Three thousand congratulations

【1】

If everything can be forgotten

no more crying

Will living this kind of thing get easier?

But such a thing is impossible

【2】

Waking up from a hangover, with a drowsy mind, looking out the window at the setting sun or the rising sun, without thinking about anything, just lying motionless, during this period, I often feel hungry, cold or pain , but still unwilling to move, not long or after a long time, the night will gradually fall, once the sunlight disappears in the room, I can’t wait to go to sleep, drink a few mouthfuls of wine on the pillow when I’m thirsty. The subconscious mind will soon become blurred, and then one after another, I will have dreams that I can't struggle with.

I dreamed of many people, living and dead, who just met each other, and who were very close to each other every day.It seems that everyone's words are different from reality, incoherent, and the scenes are exchanged one by one, which seems to be mindless.But I heard everything clearly, I didn't seem to say anything, I just stayed where I was, waited for them to meet me, and then talked a few words, and then I forgot it when I woke up, leaving no impression, only remembering the kind of feeling that was pulled into the deep sleep Powerlessness.

Sometimes the gap between dream and reality is also blurred. When I dreamed that I was dreaming, I opened my eyes and found that it was a dream and fell asleep, only to fall into another dream.Walking back and forth in one dream after another, only when you go to the depths where many dreams overlap, that place far enough away, where consciousness and reason are all absent, will you meet some people you can't see at all.

Such as Huayu.

Such as Gui.

【3】

There they are all playing roles that are completely different from their usual roles, holding hands with unknown women on the road, walking from the path to the front with their backs to the moonlight, giving umbrellas to someone when it rains, all these happened in front of them, but They can't see themselves, but they can see their every move, hear their talking, talking and laughing.It's like watching a TV series through the screen, where Huayu and Gui are just actors, played by other people, or played by other people.

Sometimes I put on clothes I have never seen before, dressed in strange looks, and it is almost impossible to tell who is who when the light is dim, and I dare not speak, for fear that I will call the wrong name of two people.The two seem to have never appeared at the same time, how can they tell the difference?

But they are just passers-by in the dream. After the scene changes, there will be different new faces on the stage. Some of them will have physical contact with themselves. I refused, but I was not happy. When I woke up, it seemed that the temperature of the other party was still on my skin. I half-closed my eyes and often believed that it was real. The boys met.

Repeatedly sinking into the dream, some fragments of the past are also brought up, and I can realize that it is a familiar scene, but the senses cannot receive any emotional stimulation, and it seems that I have lost the emotional fluctuation and the ability to think.

【4】

Sleeping non-stop, falling down non-stop.

Until a red-haired actor walked onto the stage.

Who is it? It's so familiar. It's someone I know, but the role I'm playing is not familiar.

Is it a lover? It has such a setting as soon as it appears. Since it is a dream, it means that it is absolutely impossible in reality.

He held hands and hugged.

It feels familiar.

The name can be called, but the corresponding emotion has not been awakened.

Soon the red-haired actor also disappeared somewhere on the stage.Only he and his lover are left, always looking for his own self.

I am working hard to find my lover in this drama, in this dream.

Not being found, not being found anywhere, feeling the sadness, the sadness of losing a loved one, and starting to cry.

When I woke up, I was in tears.

That sad feeling still remains in my heart, even when it comes to reality, it is also stimulating the tear glands.

Still crying.

【5】

Wipe away the tears with my hands, I began to recall everything related to the last actor on stage, my thinking became clear, my drowsiness was dispelled, and I was afraid that I would not be able to fall asleep.

Cut off your thoughts and turn your attention to yourself.

The hunger, the pain somewhere in the body, gradually became stronger at this time.

Struggling to get up from the bed, stumbled to the toilet to wash his face, looked at his haggard face in the mirror, tied up his hair randomly, sat in the room and picked up the phone, whether it was breakfast or lunch, ordered takeaway.

15 minute later.

"Ding dong~"

Opening the door, a man with a helmet and a pair of dead fish eyes stood outside the door.

"You are···"

"Hey, have you lost your memory again?!"

"again?"

"No, it's nothing, you ordered takeaway, right?"

"Well, I'll give you the money. By the way, why did you give it to me? I remember you are the one who owns the house of all things, right?"

"It's because I opened Wanshiwu that I was asked to come here to deliver food..."

"That's it." She took the takeaway and turned around to enter the door, when she suddenly remembered something. "Hey, would you like to come in and sit down?"

"Oh?" I was a little surprised at her invitation, "Since you said so, I'll just give you this one anyway, so sit down for a while."

Ignoring the man who said "I'm not the kind of man who would just walk into other people's houses... I'm a serious person... I'm not the kind of man who would sit down as soon as a girl waved to me" and entered the room When Yin casually found a stool and sat down, she tore open the takeaway box and started to eat.

"By the way, you haven't seen each other for three days after drinking last time?"

She stopped her chopsticks, "It's been three days...", she shook her head and continued to eat, no wonder she was so hungry.

"What happened to you, right? Looks a little bad?" Yinshi looked at the gobbling Red Lotus, her hair was tied casually behind her head, and there were a few strands that were not tied at all, hanging on her snow-white neck.I ordered a loose coat, which was obviously wearing pajamas. The button was not buttoned properly, and part of it was opened, and I could see the beautiful collarbone and the looming groove underneath. Perfect calves.She didn't wear shoes either, and she had a pair of small and delicate feet. Yinshi felt the blood slowly rushing to her face, so she quickly looked away.

"It's okay." There was no smile on his face, and his tone was not as calm as usual. Something must have happened.

After finally waiting for her to finish eating, Yinshi said cautiously: "It won't have anything to do with the guy with the wig..."

"more or less."

Yinshi thought to himself, what kind of weird thing did this wig guy do... Could it be that NTR failed? □□Control attribute exposure?

【6】

"Well, can I borrow your bathroom?" A certain naturally curly prostate became frustrated.

"Go straight here."

"Hmm..." Sitting on the toilet, Gintoki breathed a sigh of relief when he suddenly came to defecate, "I live in such a big house alone." Looking around the bathroom, Gintoki sighed with emotion.

Suddenly, my eyes were attracted by a pink thing on the towel rack next to me...

"This is..." Yin Shi stared intently, nosebleeds streaming down his face.

"By the way, is it morning or afternoon?" Guren asked Gintoki who walked out of the toilet with a delicate expression.

"Afternoon..." Yin Shi replied, his mind had drifted to a certain yellow field.That's inside, don't you wear anything now...

"What day is it today?"

"Sunday..." I was already sketching the picture of putting the real thing in my head... Although I was mentally prepared, I didn't expect it to be so predictable... Yinshi felt that something was about to drip from his nostrils, so hurry up Sucked.

"Hey! Today we agreed to go to Mr. Pi Nulu's flower shop to pick up the flowers we ordered..."

"Shall I give you a ride?"

"Okay, but Yinsang, wait for me for a while and I'll go change clothes!"

"Oh···"

"Hey... where did the underwear go?" Guren, who had been searching on the bed for a long time but couldn't find it, went to the toilet, "Hey, so it's here~"

Wait, why is there blood on the ground?

It seemed that I woke up and vomited once last night... Could it be that I vomited blood? !

No way... there's no need to live a beautiful life every time you get hit and become decadent...

【7】

Sitting behind Yinshi's little sheep, Guren subconsciously put her head on Yinshi's back.

"Hey...Although it's a bit of a nosy, but the guy with the wig is completely natural and has no brains, so don't worry too much if you accidentally make you angry..."

"It's not Mr. Gui's fault."

"what?"

"It is my fault."

"I confused him with his ex-boyfriend..."

"I shouldn't have regarded him as the shadow of my ex-boyfriend..."

Sensing the disappointment of the passengers behind him, Gintoki was silent for a moment, and said, "Is that so? But I think a guy like a wig only comes out once every few hundred years. It's really hard to find someone similar to him. If he is similar, could it be that your ex-boyfriend is also a weirdo?"

Guren was surprised, and replied: "That's not it..."

"I actually think that talking about similarities is mostly an excuse. After all, what the eyes can see is only the person in front of them. No matter how the brain outlines the previous picture, it is always a beat slower than the vision. Sometimes that kind of illusion It's just that I don't want to admit that I did it on purpose~" Yinshi said lightly.

"Silver mulberry..."

"Don't be in a hurry to come to a conclusion," Yinshi raised his mouth slightly, "Let's look for the answer to the question. Also, it's going downhill and sit still~".

"Hmm..." She grasped the hand at the corner of Yinshi's clothes, and slowly clenched it.

Blame everything on the fetters inherited from the past, on old feelings that have not yet ended.Hurt yourself and others, just to avoid being accused of betrayal.

Obviously being abandoned, do you still care so much?

Anyway, they are all guilty.

At that time, it was already.

The setting sun in the distance dyed the sky a bright red, like the hair color of that person.

She stared for a moment, closing her eyes.

"The serpent in the Garden of Eden spit out a bright red, forked letter in a dark place where God's light cannot see. Are all of what he said a lie?"

The author has something to say:

In the next chapter, there will be new characters that are not completely original. I hope you like it~ The next few chapters are mainly about memories. Yinshi will accompany you as a clue character, and then Zila will temporarily stand by for the next main storyline Get ready to eat and drink!