late morning rain

No matter how you press it, you can't hold it down.

Later, Xu Chenyu left her and ended the fruitless relationship. Looking back, he also felt that the other party was good. Why did they break up?There was a fight because of a movie, and then nothing was right, and it was over.

It was naive to say it, so Xu Chenyu didn't tell anyone.

But Gu Yueyue still knew.

Xu Chenyu rested for a while, and this time she went on a trip.Xu Chenyu got off the plane and it was half dark. She went to the supermarket, holding the handrail of the stairs with her right hand and a large bag of snacks in her left hand. There were not many people in the supermarket, so Xu Chenyu noticed that an electric baton was broken.

Xu Chenyu returned to the hotel she had booked, opened the door, and walked into the room. The moment the white door closed silently, she squatted down, leaned against the door, and sighed heavily at night.

Xu Chenyu checked Weibo with his mobile phone, and the lights in the hotel were soft egg whites.The only silence in the room was her breathing.

"The first day of travel, it will be a new beginning."

Xu Chenyu was lying on the bed, and wrote this sentence in the notebook that his ex-girlfriend gave her. The book was midori, and the ex liked this kind of porcelain-like cold white, while Xu Chenyu preferred the soft light yellow.

Xu Chenyu tore open the package to eat snacks, this was the most expensive time for her.Xu Chenyu leaned his head against the window and looked at the outside world. The night scene was bustling. Xu Chenyu suddenly remembered his hometown, where there were only dilapidated streets at night.

At this time, Xu Chenyu didn't feel too much "exile the soul", but just felt silent, and that kind of silence almost made her feel that she was dead.

The next day, Xu Chenyu strolled around the local ancient mansions, and then sat on a bench to rest.It was a nice, cool day, and the forecast called for showers, which didn't look like it.Xu Chenyu drank the mineral water to the last gulp, stood up, and threw it into the trash can.

A little girl with twin ponytails ran over immediately, quickly occupied the seat, cheered and waved to the distance, Mom, come on, Mom!

Xu Chenyu looked at where she was waving. A slender woman in an emerald green dress walked towards the little girl with a smile. Her eyes were full of doting, and there were beautiful pear blossom swirls in her smile. Her long black hair was pulled up high by an ebony hairpin. She looked at Xu Chenyu who just got up with a masked face, with a slight helplessness in her eyes, as if apologizing for her daughter's ignorance, Xu Chenyu couldn't help but fled in a hurry.

It was still in the afternoon, Xu Chenyu was tired, returned to the hotel, threw herself on the bed and fell asleep, when she woke up it was already late at night, the air was so heavy that she couldn't breathe, and it didn't know when it started to rain outside the window.

Xu Chenyu thought of the gentle smiling face of the woman in the green dress, sitting on the bed under the quilt listening to the sound of the rain, breathing lightly and turning into a void.

All the nerves are connected to the body like a spider silk thread. Slowly, the thread becomes thinner and shallower. With a bang, the raindrops hit the glass window,

Snapped--

The line is broken.

Xu Chenyu stood up suddenly, ran to the window in three steps and pushed it open, roaring loudly towards the dark cloud-covered sky.The hysterical yelling was lost in the sound of the rain, the blue curtains were rattling, her hair was disheveled by the wind, and her shoulders were wet by the rain.

The tip of her nose was red, and her eyes filled with tears.

Xu Chenyu used to have a monster in her heart. Later, the monster left her body and named herself Gu Yueyue. They were originally one body and could not be separated for the rest of their lives.In the past, she often heard the monster's heart-piercing roar, but now she was by her side.

After many years since the split, Xu Chenyu was finally able to face her calmly.

Xu Chenyu began to recall when exactly she appeared in her heart.Splitting is often for evasion. What is she escaping from?What does she want?

Gu Yueyue smiled, stretched out her hand, and held her in her arms. When she opened her eyes again, it was dark. Xu Chenyu found that her body was wrapped in the quilt, shaking non-stop.

Her eyes were full of tears when she was young, and she looked at the distorted figures of her parents who were arguing hysterically in fear and helplessness. The cracking sound of glassware mixed with the strong wind outside the window also hit her young eardrums, and the burnt-out lights in the house shook like a death sickle.

Mom always complains that she asks too much, and Dad always leaves early and returns late.Xu Chenyu grew up amidst her mother's beating and scolding and her father's silence, so she also became a child who was silent on the outside and noisy on the inside, but many people saw her loneliness on the outside, but no one could share her noisy inside.

Her parents planted the seeds of depression in her heart, the seeds nourished by silence, and grew up in one sleepless darkness after another.Xu Chenyu, who grew up, wanted to calmly tell them countless times that it shouldn't be like this, but was finally forced back to the original point by the indifference and cracks accumulated in his heart for many years.

Xu Chenyu thought that she hated them, but when she faced them, the hatred disappeared in an instant, so she hated herself even more.Many nights she would shed tears without warning, and she listened to her own slow heartbeat numbly.Stretching out her fingers, it seemed as if she could feel the black time slowly moving forward, and then everyone around her continued to move forward, only she was left where she was.

So she didn't know when, she wanted to end her life countless times.But whenever she sees the veins under the skin of her slender wrist, she knows the fragility of life and her survival instinct

In fact, she didn't want to die at all, she just didn't want to live with the memory of this life.

All she wanted was to be reborn.

Sometimes I also think that if she has a pair of excellent parents, if she grows up in warmth, she will not be cowardly and inferior.She will grow up in laughter instead of indifference, and she will become a flower instead of a speck of dust.

She wants redemption.

But she couldn't save herself.

☆, spend together

Xu Chenyu made a plan to spend the rest of her life with Gu Yueyue. When Gu Yueyue appeared in front of her again, she knew that the emotions that made up her had penetrated deep into her bones, and they could never be separated again.

Xu Chenyu stopped spying on the adulterous ex, deleted every thought, and continued her life. She dug out the manuscript she wrote when she was young, and wanted to tidy it up, but when she put it into practice, she found that the manuscript had no head No end is really messy.

Xu Chenyu began to continue writing that story, no matter whether it was good or bad, and gave an ending, and Gu Yueyue finally stopped being an NPC and played the heroine properly.

In the first part, the young and ignorant granddaughter of the Japanese gangster and the equally young but not ignorant green-eyed Italian mafia met at school for the first time and separated in betrayal.

In the second part, the heroine lives in a school in China, and another policeman who is similar to her childhood lover who is ordered to track down her. The two will have a small spark, and later they are separated due to the intervention of green-eyed green plum.

In the third part, the heroine is taken away by the green-eyed Ome. The memories are flowers and snow, but the reality is blood and knives. Although it is still love, the heroine will escape in the end.

The ending is as lonely as her, living a life that is not too worrying about material things, and occasionally lonely.I will also think of her, but I still no longer touch everything about her.

One day, everything will be calm.

"I hope that the first thing I see when I wake up every day is her worry-free sleeping face. I hope that we can live together in a small house. I will clean up the house every day, and She will prepare a sumptuous lunch to reward me for my hard work. We will go to work together, work together, get off work together, and have sex together... On weekends, we will travel together, and she will take me all over the mountains during the day , she will hug me to sleep at night, maybe she will never say she loves me, but I will whisper in her ear every day... I wish time can be as gentle as her, and time will quietly dye our hair white. Maybe sudden death Will pull us into the grave, if possible, I hope we can die together, if not, then I will die first, because I don't want to live without her... I have planted my life in her hands. When I was young The first meeting, and the later reunion, were all in an afternoon full of sunshine. The warm light shining on her face through the glass window also sprinkled in my heart..."

Although the heroine still likes her in the end, it's like a curse, which is Xu Chenyu's blessing and curse to her characters.

Later, Xu Chenyu began to live a healthy life, no longer staying up late, getting up early and going to bed early, and doing morning exercises every day.This is what Gu Yueyue asked her to do, even though it would reduce their meeting time.

Even if I used to like staying up late, I don’t want to stay up late now, not only because staying up late will damage the skin, but also because the night is where emotions accumulate and explode.The exhaustion pretended in the daytime, the countless pasts that I don’t want to mention, the feelings that have been suppressed in my heart and cannot be released... all the pain and all the regrets gather at that moment, you can’t bear such strong feelings, but if the feelings are desperate , I can’t stop it like a flood... After crying, maybe the pain will be relieved, but the regret will only increase day by day...

"Chen Yu, you have to remember that tragic people don't have the right to be pessimistic. If you keep sinking in negative emotions, your spirit will collapse completely sooner or later."

Xu Chenyu became more and more in a trance under the influence of the drug,

The girl's face in the phantom is beautiful.

☆、Two sand sculptures

Wang Xiaowei is not good at studying, so every exam is the last one.

The last scene was set in the Science and Technology Building, where the sky was cold and deserted.

In the examination room, there is a long table covered with many layers of dust that is usually unused, and countless youthful and hypocritical love words are written on the table.

Zhang Xiaobo's study is slightly better than Wang Xiaowei's, and he is also in the last game.

The two are very close to each other.

Before the exam started, Wang Xiaowei started talking to Zhang Xiaobo.

Suddenly he noticed a string of English words written in correction fluid on Zhang Xiaobo's examination table.

Wang Xiaowei is not good at studying, especially English.

"Callmebaby." Zhang Xiaobo noticed his gaze on the table and read out.

"Huh?" Wang Xiaowei looked up, not knowing why.

"Words on the table." Zhang Xiaobo said speechlessly.

"Oh." Wang Xiaowei suddenly realized, and after thinking for a while, he asked again: "What do you mean?"

Zhang Xiaobo smiled, staring straight at him, and said: "call is mouth, me is me, baby is baby, this sentence means baby, give me mouth."

Wang Xiaowei: "...you are lying to me, aren't you?"

Zhang Xiaobo laughed hard.

Zhang Xiaobo, like many sophomores of the same age, doesn't like school. He looks up to the sky at 45 degrees with his face sideways.

Zhang Xiaobo feels that he is the male protagonist in a youth drama. He has the best time in his life, but he has to silently endure the deep pain from his soul until he meets an angelic girl before he can be redeemed.

Then he met Wang Xiaowei.

Then he felt that life was like chocolate-flavored shit. It looked like shit, but it was still shit after eating.

"Actually, I hate school quite a bit, but I don't hate it so much after I met you." Suddenly waking up from sleep, Zhang Xiaobo said this to Wang Xiaowei, who was playing with his mobile phone beside him.

Wang Xiaowei:? ? ?

"So many campus plays in AV can finally practice with you."

Wang Xiaowei: That's how you came to this conclusion? ? ?

Wang Xiaowei celebrates his birthday.

Many friends gave Coke.

Wang Xiaowei felt that the chicken was a little painful.

So he changed the object, thinking about Zhang Xiaobo, "What will he give for his birthday???"

Zhang Xiaobo came back from the dining hall and went straight to Wang Xiaowei's table.

Wang Xiaowei looked up at him who was expressionless with his hands behind his back, and his breathing became short of breath.

Zhang Xiaobo took out two eggs from behind and placed them side by side on the desk.

Wang Xiaowei: ...

Zhang Xiaobo took out another sausage from behind, put it between two eggs, and faced him directly.

Wang Xiaowei: ...

Zhang Xiaobo took out another carton of milk from his back and brought it to his mouth.

Wang Xiaowei: ...Go to hell with you!

Zhang Xiaobo and Wang Xiaowei are playing King of Glory.

Zhang Xiaobo logged into Wang Xiaowei's account. When Wang Xiaowei saw it, he groaned, rolled his eyes, and said, "You went in without my permission."

Zhang Xiaobo laughed out loud: "So you just let out an aggrieved beg farewell...just like last night..."

Wang Xiaowei: Why are you still alive? ? ?

☆, prime year

prime year

"Memories are endless cages." Luna told Sen. "Don't think about the beginning, don't think about the end, just live in the moment."

Mori looked at that person, her green eyes shone like jewels, so beautiful, Mori thought.She had reached out to her and pushed her even deeper.

Mori woke up one night, she was alone in the huge room, the world was so silent as if she was going to die, she sat up dizzy, wrapped herself in a quilt into a ball, stretched out her hand to unplug the charging cable of the phone, and plugged in the earphones , scratching his tangled hair as he plugged his ears.

A deep male voice sounded in the earphone: "I only needed asoul..."

Mori seldom dreams anymore, sleeps less and less, his life is very chaotic, sometimes he sleeps in the dark, and sometimes he keeps his eyes open until the sky gradually brightens.

Mori clicked on WeChat to browse Moments, and saw a post posted by Luna:

"Thousands of stars in the sky are my kisses to you. Ann, baby."

Mori put Luna at ease for a long time, she must like her, and really wanted to tell her "I only have you", but for some reason she couldn't say it.The same song was repeated several times in the earphones, with a low voice and a simple tone, and I was tired of hearing it.

Senkouyu's childhood memories are like fragments, bit by bit pierced in the heart, blood overflowing and swimming in the darkness, Senkouyu is greedy for darkness, she locked herself in the room, a room without windows and no sunlight.

Dust fell silently.

During that time, Mori's oral language was very out of touch with reality. Although the world was so big, she stayed in a small, boxy room and couldn't get out.She may not have spoken to anyone for a long time, she has been sleeping groggy, lifeless like a dead person.

"I want to record every day I am here, or I will forget."

When Sen Kouyu was awake, he saw this sentence written in the notebook, looked at the date, and then looked at the date on the phone, those days disappeared inexplicably.

The name of the person who imprisoned her here is Luna, her name means moon, her hometown is far away in a foreign country, she traveled through countless lands and seas to come to her land, her school, her class, behind her seat .

She has golden hair and emerald eyes.

Just when Mori Kouyu was about to turn into corpses with bugs under the cherry blossom tree, she held her back.

"Are you Lala?"

At that time, their classmates asked maliciously and mischievously. Luna didn't care at all, nor was she angry. She just smiled, took her hand, and kissed her on the face.

"Yes."

At that time, Luna and Mori lived in the same dormitory.

The small room just fit the two of them.

When the weather is cold and the air conditioner is broken, Luna and Mori want to sleep together.

Mori saw Luna's eyes on the opposite side, Youyou.

Her skin is delicate, with a thin layer of calluses on her hands.

"I used to learn how to shoot, and I couldn't leave my gun all day long. It's very cool to hold a gun, but it's a pity that this country controls guns."

Luna smiles.

Mori buried his face in Luna's chest.

Heart Chain

Later, Mori Kouyu left his hometown, came to another country, and lived in a quiet small town.

The small town is an ancient capital, located in the Central Plains, with backward economic development, and several well-known scenic spots, but lack of resources and inconvenient transportation.

Mori Kouyu continued to study in the new school, maintaining an upper-middle level of study, and was a solitary person on weekdays, but he was also a little transparent that no one noticed.

The days went by smoothly.

The only wave is the girl who doesn't know when to appear by her side.

Surnamed Chen Minglian, tall and thin, with a pair of beautiful red phoenix eyes.

It is soft and soft to hold, very safe,

Mori often eats and studies with her, but never opens up to her.

After leaving Luna, Mori suddenly didn't know how to live, and her innate tendency to be world-weary began to make her slowly obliterate her own existence and emotions.

There is no need to mention all the past, and there is no need to tell all the joys, sorrows, pains and anxieties.

Because none of this matters, and no one wants to hear it.

She can't save her.

Senkouyu likes Chen Lian's hands very much.

Long, white fingers with a thin layer of calluses on their palms.

To be honest, Mori Kouyu and Chen Lian first met because of a story.

They didn't know each other at that time, Chen Lian thought Moriguchi was a friend of a classmate, so he held a magazine with a very girly cover and told her stories.

Xiang Yu and Poppy.

Chen Lian has a full girlish heart and secondary illness, although it can't be seen on the surface,

Chen Lian often talked with Mori about some weird topics, and the gangsters rushed to plot vendettas, "I want to write a novel, the heroine falls in love with the enemy's daughter."

"Very mentally retarded." Sen, who was already familiar with Chen Lian, complained.

Mori Kouyu and Chen Lian eat and study together every day, but rarely go out to play.

The place is too small, there are no decent playgrounds, the only big one is a park.In the evening, hawkers set up stalls selling toys that children love to play, old ladies dance square dances, grandpas practice Tai Chi, and there are old machines that can project black-and-white movies on a piece of white cloth.

The middle-aged man displayed several fake guns, and the curtain was covered with small balloons of various colors, and the small yellow marbles in the jar were very eye-catching.

Hit a certain number, you can get prizes.

"Let's go play that." Chen Lian excitedly pointed to the stall, "I won and I will give you that bear."

She was under the fireworks in the night sky, and in the bright lights, the dark people became far away in an instant.

The bullet burst out of the black barrel and went straight to the heart.

Shouts, cheers.

She is holding a gray bear and walking slowly.

"Hey, here it is."

The grizzly bear's chubby body blocked her face.

Mori was absent-minded for a moment, then smiled, and took it,

"um. Thank you."

kill

Luna found Oral Sen and took her back, and Oral Sen got on her plane and traveled across the ocean with her.

Sen Kouyu almost didn't recognize Luna when he saw her. Luna was much taller than before, and her emerald eyes were darker.

Mori oral language sleeps with her like before.

She usually works a lot and sleeps very little. When she is on a business trip to discuss business, Mori also follows her, flying around with her in various countries.

Mori never asked her about business matters, and Luna never told her.Luna completely cut off her retreat, and put her by her side to guard carefully.

But what was once lost can never be regained.

After Luna made a business mistake, she locked Senkouyu in the basement. Senkouyu waited and waited, but she didn't show up.

Until that night when there was chaos outside.

Mori's oral language has been wandering for many years, not knowing the way back.

The girl I liked since I was a child betrayed her, forcing her to leave the country.The girl who suddenly appeared by her side came to her over many obstacles.

"Hey, come home with me, Yu, the little bear is waiting for you."

Her black hair was like a song in the flames.

Luna died in that flame.

Chen Lian has been with Mori Kouyu all the time, Sen Kouyu inherited the only remaining business of his parents, and went away with her to live a comfortable life with a small amount of money.

Mori once thought that she had finally lived a stable life.

"Stability will only make you vulnerable, only wind and snow can make you strong."

Who said that?forget.

But it is.

Mori once thought that he was going to fall in love with her, but the ridiculous thing is that she betrayed her, just like Luna.

When Mori found out, Chen Lian's eyes were so fragile.

Obviously the victim was her.

They clung to each other until death, and that night Senkouyu dreamed of those emerald eyes again after many years, sad and sad.

When I woke up in the morning, Chen Lian was still sleeping,

Mori got dressed, stood by the bed, looked at the scarlet white sheet, bent down, and kissed Chen Lian's forehead.

For so long, thank you for your protection.

my dear police officer.

Mori's parents are busy day and night, confining her in a safe and small world, hoping that she will grow up without worries, but Mori finds troubles on his own, breaks the stability, and sees the rain of swords, guns and blood hidden under the gorgeous curtain .

Well, it's really a rain of swords and guns.

It's a gang after all.

Mori's first favorite girl is from the hometown of the mafia, and is also the family's deadly enemy. Luna has to do something wonderful if she wants to secure her position as the head of the family. But she was not strong at that time, so she crossed over Shanshui started with the weak Mori spoken language.

Later, Sen Kouyu was forced by her to leave his hometown and come to a strange country, hiding his identity and having no one to rely on.

Mori Kouyu met another girl again,

Enthusiastic and cheerful, with a warm smile,

The fingers are long, and they will be inserted into her hair, stroking little by little, so gentle that I don't know if it's true or not.

After Mori was tied back by Luna, she was addicted to those green eyes and couldn't extricate herself until Chen Lian found her and brought a group of policemen at the same time.

Mori didn't know the origin of Chen Lian and her, but only remembered the faint resentment in her eyes when she looked at her sometimes.

"It's more fun hanging out with you than being a cop."

She hugged her, talking like a dream.

Sen oral language stabs the dagger into her heart.

☆, chain

Chen Lian has long legs and a height of 1.7 meters, which is very conspicuous among many cute girls.

He still looks like a human being, unmanly.

When I was in high school, I was a bit hopeless in my studies.

He has a well-developed motor nerve and is a member of the Physical Education Commission. He is very popular with physical education teachers.

Apart from being tall, Chen Lian has no special features - in the eyes of others.

In fact, only Chen Lian knew that she herself had a second childhood illness.

Her name should be Chain of Chains, not Lian of Practice.

Many in the industry refer to her as "chain".

And her whole life, like this word, was bound by chains until it was suffocated.

Chen Lian's fan friend is in the next class, named Lin Yu.

The 1.5-meter girl is cute.

Lin Yu has a special liking for black. He has black hair, black eyes and a black jacket, two white thighs dangling, and a pair of black short boots under his feet. He has an expressionless face every day.

He is very picky about his food, loves to be clean, and doesn’t talk much.

A pair of eyes seems to have gone through several reincarnations, seeing through the world, and finally enlightened.

Chen Lian opened up his own fantasy space.

Chen Lian was born in a special police family, and his parents died in the line of duty.

The second point was killed by the boss of the Japanese gangster.

The seeds of inner revenge are watered by hatred and grow like weeds in the darkness.

So she is what she is today.

The cold and merciless hand raised the knife and fell, and the blood merged with the dusk.

Fate moves wealth and power from one to the other.

Heaven is good to reincarnate.

The old man who killed her parents was about to die, there was a rebellion within the gang, and the children were killed, leaving only a young and gloomy granddaughter.

He sent her to China with his last strength.

The little granddaughter is in the grade of sixteen or seventeen, and she is extremely calm about emergencies, so she randomly found a high school in China to continue her education.

Chen Lian got the news and followed him.

The above is the identity background of the two of them.

What?You say the plot is unreasonable?

who cares!

Lin Yu is very homely and doesn't like sports, but he has keen senses.

Learning is average, occasionally draws, can speak Japanese, and is alienated.

match the setting.

Chen Lian just thought so.

Lin Yu's phone lock screen is a beautiful woman with green eyes,

Lin Yu said it was an Italian.

Lin Yu seems to like green eyes very much, and the characters she draws also have green eyes.

The people in the painting are beautiful and dangerous with a touch of viciousness.

Italy, Japan, China;

Mafia, gangsters, cops.

Perfect pairing.

Mori speaking, how about this name?

One day, Chen Lian said to Lin Yu.

Recently she is watching a confession, the heroine is called Moriguchi Yuko.

Lin Yu was stunned for a long time, then nodded, it was quite good.

That's your name then!

Chen Lian was grinning, with stars hidden in his eyes.

Lin Yu felt that he would melt into this smile.

What should that story be like?

The major gangs are fighting openly and secretly, the adults are on the stage, and the younger generation still don't know anything.

One day, on a sunny day, an Italian was transferred from a school in Japan.

Mori sat at the window and watched the scenery.

The transfer student on the podium looked at her.

In that gaze, there is playfulness and scheming.

What should have been the purest love when I was young was mixed with family struggles and desire for power.

Green eyes won, she was stabbed in the heart, and the other party got involved in the Moriguchi family through the gap of the wound.

Those people who have loved her and protected her since she was a child will be wiped out.

In fact, Chen Lian was not as bitter and bitter as she imagined.

Her parents died early, and she has almost no memory.

He is a secondary school student, and he has a soft spot for things like gangsters.

In fact, he is an anti-social personality, but because he is a nerd, there are many bonuses in the system, and the children of martyrs get more points, so he has not rebelled.

She was only a little surprised when she received the news, and then continued to play games.

After thinking about it, I went to Japan and found that there was nothing left.

Then I went to Italy again, and got involved in the emotional entanglement of the new boss of the Mafia in a daze, and then snatched the boss's ban in annoyance.

Sen spoken language, Sen spoken language.

Like a small animal, it is enough to give a place to sleep and something to eat.

Occasionally seduce her to play.

Then Chen Lian was like a woman facing a goddess, unable to hold back.

It turned out that she was crooked,

Forget it, it's okay, so be it.

and then?Then what happened?

Chen Lian couldn't remember.

The next day, Sen oral language did not come to school.

Chen Lian thought it might just be sick.