[My English] It's not a problem if you can communicate with your fists

During the lunch break, I dragged Hong to find a seat in the corner of the cafeteria and sat down.

"How's the training going?" I bit the spoon and put the rice into my mouth, "I remember that when the school starts, you will take the temporary license test, right?"

The boy swallowed slowly, "It's okay."

What does it mean?

Forget it, anyway, Hong and I don't have the same type of personality, so it's not good to point him casually.

During the conversation, a girl with light brown hair passed by us with a dinner plate. When she saw Hong, she smiled and raised her hand and waved.Hong also put down the tableware and raised his hand to greet her back.

"Liri?" I asked.

If I remember correctly, that girl should be Liri from Class A, because she is one of the few girls who made it to the top [-] in the sports festival, so I have a little impression of Liri.

"Ah."

"You have a good relationship?"

"Forget it, she is closer to Green Valley."

I said "oh".

Li Ri didn't follow Lu Gu when she walked over, which made me a little suspicious of Hong's sentence "she and Lu Gu walked closer".However, Hong said that he would not lie to me, and I didn't want to doubt him.

Since leaving Yuki's house, I may have really become a little nervous. The cognition that "the only person I can rely on is Hong" made me worry about gains and losses. When I went to sleep at night, I was a little afraid that one day Hong would suddenly tell me that he was leaving.

After all, he did have the idea of ​​breaking up.

The boy raised his head and looked at my expression, "...do you think Liri and I are getting too close?"

If it were normal, I would definitely shake my head and say that you think too much.But for some reason, I unexpectedly nodded, "Well, there is also Bai." In fact, Li Ri and Bai should be the only girls who have a better relationship with Hong in Class A, and Yi Hong's personality will not develop any further with them. connection, but that doesn't mean I'm not worried.

I just want to reassure myself that Hong won't leave me.

"I see," he said.

After eating, we sat in the atrium for a while, the sun was shining, and I unconsciously fell asleep leaning on the boy's shoulder.

The person who hadn't appeared in the dream for a long time appeared again.

This time I didn't see Naoya, I could only feel myself leaning against my biological mother, and the woman's hand patted my back lightly, as if coaxing me to sleep.The biological father was sitting by the bed reading a storybook, he was reading Sleeping Beauty, I have to say that this man named Akanishi really has no talent for reading, good fairy tales were read by him dry, not attractive at all.

It turned out that I also had such a life.

It may be really too long ago, so long that I have forgotten these things.

The soft light from the floor lamp fell on the side face of the biological mother, reflecting her facial features beautifully.It was only then that I noticed that her eyes were a very beautiful light gray color, the kind that makes me feel happy just by looking at them.

Why does she feel that she is very happy?

That's because her husband was still a very ordinary person at that time.

In my vague childhood memories, my biological father's alcoholism seems to have started after I can remember.If it wasn't for my adoptive mother to obstruct me, I should be just an ordinary child loved by my parents.

That's why I don't know whether I should hate the Yuki family couple or not.

The faint blue flames spread inward from the four corners of the bedroom, quickly covering my entire line of sight.

When the flames faded, what came into view was the overlapping corpses of men and women in distorted postures.The woman still had a sharp wound on her body, and the blood oozing from the wound soaked the man's clothes, stimulating my fragile visual nerves.

I stood beside the corpse in a daze.

The sound of neighbors' footsteps coming and going came from outside the door, and small conversations drifted in through the open door.The mobile phone placed on the dining table by the biological father rang untimely, and the buzzing sound matched with the cicadas outside the window was deafening.

Trembling, I reached out to touch the couple, but suddenly there was a thrust from behind.

The bodies of men and women quickly collapsed like weathering, and bottomless black holes appeared on the ground corroded by the wreckage.I didn't stand still and was pushed and shoved by that force and fell down.

Before falling to the bottom of the abyss, I turned my head and looked behind me with difficulty.

A woman in a gorgeous kimono stood there gracefully, and beside her was a man in a black windbreaker.

I opened my eyes suddenly and sat up straight.

"What's wrong?" Hong turned his head to look at my face, "Your face is ugly."

I put my hand on my forehead and forced myself to calm down, "No...it's nothing...it's just a nightmare." That dream was so real, I can even remember my biological mother's beautiful eyes and falling eyes under the light. The weightlessness of the body in the abyss.

The boy stretched out his hand and patted my back soothingly, "Sleep a little longer, it's still early before the end of the lunch break."

"Don't sleep anymore." I moved my hand down a little and buried my face in my palm, "I'm afraid of dreaming again."

Hong Wenyan nodded.He sat beside him quietly, and I could see the juvenile's bony right hand through my peripheral vision, and I could also see the black claw-shaped pendant hanging on the mobile phone in his hand.

It is a pair with the pendant on my phone.

This realization reassured me a little.

I feel like some kind of beast right now, after I've found a mate I can't wait to put my mark on that person so that other people won't want to.

But I was afraid and chose to leave me on my own initiative.

So it's not enough just now.

There are too few traces of me on Hong's body, so few that I can't even find them myself.

Just the pendant is not enough.Even if I tell him that I don't want him to have too much contact with other girls, he still needs daily social interaction after all. I can't guarantee that there will be unexpected situations in such daily social interaction.

Thinking of this, I stretched out my hand and took out my mobile phone, then let Hong turn his head, and took advantage of the moment he turned his head to snap a photo of his face.

The pixels of this phone are not bad, and there will be no blur in the snapshot.

I changed my phone screen saver to that photo in front of him.The boy froze for a moment, then raised his phone as if he suddenly understood and took a picture of my face, and then changed the screen saver.

I always feel a little embarrassed to use each other's photos as mobile phone screens or something.

But now I need something to prove that Hong is my boyfriend.

That alone is not enough.I think.It's just that the mobile phone pendant and screen saver are not eye-catching enough. The effect I want is that everyone knows that this person is dating me.

Thinking of this, I put the phone back into the pocket of my school uniform, stood up, held the boy's face with both hands, and pressed my lips to his forehead.

"Hey," my voice was very soft, "don't call me by your surname from now on. You call me Niu Xu, and I call you Jiao Dong."

The other party was silent for a few seconds, and then replied softly, "Okay, listen to you."

The author has something to say:

The heroine's mentality has collapsed

Mr. Hong knew that the heroine was abnormal but guessed that it had something to do with the family. She was also a victim of an abnormal family. Mr. Hong felt a little sympathetic, so he chose to tolerate it. Of course, this kind of tolerance will not last for a long time. After all, the heroine is not normal status

Compared with the click line, the boom line is black in various senses (drinking tea)

In fact, the hanging wire is even darker. The main tone of the hanging wire is a bit similar to the reverse volume repair line of "Devil Lovers" (the main line of the game is not the TV version... After playing the full pass, I feel that the big brother HE1 is the darkest one. tm is foreshadowing), it’s great not to write hanging lines 233 (what the hell am I happy about)