100 romances

After all, parting and parting are different. Is parting to leave or not to leave?The latter held back with a hint of sadness.

I dragged my suitcase and left the big factory during this time, and stayed in the full time for a while, and the clerk I knew played my favorite "The Rose" for me

The clerk was packing things carelessly, music was playing on the radio, and I was sitting full-time eating lobster balls.

it's the heart afraid of breaking

thatnever learnstodance just never learn to dance

it's th dre a ma fraid of waking

that never takes the chance

This is how I feel, I like Cai Xukun, but I don't have the guts to say it, but fortunately, I can use another identity to follow him.

In the practice room, Cai Xukun asked me, "Li Chenxi, where are you going?"

"I'm going back." I held back my emotions and pretended to be calm.

"When are you coming back?"

"Not coming back" When will you come back?I won't come back, I am determined to leave Cai Xukun this time.I can't be so vague anymore, I told myself.

"What do you mean by not coming back?" Cai Xukun questioned.

"It's literally, Kunkun, I'm going back, my internship period is over."

"Don't go!" Cai Xukun took my hand. "Do I allow you to go?"

"Director Chen agreed," I reminded him awkwardly.

"Director Chen allows it, but I don't allow it!" Cai Xukun tugged at my wrist angrily. The little lion is really irritable when he is angry. "If you can't go, you can't go"

"I have to go, I'm going back to defend my graduation."

The two of us froze in the practice room, motionless.

"It hurts" I was pinched by the little lion, I watched my wrist gradually turn red, but the other party still didn't let go, holding on to my temper.

"Kunkun, how about this, I'll come back the day you debut." Watching it on TV, if it doesn't work, you have to use a roundabout tactic.

"In case you don't come!"

"I'll come." I held his hand instead, trying to make him believe me, and I stared straight at him. "Believe me"

On the day I went back, as usual, the defense went smoothly. Teacher Jin had a dispute with another supervisor about what I wrote. After waiting for more than a month, on the contrary, during this time, I can have my own free time again.

Chen Sihua called and asked me if I needed help with my thesis, and I said I was fine.

"Xixi, I have good news for you"

"Huh? Did you get promoted and raise your salary, or did you marry a wife and have children?" I asked.

"The promotion and salary increase will probably have to wait until the end of the year, and it depends on your will to marry you and have children."

"Spring is here, and the earthy love talk is amazing."

"Hahahahahaha, I'm serious." A hearty laugh came from Chen Sihua.

"I mean, what good news?"

"Do you want to see the scene on Dao Day?"

"How do you know?" I haven't told anyone.

"Don't worry about how I know, I got two, and they will probably be mailed to your school tomorrow."

Later I found out that Chen Sihua saw that I reposted a lottery Weibo, which was about the debut day finals. After looking for various ways, he finally bought two tickets for Zone A, which cost a lot of money.

The angle of view in Area A is really good. When 100 trainees were dancing eiei on the same stage, I was facing Li Quanzhe. The little hamster smiled at me when he squatted down, and I waved to him. The little hamster with glasses I have matured a lot.

"Who is this?" Chen Sihua shouted in my ear

"Li Quanzhe, from Lehua Entertainment" I said very loudly.

"The company of Zhu Zhengting and Fan Chengcheng"

I nodded, I did my homework well.

On the day of his debut, Cai Xukun fulfilled the fan's wish of wearing gold and becoming king as No.1. On that day, Kunkun's aura in gold and silver hair C position became stronger after I left.

With the identity of the former staff of the big factory, it is still very smooth to get in and out of the backstage.I found Zhen Yu without hesitation, and Zhen Yu told me in WeChat that Dachang had sent out souvenirs for every staff member who contributed to this program, and left a copy for me to find when I came. she.

The badge is very small, engraved with the words "idol trainee", the golden light is the same as that of Cai Xukun tonight.

"Li Chenxi?" As soon as I thought of Cai Xukun, I heard Cai Xukun's voice calling me.

"You came?"

"Well, congratulations." As I wished, I won the first place as expected.

Cai Xukun did not pay attention to my congratulations

"The competition is over, let's talk about our affairs." Cai Xukun pulled me into a corner.

"Between us..." I tilted my head, "What's the matter?"

"It's about boys and girls." Cai Xukun tugged at his collar, I retreated to the base of the wall, and the other party simply leaned on the wall and lowered his head to talk to me.

"I do not understand"

"The back is back, the hands are also pulled, the strawberries have been planted, what do you think we want to talk about?" Cai Xukun looked down at me, "Who is that man next to you today?"

"Friend" Sure enough, District A is not good, I knew I would have bought it farther away.

"Just friends?" Cai Xukun looked at me.

"What do you want to say?"

"Li Chenxi, let's have a relationship," Cai Xukun said really directly.

"No." I pushed Cai Xukun away, "This is not allowed."

I covered my heart, I was most afraid of this sentence and also most worried about this kind of thing happening.

"What's the reason?" Cai Xukun probably didn't expect my reaction to be so intense.

"Cai Xukun and we are not the same people. You are destined to shine on the stage. I want to be an ordinary person."

I thought for a while, "Cai Xukun, I'm actually selfish, I don't want to be in fear with you, I don't want to cause too much right and wrong and trouble."

Cai Xukun bit his lip, trying to think about something.

"Li Chenxi, you are not such a person"

"I'm not this kind of person, what kind of person am I? Do you know me better than myself? Cai Xukun, you have thousands of fans, any one of you will love you more than me, don't tell me you love me more , the word love is too big, at best, you just have a good impression and you can't even talk about liking." I said more and more excitedly.

"Do you know me so well?" Cai Xukun asked in a particularly unassuming way, which indirectly confirmed half of my guess was correct.

"Well, your future is too broad. This is just a starting point. You will become better and better in the future, you will receive more endorsements, and you will have more film and television resources. You are the one who is very busy. I don't want to spend my whole life guarding Living around, I'm also a girl, I don't want my boyfriend to fall in love with me secretly every day, go shopping and pick places where there are no people, and when there are people, I have to dress myself like a woman from a closed country. "

"You can't do it, you can't think of it, you don't understand it at all, so there are some things that are better to be crushed to death in the cradle if they are afraid of happening."

I'm sorry, Kunkun, you managed to make your first debut.

You are still young, your future has not yet started, and I have seen a lot of the consequences of idol love in the past few years of star chasing.

The stage of the future is too big, and you need to stand on it.

Shouti, Wukesong, Mercedes-Benz Center, Olympic Stadium, and Bird’s Nest are all stages for thousands of spectators, as well as your own dreams. There are too many people who like you, and I can only be regarded as a small one. My light chaser, my beam of light cannot imprison your right to pursue your dreams.

The moment I came out of Dachang, I saw Chen Sihua waiting for me wrapped in a coat outside, shivering from the cold. Even in Langfang in April, it still didn’t look like spring.

Chen Sihua accompanied me to eat Haidilao. I ordered the spiciest pot bottom, and I was sweating profusely after eating two mouthfuls. My stomach resisted madly because of the spicy erosion, and gave out a strong resistance.

"Are you okay?" Chen Sihua wiped the sweat from his forehead for me.

I waved my hand that I could.

“Can’t eat spicy food but still try to be brave”

I stuffed another mouthful of mutton wrapped in pepper, and the burning feeling became more and more intense. I clenched my fists and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Spicy crying" I slapped my mouth, only I knew why I was crying, I fanned my tongue while explaining "too spicy"

"It's too spicy"

"I don't want to eat Haidilao anymore" I suddenly thought of the plot where everyone ate Haidilao together. At that time, I was not very familiar with this young man who was dressed in gold and became a king.

"It's not delicious, it's still spicy, my stomach hurts, and it hurts everywhere I eat." I lay down on the table and cried bitterly.

"Chen Sihua, I have a stomachache." I covered my heart and shouted that my stomach hurts. Chen Sihua, who was on the opposite side, didn't say a word, rinsed the mutton with sesame sauce and picked it up in my bowl.

That day, Chen Sihua sent me to the hospital for an IV drip, and I stayed up all night. The next day, we both left the hospital with dark circles under our eyes. This was probably a night on my debut day.

After April 4th, Cai Xukun and I had a tacit understanding and seldom contacted each other anymore. I felt a little distressed when I saw him post a picture of dancing until late at night in Moments, but I still held back.

You have already been in pain when I was sad for you, and you have been crying when I feel sorry for you. I can only be aware of your pain and sadness through the screen, and it is the hard work in the audience that creates The dazzling you on the stage, I hope time and time will treat you wellCXK

I sent a Weibo out.

As for me, I didn't continue to take any majors related to the entertainment industry. After graduation, I went to high school and became a music teacher.

Once, when I was playing Cai Xukun's new song in the classroom, it happened to be heard by the students.

"Teacher, are you also ikun?" Cai Xukun's face that I haven't seen for a long time is on the student's music book with ppap makeup. The first time I got to know this boy was when he asked me to cut an apple for him.

"I'm not~" I have more selfishness than you have ever had.

"Then how can the teacher play this piece?"

"This work is great" Cai Xukun's new song is really nice.

A long time ago, Cai Xukun told me on the stairs of Dachang, Li Chenxi, I wrote a cool song, but only the melody, I hum it for you.

-Youcanbemygirl I haven't figured it out yet.

Cai Xukun's proud tone and face looking for praise are still fresh in my memory.

That's great, it's been a year, but luckily I can still hear about you through the screen.The phone is full of photos of you from various periods, taken by myself and by fans.

You are living a good life, the life you want.

And I'm doing pretty well, life without you.

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