pig like age

Ideal is full, the reality is very skinny.

I found that if I take the postgraduate entrance examination, the pre-registration time has passed. Besides, the students are all preparing for the next year's postgraduate entrance examination and working hard for a year.In any case, I couldn't get into graduate school in just over two months.But if I take the postgraduate entrance examination next year, the goddess will already be in the third year of graduate school.What if she doesn't stay in Shanghai after graduation?

The sail that was blown up with great difficulty in my heart deflated again.

So I decided to find an opportunity to insinuate, and wanted to ask her in a teasing way, but I had trouble with how to address her when I was typing.Yes, I don't seem to know her name yet.It seems that the surname is Jane?I thought about it carefully, it seems to be a three-letter name?

I'm also really stupid. I usually talk to her or call her, and I seem to go straight to the topic. It seems that I rarely pay attention to the subject like today.

No, the subject still said it.Once I used the title "Goddess", she didn't like to hear it, and didn't reply to me for a long time.I haven't used it since.Use Fairy Sister?It seems to be no different from a goddess... I remembered that her father called her Nannan, but I don't know her that well, and it's not appropriate to call her so intimate.That's a fat penguin?Haha, wouldn't it make her unhappy!

Fortunately, although she occasionally loses her temper, she has a really good temper.No matter how rude I make a request, at most she will not reply to my message.So on Knockout, I was more unscrupulous, so I asked her directly: What do you think I should call you?

Her: As you like.

Me: Then I like to call you a goddess, don't you dislike it?

She: (grieved expression) I am not a goddess.

I couldn't help laughing, she finally learned to use expressions.The last time I chatted with her, I said that she always chats with a straight line, and she needs more embellishments to look cute.Later, intentionally or unintentionally, I added some default expressions on buttons to express my emotions when speaking.And she didn't follow the crowd to match my new habits.Didn't expect to use it today!

In order to commemorate her first expression, I silently took a screenshot.

Me: Then do I call you Nan Nan?

She: Usually only my parents call me that.

Me: What do other people call you?I asked curiously.

It took her a long time to return: they called at will.

I am even more curious, and I must know: what is it called? ?

Her: My colleagues will call me my English name Jana.

Me: students?

She: They call me senior sister.

I intuitively felt that what other people called must be very interesting, so I broke the casserole and asked the question: Except Jiayang?

It took her a long time to return: ..Jane God

Ha ha ha ha!Let me just say, she doesn't talk about it so obliquely, but she still can't do without "God"!That's right, her kind of learning spirit is still highly respected on campus.

I did not forget to compliment her a few words: You must be very good if you can still be called a god in Jiaotong University!

She replied right away: No, they called it casually.Are you still asleep?

Me: It's only nine o'clock.

Her: Oh.

Me: Please change the subject a bit too softly in the future.

she:……

God!How is she so cute!Don't those great gods usually squint their eyes, no one wants to see them, they just think that Lao Tzu is the best in the world!But this god not only doesn't like being called a god, but also resists being mentioned by others.

Me: Seeing you are so dumb, I will tell you to be dumb from now on!

Her: (lout curled expression)

Me: That's it!I was afraid she would resist, so I quickly changed the subject.I found that she would rather be called "Dai" than God.Interesting, really interesting!

Generally speaking, chatting with her should be extremely boring, extremely boring and hurt self-esteem.The way we chat is usually, I ask, she answers.Or I kept talking, and she would reply with a sentence or two, or a few words when she was busy.If it were anyone other than her, this kind of chat wouldn't even happen at the beginning, and it would be easy not to block.

But here with her, for the first time, I can talk to her with a stern face and a rush.Even if she ignores me, I don't care.

The reason is that I feel very confident that she is not so indifferent because she hates me, nor is she really ignoring me, but sometimes she really doesn't know how to say it, or she is really busy.Personality dictates it.

So I changed the subject and got down to business: Damn, will you stay in Shanghai after you graduate from graduate school?

I can understand her mood when she sees the word "Stay", her heart must be broken, haha.Sure enough, she made another pouted expression, and then said: I haven't considered it yet.

Me: You are already in the second year of graduate school, and you haven’t considered it yet?

Her: I will study one.

Kenichi?Kenichi!

I am elated!As expected, Fu Chunlei's gossip was unreliable!Now, no matter whether she stays in Shanghai or not, I have two years to get along with her slowly.

I asked casually: So you were a senior intern before?

Her: Well, because I went to Africa, I started school later.

I don't know if her mentor deliberately punished her for this reason, and even took her to Xinjiang.It is said that it is still some kind of base in a remote area of ​​Xinjiang, and the living conditions are difficult.But it should be fairly easy, every night I have time to chat with me.

Speaking of which, my classmates, as well as Binzi and the others, all prepared for the postgraduate entrance examination a year in advance, so they were still so nervous.But she can still work as an intern and go to Africa to do projects.I sighed from the bottom of my heart: It really is a god, you can go to Africa to be admitted to graduate school.

Her: I don't have a test.

He replied: I have some regrets.

It turned out to be a guarantee...

Well, compared with Xue Shen, we can only be crushed.I resigned to my fate and said: I plan to go to Shanghai for the exam, do you have any suggestions?

She asked about my major, and asked me if I took the inter-professional exam, and said to find information about relevant schools for me, especially the information about my tutor.I was full of gratitude in my heart. Later, I decided to inter-professional to take the finance study of Shanghai Finance and Economics. It was not for other reasons. Since I had a small treasury, I felt that money begets money.

During this period, I will keep in touch with the goddess every day.But I was still not satisfied. I always wanted to hear her voice, but I felt that it might be inconvenient for her, so I didn't specifically mention it.Until one day I had a dream, dreaming that something happened to her, and I couldn't contact her no matter what, I woke up in a panic!

This dream left me with lingering fears and made me feel very insecure.Because I was afraid that she would disappear into my life quietly like the previous few times.These days on the Internet, although she may not have talked about profound topics, she is still very slow to reply, but I find that I have become more and more dependent on her.

On the spiritual level, I am still a child who is easy to depend on others and on some kind of spiritual sustenance.

In a blink of an eye, it was December, and I started to prepare for the exam.I bought a lot of books for the postgraduate entrance examination, and signed up for the postgraduate entrance examination sprint class with Fu Chunlei.Needless to say, Fu Chunlei, a college bully, must continue to take the postgraduate entrance examination. It is said that her pursuit is a postdoctoral fellow.The first choice is not to go to Peking University.

In fact, I can study well. Except for the class that I had no choice but to skip when I went to Tibet, I basically don’t miss class.The education in my family is that it is okay to fight, but it is not allowed to skip school and skip classes.That's why I always say that I play "Xiajia", who is famous for teaching and helping the weak and bullying the strong.After all, he is a good baby who never skipped class.

In this way, Fu Chunlei and I go to the classroom to study step by step every day, go to the library to study, and go to McDonald’s to study if there is no seat in the library... I will also take pictures of planes, and some hard people will find me soon, and I earn extra money More and more, just thinking about buying something for the goddess.

But she is really tight-lipped about her recent situation. Unless I force her to ask, I can't even hear her talk about her own affairs.I remember that in the few days in mid-December, there was an earthquake in her place. Although it was not a sensational earthquake, it was enough to make people tremble with fear.I was so frightened that I forced her to give the address, but she refused.I was so angry that I ignored her for days.

But do you know what is the most annoying thing about this person?Even if you ignore her, she will not take the initiative to talk to you.

I became more and more angry, and I even started to lose my mind when I was listening to the class, and my mind was full of her lukewarm attitude towards me.Why am I in such a rush?Catch a lot of people who chased me and begged me to take care of them!

This is really not my bragging. Since I became a flat model and my shape changed a lot, my luck has also come fiercely.It's just that there are still little girls who have a crush on me, like Qiu Menghan, who stares at me silently behind her with shy eyes.Nowadays, most of them are rough and big men, but there are very few on campus, and many of them are in the print media circle, including designers and the boss of Party A.Sometimes there will be people you know set up a bureau, the original intention is to exchange resources, but it will always turn into a group of demons dancing wildly, and all kinds of weird people will be attracted.

These people are completely different from the stunned young guys on campus. They are well versed in the rules of picking up girls, have high emotional intelligence, know how to be fun, and spend a lot of money.I remember a coal boss who liked me for some reason and gave me a car key with four rings.

I slapped the car keys on the table: "My sister is showing off her face but not her body!"

This circle is full of sensuality. It is impossible to say that I am completely out of the mud and not stained.But I will still stick to my duty with trepidation, for fear that if I make a mistake, I will be hated forever.

Besides, I always feel that if I fall, my sister will cut me when she comes back.Deep down, I was actually a little afraid of her.Don't look at her usually calm and breezy, but I can't bear to be really angry.

The environment that has had the greatest impact on me may be my understanding of money.I didn't know how much money I had in my pocket, but now, I hope it will roll more and more, so that I can never worry about food and drink, and my dad doesn't have to force himself to smile all day long for a living.

Okay, so much nonsense, let's talk about this now.

This happened during my "cold war" with the goddess, during my heightened pursuit of money.People in the mixed model circle should know a term: model card.As the name suggests, a model card is a model business card. When looking for a job, it is the same as handing over a resume and a business card.This is generally provided by intermediary companies for free to the following models, but later some criminals wanted to make a profit from it, and they issued cards to those who did not know the truth, charged them, and promised to find jobs, but basically nothing happened.At that time, the cheapest model card cost a hundred dollars.This deceitful thing was first born in my period. When a thing is born, it is always wrapped in a cloak of affection.

This matter has nothing to do with me, it was done by a friend in my circle and asked me to introduce alumni.Of course I didn't know that there was a charge, I thought it was the same as when I debuted, where there was a lack of people, I acted as an introducer to introduce people there.Later, several schoolboys and schoolgirls got on the pirate ship like this.

One can imagine how much I suffered!Some of the juniors who were cheated at that time were looking for part-time jobs because of family difficulties, and they were cheated out of one month's living expenses by the scammers.They had no choice but to find the school, the school looked for me, and I looked for that friend, who was also a part-time worker and a victim.

I had no choice but to take out the money in my small treasury and return it to my juniors.Then I followed my friend to that company to ask for an explanation.As a result, the person involved knew that the incident was serious and ran away early.

I was the sister Li I met there.

My friend and I got out of the elevator and knew there was no hope.The door of the so-called brokerage company was locked, and even the logo inside fell to the ground.It means that the building has been empty.

My friend poked me: "Xiaochen, that's Sister Li."

Sister Li also just got out of the elevator, looking at the mess, she frowned slightly.

She was probably in her mid-thirties, wearing sophisticated makeup and wearing Chanel fall classics.I calculated it in my heart, plus her Hermès bag, this outfit would cost at least a hundred thousand.

The [-] yuan at that time was not as good as it is now, and the currency and prices were not too outrageous.

We looked at each other familiarly and chatted.It turned out that she was really short of people, and she entrusted them to introduce someone there.But who would have thought that instead of acting as a good intermediary, they would engage in cheap and unconscionable activities!

I know that Sister Li is also in the same game.I remember she was doing interactive advertising.I asked her who she was short of, and my juniors and sisters could introduce them to her.She stared at me and said playfully, "You are the only thing I need."

For veterans in the industry, it is difficult for you to distinguish whether her style is from ulterior motives. I was indeed too obsessed with money at the time, so I didn't think about it so much.She took me to her company and took a group of advertisements on the subway and bus stop signs.Several contracts were signed.

She also said she would be my agent.

I thought I met Bole.

After that, while I was preparing for the exam, I went to high-end places with her. She introduced me to various bosses, including people from Party A and Party B.I just realized that advertising makes more money than shooting magazines.

Sister Li is very protective of me and forbids me to go on appointments alone.Some blind pig hand reached out, and no matter where she was, she would rush over to stop me.I am very grateful to her.

But I don't like her.Really, I don't like it.

She has a kind of... How should I put it, she is too quack.Even though she helps me, takes care of me, and even treats me in every possible way, I don't like the turbidity that comes with her.Her eyes are too erratic, and she is too handy to walk in the entertainment field.

This feeling only increased with the deepening of her relationship, and even made me resist.Resist her uneasy touch, and the dinner she arranged for me.I know that she wants me to gain a firm foothold in this industry, but I know that my ambition is not here.I don't need to endure the discomfort in my heart to accommodate those rich people.

Later, she must have noticed it, and she said: "You are different from us. You are not born in hardship, but you just think that money is good. You don't know that you can't live without money. We have suffered without money, so we don't let anyone go. An opportunity to make money."

Maybe she likes me, this kind of liking is a kind of confinement for me, and it is uncontrollable and helpless for her.So, the more she wants to hold on to me, the more I want to run away from her.

I am destined not to be her bait.

I remember that in those few days, I did the whole book and eighteen lectures, and the self-test was not bad.The sprint class gave us a mock exam, and I did well in the exam.

She came to pick me up from school that day, and I was already reluctant to get close to her.

Her car was parked at the gate of my school. It was a white BMW.It attracts the attention of the students who come and go.But my eyes did not stop on her, but on the Mercedes-Benz behind her.

I know the burnt ashes, it is Yao Ye's Mercedes-Benz.

I wanted to turn around and leave, but she had already rolled the window and called out, "Xiaochen!"

At this time, the door of the Mercedes Benz opened slowly, and Yao Ye was coming out of the driver's seat. He heard the sound and looked towards her.

God knows how long I haven't seen her...

On such a huge campus, if two people don't want to see each other, it's actually very easy.

Thinking of the culprit, I felt so angry!

I'm pretty tired of this woman!Especially when she called my name in public, in front of my ex.

Yao Ye followed her gaze and looked at me, the four eyes met, as if separated by thousands of mountains and thousands of rivers.

She had changed, she had lost a lot of weight, her hair was cut to her shoulders, and her cheeks were more delicate.

I saw surprise in her eyes, yes, this is the expression that everyone will show after seeing me for the first time, and I have become accustomed to it.But at this moment, I don't want her to see that I have changed.I hope I am still the same in her memory.

There is a feeling in my heart, it has nothing to do with love, but the years that are carved out year by year, called love.Although it has changed beyond recognition, it still has traces.That trace will be thickened by that person, that smell, or that voice.There is a lot of sadness and joy in my heart, and I will deliberately ignore those scars that cannot be covered up.

Presumably she is too.

I heard that she didn't have a new boyfriend or girlfriend.That's why rumors spread on campus that the president of the student council of the normal university must become an extermination teacher.

She doesn't have a date, so of course I won't be sentimental, wondering if she still misses me.I just lament that the current college students are too busy. Once they get busy, like me preparing for exams and working part-time to make money, I don’t even have the heart to fall in love.Presumably the work of the student union is really busy.

It's just the look in his eyes, but it still touches my heart.It's like, these days' hard work is just evasion, because the moment I saw her, it was already in vain.

no i don't want this...

I looked away with difficulty, and Sister Li happened to call me again, and I realized that I touched the doorknob with my hand, and got into the car as if I was running away!

Through the car window, I looked at her again, and saw her looking back at me, without saying a word, but her eyes were like heavy mountain shadows, oppressing her.My heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly said, "Drive, drive quickly."

Sister Li started the car.

That look... Is she blaming me?Still hate me?Or, she misunderstood my relationship with Sister Li?Thinking of this, I feel extremely irritable.

Sister Li seemed to see through my thoughts, and said, "My friend just opened a bar, are you going to hang out?"

I didn't answer her, she just opened it on her own, and said, "You know that little beauty just now?"

"Don't worry about it." I pulled my hair irritably, raised my head slowly, and said solemnly, "You shouldn't have come to school to look for me."

"Huh?" She glanced at me from the rear mirror, trying to make a smile that didn't mind: "I miss you, how long has it been since you answered my call? Little heartless."

"I don't owe you anything."

"Do you have to ask your sister whether you owe me or not? You should know my sister's heart."

"Sister Li, put me down. Don't come to me again." I said wearily.Yes, I am very repulsive and resistant to her tone of voice, her behavior, her scheming, and her skill in the court of love.

I do not like her.

Sister Li finally sank her face.She has no reason to fall out with me because like I said, I owe her nothing.I worked for her during the contract period, even beyond the scope of my contract.I have never taken anything from her, and I will refund all the tips she gave, and I have not contacted any of the contacts she gave, and I don't even bother to contact them.

She had no choice but to stop the car at the red light ahead and said, "Then have a drink with my sister for the last time."

I can't remember that drink.

I found that every time I met something about Yao Ye, I liked to get myself drunk and come to him to get drunk and relieve my worries.

She stroked my back, her fingers slowly cruising downwards, the touch was quite comfortable, I followed my body's desire and tried hard to adapt to her body temperature, but my heart was full of sadness.

Then there was a sudden gust of wind, and I seemed to smell a grassy fragrance.

It is definitely not from the woman in front of me. The fragrance from this woman is strong and fragrant, which is not my favorite.This scent of grass, this scent of grass... It seems to be what I smelled when a girl passed me by when I took the elevator. It is light and delicate.

I suddenly woke up!Pushing her away with all his strength, he stumbled to find the exit.

She called my name from behind, I didn't care about anything, I just thought she was dangerous and I wanted to leave her!leave here!

I forgot how I got home, it seemed that I took several taxis before a kind driver was willing to take me, a drunk.When I got home, I went to the bathroom to vomit. I held my breath, not wanting to make a loud noise and wake up my sleeping parents.

I slid on the floor tiles in the bathroom, trying to support my body and consciousness.

Thinking back on what happened just now, I found that many places were completely forgotten and fragmented.

Suddenly, I broke out in a cold sweat!

So I checked myself up and down, and found that the clothes were in good condition and there was no weird feeling in my body, so I was relieved.

I tried my best to turn my chaotic brain, thinking that it was impossible for me to get drunk when I knew she was plotting against me, and I still had a little bit of vigilance.

Then there is only one possibility...

Could it be that she drugged me?

The idea was so terrifying that I wanted to get up several times, and slipped and fell to the ground several times.With great difficulty, he managed to maintain his balance and reluctantly returned to the bedroom.

Miraculously, in this situation, I still have that resentment in my heart.I also know how to take out my mobile phone, find the goddess, and say, "I've been drugged, and if you ignore me, I'll ignore you again..."

He said a lot, one after another, all blaming her.Until the words are spinning and incoherent.

In a daze, I felt hot all over my body. I don't know if it was from the soles of my feet, or from my stomach, or where, many clusters of electric currents were generated, running around in my body.

This drink is really strong, I said to myself.No, it was the drug she gave me that had a really strong aftereffect.

Wait, drugged?

Or... spring, medicine?

Impossible, isn't this something that only appears in costume TV dramas...

Just when I was in panic and didn't know what to do, the phone rang.

I saw it was an unfamiliar number and pressed to hang up.

Soon, the button rang, and when I saw it, I immediately cheered up-it was a goddess!

She said: Answer the phone.