[tutor] life

It was the pain of being in the air but not being able to breathe.

Even swallowing the saliva unconsciously felt like a knife was being cut in the throat.

The internal organs of the whole body seemed to be oppressed, and the vision in front of him flickered.

I was supported by a trembling hand stained with blood beside me, I turned my head and glanced, the other party opened his mouth, but I didn't hear the sound.

I felt cold all over my body, and when she was pushed out, an unknown force in my body pushed me to her side, and I took off the white cloth covering it.

She closed her eyes, as if falling asleep, just like she usually falls asleep with the TV on, getting closer, I can count the number of her long eyelashes.The difference was that her face was usually rosy, but now she was pale.

I let the tears flow from my eyes and slide down my cheeks, I reached out to touch her face, it wasn't cold, it was much warmer than my hands.

I opened my mouth slightly, as if a stone was blocked in my throat, it was so tight that I couldn't speak, and the pain was severe.

I don't know how to go back, I was with my brother by my side.He stayed with me until I woke up.

My brother is not good at comforting people, so he can only use silent company.I pulled a smiling face at him, and at that moment his expression told me that this smile was probably uglier than crying, so I immediately smoothed the corners of his mouth.

I put my hand into my pocket, and a cold object touched my hand. It was a round ring, but the finger I took out was scratched.

"Ah Jing..." the elder brother said, "In front of the elder brother, just relax yourself."

My nose was sore when I heard the words, and I subconsciously raised my hand to cover my eyes, feeling the moistness of my palm for a moment, tears mixed with blood flowing through my fingers.Just like when I was a child, I saw my brother crying anxiously and crying after a fight, but he wanted my brother to comfort me. A pair of strong hands hugged me and patted my back gently.

I lay on my brother's shoulders and wept bitterly.

Just like a child, that night, I cried until I fell asleep without knowing it. When I opened my eyes again, I lay quietly on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling in front of me.

Plans were completely disrupted and I was on my own for the remainder of my annual leave.

Should I say luckily I took annual leave?

I'm really sorry, planting flowers... probably can't go.

——The place you yearn for so much, but you have never set foot in your life.

Looking at Ah Gang's haggard and self-blaming face, I actually didn't blame him in my heart.

An accident is an accident because it is unpredictable.

If I was the person standing next to him at that time, I would have pushed A Gang away without hesitation.

I would choose that too.

So I can't blame him.

Compared with reacting and acting on my own, I will subconsciously protect important people first. In this regard, I am exactly the same as her.That's why I pushed my friend away first like a conditioned reflex, but I just stood there and didn't move.

The driver of the car died when the car skidded. After investigation, the police said that he had a sudden onset of the disease, so that except for the driver's family who paid a large amount of compensation, they could not be held accountable—because the murderer was already dead.

My brother notified her parents for me, and turned on the speakerphone, so I could clearly hear the silence on the other side, which made me afraid.

Please don't be so quiet... I'm really... full of fear.

They didn't get particularly excited, but talked to us very calmly, a little indifferently.In the end, he only said: "Ah Jing, come back after you calm down. Come back with Xiaozhen."

Obviously I didn't speak, but the other side was sure that I was listening.

It was obviously a terrible thing, but the voice was steady without any trembling.

"it is good."

My brother looked at me, and I responded, but I couldn't keep my cool like they did.

I promised to take her back.

The original first stop became her last stop, and also my last stop.

I stayed in Italy the rest of the time - before "calming down".

My world seemed to be collapsing, and I was completely powerless to care about anything else.When I'm goofing around, it's Tsuna who handles everything.He has really become very strong, able to suppress the grief in his heart, and hold up everything.

He has grown, but I don't seem to have.

I could feel that he also tried to hide from me by handling things. I knew that he probably felt that everything was his fault and couldn't face me.

I don't blame him, but he is not in front of me, and I can't tell him personally.

Relying on my brother's words alone makes my feelings extremely pale. If it were me, I wouldn't believe that I was forgiven so easily.

And I didn't take the initiative to look for it, because I still couldn't calm down.

I never blamed him, so there is no excuse.What I can't forgive is actually myself.

If only he hadn't been asked to take her out for a stroll.

It would have been nice if everyone hadn't been given cover.

If only there was no choice on that day.

Originally a pair of rings, if only one can finally be worn on the finger, then both are meaningless.

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My dear friend,

We are willing to give our lives for you.

I never blamed you,

just we need to talk;

my one and only love,

You are forever stuck in the best moments.

I wear a promise I didn't have time to say for you,

On the ring finger conclude our pact.

I stand in front of your grave with the blue sky full of stars in my arms,

Tell me how I miss you deeply.

I looked up at the many stars in the night sky,

Sincerely pray.

I hope you come to my dream,

We are still watching love together.

The author has something to say:

This is A Jing's perspective, the same as the one in Chapter 270, the one behind the horizontal line is his confession.In addition, there is a reason for the behavior of innocent parents, they also love their daughters very much!