Da Deyun

The years are like the fingertips of an hourglass, the seasons change and the joy remains the same.

In mid-March, the tung tree in the Qitang courtyard also gave birth to flower buds. Yuxi has been looking forward to it blooming, sitting under the tree all day looking forward to the sweet smell of flowers and fruits.

Today is the day when the master is teaching, and the senior brothers are all listening inside. It has nothing to do with what she is studying, so they obediently wait outside.

A young man came from outside the courtyard, he was so in a hurry that he didn't care about the etiquette, he just rushed in.Yuxi looked outside again, panicked in her heart, immediately stood up and guarded in front of the courtyard gate.

This is the servant of the Guo family.

After a while, Mr. Da came out of the room quickly, followed by the disciples of the Seventh Hall.

The master walked out of the yard eagerly, and the disciples should naturally disperse.

Yuxi saw Qin Xiaoxian at a glance.He took a few steps forward and grabbed his wrist, and asked, "Senior Brother, Senior Brother!"

Lao Qin was a little stiff, staring at her blankly.

She was very excited, she didn't know whether she was concerned or curious, and asked, "Why did Master go?"

"It's something at home..." Qin Xiaoxian tilted his head and thought for a while, as if he was recalling something: "From a distance, it seems that I heard the young man say that the young lady is not good..."

For some reason, I always felt my chest sinking, with some ominous premonition; Yuxi frowned, motionless as if frozen in place, panicking about something.

"What's the matter?" Lao Qin slightly bent his shoulders, looking at her worried.

"Brother..." Yuxi was a little flustered. .Feeling an indescribable feeling in my heart, I pulled Qin Xiaoxian's cloud-patterned cuff, and said, "Let's go and have a look together, I always feel..."

Although she didn't say what she said later, anyone could see that she was flustered at the moment; after all, Master has something to do at home, so it's reasonable to go and see.

Qin Xiaoxian nodded, pulled her and walked out quickly.

If you don't let her go, she will probably ignore people for several days, and when she gets too angry, she will ignore you, and won't even quarrel with you; she is indifferent and distant, and treats you like nothing.

Guo's mansion has been in chaos for a long time, and the bedrooms in the backyard are very busy.

Because the courtyard where the young master and his wife lived was slightly cooler. .When it was cold, Xiaozhen moved to the warm pavilion in the side room to live more comfortably. After all, the young master stayed bored in the guest courtyard all night and ignored others, let alone caring where she lived.

It's just that the warm pavilion is smaller, and it is even more crowded with people at the moment. Madam and Yang Jiu lead the doctor to watch inside, while Er Ye and Mr. Da are waiting in the outer courtyard.

Bowl after bowl of decoction was brought in, Xiaozhen was so painful that she was pale, and the blood under her body was getting more and more unstoppable.

Madam felt strange if she didn't come to the courtyard for breakfast in the morning, but she only took a rest when the child was tired, and didn't take it to heart; near noon, the servant girl came to report that the young lady was not well... hurried here At that time, she was already curled up in pain, her head was covered with cold sweat, and her lower body was reddish with signs of blood.

I thought it was fetal gas, so I immediately went to ask the female doctor in the mansion to boil the anti-fetal medicine, perform acupuncture and drink medicine, but it got worse and worse.Then everyone became anxious, and the young man hurried out of the mansion to invite the doctor. The doctor only said that he had eaten something bad, and the others didn't make it clear.

After all, a wealthy family must save some face.

The injury was getting more and more serious, Xiaozhen was dying from crying at the beginning, and the doctor frowned, a little worried.

Yang Jiu supported the teacher and became her reliance at this time, saying over and over again: "It will be fine, it will be fine..."

The doctor bowed his hands and said: "I can't do anything for this old man, Madam, take care of your health."

"Why... how come..." Madam didn't understand it all the time, and she was very sad; she just couldn't figure out how it was all right, so something happened!With red eyes, he begged the doctor: "Look again, this... why this child is... you can think of a way!"

The doctor shook his head, unable to do anything after all.After a moment of silence, he hesitated and said: "Young Madam... must have eaten something in the past, why don't you ask the source of that thing, you might as well give it a try, maybe there is still room for it."

"Things?" Madam didn't understand what the old doctor said at all.He frowned and thought for a long time but still didn't understand; his heart was anxious again, and he said: "You tell me what, I'll send someone to find it!"

Looking at it like this, I really don't know.

Human life is at stake, dare not speak or laugh.The doctor sighed, and said bluntly: "Young madam must have taken a lot of medicines for conception before she became pregnant, and she has a good foundation. After pregnancy, the fetal image is not stable, and she is old and incapable. The diagnosis: Young madam has taken some bad medicines." Things are solid."

These words hit the madam like a bolt from the blue, and shattered her remaining rationality.The strength under his feet seemed to be sucked away, and he slipped and fell powerlessly. .Yang Jiu tried to suppress his emotions to stay awake, and supported his wife.

The doctor was a little helpless, but at this point, he naturally had to get out of the way, and said: "The medicine is extremely powerful, and it is a folk prescription that treats the symptoms but not the root cause. It is really risky. Madam, you might as well ask someone to ask the source of this medicine. Have the opportunity."

The madam forced herself to be rational, covered her eyes with pain, and asked: "Can you find out? She is half-conscious now, and she can't speak."

The doctor shook his head, how did he know about these folk prescriptions, before he could say a word, there were eager footsteps outside the house.

Yuxi listened to the sound outside for a while, each sentence became more shocking, and she couldn't help but ran in immediately, and said eagerly: "Bingshi Street! Go to the east alley of Bingshi Street! It must be near there!" Her tone was tight in a hurry. .The words she spoke were full of affirmations, and Madam didn't hesitate too much, so she asked the young man to lead a team to look for it.

Bingshi Street is where Yuxi saw her that day.

Several mysteries strung together is the truth.

This man, how could he be so cruel to himself.

Seeing that the servant had gone out to do business, Yuxi calmed down and looked at Xiaozhen who was on the bed full of bloody smell. She was dying and the blood under her body couldn't stop flowing.

She just lay there, with despair in her eyes, weakly feeling the feeling of the baby leaving little by little.

The madam walked to the bedside, looked at the daughter-in-law who was already in so much pain that she had no strength to speak out, she was so distressed that she shed tears, and cursed: "You child... why are you so stupid! This is a coincidence! Myself..."

Xiaozhen stretched out her hand, slender and pale, her lips moved, trying to make a sound with pain.

The lady didn't hear clearly, and she didn't plan to bring her ears closer; she would understand without words.Closing his eyes, he turned his head to the side and ordered to the servant girl: "Go and call the young master."

Yes, at this time, who else can she miss.

Yang Jiu and Yuxi's eyes were red, and they stood silently by the side, not daring to say a word.

What is right or wrong about feelings?

This was the first time Yuxi saw the young master since Tao Yang left; she used to say that he should figure it out on his own, and she shouldn't be too concerned about it as a girl.When I saw you today, I really felt my chest tremble.

His face was blue and haggard, his footsteps were feeble, and his whole body looked like a seriously ill person; his eyes were dull, his beard was unshaven, and even his hair was messed up, like an alcoholic gambler who gave up his future.

Yuxi didn't feel distressed, but when she saw him, she only had one thought. ——When Tao Yang saw her, how distressed he must have been.

If it didn't come out like this, how could he have walked out of the yard; when he walked to the side of the bed, the smell of blood on his face made him frown, and squatted down to look at the thin and sickly Xiaozhen in front of him.

Xiaozhen stretched out her hand, trembling slightly, trying to caress his eyebrows.

The young master only felt sour in his eyes.But he habitually avoided the approaching fingertips.When he lowered his eyes, he met Xiaozhen's tear-filled eyes, and the young master held her hand, which was in front of his eyes, extremely thin.

Xiaozhen pulled the corners of her mouth, trying to smile at him, but she burst into tears instead.

The young master moved closer, as if coaxing her, and said softly: "Speak, speak slowly."

Xiaozhen smiled and called out in a low voice: "Brother Dalin."

You have never been so gentle with me.

The young master nodded, not daring to provoke her or interrupt her, the room was quiet, everyone loved her and this silly girl.

She pursed her lips and swallowed, trying to make her voice clearer.

"It's my fault, you must hate me so much..."

"This child is not easy to come by... I am not blessed to keep him, and I have to ask him to go with me..."

"Brother Dalin... I know you are very good...you are really good to me..."

"I'm too greedy..."

"It was I who let that person go, I was the one who harmed you... You should blame me..."

The young master listened carefully to every word, only to feel that his eyes were sour and tight, his heart was heavy and he couldn't breathe.Do you hate it, what is there to hate, she is right as a wife.His throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't speak. The young master just lowered his eyes and shook his head at her.

"Brother Lin, in the next life..."

"In the next life...you love me first, okay?"

"I'll still be a good wife..."

A strong cry came out of the originally weak voice, remorse and reluctance but also unwillingness, the teardrops could not stop sliding down to both sides of the temples, she looked at the young master, her eyes were full of expectation and dissatisfaction Abandon.

How could she not know that it was not love that was calculated.

The young master held her hand. .Tears hit the back of her hand, she closed her eyes trying to suppress the soreness, smiled at her when she opened her eyes, and held the hair on her forehead as she did when she was a child.

"In the next life, I will meet my lover, get married, and spend the rest of my life in peace and happiness; I am not worthy of you."

Xiaozhen smiled bitterly and desperately.

She closed her eyes and cried silently, and couldn't say a word to blame him.

Think about this life: In order to get married, I hinted at Mr. Da that Tao Yang had a crush on him; in order to consummate the house and keep a child, I put something in his warm tea; knowing Tao Yang came back on New Year's Eve, in order to avoid leading him away Around the cruise ship; in order to keep his people, he personally hinted that Tao Yang should go.

As a matter of fact, people who should meet are always crowded with people who can always glance at them for thousands of years; they are thousands of miles apart, but their hearts are inseparable.

Even this next life was left to him.

Xiaozhen opened her eyes, crying and laughing at the same time, her chest was almost in pain like tearing.

"If you want to be happy, you must..."

The ending trembled slightly. This breath had been back and forth in the chest for millions of times. On this day, feeling my last breath, I exhaled slowly... little by little it melted into the air, bringing The soul is gone, and the eyes are closed, taking away the sorrow of this life.

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I don't blame you, I can only lie to myself. ~.