Three thousand congratulations

For two whole days, she didn't speak.

It wasn't until Gui brought the dinner in front of her again and picked up the spoon to scoop up the food from the bowl that she said, "I'll do it myself."

"Your hand is not convenient now, why don't you let me do it for you?" Gui put the spoon to her mouth, "Let me help a little bit."

Honglian couldn't resist him, so she could only open her mouth obediently and let him feed the food into her mouth spoon by spoon.

She stared at him and asked earnestly, "My hands...are they useless in the future?"

"No, the doctor said it can be recovered, but if you take a knife in the future..."

"That's still useless." She leaned on the pillow dejectedly.

"red lotus…"

"This is retribution." She raised her right hand, which was tightly wrapped in bandages, to her eyes for a while, "Do you know how many people I killed? Drown me, and drown you too."

"this is not your fault."

"Whose fault is that? When I killed them, no one put a knife on my neck to force me." She put her hands aside, "I killed them because he told me that those people were his enemies , His enemy is my enemy, I am doing it for...for us..." She actually choked up as she spoke.

Gui pressed her shoulders to try to calm her down, but she broke free from him even more violently.

"Don't touch me, please..." Tears welled up in her eyes.

"Red Lotus? What's wrong?"

"I don't deserve your kindness to me, please, don't... any more..."

"Disturbing your heart?" Gui said suddenly.

"Eh?" Honglian raised her teary eyes and looked at him in surprise.

"This is what Master Jisong told me at that time."

As soon as Jisong's name was heard, Honglian's face immediately pulled down, the tears stopped and her mouth pouted, "It's none of my business!"

"I just thought that you would say such things." Gui explained, "So I just said it casually."

"I never wanted to say that, and I'm not her."

"I know, you are not the same at all, I never see you as her or anyone else, you are you to me."

"Are you blaming me for mixing you up with that person?" Her voice couldn't help but have spikes.

"No, listen to me and finish what I have to say, okay?" Gui sighed, "Honglian, I really don't know what to do with you."

"Go far away, can't you stop seeing it?" Honglian's nose sore, and she almost cried again.

"If I could do it, I would have escaped a long time ago... just like I escaped from Mr. Jisong."

Honglian raised her eyes and looked at him a little at a loss, but she still couldn't hide the trace of expectation in her eyes.Gui raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears overflowing from the corner of her eyes, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, just now you told me not to touch you..."

His hand slowly slipped from her cheek and placed on her thin shoulder, "But I can't help it."

Noticing that her shoulders were trembling uncontrollably, Gui hugged her into his arms.

"It's okay, Guren. You have no enemies in this world, and no one can make you do that kind of thing anymore. It's over."

"But I..." Honglian was choked up for a while and couldn't speak a coherent sentence. Gui hugged her and patted her back gently until her breathing calmed down.

Guren raised her head from his arms and whispered apologetically, "I really feel sorry for letting you know all this. You tried so hard to protect this country, but I helped destroy it. I have no face in front of you…"

"Don't be silly." Gui held her face in his hands, leaving her nowhere to escape but to look into his eyes.

"You know what. After knowing all this, I am very happy instead."

"Why?" There was a burst of doubt in her black eyes, like a mist disappearing home, but Gui stared into her eyes, like a passerby lost in Taoyuan Township, her heart was full of sweetness.

"Because I can finally understand you. The reason for your sadness, the reason for your heartache, I can finally see clearly without concealment. I can finally empathize with you." There was more force on his arm, Let her cling closer to his body.

"Our pain is all caused by the same person. Don't you think our hearts are closer? When your heart trembles because of pain, it's on my side too." Gui bowed her head and whispered in her ear. Pan kissed gently, "I can finally feel the same mood as you, I'm really happy."

Finally, Guren couldn't help but hugged him with the remaining hand, and burst into tears in his arms.

"You finally stopped hiding from me, and finally you are willing to cry in front of me. I have really waited for this day for a long time." Gui Ai stroked her satin-like long hair and said softly.

"No, I don't want you to feel this kind of distressed feeling. It's fine for me to suffer alone." She held on to his skirt tightly and shook her head as she said.

Gui held her chin, and said softly, "Do you know, in fact, I have experienced many depressed emotions and faced countless moments of powerlessness all along."

"Gaoshan has embarked on a completely different path from myself. I can't persuade him to come back. The teacher I admired once appeared with another face. I can't take action against him. Yin Shi, who has carried the sins for us, has to do it again. Facing the nightmare, I couldn't take the cross from his shoulder. I didn't choose to escape from these pains, because I knew that everyone, as my companions, was shaking and depressed with me. In a deserted night, they must sigh helplessly and wake up from their dreams with tears. So I have to bear these pains, so that even if I can’t change anything, at least I can use my own way, the way of empathy , and fight side by side with them."

"So, don't hide your pain, okay? Let me bear it with you, okay? Give me a chance to fight side by side with you, okay?"

"But... what should you do? To feel the pain of so many people, how can you bear it?"

Gui smiled, and kissed her on the cheek, "Didn't you help me bear my pain? Things that are painful for one person will be easier for two people, everyone together." He used Rubbing her delicate cheeks lightly, she whispered, "Honglian. If you weren't by my side, I wouldn't be able to bear all this."

My life is full of things to accomplish and people to protect.Even if there is a temporary shortage, I will fill it up non-stop.I thought I was strong enough, optimistic enough, brave enough.

I despise suffering, ignore complicated feelings, and move toward the dawn wholeheartedly.I can wait, I can be relied on, and I can stay for whom.

But even as determined as I am, there are times when I hesitate.So I need to be waited on, comforted, hugged and warmed.

On the indomitable journey, my eyes will occasionally get tired and lose focus, so I hope that there is someone who can wake up my eyes with a beautiful smile, drive away my fatigue, and encourage my heartbeat.

I seem not to be hit by any difficulties, and there will be times when I can't maintain a smile. I hope that there is someone who can show me a frustrated look, and who can temporarily store my lost heart with a gentle embrace.Doesn't require any commitment from me, just stays with me and listens to all my out-of-focus crap.

I don't seem to care about other people's eyes, and I say big and indifferent things. In fact, I also want to be affirmed. I want someone who can support me regardless of right or wrong, encourage me with a gentle smile, and like my shortcomings. And my mistakes, unconditionally for every stupid moment of my heart.

In addition to being able to rely on the back and replace the left and right hands, the ideal type who has always admired and silently guarded is very satisfied.

I also hope that there is a person who can be crazy about me, do a lot of stupid things for me, love me unconditionally, pamper me, run all the way to the end of reason and logic, love me recklessly, protect me, and regard me as the only one in life significance.

I wish there was such a person.

Can be wild, passionate, reckless, reckless, blind, even overwhelmed.

love me deeply.

Man's lips speak deceitful words, his body dishonestly betrays, and even the so-called heart can deceive and paralyze itself.

What is the truth, how can I not be resisted, what will I face to confess everything.

Probably only God.

As a human being, one will possess human nature, which cannot be changed no matter what, nor can it be evaded and concealed.

As long as you are a human being, you must obey unconditionally.

It's only natural.

People always fall in love with what they don't have.

And the desire to be loved is also a human nature that cannot be violated.

He finally understood that what the cautious self saw in her was the kind of drive and passion that dared to abandon the blueprint and was desperate. She was more inflexible and stubborn than him.

He was moved by her persistence and tenderness.

Unplanned riots of emotion, riots of criminal desire.

Facing her, he finally couldn't restrain himself anymore.

Whether it is dawn or ambition.There is only one thing I want at this moment.

"I need you."

I need your pain, I need your hate, I need your tears, I need your smile, I need your madness, I need more... your love.

"Don't leave me okay?"

Her heart was instantly grasped by an invisible hand, his voice was so gentle, her hard heart was breaking apart bit by bit

The next second, Gui felt a sharp pain as she bit his shoulder hard with her teeth.

He couldn't help but look at her in surprise.

"asshole."

"Why are you being so gentle with me?"

"I can't bear it..."

My heart was so sad that it was about to burst. No matter how many tears I shed, the pain could not be relieved.

The heart in my chest and I were hugged by you, crying together in unison, it must be about to collapse.

no matter how much you love

My heart still belongs to me

stop

Don't be so gentle with me

I can't understand no matter what

It hurts

tell me in words

I don't understand such a thing

don't leave me alone

so cruel

Just destroy my body, tear it apart

dispose of as you like

No matter how much you cry, how much you struggle

It's okay to cry so hard that your eyes are red and swollen

you still hold me tight

never separate

enough

"Get better soon." Gui pettingly patted her head, "I still have a lot to tell you."

The heart couldn't bear the warmth of that moment, and broke down crying.

But each fragment is a living thing that is throbbing.

Because this time it is not death, but rebirth.

The author has something to say:

Gui finally took action, and really made everyone wait for a long time.Then will the next step be to directly marry and have children? (Songyang: Then why did you call me out?)