late morning rain

Get up, the wine glass is exhausted, put on the old clothes, who are you fighting for?

The piercing and piercing sound of metal collisions sounded, and you took the initiative to attack, your dark hair was clearly defined, and there was a clear stubbornness on your soft and beautiful face. After a series of heavy blows, starlight was rubbed between the swords.

I look at you and my mind is in turmoil.

The flames of hell ignited in the Demon Realm behind you are disillusioned and disillusioned, and the blooming white roses are bathed in blood.

White Rose, your favorite White Rose.

A hallucination appeared in his mind, on the other side of the realm, a woman in a white dress held a rose in her hand, her blond hair shone with the starlight outside the window.

You say, I hate it all.

You said, you yearn for that cracked land.

You fell down in front of me, showing off your face and smiling, and the dazzling blood spread on the white marble floor.

Yes, I am evil and I want to betray.

You look up at the night sky, your smile is shallow but desperate.

As if going crazy and unable to control myself, I held the sword in my hand, flickering with coldness.It pierced your chest fiercely, and you didn't dodge, just looking at me with a pair of bright but sad eyes.

Brother...being stabbed by you...it hurts more than imagined...

There are tears in your eyes.

I don't ask you to forgive me, but I have never regretted everything I have done...

Your eyes are safely closed, and your body turns into a ray of silver light, which suddenly dissipates.

Your figure has disappeared, and the weak but begging voice echoed in the air.

Brother...you must be...happy...

Gilgamesh gave me a dream, he said, the dream is all about you.

The smile on the corner of the mouth spread like ripples, and the eyes as deep as Bitan flickered.

The falling magic thorns blurred my eyes, and the vines with poisonous thorns spread and grew from the bottom of my feet until they completely wrapped me up. The sharp thorns scratched my memory, and the scene before my eyes was so piercing.

The demons are evil, and his evil stems from betrayal.

The wild is a cursed place, and his curse stems from betrayal.

Only the blood of the demon royal family can resolve it.

So after you endured the prison punishment of the Heaven Realm, you were exiled into the wilderness, bleeding to death.

It's just that he still refused to let you go, gave you a new physical body, and made you endure more mental torture.

So you came back, so you launched a palace change, just to... protect me? ...

We are sins, our once-denied love is destined to die in the reality of despair.

They are also sinners, and they watched the holy white rose slowly being torn apart by the bitter wind.

Your moment, my whole life.

The catkins flying all over the sky brought a whirlwind and seemed to engulf me. The dry tears on my cheeks were moistened by new tears again and again. The scene in front of him was instantly clear.

Sira's slender fingers pierced Gilgamesh's chest fiercely.

Ha ha.

Are you happy with what you see?chain.

I never cherish, let alone destroy, my only hobby is to reshape after breaking.

Lian, you deserve to be tortured by each other, hahahaha——

The long and slender hands were stretched out from the chest, and the crazy smile was hard on the white jade-like face. The first body lost its support in an instant, and fell from the air, with golden whitewash, a gorgeous death.

Xi La looked at me, her chaotic eyes gradually became sharper.The bloody wind blew his hair, the corners of his mouth were full of sarcasm, and finally he was speechless, the air in his hand turned into a sharp blade, and stabbed at his chest instantly, blood sprayed in the air, drawing a hexagram array Suddenly, there was a strong wind all around, and the constantly rotating circle devoured the last ray of light in front of him.

— Wait for more torture.

These are his last words.

The world is turned upside down, and time and space are intertwined and disordered.

She fell asleep because she couldn't bear too many things, and everything returned to the original state.

My father said that the four seasons are like spring in heaven because of God's care.However, the Western Demon Realm has been plagued by disasters and disasters all year round because of its betrayal of God.But I still like Moyu, at least I don't want Tianjing to be so monotonous.

I crossed my body and lazily listened to the girl's various complaints by the warm wall fire.

Hey, are you listening!The girl grabbed my seven inches and dangled.

Well...if I could see her, I would kill her...

Thinking about it hard, it has been a week since I was sucked into that magic circle and came to this world. The most damning thing is that the main body was destroyed by the magic circle, but the soul was attached to a wounded, double-eyed On the blind spirit snake.

Spirit snakes, yes, they are the ancient spirit snake clan along the coast of the Forbidden Sea in the Demon Realm.

However, the blind spirit snake is no different from ordinary snakes.

So, sadly, I was taken back by the little girl in Tianjing and kept as a pet.

But why on earth was I drawn into the magic circle?

There was a tingling in my head.

Little snake, little snake, do you know Gilgamesh, he is so annoying, I really want to stab him.

amount……

And my attendant, Sira, has a dead face all day long and cares about so many things about me, but I don't want to stab him, because I can't stab him to death with my strength.

amount……

Can girls not be so violent! ! !

A spoiled but dissatisfied girl, this is my first impression of her.

A girl who longs to be free and break free, that's how I define her today.

She was drunk, strong alcohol mixed with a touch of blood.Her smooth little hands caressed the gauze covering my eyes—she said it could make me see again.I don't know what happened, I just heard her laughing low all the time.

Do you know that I love that land deeply, I like the sky filled with blue mist and the cracked land, the magic thorns blooming wantonly, and the demons with black hair and red eyes.In Tianjing, I am just a saint for decoration. The thick fog can blur the sky, but it can't stop the sky from moving forward. The sky here is always bright, but I can't fly.

Those gods who look holy but are actually selfish and hypocritical perform gorgeous dreams in this false heaven. I hate all of this. I like the demons because of their frankness and sincerity.

Little snake, you know what?My greatest wish is to break through the shackles of the heavenly realm—this is something I will never be able to do in my life. I am the saint of the heavenly realm and bear the responsibility of the family.If there is an afterlife, I want to be the princess of Demon Realm. I want to have a pair of parents who love me and an elder brother who loves me.

Gilgamesh said, I am a saint who everyone loves, that's why he... ahem... I never believed his words... The girl's voice became lower and lower, gradually sobbing, little snake, Open your eyes and look at me, I know you never cheat.The hot liquid dripped on my cold scales, I know, she cried...

The golden warm light streaked across my black world, and my mind was in severe pain as if a blunt instrument had been slashed across it.

younger sister……

The memory that has been suspended for a long time has finally returned. Is it because this crying overlaps with the you in the memory?

I slowly opened my eyes, the overflowing golden light made my eyes hurt, your blurry face gradually became clear, before I could react, hot blood sprayed on my body, and you smiled contentedly with tears in your eyes, The slender body fell to the ground, lifeless.

I froze for a long time.

——In this world, who is more dissatisfied than you?

——In this world, who else is as evil as you, like a child?

The disappointment in Gilgamesh's eyes when he was looking at the picture scroll, the nostalgia in Sira's eyes when he was standing on the window coffin, all the things that he couldn't figure out before, suddenly became clear.

I spit out the letter, winding my body around your slender neck.

Through your teardrops, look at your eyes as deep as the night, under the star-studded night, the man in black and the woman in white kiss affectionately.

The spirit snake will let you see the happiest picture in the afterlife before you die.

I know we're seeing the same scene.

The stiff body poured onto your delicate collarbone, and the venom flowed out from the half-open mouth, dripping on the collarbone to form a black spirit snake mark, which complemented the bruises on the neck.

The author has something to say: I wrote it a long time ago,

Hypocritical~

☆, love

death of green years

Liao and Xue are at the same table. Their close relationship was once said by the rotten girl to be a pair of lesbians. They just laughed and said nothing about it, and then made more intimate moves to stimulate the overexcited rotten girl classmate.They were only 14 years old at that time, and they were in the third grade of junior high school. Both of them studied well, and their interests and hobbies matched.They are together every day, as if they will never be apart.But it was just as if, they went to different high schools later, but their relationship did not fade because of this, they would come out to get together during the holidays, go shopping and eat together, just like in the past, as if they were still those two girls.

Liao likes Xue, but Liao doesn't know that Xuexi doesn't like her.Liao is almost obsessed with Xue, not only because she is her first friend, but also because she is the only salvation in her life.Liao had no sense of security since he was a child, which led to a crazy possessive desire for many things around him.But she has always known how to restrain herself.

In the eyes of others, she is a taciturn, kind and friendly person.But only she herself knew that she was so lonely and rotten, so crazy that she was sick.Paranoid obsessed with those pure despair, deep in the darkness and unable to extricate herself, she once hated herself like this, and deeply loathed this world full of sunshine and laughter.

It was the appearance of Xue that made her fall in love with this world.It also made her fall in love with her.

But Liao was too paranoid, and she had a kind of arrogance above others in her bones because she was neglected since she was a child.She simply thought that if she was nice to her, they would always be together. Based on this idea, she continued to fabricate everything, but she ignored that she was not the only one around her, and she was not as sick as her.Xue grew up from a little girl to a young girl. Like all girls, she secretly fell in love with a handsome senior, and laughed with other innocent girls in the sun, but she could only stay in the dark.

A rift gradually formed between them—in fact, this rift existed a long time ago, but Liao saw it too late.

Liao has been living in her own world. She is obsessed with the girl in her heart, but Liao doesn't know that the girl in her heart is not equal to the girl in reality.When you like someone, you are always humble. Liao likes to lean on Xue and look at her fair side face. How much she hopes that time will freeze.She always obliterates herself in a humble way to meet her wishes, but all the words she likes stop abruptly in her careless eyes.

As they grow up, they will eventually take different paths.They are not people of the same personality, this fact is covered by the joy of first meeting, and will eventually be revealed under the scythe of time.Accumulating a certain amount will eventually lead to a qualitative change. In the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Xue and Liao had a big quarrel because of a trivial matter. Liao looked at Xue's distorted face and pulled out an ugly smile.

It's useless to say anything, and it's no longer meaningful to do anything.

Let it all be over.

Many times Liao was thinking, what does Xue think of her?A foil for loneliness?Or a dispensable follower? ——No, how could she be so humble?

Liao deleted all of Xue's contact information in one night. She couldn't sleep until dawn that night, but the world was still spinning. Suddenly, she seemed to see all the truth.Some people say that if you are crazy about someone, it is just an obsession, and after the end, you will smile and say that you are an idiot when you like her.True love goes deep into the heart, like air, if it disappears, you will be suffocated.

So the old self was an idiot.

From encounter to separation, I finally thought too much.

Liao also had fantasies in her heart, she secretly read her Weibo, in fact, as long as you save me, I will come back to you regardless of anything, but you never did.You just wrote, "I would rather lose than take the initiative. When you want to leave one day, please wake me up."——but who will wake me up?I have been living in a dream for three years, how do you let me face the world when I wake up?

But we will definitely see you again.

The world is so big, we can all meet it.We are in the same hobby circle, have similar achievements and the same household registration, even if we have different ambitions, we will eventually reunite due to reality.Liao believed so firmly.

And until Liao died, they never met again.

The following are excerpts from Liao's diary:

TOMYSNOW

In the past years, I believe that he must have liked me.

There are indeed some insignificant people or things inserted around us, but that does not affect the relationship between us, you and I will be obsessed with this world of mortals, but in the end we will return to each other.

We shared similar feelings and, like each other, ultimately failed to communicate that feeling to each other.

I can't say whether I still like you now, but I'm sure I still miss you.

I think of you when I see everything about you, how I want to touch you again.

But I don't want to redeem it.

I don't want to see you again.

……

I never had you,

In the three years I've been with you, I haven't even kissed you,

After leaving you, life is not much different from before, but there is a little more depressive pain when breathing in the middle of the night.

After someone breaks up, they will destroy all the things related to their lover, which represents the end and new life.

I don't.

I carefully keep everything you gave me, just like when we were together.

We are still together, but you are not by my side.

When I was with you, I thought I was just a young obsession and a dying desire for you. Only after I left did I realize that you have already integrated into my life and become a part of my breath.

……

You are to me what the green light of the pier is to Gatsby,

What a wonderful fantasy.

……

I know that all the feelings between us have collapsed, and we can never go back to the past. Maybe you will live better without me, but after losing you, I just returned to the same loneliness and self-entertainment as before. , It's just the fantasy of being more lonely with you.

When I see a good movie, I will still tell you in my heart, and when I think of a new plot, I will still tell you in my heart. The illusion is your face that has been healed from defeat and the unstoppable smile at the corner of your mouth, and I am right next to you, lying on your lap lap, hold your hand.

As always, never changed.

……

To me, you are a fantasy, a faint smile, and a white and gentle figure.

I fell in love with you like this, and it took me a long time to realize that wasn't the real you.

You are the white in my black imagination.

Every time I think of you in the dark, the poison becomes deeper, the air between my mouth and nose becomes thinner, a huge darkness covers me from above, and you are standing not far away, with a pale face and no emotion in your eyes looked at me, without saying a word.I stretched out my hand, wanting to touch you, my hand paused in the air for a few seconds, and finally fell down heavily.

……

I know it's me who's wrong,

It's because I never touched your heart, I just take it for granted that you should belong to me.

My silence was exchanged for your more silence,

Then it's all over.

……

I thought of you when watching July and Ansheng,

Although I didn't grow up with you, I didn't see your breasts, and I didn't know the boy you secretly liked, but I still think of you.

you are my july,

And I am like An Sheng, who has been wandering, wading through rivers and stepping on thorns, experiencing indifference and waiting, being hurt, ridiculed and cast aside, while you are in your harbor, living a small warm life with your friends , secretly in love with the person you like, experiencing occasional setbacks, and looking forward to a future with infinite possibilities.

You are the warmth in my sad life.

I like you—at a certain time in my past life, I liked you very much, indeed, I am a poor wretch, just like what July said to An Sheng.

Before you, no one would pay attention to me. At that time, I was a lonely and corrupt person. I grew up in indifference and ridicule. The promises I waited for turned into vain one by one, so I was indifferent, inferior, and sensitive. Suspicious, hostile and extremely fragile.When you held my hand, all the coldness turned into spring water, flowing quietly and lingeringly through the dry and cracked heart.

From then on there is no longer barren.

So I only have you.

only for you.

……

A lot of things I should have discovered earlier,

When you wrote "There's no such thing as being cold, it's just that it's not you who is warm", I should have guessed that you liked someone else, and I should have noticed the sprouting of your original intention, but this idea came to my mind , I immediately killed it, I always thought you belonged to me, you liked me, how could you like other people?My nurse is as usual with you, maintaining a superficial calm.

At that time, I knew that we would collapse sooner or later, but even so, I had been deceiving myself for a long time until I could no longer hold on. My self-righteousness and stubbornness eventually ruined everything.

……

I like you,

I have never doubted this sentence. I have said it many times in my heart and half-jokingly to you. Maybe you never care, but it doesn't matter. I just want you to know that even if you treat it as It doesn't matter if it's fake.

I like you like crazy,

During my darkest and most desperate time, I once wanted to destroy you. I knew that you were much better than me, and one day you would fly away, and I could only fall to the depths where I couldn’t touch you. , but all the darkness and madness turn into soft water the moment they look at you.

I'm afraid you'll leave me,

I am deep in the dark, looking at you from a distance, and you are standing there, looking up at the sky, without saying a word.

Reality pushes us farther and farther away, and all the feelings end up being a heavy burden. I am getting more and more tired, so tired that I can't breathe. I look at your smile as always, and listen to the lonely voice of the soul-it used to be because of you And stopped, and now it wanders again.Countless despair accumulated in his heart until he collapsed.

Sometimes I feel like, if you don't have much affection for me, why did you let me into your life?

……

I don't know when I started doing things that even I hate, just to get your attention. At that time, I really wanted to know that in your heart, I was special, and you cared about me.But you are just silent.

When I liked you, I also did many childish actions. Because of your inadvertent words, I ran far away. In order to chat with you, I was hungry. I logged on to your QQ to see the chat records between you and others, and clicked on the comment In your personal space, see if she has the suspicion of liking you, she will be jealous of everyone around you, and she will hold back in her heart and dare not let you know that she is there, always pretending that she doesn't care...

But now all this is a thing of the past.

What I want to say to you, I still can't convey it after all.

We are different people, we will not become each other, but one day we will definitely walk each other's way, and then hear those unexpressed words to understand each other's pain and anxiety, but at that time we have been separated for many, many years, I don't know if I will meet again - or not.You live well, and so do I, and that's all.

The author has something to say: "I can't tolerate light, innocence and beauty in my eyes, because I know that it is only for a moment, and after a moment, there will be eternal silence, but if it is because of you, I can make an exception."

☆, morning rain

Xu Chenyu had many secret loves that ended without a cause in his life.The first time was when I was in the third year of junior high school, and I liked a little girl who was naturally stupid. She was like a harmless herbivore, and when she laughed, it made people's hearts melt.It's just that after graduating from junior high school, the two never contacted each other again.

The second time was in the second year of high school. The other party was a 1.7-meter-one Yujie with thin and long calves, dangling around, which was very attractive. However, the other party soon found a boyfriend and gradually alienated her. .

The third time was when I was in the third year of high school. I liked each other just because they looked pleasing to the eye.Xu Chenyu recalled the people he liked over the years, and found that he was becoming more and more indifferent.The first one has the same hobbies but different views, the second has different hobbies and three views but has the same personality, and the third one is a person from two worlds.

By the time he had a crush on Xu Chenyu for the third time, he had been tortured by depression and had little affection. He didn't like her as a person but only liked the way she smiled every day, and the sunshine seemed to dispel all darkness.

Xu Chenyu didn't say a word to the third crush. In fact, she didn't have any in-depth communication with the first few crushes. She just liked the feeling of being accompanied by others, and liked the relationship between people. No relationship.Don't confess, don't tell, don't lose.

"Isn't it good to get it?" Gu Yueyue asked her, Xu Chenyu shook his head and said, "I can't get it."

The most fundamental problem is that she doesn't like human beings, and she hates the inferiority of human beings, such as the first person's jealousy of the same sex and contempt for her, such as the second person's prejudice against the same-sex group and her own short-sightedness , such as the third person's mind is empty.Xu Chenyu is too afraid of people, but he likes humans too much.

From the perspective of people on earth, it is the second disease of the middle school.

Xu Chenyu is an ordinary person who loves women.

Xu Chenyu has a close friend named Gu Yueyue. They have known each other since childhood. The two are twins in life. They are inseparable and cannot be separated.Gu Yueyue is like a roundworm in her body, she can perceive her every secret love and loss, and can capture her every thought of death and desire to yell.

Xu Chenyu recently fell in love with someone else, who is good-looking, with fair skin and delicate features.Xu Chenyu secretly observed her for a long time, and found that whether she was listening to lectures, distracted, or playing with her mobile phone, she looked good when she was eating snacks.Gu Yueyue dismissed her behavior like this, she felt that that person was so ordinary, there was nothing attractive or attractive about him.

However, this relationship soon ended because the class teacher transferred the two of them together.This was the first time that Gu Yueyue felt that the head teacher was a good person.Gu Yueyue knows Xu Chenyu too well. She only likes dolls, and only likes the quiet and beautiful appearance of the other party when they don't speak. Xu Chenyu will hate her voice, her childish and hypocritical words and deeds, and especially her tone of voice when she is acting like a spoiled child. ——The kind of voice that seemed to have something stuck in his throat, and he couldn't speak clearly.This kind of feeling is like a great poet who wrote a poem when he saw his beloved lover pooping: "My beautiful person, she is, unexpectedly, shitting!".However, Xu Chenyu was so talented and inexperienced that he couldn't compose poems, and he didn't bother to write a special article to commemorate him.

Everything was just as Gu Yueyue expected, Xu Chenyu had a crush on him again, and it died again without a cause.

Gu Yueyue's favorite person is Xu Chenyu, and Xu Chenyu's least favorite person is Gu Yueyue.Gu Yueyue's liking for Xu Chenyu is like liking for herself. This feeling has already reached the point of being sickly. She can find that Xu Chenyu has changed her body lotion, she can feel that Xu Chenyu secretly likes someone, and she knows every hobby of Xu Chenyu.And Xu Chenyu's dislike for Gu Yueyue comes from herself. Every time Xu Chenyu looks at her, she feels that she is looking at herself. They are too similar, not in the face, but in a feeling. Xu Chenyu doesn't like the similarity.

Xu Chenyu has liked many people, but they were all superficial. She doesn't like to be emotionally involved, because she can't afford the risk of not getting back.The only thing Xu Chenyu really likes are the people he wrote.

Xu Chenyu is a half-hearted writer who writes novels by himself in his free time.It is not so much a novel as it is a raving in sleep, chaotic and disorderly.Xu Chenyu herself is aware of this, so she only writes for herself. Her favorite paper person is called Gu. Of course, the name does not come from Gu Yueyue, but because she thinks the word "Gu" sounds good as a surname.

The character setting is mixed Chinese and Western, with natural curly black long hair and sly green eyes like a thief. I can't think of a good name, so I put it aside for the time being and just call it by my surname.Xu Chenyu wanted to draw her, with curly hair full of style, green eyes like elves, especially those green eyes, green eyes that you will never forget after seeing them, the finishing touch.

But her drawing skills were too bad, so she gave up.

"Why do you like green eyes so much?" One day, Gu Yueyue went to Xu Chenyu's side, took an apple from the fruit plate, took a bite, and asked Xu Chenyu who was concentrating on playing with her mobile phone.

There will always be a character with green eyes in Xu Chenyu’s novels, maybe the main character or a supporting role, and the description of green eyes is quite consistent, either "shining in the sun like a beautiful turquoise", "cunning like a thief", "beautiful It's something you'll never forget for the rest of your life."Gu Yueyue felt that Xu Chenyu's brushwork was too monotonous.

"It looks good." Xu Chenyu jumped out two words.Then she didn't speak anymore, but Gu Yueyue knew that these two words were just perfunctory words. According to her understanding, Xu Chenyu's obsession with green eyes came from a novel, where there was a green-eyed Spanish robber, Xu Chenyu liked him very much , but not the protagonist, was given a bento by the author, and the gift was very sudden.This made Xu Chenyu depressed for a long time.

So the green eyes, sly and thug-like, became a permanent feature of her characters.

Gu Yueyue knew that Xu Chenyu would never open her heart to her no matter what, but she was patient, as long as she was soft and hard and refused to repent, the iron pestle could be ground into a needle.Sneaking close first, kissing secretly, from the arm to Opie, from the cheek to the lip, from the calf to the thigh, and then to the depths of her soul to become one.

Yes, two into one, this is the purpose of her existence.

Gu Yueyue found that Xu Chenyu was staring at the screen in a daze, and she instantly understood that Xu Chenyu had entered a "state". Her body was here, but her consciousness was not there. Gu Yueyue moved closer to her face and entered that world together. .

Xu Chenyu's inner world.

Gu Yueyue opened her eyes, and was surprised to find that she was actually wearing a wool coat.Gu Yueyue looked around and saw the space without smog, large tracts of grass, windmills, cattle and sheep, churches, and real land outside the fence without industrialization.

Gu Yueyue hurriedly ran to the small river not far away, leaned over, and found that she had turned into a tall blonde woman in modern clothes, with three big letters written on her face - NPC.

Which story is this?Gu Yueyue thought, too many of Xu Chenyu's stories happened in Europe.Which story is she wandering in this time?Gu Yueyue couldn't think of it for a while, and she didn't see Xu Chenyu herself, so she suddenly didn't know what to do.Gu Yueyue's sensitivity to Xu Chenyu has weakened. In the past, she could always perceive what she was doing and where she was, but now it is getting harder and harder.

Gu Yueyue is just an NPC in Xu Chenyu's other world, without the protagonist's unique ability to cross scene chapters, Xu Chenyu wandered around depressingly, and heard someone singing in a trance.

Gu Yueyue walked like singing, and saw the church from far to near, only then did she realize that the singing was a group of children singing, the church choir!It's the chapter on church prayers!Thank goodness!

Gu Yueyue ran to the church, dust and flying insects were startled all the way, the church was wide open, and the voice of the children was like the sound of nature. In such a beautiful scene, Xu Chenyu, who wore the word "protagonist", stood on the statue of Jesus. Before, there were words in his mouth.

The face of Jesus crucified is full of pain and compassion.

Xu Chenyu looked at Jesus, Gu Yueyue looked at Xu Chenyu,

Gu Yueyue heard Xu Chenyu say in sloppy English:

"In the past years, Inever believe in you,

mygrandpa,mymotherandmyfather,Iknewyououtookthemfromme,

I'm praying now,

Ipray to you, please don'thurther,

please take her from sorrows, please give her life happiness and hope.

Ipray for her, just for her."

According to the plot, when she finished saying her prayers, Gu with green eyes would appear behind her, and said lazily and as if teasingly:

"Are you praying for mehoney."

But the other heroine in the story did not appear.

Xu Chenyu opened his eyes, moved his body sunk in the sofa, his mind was in chaos, he got up with his waist up, and fell to the ground. Xu Chenyu picked up the mobile phone that fell on the sofa, and suddenly found that it was already 21:00, she I don't know when I fell asleep.

She slept so much for no apparent reason.

Xu Chenyu stood up, feeling dizzy and aching. It was dark for a while before he could see the sofa and coffee table clearly. Xu Chenyu saw a bitten apple on the coffee table.

When did she eat an apple?Can not remember.Her memory started to crack again.No, it wasn't her who gnawed it, it was Gu Yueyue, she had been here before, but she didn't know when to leave, she was always like this.

Xu Chenyu knew Gu Yueyue a long time ago, but she couldn't remember exactly when.Xu Chenyu doesn't like her very much, but she always likes to get close to her, and she won't let her go.Xu Chenyu has never been in the habit of rejecting people, so he let her do whatever she wants.

Xu Chenyu has always felt that the way the two of them get along is difficult to explain in words. Although she sometimes rejects her, the two people's thoughts can always collide. They usually eat together, watch movies, buy books and play games, as if everything outside is an illusion.

Being with her is like being with myself, safe and sound, Xu Chenyu felt that the gentle eyes in her eyes were like a net, slowly, covering the sky and covering the sky, blocking her way out.

Inadvertently holding hands, mischievous kisses, smiling faces who don't know when they come together.

Xu Chenyu doesn't hate this, and the other party also likes it very much.

Xu Chenyu stretched, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV. CCTV was showing a treasure hunting show. She remembered that she had watched it with Gu Yueyue before, and they also discussed the issue of doubles in the novel.

The origin is that a person spent a lot of money to buy an antique, but it was a fake. After knowing the truth, Xu Chenyu felt very disappointed. After all, there is a huge difference between the real and the fake. It's still me, but Gu Yueyue doesn't think so. Gu Yueyue thinks that collecting is just a personal hobby, whether it's true or not, it's good to be happy, if you can't afford to know the truth, then don't know.

☆, dream

Xu Chenyu had a dream, dreaming that she and Gu Yueyue were lingering to death, like the last love before the doomsday, affectionate and intense.After waking up, recalling that he was completely delusional, Xu Chenyu shook his head, constantly implying that he should not care that it was just a dream, and getting up to wash up and go to school is the real thing.But when she moved her body, the obvious wetness in a certain place made her ashamed, and she faced the wall.

Why her?She should not dream of her even if she degenerates to have a dream of applauding love with a man.Xu Chenyu had sexual fantasies many times, with Lolita, Yu Jie, and strangers, but none of them were with her, they shouldn't have her, why?Because she was too close to be awkward and inaccurate, Xu Chenyu always felt that having sex with her was like having sex under the camera, something she could only do with a different mind.

Xu Chenyu finished the morning class with this kind of embarrassment, and when they came home from school at noon, the two of them went to the restaurant for dinner together. Gu Yueyue's ignorant and innocent smile made Xu Chenyu even more uncomfortable.Xu Chenyu shifted his gaze to the menu, ordered hot and sour noodles, and Gu Yueyue followed suit. While waiting for the meal, Xu Chenyu was playing with her mobile phone, but Gu Yueyue suddenly covered her mobile phone screen with her hand and said, "Tell me The story you've been writing recently."

Xu Chenyu's brain is blank