longing for

The boy's usually tall and straight body was shrinking slightly at this time, and the temperature was low in the middle of the night, and Song Zongyan was frozen stiff.He immediately raised his head when he heard the sound of the elevator, and happened to meet the other person's eyes.

Song Zongyan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that familiar face.Wen Qiu also caught sight of him, and stood there dumbly, almost being caught by the elevator.He stared at the crouching boy in disbelief, momentarily forgetting to react.

The silence was broken by the non-stop ding-dong sound. Wen Qiu's heart skipped a beat. It was the phone that was turned on that rang a lot. He subconsciously looked down, and the pop-up interfaces were all from the same person—many messages.

Song Zongyan stood up against the wall: "I sent you a message, but you didn't reply."

Wen Qiu clutched the phone: "You often don't reply to my messages."

"I come back every time."

"Come back in half an hour, an hour."

Song Zongyan was silent, and he said after a long while: "...then you can't close the office for a whole day, and I've been worried that I couldn't find you. After going to your school, Zhang Fengyang couldn't get through to your phone."

"I didn't think about it..." Hearing that he was worried about himself, Wen Qiu couldn't help but wanted to explain, but he closed his mouth again.

He didn't want to shut it down for a whole day, but he hesitated every time he wanted to turn it on.Song Zongyan would be happy to find him, but he was afraid that he would continue to lose his temper with him.If Song Zongyan hadn't looked for him, he might have gone crazy.

These emotions couldn't be uttered at all, and he changed the subject stiffly: "You went to my school?"

"I don't know where you will be." Song Zongyan walked all the way, his clothes soaked in snow were still wet, and there were traces of clamminess, "Your roommate said you went home, but when I came, there was no one, and there was no one there. I wonder if you will go to Hong Kong."

"What will you do if I go to Hong Kong?"

"The plane will find you tomorrow morning."

Fool, Wen Qiu scolded him secretly in his heart, and asked after a while: "Didn't you say you have something to do tonight? Why are you free again?"

"There was an exam, and I handed in the papers ahead of time." Song Zongyan held his bag with one hand, "I came by high-speed rail, but I only have a plane to go to Hong Kong, so it's too late."

Wen Qiu remained silent.

Song Zongyan looked at him and smiled softly: "Today is your birthday, so happy birthday should be said face to face."

Wen Qiu's heart skipped a beat, he opened his mouth but no words came out.Although the two quarreled before and he was so angry that he turned off his mobile phone, he didn't feel wronged, but at this time Song Zongyan rushed back to wish him a happy birthday because of him in the wind and snow, but he strangely felt a little wronged .

He turned on the phone, turned to Song Zongyan, and it showed 1:06 midnight.

Wen Qiu held back his nose and said, "The time has passed."

Song Zongyan was also at a loss: "I'm sorry."

"I said, you don't need to apologize." Wen Qiu retracted the phone, unconsciously stroking the curved screen with his thumb, "There is nothing wrong with you."

It's because he came back late, if he didn't get angry and talked well, maybe they would have found a compromise, and they could meet before 12 o'clock and have a hasty but happy birthday.

"But you are unhappy." Song Zongyan said.

As soon as he finished speaking, the lights above his head suddenly went out, and the corridor was suddenly plunged into darkness.This is not a sensor light, the button is on the wall, Song Zongyan was fumbling to press it, but Wen Qiu stopped it: "Don't turn it on."

Song Zongyan slowly put his hand back again: "Wen Qiu." He called his name in the dark.

"I'm not happy is my problem." After a while, Wen Qiu's voice sounded, as if trembling slightly, "I was just thinking wildly, thinking that you don't like me, obviously at first I thought that as long as I could be with you It’s fine, but the longer we are together, the more I want, and I will find it unbearable if you reply a little slower, knowing that you are liked by others, I will also be very unhappy.”

Song Zongyan was clumsy in speech and tongue, so he could only say "um" to show that he was listening.

"But you won't be like this," Wen Qiu looked into his eyes in the dark, "You may never experience this feeling."

Just thinking of this, Wen Qiu couldn't help feeling restless in his heart.

"I know now," Song Zongyan said, "You haven't responded to your message or answer your phone for a day, Wen Qiu, I'm also very anxious and worried."

His tone was urgent, as if Wen Qiu would not believe it.

Wen Qiu had a sullen expression: "Not only are people chasing you, but people are also chasing me, and there are even people of the same sex. He told me that this circle is very chaotic, everyone is just playing around, and the loyalty you think is not worth stealing in the end. Don't Take love seriously, who will remember who after a few years. Will you feel unhappy too?"

Song Zongyan immediately frowned and asked, "Who?"

Wen Qiu was dumbfounded by his question: "What?"

Song Zong said in a low tone: "Who is chasing you?"

"What do you want to do when you know? Go and compete with him?"

"Can't you?"

When he said this, his tone was extremely serious.Wen Qiu stared at him, imagining that Song Zongyan was really looking for someone to PK, and suddenly couldn't hold back.

With a slap, Wen Qiu slapped the light on, and the two of them had nowhere to hide in the suddenly bright light.

Wen Qiu couldn't help laughing, from the moment he got out of the elevator and saw Song Zongyan squatting at the door, he knew that he was going to admit defeat, he wanted to find his place: "I don't want to laugh."

"Yeah." Song Zongyan said, "but I really want to know who said those words to you."

Wen Qiu bit his lip and couldn't hold back his smile even more.Arguing so loudly that you laugh out loud is really useless.

Song Zongyan tentatively took a step closer and hugged him, saying, "So I will be jealous too."

Unable to contact Wen Qiu, he didn't even think about coping with the exam.Perhaps it was Wen Qiu who had been taking the initiative all along, and was always within his reach, and he realized later that liking someone was restless, fearful, and impulsive.

He wanted impulsively to see him, to hold him.

Wen Qiu wanted to break away, but Song Zongyan was soaked in moisture and said such soft words again, he immediately felt distressed.

"How long have you been waiting here?"

"One hour." Song Zongyan said.

Wen Qiu raised his arms to hug him back: "Is it cold?"

Song Zongyan tightened his arms and pressed the person into his body, as if he wanted to rub the person into his body.Wen Qiu felt that his bones were being squeezed together, it was painful and stuffy, and he could hardly breathe.But no one wants to let go.

Song Zongyan answered him nasally: "Cold."

The indoor heating is sufficient, and the frost on the body turns into water as soon as you enter the door.Song Zongyan suffered from the cold all night, and only after taking a hot bath did he regain consciousness.Wen Qiu washed it first, and looked at the messages and missed calls on the phone by the bed, most of which were from Song Zongyan.

At first, it was coaxing him, telling him to remember to sign for the courier when it arrived, and then asking why he didn’t go to pick up the courier, and finally a repeated question: "Where are you?"

Song Zongyan's cell phone was placed in the living room, and when he got out of the bathroom, he was about to take the cell phone into the master bedroom, but found that there were more unread messages on the cell phone.

Wen Qiu, who was just across the wall, just came back: "In your heart."

Looking at these words, Song Zongyan really felt a slight heat in his heart, as if someone was bouncing around there.

When the two were lying on the same bed with the quilt skin to skin, Wen Qiu almost forgot why they were unhappy.There were clouds floating in his heart, and he couldn't think of anything.

"I didn't get the gift." He thought about it, not without regret, "It's still collected at the school."

"I'll get it tomorrow." Song Zongyan said.

"Ah."

"Where did you go tonight?" Song Zongyan asked at this moment.

Wen Qiu froze for a moment, then slowly relaxed: "Sister Yun, the one you know, something happened to her."

Originally, Wen Qiu was going to fly to Hong Kong tonight, but the plan was temporarily changed, so it didn't happen.He went out for dinner by himself at night, bought a piece of cake, and celebrated his birthday with nothing.Suddenly received a call from Qiu Yunqing at around [-] o'clock in the evening. The other party couldn't sleep at night, so he came out to relieve boredom by himself, but was thrown on the wheelchair by a large dog.

The owner of the dog is a domineering middle-aged man, not to mention being responsible, it would be considered good if he didn't point his nose and beat him up.Qiu Yunqing's parents were not at home tonight, so there was no one to look for.

She didn't know that Wen Qiu originally planned to go to Hong Kong today, but when he was going to celebrate his birthday with his classmates tonight, he kept apologizing when he called people over, saying that he had delayed his birthday with his classmates.

Wen Qiu came all the way and was so frightened that something happened to her, he broke out in a cold sweat in the cold weather, and swallowed his heart when he saw someone sitting there: "It's okay, Sister Yun, it's just that you're okay."

He took people to the hospital, searched for properties, and found the dog owner to make a theory. His brain was swollen after a busy night.At that moment, he missed Song Zongyan terribly, but the other party was hundreds of miles away and would not appear in front of him.

But he was wrong.Song Zongyan might like himself more than he thought.

Song Zongyan heard him say that he was busy tonight, stroked his back, and comforted him: "It's fine."

Wen Qiu said, "Yes."

In fact, he has often regretted it these days, thinking that if he had been more selfish and went directly to Beijing with Song Zongyan, he would not have these insecure restlessness and the quarrels caused by it.But when he rushed to Qiu Yunqing's side, he was glad that he was able to help in the first time.

There is something to be desired in everything, and he can't be too greedy.

Song Zongyan had been on the road all night, and his body was very tired. After lying on the bed for a long time, his eyes slowly closed.Wen Qiu lay next to him, the other party's breath was like a kindling, burning the blood flowing in Wen Qiu's body.

Wen Qiu looked at his half-dark face through the dim bedside lamp.A layer of golden velvet fainted under the light, and he reached out to touch it.

Song Zongyan's skin was still a little cold, unlike Wen Qiu's skin, which had a high temperature, as if he had a low-grade fever, emitting heat continuously.

Like a person may be endless low-grade fever, uncontrollable desire, loss of control and longing physically and mentally.Only when I touched him and was beside him, did I feel that this was a safe corner in a daze.

Wen Qiu buried his face in his chest, listening to his strong heartbeat.

"I know this will happen countless times in the future." He whispered, "Things like these days."

——Thoughts, quarrels, panic caused by lack of security, unequal information separated by distance, trivial matters, and even unintentional injuries and mistakes.

These will be inevitable and will even happen again and again.

Song Zongyan was still asleep, and after understanding what he meant, he hummed lightly.

"So do you think it's troublesome to fall in love with me?" Wen Qiu raised his head from his arms and asked.

"This kind of thing," Song Zongyan stared into his bright eyes, thinking about his words, "it's already very troublesome."

Wen Qiu was quiet for a while, and the quiet Song Zongyan was thinking whether he should be so honest, but falling in love is really troublesome.He also knew.But isn't life a process of encountering troubles and solving troubles?Maybe they just happen to be good at solving troubles.

Wen Qiu finally laughed: "Yeah, it's already very troublesome."

Song Zongyan also laughed, Wen Qiu closed his eyes, and the other party's kiss landed on his lips.

"Go to sleep."

We know that meeting love is bad luck, falling in love is trouble, and we cannot avoid endless quarrels and tribulations when we are together, but we also know——

If love can be called great, no matter how hard it is, it will still be happy.

The trip to Hong Kong came to nothing, but the two who had untied their knots spent a weekend happily.When Song Zongyan returned to Beijing, Wen Qiu sent him to the airport. On the way back to school by bus, he suddenly remembered that the other party told him about his showdown with Xia Yunjiao during the chat before going to bed last night, so he opened a private chat.

Xia Yunjiao, who was shopping with her friends to relieve her unhappiness, suddenly received a message, four words without beginning and end: "Remember to keep it secret."

She was puzzled for a moment, put a question mark and was about to go back, but she reacted in an instant.

My best friend heard her scolding something, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia Yunjiao put away her phone impatiently: "It's nothing."

During the intermission, Xia Yunjiao found a dessert shop and sat down. Xia Yunjiao took out her mobile phone and went back angrily: "You even dared to come out to the whole school, but now you are afraid."

"I'm not afraid, but he can't. So for long-term consideration, please keep it a secret/please/please/please." Wen Qiu sent three emojis with folded hands.

Xia Yunjiao said: "How long is long? Do you think you can live forever?"

She was surprised that Song Zongyan was with others, but she was actually not very angry after careful study.After going to university, her horizons broadened a bit, and Song Zongyan was not her only and not the best choice.It's a pity to lose it, but it's not that sad.

It's just a little hard to understand, she lost to Wen Qiu!

Wen Qiu, who annoyed her, texted back: "Maybe."

"Then do you want to make a bet?" Xia Yunjiao said sullenly.

"What's the bet?"

Xia Yunjiao sent a record player, which she wants to buy recently, but it is not very practical, so she has not bought it yet: "I bet you will break up within half a year."

"Then you have to lose. But I am still willing to give you a record player. Give me an address, and I will mail it to you next week." Wen Qiu replied.

"?" Xia Yunjiao was puzzled, "Is it hard not to spend money?"

"Bribe you to keep it secret for me," Wen Qiu said.

Xia Yunjiao knew the Song family's parents, and both parents had a close personal relationship. Although Wen Qiu believed that with Xia Yunjiao's character, she would not expose her relationship with Song Zongyan to the Song family's parents, but what if?

Xia Yunjiao was extremely angry: "Do you really think that even if I don't inform you, you two will be able to live smoothly for the rest of your life? Can you still boil frogs in warm water and take care of Song Zongyan and his family?"

Wen Qiu replied in a good mood: "I would like to borrow your good words/show your teeth."

Xia Yunjiao thought, get out, I'm not blessing you.She turned off her phone in a rage.