[Full-time] Tranquil and warm sun

That night, Xu Xinnuan studied schizophrenia and related music therapy methods for an hour. In the published articles, the role of music therapy is indeed acknowledged, but communication skills are essential.

It's a pity that Xu Xinnuan's communication is the most fatal.

She sometimes thinks that if she can talk, she can better understand the mood of patients who come to seek music therapy. She can use language, singing and many other methods combined with musical instruments to bring a sense of healing to patients. Take the relevant professional qualification certificate, you can do more and better.

But she couldn't speak.

She will never be a true music therapist.

But even so, she still wants to do what she can and do her best.

After searching twice in the music library, I finally picked out two soothing songs with familiar melodies, "A Tribute to Love" and "Auld Lang Syne", and then took out a beautiful letter paper and wrote what she wanted to say to Grandma Li. The words are written on it with simple words, which is more sincere than typing on a mobile phone.

At least it's good to make her not disgusted.

However, the reality is too cruel.

The next day, when Xu Xinnuan stepped into the ward, she was immediately scolded again.

Of course there is still some progress.

She only took one step yesterday, but today she rushed to the hospital bed holding back the curses, put the letter on the bed with both hands, and then ran out quickly.

Hoo hoo... It really is scary.

I didn't even play the piano...

I hope at least grandma reads the letter she wrote.

Just after praying in her mind, Xu Xinnuan at the door heard the sound of paper being torn.

……

I feel like my heart is bleeding.

At night, before going to bed, Han Wenqing checked Moments, and saw Xu Xinnuan's status in the morning.

【Xu Xinnuan】

[Failed again, not only was scolded, but the small letter paper I wrote was also torn off.

What can I do to make Grandma Li happy...

So confused...]

There are rare times when she is confused.

Hanwen checked and opened Xu Xinnuan's dialog box.

Han Wenqing: Got scolded again?

Xu Xinnuan: Yes...

Xu Xinnuan: [fragile and tiny.JPG]

Han Wenqing: Complaining is useless

Han Wenqing: Find a way by yourself

Xu Xinnuan: I've been thinking about it all the time!

Xu Xinnuan: But she doesn't give any chance to communicate at all

Xu Xinnuan: I'm ready to cut first and then play, tomorrow I will stand in the corridor at the door and play the piano directly!

Han Wenqing: It’s still so twisted

Xu Xinnuan: Do you think it's unreliable?

Xu Xinnuan: I feel guilty...

Han Wenqing: Think about how you blocked me at that time, with that momentum, all problems are gone

Xu Xinnuan: That's because you don't know how to scold me

Xu Xinnuan: Besides, he is a sick person or an old man, how can he compare with you?

Han Wenqing: She scolded her, pretend she can't hear

Xu Xinnuan: ...

Han Wenqing: Come on

Pretend not to hear?

It takes a strong heart to do this.

So on the morning of the third day, when Xu Xinnuan stood at the door of the ward, she kept sticking to the blind corner of the wall, and kept doing psychological construction for herself.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid.

She scolds and let her scold, the breeze blows the hills.

She hates her, and the bright moon shines on the river.

There is a boyfriend who protects the body, so what's the scolding!

Just do it.

Xu Xinnuan gritted her teeth and stomped her feet. She came out from a dead corner, facing the open door of the ward, and looked at Grandma Li who was lying in bed inside. She took out the piano and played it by herself at the door.

Just a few tones rang, and the furious sound from inside came.

"Who asked you to pull it? Ah?! Go! Let me go!"

Xu Xinnuan felt that her fingers were trembling a little, and she silently said "I can't hear" and "She's praising me" while pulling.

"Can't you hear me telling you to go? It's so noisy! What the hell are you pulling!"

Beep, beep, don't care!

She is the strongest!

Xu Xinnuan pursed her lips, ignored Grandma Li's scolding, and pulled "Greetings of Love" on her own.

The soft melody and ugly shouts blend together, and the different frequencies of music and noise also make occasional passers-by stop frequently.

Although because of Grandma Li's condition, the ward is in the innermost corner, and there is a special soundproof door outside, but because the water room is opposite the ward, other family members who come to fetch water inevitably come over. He played the tune tenaciously while scolding, feeling sympathy in his heart, but also felt that the girl was a bit timid.

After all, everyone knew about the old man's illness in their hearts, and it was clear that they scolded several music therapists away.

"Which family does this child belong to?"

"I heard it's from a community health center."

"Community? That shouldn't be too professional, right?"

"Who knows, but this posture is stronger than before."

"Come on, look at Wen Wen quietly."

"It will work if it works, maybe it will work."

"There's a show, you don't scold too much after listening to it."

"I can't stop scolding, how can I compare with young people when I'm old."

"This little girl is quite capable."

After Xu Xinnuan finished playing one piece, she started playing the second one. During the period, there were occasional whispers, but she ignored them.

Slowly, the shouting inside became smaller and smaller, and then completely disappeared, but Grandma Li kept staring at her, her expression was much stricter than Han Wenqing's.

It doesn't matter if she can't scold anymore, or she doesn't want to scold.

Anyway, the result is good.

The sound in the corridor suddenly became pure, without external interference, Xu Xinnuan was more immersed in the music than before.

Her mind began to change from self-hypnosis to thinking about how to pass the gentleness and tranquility of the song to grandma.

The prepared "A Tribute to Love" and "Auld Lang Syne" were looped again, about 20 minutes, Xu Xinnuan pulled down the last note, put down the bow and raised her head to look at the ward.

Grandma Li turned her back, leaving her with the back of her head.

been ignored.

……

But, still a little happy.

Grandma at least stopped scolding her by the end, but took a step back and just ignored her.

Xu Xinnuan smiled, not caring that grandma couldn't see it at all, and nodded slightly in the direction of the ward, greeting her audience and also her patient.

Grandma's daughter listened to it for a long time, until the end, the sense of surprise did not disappear.

This is the first therapist to complete the song.

"Girl, you are really good." Ms. Li pulled Xu Xinnuan.

Xu Xinnuan waved her hand.

"Grandma still doesn't want to listen, I'll try again tomorrow."

"Hey, good, hard work, hard work."

Anyway, one step closer to conquering the fortress!

Xu Xinnuan was in a super good mood all day, and sent several WeChat messages to Han Wenqing. Even if the other party just said "Come on" as calmly as before, she felt full of energy.

On the fourth day, Xu Xinnuan continued yesterday's victory and played the tune while standing at the door.

The selected ones are Schubert's "Serenade" and Debussy's "Moonlight".This day was much better than the day before. Although grandma still turned her back to her, she didn't scold her again from the beginning to the end.Xu Xinnuan finished the song smoothly, and the other family members of the two onlookers applauded twice.

Xu Xinnuan is now more confident. She took out a piece of letter paper written last night from her bag, put it quietly on the bed, and then greeted Aunt Li with a smile, saying that she would continue to come tomorrow, so she would be happy gone.

What's even happier is that, just to be happy, she indulged and bought an ice cream, and she actually won "one more".

Xu Xinnuan: [Winning Scratch Picture.JPG]

Xu Xinnuan: Han Wenqing, the ice cream I bought actually won a lottery!

Xu Xinnuan: The fortress is about to be conquered~

Xu Xinnuan: Super happy!

Han Wenqing: What kind of ice cream do you eat in winter?

Han Wenqing: It’s not cold enough

Xu Xinnuan: It's cool to eat in winter!

Xu Xinnuan: I will exchange another one tomorrow~

Han Wenqing: Whatever you want

Xu Xinnuan was happy in her heart, and ignored Han Wenqing's preaching, and practiced two more cheerful songs in the evening.

On Friday, Xu Xinnuan did not enter the ward as usual, but stood in the aisle at the door playing the violin.

A lot of people are getting used to it. Every day, a few people come to listen to her playing the piano. There are also family members from other wards who push the patients, and they will beat the beat when they encounter familiar tunes.

The atmosphere is getting better and better. It would be great if Grandma Li also gave feedback.

It's a pity, today I still carried her on my back, and didn't turn around from the beginning to the end.

Xu Xinnuan was not discouraged either. If she failed once, she would do it next time.

Anyway, the momentum can't be lost!

After playing the tune, when the others dispersed, Xu Xinnuan also put the violin in the piano bag, carried it on her back, and prepared to go out.

"Are you coming tomorrow?"

Suddenly, an old voice came from the ward.

The voice had no warmth, Xu Xinnuan once felt that she was hallucinating, turned her head suddenly, and looked into the ward.

Grandma Li sat up and looked at her expressionlessly.

But those unwavering eyes and old face, as well as the cold words just now, carved a deep stroke on Xu Xinnuan's heart.

She responded.

She is lonely.

She needs her.

There was even a moment of impulse, Xu Xinnuan wanted to cry, and also wanted to go and hug her.

But in the end, she didn't. She always felt that the old man didn't need emotional sympathy, so she just stood there grinning and nodding like garlic.

On the way back to work, Xu Xinnuan was immersed in a kind of joy that seemed to be false.Until she saw Yang Tong standing in the office watching the drama, she suddenly felt that joy multiplied and exploded, touching the excited cells in her whole body.

Xu Xinnuan ran towards Yang Tong, gave her a bear hug, and then jumped up and down, making Yang Tong tremble with fright.

"Heart warm, calm down! Oh my waist!"

Xu Xinnuan let go of Yang Tong, then hugged her waist and rubbed her, and started typing.

"I made it! That grandma accepted me!"

One pass two, two pass three, the other two people in their group, including the leader, soon found out about the news, and they came here after work in the afternoon to express their warmth.

"You can! After being scolded for three days, you managed to take down!" Sister Li patted her on the shoulder.

Chen Xing also praised: "It's really good. Even the therapists in the famous full-time music therapy institutions in our city can't get it."

"Simple and rude. If you learn a trick, you have to be tough to deal with this kind of person. If you can do it, you don't move your mouth. One word, do it!"

"Be gentle, Xiao Xu is prescribing the right medicine." Chen Xing patted Yang Tong lightly, then smiled and said to Xu Xinnuan, "Just in time for the year-end summary report, Xiao Xu will write a summary report next week, and I will report to the leader. Give our team a face-off, maybe the year-end bonus can go up."

"That's right, Xinnuan's report has been well written." Sister Li winked her eyes.

Yang Tong understood: "My heart is warm, let me hug your thigh!"

Even Chen Xing hooked her nose, which made Xu Xinnuan blush with embarrassment.

At night, Xu Xinnuan nestled in bed after taking a shower, and reported the good news to Han Wenqing, who hadn't reached a meeting because of the noon meeting.

Xu Xinnuan: I succeeded~!

Xu Xinnuan: Did you know that after I finished playing the piano today, I was about to leave, but grandma actually talked to me

Xu Xinnuan: She asked me if I would come tomorrow

Xu Xinnuan: At that time, I almost passed out from joy!

Han Wenqing: Well done

Xu Xinnuan: This is the first time you praised me! !

Xu Xinnuan: [Rolling with excitement. GIF]

Han Wenqing: Don’t get too complacent, tomorrow is still a tough battle

Xu Xinnuan: Hmm~ It's definitely no problem!

Xu Xinnuan: Are you free on Sunday?Let's go to the botanical garden, how about there are few people in winter~

Han Wenqing: You don't work overtime?

Xu Xinnuan: I'm going to the rehabilitation center in the morning, and I think I'll be out after ten o'clock, which happens to be close to the botanical garden

Xu Xinnuan: I am in a good mood, I want to see flowers~

Han Wenqing: Where do the flowers come from in winter?

Xu Xinnuan: There are

Xu Xinnuan: And didn’t it mean that plum blossoms bloom in winter? There are always plum blossoms sung in textbooks, but I have never seen the real plum blossoms since I was a child.

Han Wenqing: Do I want to pick you up?

Xu Xinnuan: No, no, you have to make a detour

Xu Xinnuan: See you at the gate of the botanical garden at 10:30, shall we?

Han Wenqing: OK

Xu Xinnuan: I feel so happy today~

Xu Xinnuan: Even the wind feels warm~

Han Wenqing: It's an illusion

Xu Xinnuan: Don't pour cold water on it

Xu Xinnuan: [Love launch.GIF]

When Han Wenqing saw the cartoon heart emoticon, he hummed lightly.

The author has something to say: Today is still a girl full of energy

Career line really can't write make do with it

Still greasy and crooked cookies...

She has a little bit of a complex with plum blossoms. The reason is mentioned in the article before, and I will talk about it later.

Next chapter second date~