[My English] It's not a problem if you can communicate with your fists

I told Hong that I didn't want to go back to Yuki's house.

The boy thought for a while, and finally led me to his own home.

I think the members of Yuki's family should know where I am. They didn't go to school to block me, but instead sent my schoolbag to Hong's house, which is the best proof.Say I'm deluding myself, at least at this stage I don't really want to go back.

Only at this time would I really want to lament that the relationship between Cheap Daddy and Andewa is really good. If I changed to another one, I'm afraid he would have raged and dragged me back.

Hong's second brother is Xiaxiong, and his sister is Dongmei.I'm not very clear about Andewa's naming standards, but it is obvious that the names of the two people are in the same format, which makes Hong's name very strange.

Is it because he never expected to have such a young son?

There is not much difference between Andewa and Cheap Daddy, they are the kind of people who go out early and come back late and don't come home for three days, usually only his children are at home.The hero department has recently changed to a dormitory system, and Hong does not live at home. My presence just filled his vacancy.

Living under the fence is always different from being at home. Even if I am not good at it, I still have to help with some housework.

Fuyumi also knows that I don't know how to do housework, and every time I am given simple tasks, such as washing things or peeling potatoes, there is no difficulty or error-prone work.

"When Jiao Dong brought you back, I wanted to ask," the elder sister of the Hong family spoke to me while cutting vegetables. She didn't look up, but I could feel the other party's peripheral vision falling on me all the time, "Suddenly Just say that you don't want to go home or something... Did you quarrel with your family?"

Most people would think so.

My situation is too complicated to be understood by the people in front of me.

I put the peeled potatoes into a basin filled with water, because I have learned the use of props, and the work of peeling is not difficult for me. "There is no quarrel, I just don't want to go home."

Boom Dongmei let out an "oh".

I think she should feel a little embarrassed. After all, we are not very familiar, and it is indeed a bit strange to talk about such a topic.

Andeva came home when the last potato was peeled.The man first glanced into the living room, then went to the kitchen and called me out.

I put down the knife and followed him to the training room.

The structure of the Toro House is similar to that of the Yuki House. From the overall style, it looks like a Japanese-style building, but there are rooms that are obviously not what a Japanese-style building should have, such as training rooms and the like.I don't know if there is a dojo in his house, but that's not too important. After leaving Yuki's house, my personality training was temporarily suspended, and I also think it's not good to use personality to destroy other people's things.

The man stared at my face with his imperceptible eyes.

This look reminds me of the first time I saw him at Yuki's house. At that time, I thought he was picking products, but now I suddenly have a new understanding of his eyes.

The person standing before him was not a commodity, but a vehicle to remind him of someone who was not there.

I know that my thoughts are a bit unreasonable, but I can't think of other more suitable explanations.

"You don't like the surname Yuki," the man's voice was not loud, but just enough for me to hear every word he said, "Do you want to change it back to Akanishi?"

"……why?"

Why does this person know that my original surname is Akanishi?

"Do you want to change back to Akanishi?" Andwar asked again.

Do I want to change it back to my original name?

I do not know.

Maybe, maybe not.

Changing back to the surname of Akanishi means that I need to face the things I have avoided for 11 years, but if I don't change it back, I don't know how I will face the couple in the Yuki family.

Whatever their reasons, the hell I've been through is thanks to them.

I don't want to hate them, but I don't want to forgive them easily either.

Probably because he noticed my confused expression, Andeva didn't repeat the question. He turned his head and pointed to the equipment in the training room, "You can use the training room as you like, and if something breaks, just tell Fuyumi."

After saying this, the man stepped forward to leave the room.

I subconsciously raised my hand to block his way.

"why?"

This person should be on the side of Yuki's family, so why did he ask me if I want to change back to Akanishi?

Andva reached out and pushed my arm away, I didn't look up so I couldn't see his face.But my intuition tells me that his current expression should not be much better than mine, "Think about it carefully - no matter how much you try to escape, you can't hide here for a lifetime."

I know what he said.

No matter how much I don't want to admit it, at least for now, my surname is Yuki, and everything I enjoy is given to me by Yuki's family, even the fact that I'm hiding in Hong's house has the tacit approval of Yuki's family.

What an irony.

I wanted to get rid of the Yuki family, but in the end I found that I couldn't even survive without the Yuki family.

At this moment, I hate my own weakness and powerlessness.

"... Akanishi is an outstanding professional hero." When he walked to the door, Andeva suddenly turned his head and said to me, "I regret what happened to him."

"What about Yuki?"

"Although it is useless for me to say this, he is also sorry for this matter."

"Feeling sorry?" I felt like laughing a little. "Does being sorry work? Does feeling sorry change what has happened and erase everything that has happened to me?"

What a joke.

I could be an ordinary kid and live an ordinary life, but my life was ruined by them. Such a thing can never be solved by saying "I'm sorry".

At one point, I even wanted to rush back to Yuki's house and use my personality on that couple like I used my personality on my biological parents when I was a child.

But I know that's of no use.Even if I kill them, the life I could have lived will never come back.

I suddenly remembered that a week before I killed my biological parents, a man named "Akanishi" held me in his arms and took me and my biological mother to Hachioji's aquarium.There was a dolphin show at the aquarium that day, but there were too many people, we went too late and didn't get a seat, so the man carried me on his neck and asked me with a smile if it was okay.

That was the last time I went to the aquarium.

Man is a strange creature.Before I learned the truth, all I could remember was the badness of my biological father, but after I learned the truth, I could still clearly recall how good he was to me.

Andeva didn't answer my question, he left the training room quickly and left me alone in the room.

When the figure of the man disappeared in the corridor, I squatted down and covered my face with my hands.

Tiny cracks spread from the soles of my feet to the floor, and I heard the tooth-piercing dull sound of the metal around me being twisted by external force.

At this moment, I hope so much that the bombardment is next to me, at least so that I don't have to face an empty room alone.

"What am I supposed to do..."

I tugged at my bangs with my fingers, and the pain in my scalp made me feel a little real that I was still alive.

"I really don't know what to do..."