A warship obsessed with farming

Lance was also stunned after receiving Arthur's information. He touched the terminal and turned his attention to the Zerg again.

If it weren't for these nasty bugs, Zhong Tian wouldn't be like that... Lance's eyes darkened, Zhong Tian never learned to rely on him.

Whether it was sneaking into the Zerg army, or returning from the Zerg nest, when something happened, Zhong Tian would go to look for it, either Arthur or Xia Yongqing.

The dark black ordinary mecha kept shuttling through the Zerg race. The boy's face hidden in the cockpit seemed to be covered with frost. The black Zerg figure was reflected in the green eyes. The black-haired and blue-eyed boy gritted his teeth.

One day, he will let Zhong Tian rely on him and trust him... He not only wants to be the person the other party cares about the most, but he also wants to be the most reliable person for that boy.

"What's wrong with him? Has he been beaten?"

"Looks like a general..."

***

Zhong Tian was staying in the room with a tangled face at the moment, staring at the information sent by Arthur in a daze.

Holding his chin with his hands, the boy paced up and down the room. After two or three times, Zhong Tian's body froze again.

In other words, why did he think about these issues so seriously?

Isn't it just some "educational materials", why should he treat it like a scourge?

After thinking it through, Zhong Tian sat quietly on the chair, put his hands on the table, and clicked on the materials.

He... He is actually a little curious. Although he has read a lot of written materials, but the audio-visual materials...

Although his own age is actually much older than the body he made, but seriously, Zhong Tian really hasn't read anything about it.

No, I can't say I haven't seen it...

His brown eyes flickered, and he remembered something suddenly in his mind, and then he sighed, why can't he forget what he wants to forget, but the memory is blurred when he doesn't want to forget?

Zhong Tian froze for a moment, lost all interest, and suddenly felt that he had treated the lion too much.The lion is Arthur's mech intelligence, maybe it was a gesture from Arthur to take him to see it?

Otherwise, why did Arthur send him these materials again?

"Arthur is too busy." Zhong Tian smiled wryly, "It doesn't matter..."

It's not that he has no knowledge in this area, but, thinking of those clear memories in his mind, the boy's face drooped.

Not a pleasant memory after all.

When did you realize you weren't interested in girls?He couldn't remember much either.

The faces of those companions were already blurred, but he still remembered their excited, curious and even obscene tone...

"Hey~ I'll show you some good things..." I don't know where to find the disc, and then a bunch of young teenagers who are very curious about that kind of thing just hid in the room.

The disc is inserted into the DVD, the door is closed tightly and the curtains are closed, leaving only a little light from the TV in the whole room... The sound of the TV is turned on extremely low, and it is not very clear, men and women The protagonist had very little conversation, and soon began to get down to business. A group of teenagers stared nervously and excitedly and breathed more and more...

At that time, it seemed that I opened the door and ran out?

For some reason, Zhong Tian thought about the scene and smiled abruptly.

A thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy, when his companions have ignorant feelings for the girls around him, and when his eyes stay on the girls, he finds that he is more attracted to his own sex?

When he saw the two bodies on TV and the other teenagers were staring at the woman intently, his face was pale.

It was his own same sex that made him have the subtle impulse similar to that of his companions!

At that time, no one told him that there were still homosexuals in the world, whether it was society or schools, and people avoided talking about the three words sex-education-education, so who would tell him?

In the physiological hygiene class that is purely for display, the female teacher will make the male students avoid them, and the male students will always have strange ways to understand those.

But since that not-so-pleasant special viewing, he has never been willing to participate in similar activities with his companions...

Through the biology class, the teenager knows the changes in his body, but he has no way to know whether he is normal or not.

Am I sick?

Am I not normal?

Why do I not like girls like them, but pay more attention to the same sex?

No one can help the young man, and the young man is becoming more and more withdrawn. He doesn't want to hang out with male classmates anymore, doesn't want to play ball anymore, doesn't want to go swimming with others, doesn't want to go to the toilet when there are many people...

Over time, the boy began to hate the so-called puberty, the moment when he got up every morning, and in the end, he even hated his own body...

He who has desire is ugly, the boy thought so.

Then by chance, when the boy was tidying up his grandfather's room, he found a bunch of letters. There was no information about the recipient and sender on the letters, but they were all sealed.

He was about to burn them, but finally opened the letters by some strange and unexpected means.

It's ridiculous to say that he has always been curious about who his parents are, he has always hated his abnormal self, and thought that he might be sick, but in the end he found the answer and redemption in a pile of letters.

The letters were not burned in the end, the boy carefully put the opened letters back to their original place, and at night, when the grandpa and grandson sat together for dinner, he confessed with relief.

"Grandpa, I seem to like men." The boy said calmly, as if he hadn't experienced those painful struggles since he found out that he was gay.

The chopsticks used by the old man stopped, and he didn't move for a while, then continued to pick up vegetables and eat in silence, as if he didn't hear it.

"Grandpa, I..."

The old man put down the bowl, looked at the grandson who was pretending to be calm, and sighed, the wrinkles between his brows deepened a bit, "Do you like men?"

The boy bit the tip of his chopsticks and nodded.

"Then don't harm those girls' families." After finishing this sentence, the old man buried his head in the food, "If I know that you are going to harm other girls, I will get up from the coffin and break your legs even if I die. .”

In the end, the tears still couldn't help falling down. The boy shed tears silently at first, and finally he couldn't help crying on the table.

If he had known about the homosexual group earlier at that time, maybe it would not have been like that later?

Zhong Tian covered his eyes, if he could face up to his situation earlier, those things would not have happened later...

But there is no if, even if he knows later: it is not a disease for him to like men.But the teenager still loathes himself, avoids the crowd, and avoids contact with the same sex.

Then some people said that the young man was cold, and some said that the young man would only hang around girls... Regarding these comments, the young man could only smile helplessly.

He has a slight obsession with cleanliness. When other boys don't care about his image, he will clean himself up. He pays special attention to his own image. He can't stand his sloppy appearance.

In the end, no one called him a sissy, everyone thought he was too cold, but he had ulterior motives towards those girls...

As the boy grew up and his relatives passed away, the boy finally began to reconcile with himself, he began to face up to his own desires, he began to yearn, maybe he who likes the same sex can find a love partner who also likes the same sex?

He will start to pay attention to news about homosexuality, he will start to watch related movies, and he will start to understand LGBT groups...

After entering the university, the school requires freshmen to live on campus. Although he has accepted his differences and will no longer feel pain because of his differences from others, he still does not want to expose his sexual orientation.

There are four classmates in a dormitory, and he has not met the so-called best roommate.The four come from different provinces and cities, and each of them has different personalities, but after the initial running-in, the four get along quite happily.

Due to the previous depression, Zhong Tian has no social fear, but it is indeed not easy for people to get close to him. He belongs to the kind of person who looks gentle on the surface, but actually feels very alienated when he meets him.

Although straight men are sometimes more open-minded, all kinds of jokes come at will, but after a few times, seeing that Zhong Tian doesn't like to participate in their various activities, the three roommates will not fight with him so serious.

play games?don't play.

Clubbing?Do not soak.

Chasing girls?Do not chase.

……

The other three roommates quickly became acquainted, but it took him and the three of them a long time to finally establish a so-called "iron buddy" relationship.

Then one day an accident happened.

That morning, he might have caught a cold at night, so he got rid of his roommate and asked for leave. After taking some medicine, he nestled in bed and slept for a while.

When he woke up, his roommates had already left, and he got out of bed to get a glass of water.

Maybe he felt a little empty when he caught a cold, or maybe his head was confused at that time, and he suddenly wanted to watch a movie, the one with color, the kind of two men...

He was very cautious. First, he looked at the time. It was only after nine o'clock in the morning, and their class schedule for today was scheduled until noon.So he closed the bedroom door, turned on the computer, and looked for resources.

In the end, he was so cowardly that he took the earphones and hugged the computer and went to his bed. He was afraid that his roommates would come back accidentally, and they had the keys.

At any rate, the bed was separated by a curtain, so he deliberately turned down the volume very low, like a thief, nestled in his bed and prepared to watch some indescribable movie.

Then, less than 2 minutes after he turned on the resource and started playing, he picked up the water glass and prepared to take a sip of water to relieve his nervousness.

The curtain behind him moved, and a guy who stayed in bed and skipped class came over from the other side of the bed, "Tiantian, what are you looking at, show me..."

Zhong Tian, ​​who was drinking water, choked and wanted to turn off the computer in a hurry, but accidentally dragged the progress bar to the middle, and the two bodies were entangled...

"Fuck..."

"Tiantian, how much do you like men?!"

The only two movie watching experiences in his previous life, none of which left a good impression on him.Once I was shocked that the man I liked hated me, and once I was afraid that my roommate would hate me and I was disgusted by other people's bodies...

Zhong Tian sighed, lying on the table, covering his eyes with his hands.

The current self is not a human being, he is an adult, how long has he been in this era, only four years since he met Lance?

For four years, his body was very peaceful.In the past, even if he felt that he was a little colder, there would still be some days when he got up in the morning and ran to wash his underwear.

As for now...

With his current state, Zhong Tian was very worried, "I'm not going to die, am I?"

"What's wrong?" Lance, who came down from the battlefield, still didn't knock on the door, and walked in directly.

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