Three thousand congratulations

【0】

dodged blow

starter motor beeping

annoying eyelashes

indescribably tired

Depressed thoughts make melancholy more intense

Forget the memories of that day and grow old

who will ignite

two my fire

three burn me

Four Yeah Yeah

【1】

In his sleep, he seemed to smell a faint smell of tobacco leaves.When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was a purple butterfly bathrobe.

Then she found that she was resting on Gao Sugi's thigh, she was startled, and sat up in a panic.

"sorry."

Gao Shan exhaled a puff of smoke, looked at her lightly and asked, "Why do you apologize?"

"I'm sorry to trouble you last night." The thought of sleeping on the lap of a strange man all night made her face a little hot.

Gao Shan didn't speak, just swallowed the clouds to himself, the expression on his face was indifferent, and it was impossible to see what he was thinking.She could only sit quietly, not daring to disturb him.

The two of them lived together silently and harmoniously, until the shadow of the sun outside the house gradually receded, Gao Shan put down the cigarette stick, turned to look at her, seeing him looking over, she was a little nervous.

When Gao Shan stretched out her hand, she subconsciously leaned back.His hand hung in the air for a few seconds awkwardly, and then covered the back of her hand.

"Don't go out at night, you'll catch a cold."

Unexpectedly gentle.

She was a little surprised, even ashamed.

She nodded and watched him walk out of the room.

【2】

Walking through the corridor to another room, Youzi, the weird strategist, Wanqi Heshang and several other subordinates are waiting for him.

"Master Jinzhu! That woman didn't take advantage of you!" Youzi said anxiously before he sat down.

Seeing that he didn't answer, she said eagerly again: "Master Jin Zhu, I can let you take advantage at any time!"

"How's the preparation going?" Takasugi turned his head and asked Wanqi Kawagami.

"It's all deployed, just wait until tomorrow to act directly."

Another subordinate bowed his head and said respectfully: "Master Takasugi, but according to reliable information..."

"Huh?" Takasugi looked at him.

"Among us, those who got in with each other."

"Spies? It seems that they will do it before we act tomorrow." The weird strategist lowered his head and muttered.

"Master Jinzhu, for your safety, let me sleep in the same bed with you to protect you!" Youzi said excitedly.

Wanqi Heshang looked at Takasugi cautiously and said, "Will the plan be leaked? Tomorrow..."

"Tomorrow will be the same. At 10 o'clock in the morning, the senior officials of the shogunate detonated the bomb during the opening speech." Takasugi calmly seemed to be describing a very ordinary thing.

"Yes." Everyone nodded.

"As for spies..." He twitched the corners of his lips, "Let's go to Huangquan ahead of time and wait for the master."

【3】

When Takasugi walked into the room, she was watching cartoons with relish in front of the low table, and when she saw him coming in, she quickly changed the channel.

"Oh, it's finally started." She pretended to be relieved to the family drama.

Takasugi didn't speak, just sat down and watched together.She looked at him in a panic, and asked carefully, "Have you had dinner?"

Gao Shan looked away from the screen, and replied casually: "No."

"I haven't eaten either. What should I have for dinner today?" She thought seriously.

"I've told them to bring it in later."

"Eat here?" She looked at Gao Shan, a little hesitant, "Together?"

"Not willing?" Gao Shan turned to look at her.

"No, no." She waved her hand quickly and focused on the TV.Oh my god, what kind of family program is this on? The husband has extramarital affairs, and there are as many as 8 of them, and one of them is pregnant. The wife is trying hard to persuade her husband to return to the family, but he is threatened by the extramarital affairs. In the end, he was surprised to find out The pregnant mistress is his long-lost sister. Is he surrendering to the mistress who kidnapped him for his life, or is he giving up his happiness for his sister, or is it a last-ditch effort?In the end, the husband said that what he really loves is actually...

"It's even more exciting after the ad!"

"Who the hell is it!! Is it Nanako, Hanako or bento! Damn it!" Just as she was intoxicated in the plot, the servant brought the meal.

【4】

After eating, Gao Shan has been lazily leaning against the window and looking at the incomplete moon outside, not knowing what he was thinking.She didn't dare to make a sound, and sat upright at the low table.

"Watch TV."

"Eh?"

"Would you like to watch TV?"

"You can watch it if you want, don't worry about me."

"So disturbing." She turned on the TV carefully, tuned to the cartoon, and saw her favorite cartoon character appearing on the screen, she couldn't help grinning.

It's a stupid woman who can be happy watching this kind of program that deceives children.Gao Shan said so silently in his heart, staring at her side face for a few seconds, and then turned his gaze to the window again.

Close your eyes, automatically ignore the sound in the room, and the sound outside the window becomes clear in an instant.

The sound of leaves being blown by the wind.

The sound of clothes rubbing against the wind.

Deliberately light footsteps.

Getting closer and closer, it moved from the window to the roof. .

He opened his eyes, stood up and walked towards her.

"What's wrong?" She raised her teary eyes from being moved.

"Shut up." He grabbed her arm.

"Wait, what do you want to do?" She glanced at the TV, it was a critical moment!Gao Shan grabbed her and pulled her to the window, whispering, "Get out from here."

"Eh?!" When she was surprised, she had already been pushed out by Gao Shan.

"What the hell happened?" She said dissatisfied, the cartoon has not been finished yet!

"Shut up." Gao Shan raised one hand to cover his mouth and nose with his sleeve, put one arm around her, and pressed her face to his chest.

She struggled, and when the strength in Gao Shan's hand weakened, she was able to look back. Through the light in the room, a wisp of smoke floated out from the crack of the closed window.

When the leaves outside the window touched the smoke, they slowly changed from dark green to yellow, and then slowly drifted down.

poison gas?She widened her eyes, then turned to look at Takasugi, the half of her face illuminated by the moonlight revealed a kind of gloom in her calmness.

"Ninja?" He raised the corner of his mouth, and a bloodthirsty light flashed in the remaining eye.

When he stood up, she realized that he was carrying a knife.

Whether it's eating, resting, or holding her.

Always with you.

【5】

Hearing the sound of fighting here, Wanqi Heshang and Matako Laishima quickly joined the battle.Takasugi stepped aside.

Two against one, even the ninjas in the aftermath room can't gain the upper hand.

At this moment, another figure approached quietly.

"Be careful!" She couldn't help shouting when the man in black swung his sword at Gao Shan.

"Master Jinzhu!"

Takasugi caught the knife steadily, obviously the opponent was not strong enough to take his life with one knife.

The pale moonlight shone on them coldly. Except for Hong Lian, everyone was wounded. Not long after, a cold corpse lay on the ground.

The other person lying on the ground was panting heavily, his life was about to come to an end.He swept from Heshang Wanqi all the way to Takasugi with resentful eyes, and finally stopped on Guren.

Honglian looked at him with panic in her eyes.

The man smiled at her, showing blood-stained teeth.

"Go to hell." He said with a smile.In the next second, Takasugi's knife pierced his heart.

Takasugi put the knife back into its sheath and turned to look at her.His clothes were stained with blood, and the butterflies with blood-red wings seemed to be about to fly high at any time, adding a gorgeous weirdness to him.

Her empty eyes fell on the dead man, and she couldn't look away.

Gao Shan recalled that rainy night, she pulled out the knife from the dead body, blood splashed all over her face, but she didn't even blink her eyes, she just walked down with the knife covered in blood One target, beheading, drawing the sword, repeating over and over again, when the rain was at its heaviest, there was no one left around her.

The rain washed away the blood on her face, the frenzy in her eyes, and the murderous aura on her body. Standing in the rain with her sword in her hand, her whole body seemed to be an empty shell. Her eyes at that time were exactly the same as now.

He walked up to her and raised his hand to hold her face, trying to block her empty gaze.Her black eyes rolled around, and her empty gaze fell on his face, but without focus.

"Go back. You'll catch a cold."

She blinked and came back to her senses, her eyes revealing confusion.

When Gao Shan picked her up, she didn't resist, but just let him manipulate like a puppet.

She didn't speak, she didn't want to tell Gao Shan what kind of black memory outline emerged in her blank mind after seeing the killing.I also didn't want to tell her what kind of mood I was watching the killing at that moment.

It's too cruel to think about it.

Maybe the memory is the same, but I don't want to remember it because it's too cruel.

The man holding him is a murderer.

But he saved himself and gave himself warmth.

The balance in my heart shook violently.

The boundaries between black and white have long blurred.

There are already enough mazes in this world, there is no need to build another one.

【6】

When I woke up in the morning, I found that there was no one in the house.The man with the double ponytails who makes a lot of noise when he sees her, wants to cramp and peel off his skin, and the cat-eyed uncle who has been hurting each other with the two ponytails. He always wears headphones. I don’t know if he is a blind music lover, and Takasugi is not here today.

Usually when he appeared, he would be looked at by all kinds of strange eyes. After getting used to it, suddenly no one was there, and he was not used to it.It seems that you can do what you like as you like, is this a good thing?

But then think about it, what is your favorite thing?Hobbies, things I like, I don’t remember them anymore.Can't remember, and gave up after trying a few times.Gradually learn to focus on the world in front of you.I spent a lot of time thinking about the origin and name of the feelings in my heart.

Disgusted by this person and why.

Feel liking for this person and why.

There is no doubt that Takasugi is the most complicated existence.Only when facing this man, many feelings will be mixed together, maybe because he is also a complicated person with no identity.After careful observation, I found that there are too many contradictions in him.Takasugi in life is a very quiet person.Basically, I don’t have much to say, I like to stay alone in the corner, look out of the window, and play the shamisen.There will be no reaction in the face of everyone's noise.

But once insane, it will give people a devilish feeling, she can't tell what kind of feeling it is, in short, she tried her best to resist, even desperately wanting to stop such Gao Shan.

Facing this moody man with a gloomy smile, she tried very hard to guess his mind, but failed every time, and finally became a little numb and began to accept it.Apologize if you are scolded, and smile if you are praised. Of course, you are basically not praised.

After lunch time, Takasugi and the others still haven't come back.She found something to eat by herself, and then sat alone on the steps in front of the yard looking at the clouds in the sky.

If you stay with Takasugi all the time, it seems to be okay?This idea came to mind.Because there is no other place to go, so I can only accept it.She comforted herself like this.

So why don't you run away while he's not around?

Thinking about it carefully, Takasugi did not restrict her freedom, nor did she say that she could not leave, on the contrary, she stayed here very obediently.

Since it doesn't matter, then go away.She rested her cheeks in thought.

What if he gets angry?She frowned, distressed.

Forget it, let's go watch TV.She stood up and walked into the house.

【7】

I skillfully turned on the animation channel, but my favorite animation did not appear on the TV.

"What's going on?" She changed several channels, all of which were news.

"Bananas are half price today, the wind is so noisy!"

"The largest anti-pornography campaign in the history of Edo begins! Say NO to the illegal trade in Kabukicho!"

"The rally exploded! The terrorist actions of the barbarians became more and more rampant!"

"Terrorist attack? The mastermind is the governor of the ghost army... Shinsuke Takasugi?!"

"Do I know that Takasugi Shinsuke?" She was stunned.

A familiar figure appeared in the explosion screen on the TV. Even though it was covered by smoke and dust, the purple color was still very eye-catching.

"The terrorist attack has not stopped yet, and the Shinsengumi is still working hard to control the scene. I hope that the citizens who are fine will not approach the civic center!" the host said.

If it was changed to Guren from a week ago, she would definitely sneer in front of the TV: Hmph, Takasugi better step on the bomb he planted by himself, that would be regarded as eliminating harm for the people.

But now she doesn't remember the festival between herself and Takasugi at all, and she is worried like a fool.

What if someone else pretended to be Takasugi to do such a thing?

What if Takasugi was really taken away?

As soon as her brain hole was opened, she rushed to the dangerous world outside, trying to find out the only man she knew so far and ask him for clarification.

Changed to Guren a week ago, it is estimated that as soon as he arrives at the scene, he will be able to find out the Takasugi battle for [-] rounds.

But now Honglian...due to amnesia, except for the M attribute, all other attributes seem to have been emptied... Isn't there often such a plot, the heroine fighting against the five scum is desperate to save the hero , and then succeed in dragging your legs, why should you be rescued...Although this article is not following the silly and sweet route of the Holy Mother, it is also very good to read the classics once in a while...

Ever since... the heroine after the whitewashing (washing into a silly white sweet after amnesia) bravely marched towards the civic center.

【8】

Two hours later, Wanqi Heshang appeared at the door of the collective cell in the detention center, humming a song.

"..." Hong Lian sat in a corner with her knees hugged, looked up at him weakly, then quickly lowered her head.

"The one in white over there is talking about you! Someone came to bail you!"

With his head down, he followed Heshang Wanqi out of the detention center, turned a few streets, and Heshang Wanqi stopped in front of a private house.

"Go in, Jinzhu is waiting for you."

"here?"

"It turns out that it's not very safe there."

He walked into the lighted room with his head down, and Takasugi was leaning against the wall, smoking a cigarette leisurely.

"If you don't pay attention, you will run to sacrifice yourself to another man." He was sneering as soon as he opened his mouth.

"It's the group of anti-pornography and anti-illegitimate people who are unreasonable! I said that I am not a woman who lost her footsteps, and they still want to arrest me! I said that I have amnesia, and they must say that I am pretending!!!" That's right, our heroine is in Jiang In the most severe anti-pornography operation in the history of households, because he did not have an ID card, he was taken into the detention center as a special professional when he was interrogated on the street.Although it is a bit different from the classic plot, the ending is the same - saved.So it can be regarded as half the battle? (Come on, Xiao Honglian, continue to advance to the heroine of romance!)

"So..." Gao Shan exhaled smoke, squinting at her, "Why are you running out when you have nothing to do?"

"I'm looking for you." It's completely different from the previous Tsundere image, and he said it very frankly after being cleansed.

"I'll be back." Gao Shan obviously didn't understand her brain circuit.

"I saw the bombing on TV, and your name was on it, saying you were the mastermind."

"So?" Takasugi raised his eyebrows.

"I was worried that someone was pretending to be you, so I went to you."

"Your mind is broken." Gao Shan sneered, put the cigarette stick aside, and got up to leave.

"Then you admit it? Are you the mastermind of the terrorist attack?"

"I've never denied it." He turned his head and looked at the disappointment in her eyes. "This is just a small step to destroy this country."

"Why do you want to do that kind of thing? Are those civilians in the audience also your enemies?"

Gao Shan pushed her away and didn't speak.

【9】

"Why do you do this? You have a reason, don't you?"

"You're not one to kill casually, are you?" Tell me quickly, you're not a terrorist or a murderer.

"You look like this, reminds me of an annoying guy." A certain long-haired image suddenly appeared in my mind, and it was so stubborn, so long-winded, and it appeared again and again when I just parted ways, and I tried to dissuade you again and again , stalking and stalking him, even if he really drew his sword on him, he would not give up.Obviously Takasugi didn't like to see that guy's shadow on the woman in front of him.

But as stubborn as that guy, didn't his heart turn cold in the end, and he said something like 'then we won't be partners anymore'.

So saying "never give up" is a lie.

"Takasugi, you are obviously a gentle person, right?" Although there is an unreasonable and inexplicable side, although he will draw his sword at the enemy, he will also protect him gently and comfort people with his warm embrace, right?

"Gentle? Who told you that's what I really look like?" He sneered, "I'm really ignorant." Like that guy, he thought he knew his own tone.What did that guy say?

"The Takasugi Shinsuke I know is not someone who would do this kind of thing."

Now that you know me, you should agree with my actions even more, haven’t you been hurt by this world too?

"The Takasugi Shinsuke you knew is dead, killed by the shogunate and the gods together. Like that eye, it no longer exists." He replied.

"No one is a natural killer. Something must have happened, right? You were forced to do this, right?" This man has two completely different sides, gentleness and cruelty, which cannot coexist at all. He seemed unreal, and made the memories, feelings, and emotions related to him unreal.There is no previous memory as a reference. Is everything I experienced after I came here all illusory?Have you been lying to me all this time?If you are heinous people, then what am I?What is my position?Am I also a part of the sin?

"If you have to say it, this world is forcing me to destroy it." The person in front of him didn't know anything.So ignorant, what on earth is motivating you to say such stupid things?Knowing nothing and still saying familiar words, are you showing off your resemblance to that guy?Are you showing off your omniscient bond to me?It's getting more and more annoying.

"Why do you have to destroy it?" She couldn't understand the idea of ​​existing in this world and being connected with everything in the world in one way or another, but she kept saying that she wanted to destroy it.why?What is the reason for doing this, what is the reason for him to have such an idea?

"A fool like you won't understand."

"Yeah, I don't know anything, so I don't understand anything." She grabbed his arm and said stubbornly, "So you come and tell me yourself, those reasons, and what you really look like."

"You will regret it." He lowered his eyes and looked at her, but she stubbornly refused to look away.

This look is exactly the same as that guy's.

It's really irritating.

【10】

When Gao Shan pushed her down on the bed, he clearly saw the fear flashing in her eyes, under the gaze of these clear eyes, he hesitated a little.So he grabbed his belt and covered her eyes.

"It's useless to use eyes to see things in the dark depths." He whispered in her ear, "You should have such awareness, right?"

His breath hit her skin, making her tremble, although she still bit her lower lip stubbornly and tried to restrain herself

"Want to get close to the darkness, or even fully blend into it..."

"The awareness of death is essential, right?" There was a hint of a smile in his voice.

Before she understood the meaning of his words, her neck was strangled, and she struggled painfully, but the other party was still showing no kindness at all, insisting on bringing death to her lips.

She no longer has the time to regret or be nostalgic, this true, unaffected determination has already seen a silhouette shining with a strange light.

Is it hell?

Will he really be killed by this person?

Just when the light became so close that she almost reached out to touch it, the pressure on her neck suddenly disappeared.

She breathed in the precious air as if she had been released, but soon her tongue was brutally occupied, she was powerless to resist, and could only let the other party rob her of her breath.

【11】

As long as she persisted for a few more seconds, her life could be ended in her own hands.But he didn't.

I don't like my playthings dying prematurely, he told himself.

So he finally let go of his hand, seeing the clear ten finger prints on her slender and white neck, and the red tongue in her open mouth, he felt an impulse.

This still-existing vitality, as well as beauty, was his allure.

Perhaps he prefers the feeling of holding a fiery beating heart in his hands than spat on a cold grave.

So let me feel your warmth.

Thinking of this, he bent down and took her lips.

【12】

When I woke up, it was raining outside the window.Takasugi subconsciously looked at the sleeping woman beside him.

She was not disturbed by the rain outside or his gloomy mood, and she was still immersed in dreamland.The fingerprints on her neck have not completely faded, and what remains on her snow-white neck is particularly eye-catching. He stretched out his fingers and gently stroked his own masterpiece. She seemed to feel his touch, and she curled up slightly, but Still asleep, her slender and curly eyelashes peacefully covered her eyelids, and there were no traces of tears from last night.

He pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, put on his clothes without haste, and got out of bed.

The rain outside the window gradually increased.The sound of rain falling on the ground, the sound of beating on the eaves, and the sound of dripping from the leaves are all the bells that wake her up from nightmares.

She woke up, looked out of the window, and then at Kong Kong's side, her absent-minded eyes were gradually condensed with form of fear.

Gao Shan stood at the door and watched her calmly curled up into a ball in fear, and still moved at the stagnant pace.

He walked up to her, looked down at her, and enjoyed her eyes asking for help.

But he didn't feel the slightest pleasure, only depression and anxiety.

Finally he held out his hand.

But she hesitated.

【13】

These hands, once cruelly trying to end her life, once gently gave her an illusion-like warmth, like a few words from heaven, and like the cold melody of hell.

Two fears were in front of her, as if telling her, come on, make a choice.

The self trapped by the past, mixed with the desperate and damp rain, was cut off from the window at this time.

I'm still alive, that's the answer, right?

Not killed, not killed by this man.

She took his hand.

Then hugged him in his arms.

【14】

Just because she was shaking, just because she desperately needed a warmth.

Is it really just that?

Lost memory, lost name, lost likes and dislikes.Accepted principles and bottom lines collapse together.

What was told to like may have been hated.

He who is told to hate may have once loved.

Black and white, constantly changing directions and positions.

Everything I see, hear, and experience now may be a lie.

Only bodily sensations are real.

Things that make you vomit, things that sting your skin, things that make you feel cold.

There is no way to make it up.

The warmth conveyed from the hand of the person in front of me is also very real.

So if you can...

Want to trust this person.

I want to know the temperature of the heart hidden behind all the violence and evil.

Will it be as warm as his hands?

【15】

"Nah..."

She looked up at him.

"Can I... call you Jinzhu in the future?"

My heart hurts again.

"As you like." He said pretending to be indifferent.

【16】

It should have destroyed everything you believed in, shredded everything you loved, and occupied everything you had left.

But in a blink of an eye, it all becomes nothingness, because you don't remember anything.

Don't even remember the distaste for me.

You become stupidly kind, stubborn and foolish, and humble and vulnerable.

To actually show a trusting smile to me like this.

When love and hate lose their sense of existence together, the existence that makes people hate seems even more lost.

This is unacceptable to me.

What's the point if you don't hate me?

Do I expect you to give me such a thing as love?

Do not make jokes.

I don't need to love such a thing, there's no way I can bear it.

Likewise, I have nothing like this to give you.

The author has something to say:

After updating, I found that this chapter has a lot of words~ Then the next update will be a little later by two days~

Candy will be released in the next chapter, maybe?Anyway, most of Takasugi's sugar is poisonous...

By the way, if these two are really together, will everyone have any opinions?