Da Deyun

Xiaozhen's funeral was held simply, perhaps it was the so-called rich care and light burial.The students of Deyun Academy and the well-known family members in Shengjing City also sent their juniors to express their condolences and condolences.After all, Xiaozhen is a junior, and she is not from a wealthy family, but because she has been a young lady for several months, people pay attention to her funeral.

Yang Jiu was silent in the crowd, neither weeping grief nor gentleness and politeness; many people came, and said countless condolences, the haggard appearance of the young master was regarded by people as the deep affection for the loss of his beloved wife , and the only ones who really grieve uncontrollably are the parents of the Li family.

No amount of tears can change the regret of this life.

Looking at all this, Yang Jiu felt indescribably depressed; man, what is the purpose of walking around this world.Born to suffer, no one cherishes.After many years of passing away, people think of it and just lament that the beauty is too poor, and people can't even remember the name. They only remember that there was a person who lived in this world, appeared by his side, and then left.

The family in the east alley of Bingshi Street sold some counterfeit medicines, claiming that they could cure all kinds of diseases, give birth to dragon sons, and protect the fetus; when the Li family's parents wept for their daughter's life, they poured out all their resentment and sadness. For those people, it goes without saying that they will be punished by seeing an official, but it's just that no matter how much they do, what can they make up for?

At the end of the funeral, the mourners who came to the door all left one after another.Yang Jiu was still in the Hehui Hall where the female relatives were being received, with drooping eyes and slightly frowning, sighing inaudibly.

The second master accompanied the young master to watch the funeral. .Yuxi came to the backyard early in the morning to help, seeing that Yang Jiu was not well, he handed her a cup of tea.

"Ninth Sister, take a break when you're tired."

Yang Jiu took the tea, shook his head to indicate that it was okay, and zoomed in on the crying Li family not far away, and said in a low voice, "It's all fate..."

"For her, it's good." Yuxi's voice was low but with indescribable affirmation.

Yang Jiu turned to look at her.

She said: "In life, there is no time to force, coveting something that doesn't belong to you, it's just forcing yourself to God."

"There is no time in life..." Yang Jiu repeated this sentence, feeling a little dazed.

Yuxi took Yang Jiu's arm and went to rest in the corner. .Sitting on the bench, he said: "Instead of living a heavy and troublesome life, it's better to let go and be free, and you don't have to please anyone in the future."

Logically speaking, it would be a sin to say at a funeral that someone deserved to die; but Yang Jiu felt that Yuxi was right.If today was not a funeral but the full moon celebration of Xiaozhen's child, she would be even more unhappy; Xiaozhen's love is too heavy, too selfless, saying it is love is not a kind of harm.They all know what she did before she was alive, and the young master also knows, but just let it go and don't ask about it.

After all, there is no love anymore, and there is no joy in life.

If there is no such thing, the young master's life will be painful, he cannot be a character who abandons his wife and children, but can only be a decadent and depressed drunkard.

Think back to when my wife persuaded her to get engaged with the second master, she said to her: If you even count on the people next to your pillow, it will be so tiring.Even couples who want to support each other until they get old don't treat each other sincerely, so how can they expect to be cherished in this world; just like what Dalin said before her hospital bed: May the next life meet a lover and marry each other happily, and live together in peace and happiness for the rest of their lives.

This is not his own wish.

But for those who I don't love, naturally, there is still the half sentence behind: I am not worthy of you.

You are fine, it's just the next life, let's not get entangled anymore.

Don't hurt each other if you don't love each other, keep each other safe, don't think about the past, live up to the future, that's fine.

Think about it and understand.

Yang Jiu bowed her head and smiled mockingly. Why did she become so sentimental? Is it because she loves the young master or is it because her eyes are shallow as she gets older?

Maybe it's because of the second master.

I almost missed him too; Yang Jiu still dare not recall the Northwest War, dare not recall the bloody coma when I saw him in the Northwest... If I missed it, it would be a pity not to meet him in the next life thing.

Yang Jiu looked up and smiled at Yuxi.Said: "How old are you, and you still speak in the same way."

"Brother Tao." Yuxi was not polite, and calmly took what seemed to be a compliment, and said, "Who made us all look like Master, living so old-fashioned."

Yang Jiu smiled, thinking that she was attractive; thinking about when he was her age, he was chasing after the second master to ask him to teach Taiping lyrics.

The girl in the child prodigy family is sensible, smart, and sees clearly.

"I don't think it's good to be like this." Yang Jiu patted her hand, and said seriously: "At an age that should be innocent and happy...too sensible is actually a disadvantage."

Tao Yang is the best example.

"I'm lying sideways!" Yuxi moved closer, pretending to be mysterious and teasing Yang Jiu: "Why don't you be more stable in front of Master!"

The two girls are naturally happy when they talk, not to mention that they are both such clever and wonderful people, so the two-sentence matter is not so heavy.

"You still dare to be tyrannical!" Yang Jiu gave her a white look, remembering that she had been spoiled by the young masters in the academy before, and smirked: "Turn around, I'll let Brother Meng take care of you!" No one knew about the rumors about her. Although there was no follow-up, but as she was talking, she remembered two jokes.

Yuxi was unable to support his forehead. .I just wanted to look up to the sky and sigh; I frowned and said helplessly: "Can't you change something to make a joke..."

"Then what's the matter~" Yang Jiu thought it was quite interesting, and said: "I have the courage to go to the academy to learn from teachers, so why are you afraid of this?" After a pause, he asked: "There is no progress with our brother Meng. ?”

Yuxi was annoyed: "What and what!"

After thinking about it, I still feel that it is better to tell Yang Jiu, rumors are rumors, but if the family still thinks so, it will be a mess.

Yang Jiu looked at her amusedly, as if you made up something casually, and if you can make it round, you are considered amazing.

"The hall master once went back to Sanliqiao to teach and give lectures, and many people went. My best friend, Miss Yu's family, Yu Yu, admired him very much, and took me to go with him. He gave others gifts made by himself and threw them on the stage. The ring..." As she spoke, Yuxi was about to laugh, and the playful and bold girl who was born continued: "The hall master said that the gift is very careful, she was followed by the girls, a The tall ones rushed to see who she was, and took the same carriage, she ran to hide, and everyone recognized me!"

Yang Jiu was originally listening with great interest, but the more he listened to it, the more he found it funny. He was not listening to a play, and even threw a ring on the stage... A little girl blushing with joy but hiding in embarrassment appeared in her mind. picture.He couldn't be happier, and looked at Yuxi with pity on her, why did he take the blame.

No wonder, she didn't do anything, otherwise she would have come here for Brother Meng. With her talent and learning and the convenience of going in and out of the academy, she couldn't have made no progress at all.

"You, you..." Yang Jiu blushed with joy.Said: "Being chased by people for so long and still not tempted?"

Yuxi's eyelashes flickered, and said: "Young Madam, didn't you also put in all your effort..."

Yang Jiu paused, then put away her smile and carefully looked at her expression.

Her eyes were a little empty, and she whispered softly: "Fate is like this. Sometimes you like a piece of bluestone, but if you like it, the bluestone becomes radiant."

Yang Jiu pursed her lips, showing a clear smile; loving someone has nothing to do with being magnificent or not, but keeping one heart unchanged, how could she not understand.

"Is this someone you like?" Yang Jiu said.

Yuxi smiled, and said solemnly: "I will tell you when I have it."

Love alone is not enough in a relationship. .If you can't love and stay together, it is actually a kind of torture to love passionately.Whether it is worth talking about, but in the end it is a negative life, I am sorry for everyone and myself.Yuxi's idea is also very simple, if she becomes "Yang Jiu", she will grow old with her beloved one and be as loving as new; if she becomes "Xiaozhen", then let him go, free and easy, and leave him a An unforgettable back in this life; but she will never be "Tao Yang". Those who have love in their hearts are fearless. If the sky does not fulfill my wishes, I will go against the sky.

Yang Jiu didn't force it, the two of them just chatted, at the beginning of this year, there were already a few unpleasant things; look forward to.

If my life doesn't go my way, I will follow my heart. ~.