Three thousand congratulations

【1】

Ghost Soldiers, no, Mr. Shinsuke's fan sister, Ms. Matako Kurishima, who is the number one in Edo, seems to have fallen into depression recently.

"Wild boar girl looks a little bit wrong recently." Takeshi Heibian took one look at Yasuko while eating and looked at Takasugi's weird look with resentful eyes, and said to Kawagami Wanqi.

"Oh?" Heshang Wanqi glanced at Matako Laidao, and reminded him: "Jin Zhu is not a salted fish, please don't take him for dinner."

Laishima Matako glared at the two of them, and glared at Takasugi resentfully, quickly finished the rice in the bowl, and went out angrily.

"What's wrong with her again?"

Wanqi on the river shrugged, and he began to think.

It should be related to the incident a few days ago, right?

【2】

After lunch that day, Guren met Takasugi and Kawagami Wanqi walking towards him in the corridor outside the room.The moment her gaze and Gao Shan's gaze met in the air, she immediately turned her face away, not looking at them.

Noticing her conscious avoidance, Takasugi withdrew his meaningful gaze from her face, didn't say anything, just continued to walk forward with a blank expression.

Wanqi Heshang stopped in front of her and said, "The tune is not right, what happened to you?"

"To put it simply, I was rejected." Guren said frankly.

"That's it..." Heshang Wanqi nodded, "Then he gave up, right?"

"Then what can I do!" No matter what, it was a girl who finally expressed her feelings and was treated as a liar, and the other party was the kind of guy who always regarded himself as a fool.

"Is this what you call determination?" Wanqi Heshang asked rhetorically.

Honglian froze for a moment, then said awkwardly: "But I'm hated."

Heshang Wanqi shrugged and stopped expressing his opinion on this issue. He had just walked a few steps when Honglian couldn't help asking from behind, "Where are you going?"

He stopped and turned around and said, "A meeting."

Then he continued: "We have something to go out today, you can do it yourself, don't be caught at the police station like last time, I don't want to release you on bail again."

"Again?" She must have been planning some terrorist attack again. Suddenly, she realized and shouted at his back: "How can there be a second time for that kind of thing!"

He didn't answer, just walked away gracefully.

【3】

Guren silently said to herself: This time I will never go out to find that guy Takasugi foolishly!Anyway, nothing will happen to that guy, I'm going to watch a TV series today, ten episodes!

In a blink of an eye, Takasugi and the others finished their meeting and were about to leave in a while.

Guren was watching the series when she suddenly felt a gaze from behind.She turned her head in a jerk, and found that Gao Shan was standing at the door of the room looking at her.

"..." She really didn't know what to say. After being treated as a liar that night, the first thing she did when she woke up was to put on her coat and run out of the room.When she ran outside the house, she realized that her reaction seemed to be a little too extreme, and her refusal to accept the result made people feel that her liking was not very strong, and she was still tied down by success or failure, at least not as strong as Youzi. The height of "I will go crazy no matter whether Mr. Jinzhu responds or not".Perhaps in Takasugi's heart, he might have become the kind of woman who would hate because of love once rejected... Wouldn't it appear that he was imposing on others?

No matter what you say now, there is no way to offset the bad impression of running away at that time, right?

As for Gao Shan standing there, he didn't seem to come here to say anything to her, but to come here for a certain sentence of hers.

I deliberately came to see you one last time before departure, no matter how you look at it, it is very meaningful...even like a flag...

"be careful."

"Be sure to come back safely."

He probably hoped that he would say such a thing to him?But with the current position of the two of them, how could she say it?

Or did he wish to explain something?or it could be···

No, it's impossible, he is Shinsuke Takasugi.

When she was restless, Gao Shan withdrew his gaze and turned to leave.

Honglian stood up excitedly, and opened her mouth to call him, but for some reason, a little voice came out of her throat, and the violent emotions roiling in her mind seemed to be blocked by her body.

Who is that guy? He is the enemy of his own body.

Seeing Takasugi's figure disappear, she sat down slumped and looked at the TV screen, where the wife was sending her husband to work in front of the entrance.

"Be careful on the road, come back early." Honglian repeated.

The voice came back.

"Be careful on the road and come back early."

She repeated it again, a pang of soreness welling up her nostrils.

【4】

It was not until the afternoon of the third day that she met Matako Kuishima who was passing by in a hurry in the yard.

"Are you back?" She greeted politely.

"Go to death! Be careful, I'll kill you!" Youzi was very angry for some reason.

"I didn't mess with you, did I?" Hong Lian frowned, she hadn't seen her so fiercely in two days, really.

"It's you who provoked me! You bastard! Since you came, nothing good has happened. Not only have you been pestering Mr. Jinzhu all day long, but now you have caused Mr. Jinzhu's old injuries to flare up!"

"How does this have something to do with me again? Wait, Gao Sugi is injured?"

"Don't pretend to be here and want to take the opportunity to be courteous! It happened that night, and I have recovered for a day and now I have nothing to do. I will take care of Mr. Jinzhu, so don't make up your mind!"

"What idea can I make..." Guren was a little aggrieved, while struggling in her heart, Takasugi was injured.

She has been fidgeting until nightfall. In her mind, "go to visit, after all, it is the person she likes" and "don't go, it is the person who rejects her". The two sides have been fighting fiercely. Embarrassment, but make the other party uncomfortable" reason, the balance in my heart tilted quickly, but the other party slapped the table and shouted, "Do you still want to continue to be considered a liar? It doesn't even matter if you are considered a false selfish human being?"

I'm not selfish, and I'm not a liar either. Now that I know this, I can't sit still out of politeness.

Thinking of this, she quietly moved to the front of Gao Shan's room.

She eavesdropped through the door for a while, and it seemed that only Takasugi was breathing inside.

She tiptoed to open the door, and called softly: "Gao Shan?"

No one responded, are you still in a coma?She quietly walked to Gaoshan's bed and looked at him.

【5】

Takasugi lay quietly, with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

His bandages were off and placed beside the pillow, his black hair covering his left eye.

She looked up at his thin cheeks. As soon as he closed his eyes, the usual violence and evil seemed to dissipate. She recalled his gloomy and crazy eyes, and couldn't help frowning. If he woke up...

But the man lying there at this time is so calm, his thin body, slightly haggard handsome face, not showing the slightest aggression.

Could it be that the usual madness comes from that eye?

Then what kind of secret is hidden in the other eye, she suddenly wanted to see the secret under the gauze of Takasugi.

Now that the secret was close at hand, she couldn't help holding her breath, and gently stretched out her hand.

When her fingers touched Takasugi's black hair, he opened his eyes and grabbed her hand.

She looked at him in panic.What surprised her was that there was no anger or hostility in Takasugi's eyes, on the contrary it was surprisingly calm.

His black eyes are so deep and calm, the gaze from inside seems to be able to see through the soul of a person.

She was frightened, and mumbled, "I'm sorry, I just..."

"This is the scar from the past, the pain that I can never get rid of. It has seen all the things I have cherished, longed for, and possessed. Those things have long since disappeared, and it has no meaning of existence." Takasugi spoke as if describing an incident that had nothing to do with him

This eye has seen his companions killed, seen the collapse of the country, seen the most respected commander die in front of him, and seen the enemy tear it apart with his own hands.It has seen too many cruel things, probably can't hold on anymore, so it can only destroy it forever.

"Does it still hurt..." Her voice was trembling, and she hesitated for a moment before speaking.

"Pain?" Takasugi sneered, "It hurts every moment and tortures me. It reminds me never to forget all the lost things, and the world that should be destroyed that caused all this."

"Jinsuke..."

He took her hand in his palm and slowly placed it on his chest.

"On the contrary, here, I don't feel anything at all."

She didn't take her hand back, but just looked down at him with unusually calm eyes, her eyelashes trembled, and then slowly lowered her head.

The calmness in Gao Shan's eyes was disturbed, he felt her other warm palm caressing his cheek, at this moment there was a trace of detectable fragility in his eyes.

Then he closed his eyes.

And she didn't lift his bangs again, but left a kiss on his intact eye.

Then soft lips were carefully printed on his cheeks, neck, collarbone, and chest.

Some part of my chest felt uncomfortable.

Until the gentle lips left, replaced by a warm thing welling up in his eye sockets.

He dared not open his eyes.She could only hear her whispering something.

"There are so many pains and disasters, but..."

"There is only one Jinsuke..."

【6】

Even he himself couldn't accept his extreme thoughts, let alone ordinary people. His former companions also left him because of this, but he was still walking on this path that was destined to be destroyed.

Even if he does heinous things, this persistence makes people feel heartbroken.

It is really difficult to persist in doing a bad thing to the end, regardless of the kind advice of others and the condemnation of the world.

Running counter to almost everyone, he puts himself in opposition to the world, beauty, and even survival.

When he did this, he was alone.

How lonely it must be when you are in pain.

Warm tears wet his chest, his heart seemed to be broken, and the thumping sound became more and more harsh.

Her sobbing was accompanied by the slight trembling of her body, all of which were felt by his heart in every detail.

At this moment, the darkness became inexplicably irritable.

How can you feel shaken?

Just destroy it all.

He opened his eyes and clasped her wrist to press her on the bed, then tore off her collar and bit her white and delicate shoulder.

She closed her eyes tightly, seeing nothing but pain.

I could feel his teeth opening, gradually changing from biting to sucking.His eyes gradually moved from his shoulders to his chest, and the traces left there last time seemed to have not completely faded away.Being lightly touched by his fingertips, she trembled involuntarily.The pretty brow frowned slightly.

Wanting to feel the same darkness as him, so I didn't open my eyes.But at this moment, there was darkness in front of his eyes, and he obviously felt scared.

There is also a strange feeling in the body.Because there is no visual support, the rest of the senses are magnified.

The sound of his heavy breathing in his ears, the warmth of his lips and tongue, the breath lingering at the tip of his nose, the coldness of his fingertips... were all amplified, and so was his response.

Afraid, shouting his name because of fear.

"Jinsuke..."

Opening his eyes, his vision was blurred by tears, unable to see his appearance clearly.

But he could feel his hesitation, and soon his voice rang in his ears.

"I can tell you what you want to know."

"In exchange."

"Let me see, your determination."

Her hands were free, and she nodded as if she had been pardoned.Guided by his hand, she carefully put her arms around his neck.

Closing his eyes again, the surroundings were still empty and dark.

【7】

Eyes are inherently untrustworthy organs. Not only can they not see the past and future, but they can't even truly and fully examine the present.

Then just throw it away.

Anyway, now I am not so afraid of the dark.

There is even courage that can be exchanged for other things.

Probably because I'm with you now.

【8】

What I want to convey to you, will make you all feel.

Those feelings that have been backlogged for a long time and no one tells them, pushed me step by step to the edge of the abyss.

My pain, confusion, vulnerability and hesitation.

Feelings that can't be said to you and can't be expressed in normal ways.

Things that I don't want to be exposed to the sun, things that I don't want to be seen.

Will speak out, will tell you all.

and so.

Please don't say a word, and listen with your body.

【9】

Ghost Soldiers, no, Mr. Shinsuke's fan sister, Ms. Matako Kurishima, who is the number one in Edo, seems to have fallen into depression recently.

Beside the most important man to her, her beloved Jinsuke, a dead woman like a fly appeared!All kinds of tsundere secondary school before amnesia, and pretending to be a white lotus after amnesia, all kinds of virgin plays, I can't hate it anymore!

What's more, Jinsuke-sama seems to have gotten the woman's way for some reason, and allowed the woman to stay by his side while he played the shamisen!You must know that playing the shamisen is Jinsuke's precious private time!Don't bother anyone, um, I begged hard to serve beside him when he played the piano, but I was rejected!

Why can that woman hear the wonderful music played by Mr. Jinsuke!You can see the serious and elegant profile of Mr. Shinsuke when he plays the shamisen!

When she thought of that woman's nympho look beside Mr. Jin Zhu, she felt sick! (In fact, there is such a theory that what you hate about that person may be the traits you also have...) Mr. Jinsuke's private and exclusive nympho is Kashima Matako!It can only be Matako Laishima!

Last time, she actually caught Mr. Jinzhu resting on that woman's lap!That woman must have drugged her dear Master Jinzhu!She was so angry that she almost drew her gun on the spot...

But why was the woman still alive in the end?Because she can't disturb Master Jinzhu's rest!Even if she really wanted to kill that woman.

【10】

"What? You want me to take care of that woman temporarily? Are you kidding me! According to me, I don't need to take care of her anymore. I'll just strangle her to death."

"If you don't want to, let it be." Gao Shan said expressionlessly.

"I'm willing, I'm willing, if doing so can relieve Master Jinsuke's worries..." Seeing Gao Shan turn around and leave, Youzi still gave in.

"I did this all for Master Jinzhu!" That's right, maybe Master Jinzhu will find that he is good when he sees his virtuous and capable appearance, and hehehe~

"I see." Gao Shan walked away without looking back...

"By the way, what's wrong with that woman?" Youzi asked Heshang Wanqi.

"It's said to be a bit of a headache." Heshang Wanqi said and drifted away.

Youzi pushed open the door dejectedly, saw Honglian lying on the bed and said fiercely: "Damn woman, are you just pretending?"

"That's not it..." Guren seemed to be fine.

"Drink this glass of water soon!" Youzi thought, obviously pretending to be sick.

"Oh..." As soon as he picked up the cup, another severe pain hit his head.The cup shattered to the ground with a "click".

"Hey! What's your attitude! You threw it on purpose for me, didn't you? Be careful of me" Before finishing speaking, she was startled by the appearance of the person in front of her, "Hey...what's the matter with you..."

Honglian's face had already turned pale due to the pain, and the cold sweat on her forehead kept flowing down, wet her temples.Seeing her like this, Youzi was at a loss. While she was hesitating, Honglian had already passed out from the pain.

"It's... a life! Master Jinzhu!" Youzi ran out while shouting.