Three thousand congratulations

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Unexpected love is incredible...

I can't accept it frankly, and I still close my heart.

No matter how many times you say "I can't escape",

Use the mood of "wanting to change something" at this moment,

To change the landscape unfolding ahead.

【1】

"Why do you want to stop me?" Shenwei's voice was a little hoarse.

Honglian turned around and met his stern eyes.

"why?"

He has a child-like face, even when he is smiling and killing people, he looks like an angel wielding a knife, but at this moment the childish smile in his eyes has faded away.She didn't know how to answer him, she couldn't easily be comforted by the adults' words at this time.

After thinking for a moment, she said softly: "Have you ever let your mother down?"

Shenwei twitched his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Does it count as taking off one of her husband's arms and making her vomit blood?" When he said this, there was a faint smile on his face, as if he was telling something. As common as not coming home for dinner one day.

Shenwei quickly went on to say: "Forcing her to go where she doesn't want to, destroying her mind?"

"When she was about to die of illness, she was still fighting with people outside, and I didn't even see her for the last time, does that count?"

Hong Lian froze for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I thought I had a big quarrel with my parents, and it was too much to say that I broke up with my parents. Compared with you, it seems..."

"Why, you want to accuse me of being unfilial?"

Honglian shook her head, "I'm not accusing you of your position, I am a person who has severed relations with my parents for ten years."

Shenwei raised his eyebrows, and said suspiciously: "Then why did you save your mother when we first met? Didn't you two break off the relationship long ago?"

"Even if I can't be a family member, I will protect her."

"You're just pretending to be sentimental." Shenwei curled his lips and turned his head to the side.You are an out-and-out idiot for thinking like this.

I did that at the time, but I was almost beaten to death by that bald man.

She didn't know that at this moment Shenwei's heart was entangled with old things, she mistook his silence for thinking about her own words, so she went further and said softly: "Shenwei, we are all unqualified children, Shayin doesn't want her My mother is disappointed, she wants to repay her mother's kindness, she still has this chance, shouldn't she be allowed to fulfill her wish?"

"Is it good for you to let her wish come true?" he responded sharply.

"Is it good for me to stop her and force her to leave? I can't do it just to break up other people's families and watch her lose her loved ones."

"I can do it~ I don't care what they do~"

Facing this stubborn boy, Guren became a little anxious, "If I can fulfill the wishes of Saine, Saaki, and Baizi, then I will be happy too. If you help, I will feel happy too, right? "

"Happy? It's easy to make me happy~" Kamui smiled and raised his umbrella and tapped it on her chest, "Just kill you~"

"I can't die now." She grabbed his umbrella, with a trace of determination in her eyes, "I can't die now."

"Maybe it's not up to you~" Shenwei said and moved the umbrella forward a little bit, but she caught the tip of the umbrella and couldn't move forward for a while.He looked at her, the smile in his eyes faded a bit.

"I know the pain of losing a loved one, so I can't let them be like me."

"Even at the cost of your life?"

"Really precious things cannot be exchanged with life. If they can be exchanged, then it doesn't matter to pay the price of life." She held the umbrella on her heart, "People are actually very fragile, Life is also something that can be ended casually."

Shenwei's hand gradually relaxed, she felt his let go, and took a step forward.

"But," she pulled the umbrella out of his hand, grabbed his hand, and clenched it into a fist. "I still want to protect the thing that must not be sold in the handshake."

"Such a thing, Kamui also has it?"

The palm was wrapped in hers, and an indescribable warmth was being transmitted through the skin, reaching directly to his heart, and the memory that had been frozen for a long time slowly began to thaw.His eyes couldn't help but ripple.

Mother's face, father's face, sister's face.Reappear in front of this warmth.

It's just that there are drops of water on their faces.

Is it their tears, or your own tears, or is it the water from the melting ice in your heart that wets the memory?

Slowly, the phantom of the former family was submerged under the sea level like a dead island bit by bit.His sea-like blue eyes returned to calm.

"No, the person I want to protect has long since died."

"It's because I'm not strong enough that I died." This time, he smiled with great difficulty.

Why does it remind me of those things?It was hard to forget.

With a smile on her sickly face, she said to me: "Just be yourself." I took her hand to take her away, but she refused me.She said she wanted to be with her family, and she said that family cannot be separated.

Mingming is about to die, and it is so difficult to breathe every time, and it is obviously so painful for her to be alive.

But she still said she was very happy.

Isn't this a lie?

I have said that I will protect you, keep you alive, and bring you to a place where your disease can be cured.But why can't you trust me and obey me?

In your heart, am I still not as reliable as that old man?

why?Is it because he is stronger than me, so everything I do is wrong?

I want you to live, I don't want to see you in pain, is it wrong?

Watching you wither away day by day, but as a relative, I can't do anything, I can't escape myself, I try to prove that I am strong, but it seems extremely naive.

Unable to act coquettishly to show weakness, in the end everything turned into clumsy bragging.

I made a move and went out of my way to prove that I could be relied upon.But you didn't smile proudly as I expected, but shed tears.

I just want to take you far away, no matter how the world becomes or how I become, you have always been silently and gently guarding us even in the distance.

Even if you can't be a family, even if you can't stay with each other, as long as you know that you exist somewhere in the world, that's enough.

But in the end, you still leave.I couldn't hold your hand when I was dying, but your hand must be as warm and reassuring as hers.

this warmth.I'm not entitled to it.

However, I have the qualifications to guard.

【2】

"You don't need to say more, I won't agree, from now on, you are not allowed to go anywhere," he held her tightly, and pulled her to his side, "I don't care about their life or death. "

"Shenwei!" She was struggling, which made him even more irritable.Why, why each of you, have to break free from me!

"Don't do that!" she yelled.

A certain string in the bottom of his heart trembled with a "ding". He was afraid that this would be a wake-up call. He was afraid that in the next second, she would be like his mother, spitting out a pool of bright red blood in pain.

"Are you an idiot!" Shenwei shook off her hand, "All this has nothing to do with you!"

Even relatives will not agree with your efforts, let alone strangers?

"That's right, I'm an idiot. The responsibilities that can be avoided must be shouldered by myself. The responsibilities that can be completely forgotten, but must be indulged in the past... Gradually lose myself and become a person who lives for others. I can no longer just ignore them. Even if you want to stop me, I will do it!"

"Live for others?" Shenwei sneered, "Leave it to me over and over again, but you can't do anything... Except hurt yourself, what else would you do? You are just a weak person through and through!"

The weak can't do anything at all.This, I really experienced.No one pays attention to what you say, no one approves of your efforts.I can't even keep the things I cherish.

"The so-called strong person is not someone who has a long life or an indestructible body, but someone who has a reason of "must live" and cannot be defeated." She took a step forward, and the two stood face to face like this with.

"As you said, I am a weak person, because the reason I live for has long been lost." Her soft breathing is close in front of her eyes, but her voice is far away, and there is a kind of in her voice that he can't understand sorrow.

"But, for them, for these people who have no blood relationship with me. I am willing to prove it to you once..." Tears welled up in her eyes, but there was no weakness in her eyes.

"I can protect them." She held the umbrella in front of him.

Kamui stared into her eyes without reaching out.

"Go ahead. If I lose, then let me stay here forever."

She offered to invite her, which should have been his dream.

But he was not happy at all.

There is no excitement or impulse in my heart, which means that I don't desire anything from you at all.

"I'm not interested. I don't need you to stay." Kamui turned around. "You can do whatever you want."

【3】

"Actually, in your heart, you hope that someone can keep you at that time, right?"

At that time, Afu Rabbit said that behind him.

"I don't want that kind of thing."

I don't need to be kept.

Nor do I need anyone to stay for me.

I am strong and I don't need anyone.I just need to get stronger.

That's right, challenge those who seem to be strong, beat them, send them to the west one by one, until one day, no one can beat me.

But what should I do after I become the strongest existence?

Then wait for a challenger like me to kill me.

Anyway, living such a thing is boring.

"Shenwei..."

Her call interrupted his train of thought.

Who allowed you to disturb me?I seem to have hinted that you can leave, right?

"If you don't leave again, be careful that I will kill you?"

He didn't look back, so she ran up to him.

She stuffed the umbrella into his hand, and he froze for a moment.

"I'm sorry." She said softly.

sorry?What does it mean?

No one has ever said anything like that to me.Because no one can ever hurt me.

All the time, I was the one who hurt people.