Three thousand congratulations

【0】

The feeling of missing you gradually becomes unbearable

I can't bear even a moment of separation

just want to see you

The ever-swelling love that I hold tightly in the palm of my hand for the first time

I don't want it to disappear

Until I hold those hands stretched out from nowhere

They all looked up at the fireworks

【1】

Back at the door of Wanxiangju, Ah Cuo led Saki to appear.

"I'll go in with you." Her expression looked quite determined.

Guren nodded silently.

Walking up the steps to the second floor, the proprietress and Shayin slumped on the ground like two dead people, as if they hadn't recovered from the series of life-threatening blows.

"Sayin!" Seeing her partner's listless look, Saji couldn't help rushing to her side.Facing her friend, Saine finally couldn't help crying.

When the two girls were hugging each other and crying, Ah Cuo stood in front of the proprietress and started the preaching mode: "You are really an obsessed idiot!"

"Why should I be said that by an inferior woman like you?" The proprietress countered, "You don't even think about what shameless things you did back then to get to where you are today!"

"Hey... do you know each other?" Honglian looked at the tense atmosphere on both sides, and was a little dazed.

"You don't know?" The proprietress gave Honglian a contemptuous look, pointed at Ah Cuo and said, "It's her who almost destroyed the sun in Yoshiwara!"

【2】

On the other side, Shenwei returned to his house and saw Afutu sitting at the door waiting for him to come back.He pretended not to see him and walked around him.

"Why didn't that carrot come back with you?"

Kamui remained silent and continued to walk forward.

"Hey, Kamui! No wonder the woman who came to look for carrots looks familiar to me. I remembered that she used to be the maid of the sun wheel."

"What does it have to do with me?" Shenwei stopped, turned his head, his face was still smiling, "I don't want to hear their names again, if you dare to mention them again, be careful I'll kill you~"

【3】

"Why am I so upset when I was taught by you who are also selfish?" Ah Cuo sneered, "You people keep saying that you long for the sun, Yoshihara has a so-called sun, but is this reason enough for you to stay? ? Your own daughter, do you want her to live as humble as you?"

"Whether it's an oiran or the lowest-ranking girl, it's the job to open her legs to receive guests. No matter how gorgeous the clothes are, no matter how noble the guests are, they are all women who sell their bodies. They are all involuntary. The so-called husband and wife are the same Respecting each other as guests is nothing more than an illusory feeling. When you were young, you couldn’t be an oiran, so you have to pour this regret on your child. What you desire, you have to let her sacrifice her life to help you get it. ?"

"A mother like you is too selfish!"

"Do you know how many prostitutes, even oirans, want to go to the upper world to see the sun and live a normal life? But you imprisoned your daughter here with your own hands! What are you talking about?" You don't want her to live that tasteless life, why do you say that?"

"You," she said, pointing to the proprietress, "have you ever had such a thing as happiness? Have you experienced the life of a normal woman?"

"But... Her background has already determined that no man will look up to her..." The proprietress still tried to struggle.

"There are some men in this world who don't know their origins. Don't deny everything just because you have been rejected!" Her voice was almost deafening, and everyone in the room focused their eyes on her.

"Remember you two, little girl, once you both look down on yourself, no one will look down on you..." She patted the two children on the shoulders, "You have a long way to go in the future, and see you later." Chance to the sun…”

"There must be."

【4】

After searching around the house, but there was no shadow of Shenwei, Honglian turned her head and saw Afutu sitting on the threshold, and walked towards him.

"Excuse me…"

Afutu pointed to the top of his head silently.Guren looked up to the roof, and saw a pink braid on the roof waving in the wind.

"that…"

Afu Rabbit frowned and said, "What else do you want?"

"Do you have a ladder here?"

Afutu shook his head, "We never need this kind of thing when we go to the house."

"Then what are you guys..."

"It's very simple." Afutu stood up, "Look at it."

【5】

Just as Kamui was sitting on the roof with his chin resting in depression, he only felt a gust of wind blowing, and then a human-shaped object was thrown to his side.

"Ah?" Shenwei was taken aback.

"Good evening..." Honglian straightened her hair, forced a smile, and cursed Afutu's family silently in her heart.

"Hmph." The momentary light in Shenwei's eyes was quickly extinguished, and he turned his face away.

"Still angry?" Honglian cautiously crawled to his side.

"Angry?" Kamui turned around and put on a smile, "Why should I be angry?"

"Because I left you and left..."

"I won't be angry because of what this idiot did~" Kamui said with a smile, "If you leave and never come back, I might be happier~"

Hearing what he said, Honglian couldn't help but feel a little depressed. She moved her buttocks, and as a result, several tiles slid down with her movements.

"It hurts!" Afutu's voice came from below.Kamui raised his eyebrows, picked up the umbrella and lay down on the roof and fired two shots.

"If you want to eavesdrop, it's more convenient to eavesdrop in the sky!" He said with a smile.

"It's such a murderous hand!" Afutu cursed, and then fell silent.Guren became nervous and looked down. "Could it be dead?" She muttered softly, stretched out her head and looked down for a long time, not only didn't see anything, but she accidentally slipped her hand and missed it. Holding on to the eaves, most of his body was swinging in the air.

"Shenwei!" She subconsciously called his name.

Seeing her hanging on the eaves, a look of worry appeared on Kamui's face for a moment, and for a moment, his hands were ready.But he resisted the urge to stand up.

"It's going to fall like this, it's really weak." He said coldly.

Hong Lian looked at him a little aggrieved, and finally climbed up by herself.

Seeing her climbing up and sitting some distance away from him, Shenwei snorted coldly, then turned his head away again.

"That divine power... I'm a little afraid of heights, so I might not be able to stay for a long time..." She opened her mouth cautiously, but she didn't get any response from him. She smiled awkwardly and let herself continue talking.

"I discussed it with the proprietress of Wanxiangju, and the store will launch the oiran as planned the day after tomorrow... She will find someone to send Sayin and Saji to Yoshiwara, and then I will play in place of Sayin. The proprietress said that if you pretend to be that one, you will die of illness Everyone shouldn't suspect the younger sister of your oiran."

The two were silent for a long time, Honglian couldn't hold back and said, "You, don't you have anything to say?"

Kamui glanced at her and said contemptuously, "I'm not interested in who you want to sleep with."

"Do you...mind?" She raised her eyes and stared at Kamui.

Facing her sincere eyes, Shenwei subconsciously looked away, but quickly adjusted his mood and put on a smiling face.

"Why do you care if I mind?" He leaned closer and asked with a smile.

"Because I like Kamui..."

"Eh?" Kamui's eyes widened in disbelief, and the smile on his face froze.

"Although I don't want to date you or get married, it's even difficult to agree with some of your practices, but I just like it." Her voice dropped. "So there's no way to ignore your thoughts."

"Like it? Now, don't you feel a little bit of fear or disgust when facing me? You almost died in my hands several times?"

"The first time we met, you almost killed me in front of my mother. The second time you met me, you said you wanted to make the most powerful child with me. The third time, you caught me and handed me over. Gave it to the jailers in Yoshiwara, then got me out, then almost killed me. For the fourth time, today, I was almost killed by a shell."

Kamui stared at her blankly, not knowing what she wanted to say.

"Every time I meet you, my life will be threatened. When I'm with you, I may be killed at any time. And... you mostly do it yourself..."

"Right? Since that's the case, are you lying if you say you like it? You really want to kill me, right?" Shenwei forced a smile at this time.

"Although there are things I hate about you, but this kind of emotion doesn't exist."

"Since there is disgust, there must be disgust. Most people will have it. This is very abnormal. You are not a psychopath, are you? If you are so dishonest, be careful and kill you immediately." Kamui smiled again, Holding an umbrella against her chest.

"This is the same as hating people who hate things even if they have parts they like, but they also like the parts they hate in people they like. It's good to see the two parts separately. If you can like them, Then it's not a problem."

"How could you like it... This is not something that can be separated like a sandwich biscuit..." There was a doubt in his eyes.

"I just ask myself... If Kamui is not Yatu Kamui, but just Kamui, an ordinary boy... What would it be like if he belonged to a less special race without Yatu Kamui's irresistible nature?"

"I thought about it. If it was the Kamui who became an ordinary boy, I might not like it. What I like, maybe the Kamui who is the night rabbit, the Kamui who always shouts to fight and kill."

"You are really an idiot. You can only be killed based on such naive fantasies. I am not what you think." Such a self would be liked, how could it be possible.

"I'm not a naive girl, not a long time ago. If you're talking about nature, it's not like I haven't seen it before."

"Don't think that you can control me by talking about liking, love, family affection and other boring words!" Shenwei didn't know why, but seemed to be irritated, "I don't need such things as feelings at all! I just need to fight Already!"

"I don't want to control you. If you are a man who obeys me so easily, I won't like you!" Honglian's voice also raised a lot, "Even if you don't want to, I will like you. Even if you I will beat me, I will kill me, and I will stop you when you kill people indiscriminately and do bad things. Even if you don't need it at all, I will care about your thoughts."

"Hmph, idiot." Shenwei pushed her to the ground with some strength, "You are wasting your efforts, I will not change for you, I hate the benevolence and morality you talk about !"

"I don't need your change, I don't want to change you at all." She stood up and patted the dust off her body, "You are not the kind of person I am looking for, I know that."

"Just be yourself." What my mother said echoed in my ears again.

Why do you all say that I don't need to change, and you all say let me be myself?This kind of me obviously can't protect anyone, and I'm obviously not the kind of person you want.

On his mother's side, he had no chance to ask, so he didn't want to lose this opportunity.

"Since I'm not the person you're looking for, why...why do you still say these things?"

"If you really care about someone, you won't change your mind just because of the trivial matter of not being able to be together." She smiled a little embarrassedly, "It's all because you asked me why I care about your thoughts, so I said so."

She looked into his eyes without fear, "Is this answer still unacceptable to you?"

"It's up to you, don't expect me to give you any response. I will not show mercy when it's time to kill you." Shenwei put away the umbrella, turned his back and went back to the original place to sit down.

Seeing his awkward look, she smiled and sighed: "I'm really pitiful when the confession is rejected~"

【6】

The two sat quietly on the roof until late at night, when the streets gradually became noisy.

Seeing his braids being dyed colorful under Yoshihara's lights, Guren walked gently behind him.Then hugged him from behind.

"Thank you."

He didn't struggle, just asked softly: "Thank you?"

"Didn't kill me." She laughed.

Kamui couldn't help turning her head to look at her, but her eyes had already turned to the distance.

"Apart from anything else, the night in Yoshiwara is really beautiful. I have never seen such a beautiful light." She stretched out her hand and gently brushed the hair on his forehead, "You will encounter good things when you come here." of."

Reunited with Kamui again, bravely confessed his feelings, fought for a future where the two children can see the sun, and made good friends.The observable changes in her mind made her gradually realize that she was not so powerless, and besides dedicating her whole life to a man, she could still do many things.

She raised her hand to wipe away the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, looked at Shenwei shyly and said, "It's great to be alive."

Kamui stared at her face, her black eyes reflected the firelight on the street, like a condensed universe, he couldn't help being stunned.

"Kamui, it's great to be a family member."

At that time, the mother showed a gentle smile on her sickly face, like the sun, piercing Kamui's heart.

The same beautiful but fleeting smile as before.

Kamui reached out and hugged her.

"Shenwei?" She was a little surprised to be hugged by him suddenly.

"Listen to me, even if you want to be with someone again, don't die easily."

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's just to pretend to slip for two days, not to die."

"promise me…"

"I promise you."

【7】

The next day, Honglian moved to the upstairs room of Wanxiangju, and Ah Miss came to help her organize her things.

"This one is for the face and this one is for the body, don't get confused."

"Oh." Looking at the pile of things in front of her, she was a little confused, "It's so troublesome to be an oiran..."

"It's good that I didn't let you parade through the streets."

"Parade?" A scene of prisoners parading the streets appeared in front of her eyes.

"I told you that you still don't understand." Ah Cuo said disgustedly, "A woman who became a monk halfway and only depends on her appearance~"

"Didn't the proprietress say that as long as you have some good looks, you can spend the last two days with me eating and drinking with you and make some money at the end?"

While helping her comb her hair, Ah Cuo pretended to be casual and asked: "Let me tell you... Aren't you curious? The reason why I did my best to help you."

"Isn't it because of money?"

"Are you an idiot? If it's for money, I wouldn't have to meet you a long time ago!"

"If you don't want to say, I won't ask. I know, it's embarrassing to say something~" Guren curled her lips and said, "Besides, I hate forcing others the most."

"But you like to force yourself, don't you? After so long, I want to say it too. We...are we considered friends?"

"That's true." Honglian rubbed her nose and said, "About you, I just heard Afutu mention that you are the maid of the sun wheel, right?"

"It used to be." Ah Cuo emphasized, "I helped her escape that time."

But I didn't expect that Rilun was not only arrested, but also had his hamstring broken and became disabled.

Afterwards, she felt deeply remorseful, and she felt that without her help, Rilun would have to stay, and this kind of encounter would not have happened.

"That's why they're all targeting you..." After that she was attacked by other wandering girls, saying she was trying to take their sun away.

Although Ri Lun told her not to feel guilty, Ah Cuo couldn't let go.

She left Rilun, didn't go to work in another shop, and didn't leave Yoshihara. Instead, she punished herself by becoming a prostitute serving lower-class customers.She swore to herself that she would never leave Yoshihara.

"On the one hand, I have nowhere to go, and on the other hand, I also want to protect the sun wheel...to atone for my sins in my own way."

Honglian blinked her eyes, and said puzzledly: "Sunlun, is it really that good? You all call her the sun, and none of you can do without her."

"Is it? I don't know." Ah Cuo showed a gentle look on his face, "But she is really an amazing person."

"Maybe it's because you are too dark yourself, and you will be very excited if you are encouraged a little bit."

"It's really not a good thing to hear."

"I have never seen anyone like the sun, and I have no intention of following the existence of the sun. Can people really live for the sun? My words... probably not." She picked up the end of her hair and played with it After a while, "Living in the dark is exactly what I want."

"Your heart is really dark."

"Is it? But if someone wants to see the sun, I will try my best to help them achieve their wish. I don't want more people like me to appear in this world."

"You guy, you're really not a sun."

"I didn't intend to be one at all!"

"While the sun is emitting brilliance, its own light will not decrease at all. But you...you are burning yourself." Ah Cuo put his hand on her shoulder and said softly: "What should you do if the burning is over? ?”

"Don't worry, if you want to talk about useless fuel, I still have plenty of it in my heart, and it won't be extinguished so easily."

"Just say silly things."

"Ah wrong, so I have enlightened some people?"

"Well, although they are almost burned to death. If you get close to you, those painstakingly hidden illusions will be unknowingly ignited by you, and they will be burned clean." The two looked at each other and laughed, "So we can stay Those by your side are all desperate guys, right?"