[Idol trainee] please pick me up

The most difficult thing in the world is the unity of knowledge and action.

On the first day, the body begins to starve.

The next day, with aerobic exercise, yesterday's lactic acid accumulated, and every muscle was throbbing and sore.

On the third day, sweating, rapid heartbeat, and hypoglycemia occurred to varying degrees, and the body began to be unable to withstand such intense fat consumption.

On the fourth day, I was on the verge of collapse, and my reaction to everything around me seemed to be extremely slow. Except for training and fitness, I was either in a daze or sleeping to escape.

The Observer's Diary started to get depressing and gray with the continuous advancement of training and ketogenic diet.

The atmosphere in the group became extremely tense due to the sudden increase in physical burden.The body is in pain, and the spirit naturally becomes highly tense.

This is the fifth day. In order to ensure the neat and long legs that may not be seen in the clips of the program, everyone is continuing to train with willpower.

However, as an observer, Pu Yuzhen found that, unlike other people's lethargy caused by exhaustion, Chen Linong's spirit became visibly fatigued by the naked eye.Although the daily schedule is doing its best, it seems to cut off all communication with the outside world during the rest time, and immerse itself in my own depression.

It's not normal, and it's a dangerous state - although it's most likely just caused by an excess of physical strain.

So Pu Yuzhen, who had been observing silently for a long time, finally made up his mind to take the initiative to stop Chen Linong who was about to go back to the dormitory alone this night.

"Let's sit down and talk."

Pu Yuzhen handed over a can of iced Diet Coke.

"Thank you." Chen Linong took the Coke and sat down beside him.Of course, he carefully kept half an arm's distance away from his own backpack.

This action made Pu Yuzhen chuckle.

"What are you afraid of?"

He pulled the tab and the Coke made a pleasant bubbling sound.

There is no smoking, no alcohol, no high-rise buildings and rooftops, and no way to release stress other than sports. This is really not the best atmosphere for heart-to-heart talks.

"Isn't it uncomfortable?" Whether it's physically or psychologically.

"Well, I'm a little tired." The corners of his eyes and brows could not hide his fatigue, and he was indeed extremely tired.Not to mention that those who still have physical strength in this situation are simply monsters.

"Is it for the interview two days ago?" The second sentence went straight to the point.The nice thing about talking to smart people is that you don't need to be tactful, because they can always see through your hidden intentions, so there is no need to cover up.

After the previous episodes of the program were released, extremely strict netizens pointed their guns at Chen Linong again.

He became the second trainee to open a letter from black fans in the letter reading session.

【The smile you put on is really disgusting】

【Being squeezed out by other trainees can tell what kind of person you are usually, and you don't even look at yourself when you are competing for the center. 】

To read such stinging words while maintaining a polite smile is too cruel for any teenager.

Probably after the broadcast of this episode, there will be more "new materials" about Chen Linong being out of gregariousness and being excluded.

It was obviously just a normal relationship, and the selection of center and lead singer was based on the principle of the supremacy of the trainees' strength, but it was misinterpreted by netizens with colored glasses.

But human beings are such arrogant creatures, every time they see a glimpse, they always think they know everything.

"Well, now I'm thinking... I was given up, so the producers chose me to join the Dazzlingyou group."

Although the ranking is still in the upper circle, even for him to complain about his so-called troubles to Pu Yuzhen, who is far behind him, it is like showing off. Although this matter really annoys him, there is no way to make it logical speak out.

I no longer believe that I am loved, and I can't believe whether I have the value of being loved.

Perhaps every trainee who has experienced ups and downs must go through such a experience in his heart.

The comfort of others always seems pale and weak, after all, if the knife does not poke yourself, how can you empathize with yourself?

But Pu Yuzhen did the opposite again, pouring down the salt and poisonous chicken soup.

"Would you feel better if I apologized to you at this point and said 'sorry for taking your lead vocal position'?"

Chen Linong's blank expression told him that it didn't exist.

"Yeah, because if I do that, it's just hypocritical sympathy for you," Pu Yuzhen clinked glasses with him forcefully, and the cola hit the metal bottle with a nice sound, "So, if you want to Come grab it if you want. Prove that you are more suitable to be the lead singer than me, and more suitable to be the lead singer than anyone else—whether it is this time or the next time, or in the future, I will continue to compete with you for the position of the lead singer. "

If you want to conquer other more terrifying demons, start by defeating me, a little boss who seems weaker than you.This is just the first step for you to become a qualified idol and a singer.

"'If you talk in your dreams, please go back to your dreams, and if you have complaints, go to the grave'. I don't want to be a few years older than you and talk about empty words. Even for me, it's too early to complain about the injustice of the world— —At least you have to be Qin Fen's age to be qualified to babble while roasting squid by the stove."

Chen Linong was finally amused by his awkward consolation, and managed to pull himself together.

"Where did brother learn so many strange philosophies of life?"

"Of course it's a damn life. I used to be a person who liked to win very much. Whether it was studies or other aspects, I was always pursuing the number one." Park Yuzhen relaxed and stretched her two legs, posing in a very comfortable pose pose against the wall.

"But after repeated failures, I gradually realized that one person cannot be successful in all fields, and even taking a step back, many people may not be able to reach the pinnacle of a certain career in their entire lives," he pushed casually. He lowered his eyes and tilted his face to think seriously, "But can it be concluded that his life is a failure? Can the success of a person's life be quantified by standards?"

"Even if he fails to accomplish anything, he may have a beautiful family, filial children, friends who will never leave, cute pets...even if he is satisfied with a piece of grilled squid in winter, and a subway station that can barely keep out of the cold." Chen Linong followed him. The train of thought counted the so-called happiness standards with fingers.

"Now that you understand it, you naturally understand this truth. You can completely resist the reverse - since being rich is a kind of happiness, then you want to be the center, you want to show your charm in front of everyone, and you want to stand in a higher position What's wrong with shining like a human being loves jewelry and good food?"

Pu Yuzhen picked up the empty Coke can, and finally clinked glasses with Chen Linong's still full Coke, picked up the schoolbag that had been placed between the two of them, patted his knees and stood up straight.

"Brother, do you think I can do it?" Chen Linong squeezed the aluminum can in his hand, and the water droplets slid down his wrist.Asking so anxiously, he looked up at Pu Yuzhen who was walking towards the trash can in the distance with his back on his back.

"Ask yourself that. We're not gods, and we have no right to define other people's happiness."

Of course, others have no right to define yours.

"I'll be waiting for you up front."

He said so but didn't look back, just waved his hand, put on his coat and left first.

Although it must, must be a difficult and distant journey.

But if it's you, you'll definitely be able to catch up.

The author has something to say:

The title of this chapter, LETITOUT, is the ED sung by Fukuhara Miho in "Fullmetal Alchemist FA", and the lyrics are also very good. Among them, "Tomorrow's Lights" mentioned this time comes from the lyrics of this song "Tomorrow を ら ら ら ら ら を と も そ う ( Light up the lights that light up tomorrow)"

And the first sentence of the lyrics of this song is: letitallout, let go of all concerns, tell affectionately, don't have to pretend to be strong.

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In fact, sometimes I don't really want to add some poisonous chicken soup... But sometimes I see the children being wronged and I want to say something to them and everyone.So after discussing with Fu Sheng, this chapter suddenly appeared.

I never thought ambition was a bad thing in the first place.Nongnong's belief reminds me of Everybody wants to rule the world in Assassin's Creed Revolution.

What this chapter talks about is actually a matter that can be deduced and proved in reverse:

While people yearn for fame and wealth, they are hostile to those who yearn for fame and wealth.

Why do many people miss the founding of the People's Republic of China?Because although they are poor, everyone is uniformly poor, and modern society can change the real situation through their own efforts and hands, but they are not willing, just blindly yearning for "fairness", or a pie in the sky.

That's why Nongnong has attracted so much criticism, and that's why some people say to you, "What's the use of reading so many books?"

I don't want Nongnong or other children to forcefully sell some "Buddhist figures". If they want to, they can get them by themselves.

Since you don't want people in high positions to think that it is unfortunate to live in poverty, why do you have to think that it is unfortunate to be at the top?

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People always have a kind of thinking: no matter how strong they are, humility is good, self-confidence is bad; poverty is good, luxury is bad; Buddhism is good, ambition is bad...

But rather than saying that this is a correct value, it is better to say that everyone is bound by the age-based social jurisprudence and moral system, and if they conflict with the basic operating logic of this system, they will be excluded and marginalized.

In my opinion, although it is difficult to fight against the system, I hope that at least everyone will not be brainwashed and assimilated by this "correct value" and will not lose hope even if they have to compromise with reality.

From the very beginning, I don't think my values ​​are right. I can't represent anyone but myself. I hope that no matter what I say, it's just for reference. You must stick to your own ideas and paths. No matter what After finishing what I insist on, even if there is only one person on this road, even if there is a failure in the end, I will not hesitate.

I will wait for you up front.