No matter how dangerous the Linxi road is

He is a good brother, but I know what I think about him, I don't think I can use his unknown to hide him, and the act of shouting brotherly love when I have a plan is deceitful in my opinion, so I told him , and then maintain a pure brotherly relationship with him. "

After a little thought, Xun Zhiyuan sent a photo of himself and Yan Yiyu wearing the same black suit standing in front of the big red background board to Lin Xuan, and painted the faces of the characters with mosaics out of respect.Thinking of Lin Xuan's intention to cover up, Xun Zhiyuan replied angrily: "The photo has been taken to this point, I still dare to say that there is only brotherhood between me and Brother Long. We slept in the same bed the night before the photo was taken. I Xun Zhiyuan You are upright, honest and innocent, but can you, Lin Xuan, have the confidence that I have?"

tbc.

No.: ☆, questioning courage

"Brother, aren't you tired after thinking so much?" It was not until three days later that Xun Zhiyuan received such a reply from Lin Xuan, and at the end there were two expressions of wiping sweat.

As if he had been greatly humiliated, Xun Zhiyuan clutched the phone, his eyes filled with tears, and he tried hard to keep the tears from falling. "You said I think too much? What about you? How did you treat me? Why do I think too much? How many times do I have doubts that never get answers? How many times do you force me to think about it? "He sent these series of questions, but he also understood that this is not the attitude to solve the problem. When he was not so excited, he asked the question that had been between the two of them that had never been answered, "You Why did you delete my QQ? Why did you delete my WeChat? Why did you lock me when you didn’t delete my friends earlier? Why did you delete all the comments I gave you? How do you make me think about these things? It’s up to you Can you promise not to think too much about me? On the one hand, you keep saying how important I am, and on the other hand, you do everything you can, and you still say that I think too much?"

As expected, this time the question still came to nothing, Lin Xuan did not give half a word of response.Xun Zhiyuan is a bit lonely, but he knows that the first priority at the moment is not to waste the year of re-study, so he simply put aside the entanglement with Lin Xuan for the time being, tidy up his textbooks, buy all the necessary stationery, and look forward to the upcoming re-study life.

A certain polytechnic university in S city that Yan Yilong was admitted to was about to start school, he calculated the time, and planned to see the two of them again before Xun Zhiyuan resumed his studies.They each made proper arrangements and made an appointment, Xun Zhiyuan went to report in the afternoon of the next day, and Yan Yilong went to the station at night the next day.The whole day of getting along was still unfinished, and the two of them lay on the same bed again that night.

"Brother Long, in fact, I think it's impossible to develop a relationship between people who are too familiar. For example, from the time when they wore open crotch pants, they played together until the older one became younger. The relationship between two people like this is more similar to family affection. Seen as a family without blood relationship, there are very few sweet words and heartbeats between lovers." In the dark bedroom, Xun Zhiyuan held Yan Yilong's hand, stared at the ceiling, and said seriously, "I I feel that between you and me, I regard you as a brother more often. I appreciate you very much and like the feeling of getting along with you, but it is more similar to family affection than romance. For example, if I meet a new A person who is very similar to you in all aspects, but has not grown up with you for six years, then I will admire him, but for you, I regard you as my brother. And, Zhang Ying’s personality is very similar to you, but he may More cheerful, not as restrained as you."

"So that's how it is." Yan Yiyu was thoughtful, "That's quite right, I think you are my younger brother, when I take you out, it's like holding a child who doesn't grow up, although you are very cute , and very well-behaved, but... still a child." Yan Yilong couldn't help laughing, pinching Xun Zhiyuan's face.

Tomorrow afternoon, I will report for duty. Re-study is a dangerous way to cut off the retreat and find a way out. Thinking of finding Zhiyuan here, it is unavoidable to be nervous, but he doesn't want to disturb Yan Yiyu for this. The other party will take the car tomorrow night. The bed rested well, so he chose to be alone and silent in order to fall asleep as soon as possible.

"You are going to repeat the reading tomorrow, how are you doing with Lin Xuan?" Yan Yilong felt that Xun Zhiyuan's hand holding him was trembling, and the other party's palm was still sweating, he knew that Xun Zhiyuan couldn't bear it It disturbed his sleep, but he also missed the child's thoughts, so he decided to ask, "You are taking the same college entrance examination, this year is stressful, it is best to encourage each other."

"I'm afraid he and I are cold?" Xun Zhiyuan didn't know where to start, "I sent him a message on QQ, and he has been avoiding chatting with me about feelings, but the more he dodges, the more The more it shows that he has a guilty conscience. To be honest, I really don't like his style of avoiding when things happen. I even think that since he doesn't even have the courage to tell the truth, then what right does he have to think about it secretly. "

"He didn't dare to say it because he was afraid of your rejection, and he was afraid that the rejection of the confession would cause embarrassment between you two." Yan Yiyu speculated.

"Then I know that Brother Long is straight and I still want to confess to Brother Long. After being rejected by Brother Long, I can be a good brother with peace of mind. Now I lie on the same bed with Brother Long. Have I ever been afraid of embarrassment?" Xun Zhiyuan couldn't help but raise his head The voice said, "Anyway, I am open and frank. If there is any embarrassment, it is his personal problem. What's more, if you don't even have the courage to say it, how will you know if you have a chance if you don't try?" Every time I think of Lin Xuan Those inexplicable behaviors inevitably made him angry.

Yan Yilong was a little surprised to find Zhiyuan angry, but following his last sentence, he asked a similar question to the one he asked before: "Then if he has the courage to confess to you, are you willing to agree to him? ?”

"As long as he dares, I will, but the key is that he dare not." Xun Zhiyuan sneered.

Hearing this answer, Yan Yiyu couldn't help but be surprised: "You agreed?" Afraid that the other party was just talking out of anger, he persuaded earnestly, "Be careful with emotional matters, think clearly before making a decision, let alone the two of you They are all men, if you plan to go on for a long time, you will inevitably face a lot of realistic resistance, have you really thought about all of this?"

"I think very clearly, what you said, everything you didn't say, as long as he dares, I will never give up." Xun Zhiyuan said seriously, "I will take the same college entrance examination as him in the year of re-study, look at the 12 years of study Life, this year is so critical, if you can have a close person to accompany you and work hard together, it will be very motivating. Next year, the college entrance examination will go to the same university, and then work together for the future, which is also very good Yes. Although I don't like him, I have the morals I abide by, and I promise to live up to him."

"He likes you so much, if he knows that you can agree to him, he will feel happy from the bottom of his heart." Yan Yilong didn't quite understand the emotional dispute between Xun Lin, but thought it would be best if there was a happy ending for everyone.

Xun Zhiyuan was not so optimistic, he just said almost plainly: "I don't know if he is happy or not, it's true that I feel guilty. What happened to Jin has dealt a heavy blow to me, and Zhang Ying is far away in the sky. Impossible, Brother Long, you go to S City alone. We are separated by thousands of miles. There are shortcomings in friendship, love, and family affection. I have too much confusion and anxiety in my heart. I really want to have someone trustworthy by my side." Although I didn't say it directly, I knew that I really wanted to ask Lin Xuan for comfort during the empty period of my relationship, and suddenly I felt a strong sense of self-loathing, "It's really not fair to him, but I promise to try my best to give him back Treat me well, I will never do anything to be sorry for him, although I don't like him, but I can do it to live up to his liking for me."

tbc.

No.: ☆, can not be traced

The day of re-study will start soon. The seat number is freely selected by the students on the day of registration. The teacher said that after the mid-term exam is over, the unified adjustment will be made. For now, we will maintain the status quo according to everyone's wishes.Xun Zhiyuan's deskmate is still Shen Zishu. The two study and play together every day as before, laughing and amusing in their spare time, and answering each other's questions when they are confused.

During the evening self-study, Xun Zhiyuan raised his head from the sea of ​​books and questions, looked at the bright lights in the classroom, and the students around him were working hard for their goals. He felt that this kind of fulfillment and exhaustion was beautiful in his heart.

Before I knew it, half a month had passed, and the study tasks in the third year of high school were tight. The school stipulated that a weekend should be taken every three weeks, and the next weekend was the time for the planned rest.

"Brother Yuan, when do you spend Sunday? When is it convenient for us to get together?" Xun Zhiyuan received a QQ message from Zou Junyi.

Zou Junyi and Xun Zhiyuan met through the school's literary club. He saw articles written by Xun Zhiyuan in magazines sponsored by the literary club many times. After a long time, he became curious about this talented author. I made friends with Xun Zhiyuan through the community exchange group, and after a few chats, I learned that the other party is a senior who is a year higher than myself.After taking advantage of the holidays to go out to play together, Zou Junyi felt that the other party had a straightforward personality, was humble and polite, and he was also a passionate person, so he and Xun Zhiyuan naturally became good friends.

Later, Xun Zhiyuan discovered that there was another connection between the two of them was Lin Xuan - Zou Junyi and Lin Xuan were classmates in junior high school.However, although Zou Junyi confirmed that Xun Zhiyuan's QQ number was given to him by Lin Xuan at the beginning, the main reason for the friendship between Xun and Zou is that their personalities are in harmony with each other, so the close relationship with Lin Xuan will not affect the two of them between.

"It will be fine next week. The schedule of our repeat school is the same as that of ordinary full-time high schools." Xun Zhiyuan replied.

The two greeted each other about their current situation, and agreed to meet next weekend, and the specific time will be discussed later.

Zou Junyi is not a local, he spent the whole summer vacation in his hometown outside the city, the last time the two met was in early summer.Zou Junyi, like Lin Xuan, is a science major. In order to prepare for the academic proficiency test, he found Xun Zhiyuan who had just finished the college entrance examination to teach supplementary liberal arts.So the topic also arises from this.

"The results of the academic examination should have come out, right? Especially how about the third subject of literature?" Xun Zhiyuan asked.

"Two B's and one C. I passed." Zou Junyi smiled and hugged Xun Zhiyuan, "With Brother Yuan personally tutoring me, how can I still fail the course, right?"

After laughing and talking, the two went to eat the hot pot that had already been agreed.Looking at the steaming mushroom soup in the middle of the table, Xun Zhiyuan couldn't help but suddenly realized that Lin Xuan had made a hot pot appointment with him a long time ago in his memory, but now the two of them have become estranged to the point where they have no connection other than the community group .

Zou Junyi took a photo and posted a post: "Come on, be happy, eat hot pot with brother Yi~"

Not long after sending it out, he received a comment from Lin Xuan: "Brother is generous, please send me the location quickly, and the younger brother will be there soon."

Knowing that Lin Xuan is not an outsider to Xun Zhiyuan, Zou Junyi clicked on the private chat and edited the message: "I ate with Brother Yuan, if you come, we will add another dish." Ask Xun Zhiyuan for his opinion before sending: " Do you want Lin Xuan to come with us?"

Xun Zhiyuan was taken aback, he didn't know what to say about his relationship with Lin Xuan, so he had to bring the topic back: "It depends on whether Lin Xuan agrees or not."

Zou Junyi made an "OK" gesture and sent the message to Lin Xuan.

"Xunzhiyuan?" Lin Xuan was taken aback, as if she didn't give up, she insisted on asking to make sure.

"Yes, welcome, are you coming?" Of course Zou Junyi couldn't see the fear of the person on the other side of the screen.

Lin Xuan still doesn't know how to face Xun Zhiyuan. When he encounters difficult problems, he always adopts a procrastinating attitude, hoping that the problems will be solved automatically or become obsolete. "You guys eat, I have something to do at home, so I won't go." He declined Zou Junyi's invitation.

Zou Junyi showed the chat interface to Xun Zhiyuan, wondering in his heart: "Do you know what he's been up to recently? I haven't seen him for almost half a year, I really miss him."

"Can I use your mobile phone to check his spatial dynamics?" Xun Zhiyuan asked suddenly.

"Ah?" Zou Junyi was a little puzzled, but he still clicked on Lin Xuan's QQ space, and then handed the phone to Xun Zhiyuan.

Looking at Lin Xuan's movements, Xun Zhiyuan was speechless for a moment, but his heart was filled with mixed feelings.

He saw screenshots of chats between Lin Xuan and netizens, cheering each other on for the college entrance examination this year; he saw Lin Xuan and Xing Zhen celebrating their birthday together, boasting brotherly love between the lines in the accompanying text; he saw Lin Xuan going out of the province alone Participating in the competition, every photo records every bit of being outside... In addition to these colorful traces, there are also various daily emotions, such as being punished by the class teacher for being late one day, such as posting about being intimate with your girlfriend after breaking up Photos, such as the joy of being praised by teachers for excellent exam results... He kept flipping through, Lin Xuan set the permission to only allow friends to view the latest half-year news, and he had to pull out of his thoughts when he turned to the bottom of the news after half a year come out.

"There may be some estrangement between me and him, and the relationship is rather awkward these days." Xun Zhiyuan returned the phone to Zou Junyi, and he was a little tired while speaking.

I have never been involved in your joys and sorrows, and I know nothing about your movements. How far have we been before we know it?Can this kind of relationship still be called a friend now?Are we really going to get separated like this?Xun Zhiyuan's heart was filled with sorrow and pain.

tbc.

No.: ☆, question in the rain

After a short weekend break, Xun Zhiyuan immediately threw himself into the busyness of repeating studies. Fortunately, Shen Zishu was by his side, which made it rare to have some pleasant moments under the pressure.

"It's raining so hard, where should we go for dinner?" Shen Zishu looked at the raindrops on the window and asked Xun Zhiyuan.

"I want to go to the opposite side of the original school, there is a noodle restaurant with good taste." Xun Zhiyuan felt that the rain hitting the window glass had something special, so he couldn't help but start to think about it.

Shen Zishu was taken aback by his proposal: "Lao Xun, are you out of your mind? Your original school is 15 minutes' drive away from the place where we are repeating our studies. It's fine if it's sunny. It's raining so much tonight. Are you serious?"

"Mouse, I'm serious." Xun Zhiyuan slapped the table to express his seriousness, and said proudly with his face up, "I'm just asking if you dare to go, and if you're afraid of rain, I can pack a copy for you."

"If you say that, then I will definitely go with you, who is afraid of whom?" Shen Zishu also learned to pat the table, but due to his height advantage, he didn't need to raise his head when talking to Xun Zhiyuan.

In this way, the two came to the noodle shop that Xun Zhiyuan had chosen.In fact, the taste is secondary. The reason why Xun Zhiyuan has a special liking for this place is because he has been here with Lin Xuan many times before, and the food here is more suitable for Lin Xuan's appetite.Xun Zhiyuan doesn't pay much attention to the enjoyment of food and drink, and he mostly wants Lin Xuan to enjoy his meal when he is with him. Today, he deliberately came to the old place to revisit in the rain, hoping to find some memories that are about to fade away.

The portion of the noodles was relatively large, and Xun Chen and his partner ordered a casserole meal for two. Xun Zhiyuan took the bowls and chopsticks handed over by Shen Zishu, and when he was serving the noodles, he suddenly heard a long and familiar voice behind him: "I I want a beef noodle casserole."

It's Lin Xuan.Xun Zhiyuan turned his head and met Lin Xuan's eyes. Before he could say hello, he heard Lin Xuan yelled at the cashier again: "I'm sorry, I have something to eat and I don't have time to eat. I don't want noodles." Then, under Xun Zhiyuan's gaze Turn around and leave.

Xun Zhiyuan's heart suddenly became angry: What, now I can't eat noodles at the same restaurant?If Lin Xuan could accuse him of thinking wildly on QQ, then Xun Zhiyuan really wanted to ask who had the evil intentions!

"Stop!" Xun Zhiyuan shouted at Lin Xuan.Seeing that the other party didn't stop, he didn't care about dinner, so he grabbed the battery car key and put it in his pocket, and said to Shen Zishu, "Mouse, I have something to do, so you don't have to wait for me, just go back after dinner." , if I am late, you can help me explain to the teacher, just say that I have to tie up the car to make up."

Xun Zhiyuan sprinted a few steps to catch up with Lin Xuan, raised his hand and grabbed his lapel, and said sarcastically, "What? You can't even eat noodles without a girlfriend by your side?"

"Divided. It's boring." Lin