Three thousand congratulations

【1】

In the depths of the sunless underground, there is still a world of feasting and feasting. In places without sunlight, the darkness in the heart will grow at a faster rate.

And for a race that has never been bathed in sunlight, darkness is a matter of course.

It's the same today, walking on the street far away from the hustle and bustle with an umbrella that blocks the sun, and coming to the underground world mixed with fish and dragons, looking for the next prey that can make you happy with a smile on your face.

"This place is really impressive. Compared with Fengxian's Yoshihara, this place seems to be more to my liking." Shenwei looked around with a smile.

"Will you satisfy me too, sir?" He tilted his head and thought for a moment, then strode towards the sign that said "Do not enter".

"Hey, kid, do you know where this is?" Imagawa, who was missing a leg, stopped Kamui.

"I know, a place where you can kill happily." Fenmao had an innocent smile on his face.

"That's right, then do you know who's inside?" Imakawa looked at the boy carefully, and it turned out to be Yetu.

Kamui smiled and said, "Yutu-zun, who claims to like beautiful things more than destruction, is obsessed with bright red, and he also has red hair like flames. He is also an existence that is out of place on our planet."

Imagawa looked at Kamui and laughed. "Now that you know who he is, you should know that he won't fight Yetu, right?"

"Although I know he has such a strange rule, but I really want to ask why... For Yetu, isn't the same clan the best opponent?"

"I see you don't understand at all, and you are a strange guy." Imagawa shook his head.

"Strange? I've always followed Yetu's instinct and lived as a real Yetu." Kamui said with a smile.

"The real Yetu? It turns out that such a thing really exists, and that one would not want to see you even more. This time it reminded him of some unhappy things."

"I live to fight, not to be happy. As a night rabbit, I should have this self-consciousness, right? However, fighting is a happy thing for me." Shenwei raised the umbrella in his hand.

Imagawa turned his head and glanced at the closed door above, and said with a faint smile: "Happy? If you are respectful, you probably are not happy. That guy is actually very lonely. You understand this kind of loneliness, right?"

"Unfortunately, I don't like to think about things other than fighting, except eating." Kamui said with a smile.

"All he did was just to find another self. But he also had an aversion to his own people, and believed that killing by succumbing to the blood instinct was a low-level behavior, just like cockroaches being killed. You can still mate if you bite off the head." Imakawa said while looking at the closed door above.

"Can I understand that he feels that he is very low-level? Such a guy, if he can't be a good opponent, he doesn't want to deal with him."

"Zun has long left the life of looking for opponents everywhere. He is more used to dormant in dark places, waiting for the prey to come to his door."

"There is no such easy and good thing in the world, the strong are basically not stupid."

"So he can only create an ideal existence by himself. Not only is it comparable to the night rabbit in terms of strength, but it also has a body that cannot be controlled by instinct, and a soul that has been paralyzed by enough blood... the most perfect killing tool .”

【2】

"Did he succeed then?"

"Who knows, such a perfect killing machine is only an imaginary solution that exists in theory but cannot cast a shadow in the real world. Because even if he succeeds in manufacturing it, he will eventually lose control of his desire because of Yetu's blood. Fighting against such a powerful opponent, he is still alive, which means that he is the victor, and you should be very clear about the fate of the loser after fighting Yetu, right?"

Kamui smiled, "Of course he was killed."

"If a failed work is created, someone who pursues perfection like him will definitely not let the failed work survive. Rather than looking for another self, it is better to find someone who can understand yourself personally, boy, Are you the same way?"

Kamui still smiled and didn't speak.

"He is still a person, which means that he has not succeeded yet, but if that perfect work has appeared in the world, where is it now? There is no outlet to communicate with reality, and it is impossible to release the imaginary partner. , I can only watch my life being consumed bit by bit in this underground world day after day."

Imakawa paused, and put on a pitiful expression.

"For Yetu, the natural enemy of the sun, the dark underground is not so much a safe haven as a cage tailored for you, right?"

"You talk too much nonsense," the smile on Kamui's face disappeared instantly, and he made a lightning move, grabbed Imagawa's neck and pressed him against the wall. "If you put on such a nasty face, I'll kill you right away."

"Zun's tolerance is much bigger than yours." Imakawa said with a blushing face, as expected of Yetu, even though he seems to be harmless to humans and animals, he is still so merciless, but his life cannot be ruined in Zun's hands , It doesn't matter if it ends in the hands of other Yetu.

"Since he's so big, maybe you won't feel sad if he dies, and you won't come to embarrass me, right?" Kamui added strength to his hands, and Imakawa's face gradually turned from red to purple, "No, I'm going to do it." , should make him angry and fight me, right?"

There was a sound of piercing the air behind the "huh".Kamui let go of Imagawa and turned around to catch the flying thing.

The door at the end of the steps opened, and a man in a fur coat stood on it.He was very tall, with red hair like a flame, with a deep and sharp outline, and his facial features looked firm and indifferent.

"Go back, I don't want to fight with my own kind." His voice was deep and magnetic, "If you came to me to find your own destiny, then you have come to the wrong place." He has a pair of narrow and cold eyes, It's hard to find the temperature inside.

"Even my own destiny is not here." After speaking, the man disappeared behind the door.

【3】

Kamui looked at the thing in his hand and narrowed his eyes.

"A mirror..."

Kamui looked at himself in the mirror, and Kamui in the mirror smiled.

"So, at the end of reality and darkness, you still got that imaginary number solution."

"But in the end, what you see there may not be an ideal opponent, nor a partner who can bring you out of your lonely fate."

"You saw..."

"It's another self."

The smile on Kamui's face in the mirror disappeared.

【4】

main entrance.

"It's time to go... Nothing left this time, right?" the uncle asked.

"No more, we can set off, and besides... not everything can be taken away..." There are still some things that are given here, which will become deeply imprinted in the soul, and there will never be a way Eliminate.

"Really... don't you want to see the boss?"

Red Lotus fell silent.

The image of what the Lord said at the time floated in front of his eyes.

"Now, am I the person you hate the most?"

"Come on, kill me."

I can not do it.Killing you will not end everything, and the pain you have suffered will not disappear, it will only...be more painful.

"Really, you let me down, then you disappear forever, I will not allow failed works to stay in this world."

I can't do it, I am like this, and so is Zun.

A perfect work can only be reaped if you have given your feelings. Feelings are an indispensable thing for a craftsman.The same is true for works. If you don't have feelings for the craftsman, you can't accept the changes it gives you.

If there was one party who could make up his mind completely and put an end to all of this, then I wouldn't have to run away, nor would Zun.

At that time, I just blindly guessed the outline of the other party's heart, repeatedly avoided the answer to the question, was blindfolded by disappointment and pain, and neither party thought about answering the other party's question.

The question is simple: why don't you kill me.

Everyone knows the answer to the question, but no one is willing to say it.

"You go."

This is not the answer I'm looking for.

【5】

"How long are you going to hide here, sir?" Shenwei said softly standing at the door with a mirror in his hand, he knew that the other party could hear him.

"He won't see me, we can't meet." She lowered her eyes.

"How did you dispose of your beloved work? Did you destroy it, or hid it?" The mirror was pinched vigorously in the hand, and cracks appeared. "If you're still in this world..."

At that time, that guy seemed to say to himself: "In exchange, I ask you to live forever in a world that I can't reach." I didn't respond immediately, because all my attention was on the bright red hair. posted.

"Hey, Zun, are you really not going to take another look?" The shards of the mirror slipped from between the fingers, and spots of bright red blood dripped on the ground.

From then on, the bright and beautiful red that can bloom freely in the sun will always bear my mark, and that is enough.

"I will find it and destroy it in front of you," Shenwei stared at the door, "At that time, you will fight me, right?"

At that time... when was it?I only know that you will not come back again, so correspondingly, there will never be that day.

【6】

After walking out of the underground world, it was already night in Edo.If you stay in a place without sunlight for a long time, you will lose the concept of time.

Being imprisoned in a dark night seems to never end, so far away, but sometimes I feel that the time is not too long, maybe the next second will be the sunrise, and this long wait only lasted for one night.

After saying goodbye to the uncle, he walked for a long time under the moonlight of Edo, Gintoki turned his head and asked the woman beside him, "Will you come back in the future?"

"No." Because I have lost the reason and qualification to come back here.

"Is it because of hatred, to that Yetu boss?"

hatred?

Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, he is a character who survived by hatred.Hate for the lover who abandoned him, hate for the night rabbit boss who trained him to kill people, and hate for the world that caused everything today.

There are so many things to hate for me, so many reasons that seem obvious.

But I can't do it.

If you say it, no one will believe it.

Because I was born disabled.

So, there is no feeling of hatred at all.

【7】

that time.

A dim passageway.

"Zun." Suddenly remembered that he never seemed to call his name properly.The only time is at this moment.

"Let's go, before I regret it." He closed his eyes, which were still full of beautiful red that couldn't be shaken off.Not only does it represent cruelty, massacre and burning, it is more like blood flowing from somewhere.

The footsteps gradually disappeared at the end of the passage, where the sunlight blocked it, and the thinking could no longer extend.

The layers of red thread are gradually tightened, under the suffocating restraint.

Finally draw the shape of the heart.

When I opened my eyes, I had lost sight of her.

At that time, I really felt the pain.

【8】

She was silent for a moment and said.

"I don't know either."

"Yu Usagi, crazy extreme blood is flowing all over his body. But... it's not such a thing as having no heart."

"If there is such a thing as heart, it will inevitably resonate with the outside world."

"When I really got the chance to kill him, I realized... I can feel and understand a little bit of his thoughts and mood, so I can't do it."

"We are very similar, so we can't hate, because if people hate themselves, they shouldn't live."

Gintoki smiled and said, "Hate is okay, but you can't throw away other feelings besides hate. If you only hate, then you won't be able to move forward, right?"

"Yeah, it looks like there is still a long way to go." Honglian said looking into the distance.

"So, we can't stop for the time being. It's not so easy to die." Yinshi scratched his hair, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.

What did you say at that time?

I don't remember and don't want to remember.

But what can be confirmed is that when he left, he did not shed tears.

Because I once said that after that night, I will never cry because of you again.

It was said and done, and it is now.

I won't shed tears for you.

【9】

if i had a heart

Then i

How to find it?

You smiled and said

"That's right here."

The author has something to say:

Honglian's identity as a gladiator was completely revealed, but her fetters with Boss Yetu did not end there. Here is a little spoiler~ The next thing is Honglian's biggest mystery - ex-boyfriend Hua The revelation of Yu's secret, ah, no, spoiler again, Huayu's death can be said to be the biggest suspense of this article, the next few chapters will only reveal the relationship between Honglian and Huayu and some past events~ The next chapter will be Change the procrastinating writing style and let the plot progress faster!