[My English] It's not a problem if you can communicate with your fists

Great power can easily make people lose themselves.

Especially when you are a child.

After tasting the benefits of individuality, my identity changed again.If I was a bully before that, I was a total bully after that.

At least the way other people looked at me gave me that feeling.

In fact, it is very common for aggressive personalities to hurt people in orphanages. After all, this is a superhuman society.However, at that time, I didn't understand this matter, so I took the staff's silence as acquiescence, and broke the arms of people who had done bad things to me time and time again.

They are nothing but scum, and such scum does not need to be pitied at all.

But then I was wrong.Repay resentment with resentment, and what you can get is double resentment and pain.

When I found out about this, no one around me was willing to approach me.

If I hadn't done those things, maybe it would never have happened after that.

Not long after breaking the arms of dozens of people, somewhere I blocked the little boy I had helped.It was exactly as I expected, and the moment I had to face me, the other party was so frightened that he almost cried.

But to be honest I don't intend to trouble him.Not because it would make me appear to be bullying, but because even if I break his arm countless times, the fact that he betrayed me cannot be changed.

On top of that, after my personality was exposed, the bullied at the orphanage turned into him again.

The weak are weak everywhere, because you are not strong enough, so no matter where you go, you are the target of bullying, and a momentary escape will only give you a moment of respite.

However, the other party couldn't understand my thoughts. He felt that I went to him for revenge.

So before I could speak, he shouted "I was wrong, please forgive me" and ran out of the gate of the orphanage.

At that time, I was just a child under ten years old.After realizing that I seemed to scare someone away, I panicked and rushed out with him without telling anyone.

Maybe I shouldn't have run out with the little boy at that time.

Just tell the staff what happened. After telling them, the next thing has nothing to do with me.

I have to say that our luck was so good that it exploded. We encountered a robbery as soon as we reached the main road.

Strange enemies use their personalities to wreak havoc on the streets, and as a "combatless" child, when I rushed to the scene, the object I was chasing became one of the many hostages in the hands of the robbers almost at the same time.

Leave it to the heroes.

That's what everyone is saying.

But in the case of hostages in the hands of robbers, even a hero cannot quickly come up with a perfect countermeasure.

Out of fear, I listened to the adults on the side of the road.It’s fine to leave this kind of thing to the hero, I’m just a kid, no one will blame me even if I don’t do anything.

Yes, I'm just a kid under ten years old.

The heroes seemed to have said something to the robbers, but at that time, all I could see were the flames all over the street and the hideous faces of the robbers, and I didn't notice the content of the adults' conversations.

Probably because the negotiations failed, the brutal robbers raised their guns threateningly, trying to kill all the hostages.

in front of everyone.

Then what?Then the man called "Symbol of Peace" appeared on the corner of the street like a soldier from heaven, and easily subdued the robbers, bringing the robbery to a successful conclusion.

The robber was indeed subdued, but the full stop was not complete.

When I reached out to the little boy who was sent back to the safe area by the police, he still shook his head and refused to hold me.

While pushing and shoving, the robber who had fallen on the ground raised his head like a flash of light, and shot towards this side without anyone reacting.

Even now, I still remember the dazed look in the little boy's eyes before he fell down and the hand he reached out to me almost subconsciously.

And that "help me" that no one noticed but me.

The bright red liquid stained the boy's white uniform, which made him look thinner than usual.

In the blurred vision, his fingers twitched twice and then returned to the inorganic dead state again.

In a daze, the staff of the orphanage who heard the news dragged me far away from the little boy.I stared at him intently, wanting to tell the people around me that he moved just now and that he could still be saved, but what rolled out of my throat was only a broken whimper.

The adults who were in a hurry only thought that I was frightened and stupid. They didn't even care about what I wanted to say. They just sent me back to the orphanage, and then isolated me in the single room at the bottom of the corridor under the pretext of "pacifying".

I spent nearly half a month there.

The hijacking incident did not cause any waves in the society.The one who died was just an orphan, with no father or mother, no background and no one to pay attention to. For the orphanage, it was only to the extent that someone reported to the government that someone died of an accident.

No one accused me of cowardice, and no one thought I had done anything wrong.

I'm just a kid who "happens" to be there.

It shouldn't be like this.

This man was killed by me.

If only I didn't take revenge time and time again on those who have hurt me; if only I didn't hesitate when I found out that the little boy was kidnapped; if only I didn't stand still and watch the heroes deal with it .

Maybe my coming forward wouldn't have made things any better, but if I had done that, I wouldn't be thinking about those things as much as I do now.

In the end, it's just that I didn't have a clear conscience at all.

Since then, I can no longer stand someone being killed in front of me.

Even if it's my wishful self-gratification, I just don't want to go through that again.

Did nothing, dared not do anything, and watched others lose their lives.

After the little boy died, new bullied people appeared in the orphanage again. I expected this incident early on.

To be honest, I used to think that I would step up and help the new victim like I did before, but when I noticed the eyes of the other person looking at me with fear and desperation, there was nothing I could do.

I obviously didn't do anything, but they looked at me more terrified than those bullies.

This life continued until I was ten years old.

That day I was lying under the tree at the entrance of the orphanage and reading a book. A man named "Yucheng" got out of the expensive luxury car. He smiled and held out his hand to me, and asked if I wanted a new home.

I still remember the crisp sound of the man's leather shoes hitting the ground.

That was the clarion call announcing that I was about to step into a brand new world that I had never touched before.

The author has something to say:

Although Chapter 2 intends to deal with the past of the heroine, in fact, more than half of it is sorted out in almost two chapters

A little bit left will be put in the back (depending on the choice of the hero)

According to my current plan, the male lead will be decided at the end of the sports festival.

But I have no idea yet (laughs)

When I made the outline, I thought about the male protagonist’s alternatives, and I opened the back door when I made the character design. The specifics are roughly like this

Kajiang ← This is the male protagonist originally planned, but it was stranded due to various reasons: the hero department entrance examination, the chasing and robbery incident

出久← This is the second choice, because it is easier to write (?), but in fact I don’t really want to break out the tea: the heroine mentioned in the previous section wants to live as a "personalityless" thing

Mr. Hong ← Nothing to say, it’s all stuffed in with a slap in the head: the family situation of the hostess, the background of the little boy in these two episodes

Xinsao←Actually, I like Xinsao's emmmmmm: Ochazuke related incidents

Brother Diao←Why is there such a person?In fact, I don’t know either: AFO-related personalities

If you don’t enter the specific hero’s route, there may be some cuts and reservations in the plot, and completely irrelevant settings will be directly clicked off

...How does it feel like playing GALGAME

Ok

Having said so much, I just wanted to ask

Does anyone have an idea for me who the male lead should be?