too much restraint during the meal.Lin Xuan has always known about this, and the reason why she made an appointment for dinner is to repair the rift between the two of them.

But facing Xun Zhiyuan's questioning, Lin Xuan was timid in his heart. He deleted the unedited explanation and changed it to self-rejection: "I'm sorry, then I won't bother you." Xun Zhiyuan said the correct plot It seems that we shouldn't leave like this. Lin Xuanyou didn't think it was enough, and deliberately provocatively said: "Since you don't have time, I'll go ask my girlfriend out. I just talked about it last week. She is fair, beautiful and has long legs. How about you? Jealous?"

Is there any mistake, the current situation is that my brother got a girlfriend, not my rival in love snatched my girlfriend, so I should send blessings to my good brother, why should I be jealous... Xun Zhiyuan just felt confused.In fact, the word "girlfriend" has been uttered by Lin Xuan so many times that Xun Zhiyuan can't count it.In the past, he questioned Lin Xuan's attitude towards relationships too casually. It can be said that Lin Xuan has never been in a relationship that lasted more than two weeks. For example, two people are admitted to a certain school for undergraduate and postgraduate studies, but in the end Lin Xuan always looks indifferent and says that anyway, he can't believe in a relationship at this age, and instead jokes that Zhi Yuan's serious appearance on the line is Old-fashioned.

"Why are you talking about your girlfriend again? How did you break up with the last one?" Xun Zhiyuan was a little displeased, "How did you meet this time? How long are you going to talk about? Don't tell me your nonsense about growing old forever, Can you talk about next month and you don't even count."

"The last one? Which one are you talking about? I've changed several, and who can tell which one is which." Lin Xuan didn't pay attention to the question at all, "Let's just talk about this one this time, to tell you the truth, it was a lie. She is my classmate in junior high school, I asked her to have dinner with her, and then she became my girlfriend." Between the lines, she still looked indifferent.

"Why do you always have such a foolish attitude? What do you think of other girls' wishes? Have you respected them?" Xun Zhiyuan was furious, and his words could not help but become harsh, "You talk about those little girls all day long I'm just playing around, feeling that love affairs at this age are totally unreliable, so I want to ask you what kind of thing you are? Are you reliable? Have you ever treated your feelings sincerely? You treat your feelings like a game, and yelling at your sincerity is bullshit. I have never paid seriously, so why should I expect others to never leave me?"

Could this person be angry too?Lin Xuan tried to imagine the preaching tone of Xun Zhiyuan on the opposite side of the screen, and couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth. "So, I didn't expect to stay with anyone. How can a person like you experience the feeling of liking someone? Anyway, in my opinion, if you are too attached to a person, can you stay together and never leave? I don't know." I know, but it’s true that it’s tiring and painful. Then it’s better to have fun in time.” Lin Xuan’s words are puns, not only expressing disdain for Xun Zhiyuan’s preaching with a rebellious mentality, but also can’t help but secretly express emotion My feelings for Xun Zhiyuan.

If you are careful, of course you can hear the deep meaning in it. In order to avoid embarrassment, he did not mention it for now, but also used a pun to reply: "If I really like someone, then I will tell the other person my heart honestly, even if I am caught. Refusal will not conceal and deceive, tiredness and pain are largely due to too much inner drama, after telling the truth openly and honestly, I live a chic life."

tbc.

No.: ☆, fickle after all

Seeing this, Lin Xuan started to panic. Did the other party notice something? These few lines didn't really mean anything, so he didn't dare to ask. "But once you say something, I'm afraid you won't even be able to make friends." Lin Xuan hesitated, spelled out this line and sent it.

"Then what if you didn't want to be friends in the first place?" Xun Zhiyuan suddenly picked out the words, and sent a sharp question.Without waiting for his reply, he added the second half of the sentence, "Why bother to maintain the superficial friendship and deceive yourself and others."

He got it!

How could he know!

When did he know!

Lin Xuan was startled and almost dropped her phone on the ground.He was stunned, countless thoughts flashed through his mind in an instant, and he couldn't figure out how Xun Zhiyuan viewed his feelings.It is only recently that he has become more and more aware of his thoughts on Xun Zhiyuan. He has been without his father's company since he was a child, and he is especially attached to Xun Zhiyuan's brotherly care. , the back figure of Xun Zhiyuan standing in front of him entered his dreams for countless nights after that, and his few erotic dreams were all about Xun Zhiyuan, although he couldn't help but feel his back after waking up from the dream. I feel cold, but I can't ignore the white turbidity that sticks to the bedding every time.In fact, they did have a skin-to-skin relationship once. In the campus loan incident, Xun Zhiyuan helped him out and accompanied him home. At that time, there were only the two of them at home. Xun Zhiyuan joked that he was so brave and asked Lin Xuan if he It should be a personal promise. After the laughter, Lin Xuan actually did a fake act and Xun Zhiyuan did something beyond the scope of friendship. Lin Xuan felt a little pitiful, and actually wanted to use this method to keep the person in front of him for a long time.

"Don't think about it, I only have friendship for you!!!" After regaining consciousness from the fluttering thoughts, Lin Xuan replied to Xun Zhiyuan in fear, and deliberately added three exclamation marks to show that he was afraid that the other party would not believe him. emphasize.

Now Xun Zhiyuan was at a loss.He really wanted to discuss this issue with Lin Xuan tonight, but he didn't want to force him to ask him anything. He even wrote a lyric poem on the occasion of Qixi Festival, which is full of literary talents. "The two words I just said didn't mean you and me. Why are you reacting so strongly?" Xun Zhiyuan was a little helpless, he really didn't intend to scare Lin Xuan with those two words.

"Stop talking, I'm tired and I'm going to rest." Too many words will lead to mistakes, Lin Xuan wanted to run away quickly.

"Okay, then you can rest first. I have something to say, I will leave a message for you, and I will read it when you have time." Xun Zhiyuan sent it.

I don't even want to watch it when I have time!Don't tell me this kind of thing!I don't know how to face you!Lin Xuan screamed in his heart. "I'm really tired and don't want to read anything, so don't send me." He sent these three sentences in a broken jar, and then turned off the phone directly.

Xun Zhiyuan felt that his patience was almost reaching its limit.It's not hard to see that although Lin Xuan didn't know exactly what Lin Xuan was thinking, he was completely cowardly avoiding reality. Xun Zhiyuan wanted to speak well, but for some reason, every casual word could scare the other party, and finally directly Fleeing.In the past, if the other party had something to do when chatting, they would leave a message directly, and then reply when they were free, but this time they even refused to leave a message. Who has a ghost in their hearts!It is plausible to say that there are only feelings of friends. If you really have a clear conscience as you said, what is there to discuss about this topic?I want to leave a message. What can I say?Xun Zhiyuan was indignant.

"Today is your birthday, but I don't want to say happy birthday to you right now. I'm fed up with your hesitant cover-ups and tentative temptations. I keep telling myself not to question your sincerity, but if your sincerity comes from the root The above is a puzzle that has yet to be proven, how can I persuade myself to persist in deceiving myself and others?" After typing here, Xun Zhiyuan moved his knuckles, took a deep breath and tried to calm his emotions.

"I have always pursued frankness and honesty, and I think I am strict with myself, so I will tell you the truth about my feelings for you next. I don't like you, literally, I really don't like you as a person, not talking about What type of relationship. All I have done for you is to repay your friendship and I have never done anything for you based on personal feelings. I can see that you trust me and regard me as extremely Important person, therefore, the morality and self-discipline I adhere to make me not allow myself to do things that disappoint you. And the feeling you said about liking someone from the bottom of my heart, I have been infatuated with it in my heart for three years One person, I used my actions to accompany one person for six years with the snap of my fingers, how could I not have affection, but it was never for you." Now that the topic had started, Xun Zhiyuan didn't want to hesitate any longer, and narrated his feelings in a smooth and smooth manner.

"You know that I transferred to another school in the second year of high school, and then transferred back in the third year of high school. I kept saying to the outside world that it was because of my student status in the file, but the fact is that I hope to see Zhang Ying more as I approach graduation. He is the monitor of our class, and I have been there since the first year of high school. I like him, and I still miss him. In the first semester of high school, I wrote him a five-page love letter to tell him my heart, and in the second semester of high school, I wrote him another five-page love letter telling him that I want to chase him, but people don’t see him. After the college entrance examination, I deleted my contact information. But I never regret that I like him, I will not disturb him, but I want to protect him silently."

Speaking of this, he seemed to think of something, and Xun Zhiyuan changed the topic: "I am not a careless person, and I will understand some things even if you don't tell them. That school was a place that brought me great trauma. I almost never set foot on it. I felt uncomfortable when I entered the school, and my depression was very unstable during that time. I took leave of absence for three days and stayed at home without going to school. You care about me, you often come to my house to see me, and you also give me various gifts from time to time to make me happy ;At the same time, because you didn't want me to delay my study, you repeatedly rejected the arrangement of leaving school and having dinner with Xing Zhen, and changed it to being with me. You also invited me to meet on the playground during the big break, so as to persuade me to return to school as much as possible Listening to lectures and studying, spending a lot of time and energy with me... I see and remember it in my heart, and I am really grateful to you for what you have done for me."

Xun Zhiyuan couldn't bear it, but continued to speak cruelly: "I thank you and I will give back to you, but I really don't like you. Apart from Zhang Ying, I was also attracted to Yan Yilong. Brother Long was my junior high school student. Classmate, we have been friends since the first day of junior high school. He is a straight man, but as I grow older, I find that my orientation is bisexual. He is very good, and I have a different kind of liking for him. About last summer vacation, I asked He confessed. He only thought of me