[Full-time] Tranquil and warm sun

At nine o'clock on Saturday morning, Xu Xinnuan arrived at the rehabilitation center on time.

This time she entered the ward with the piano on her back. Although Grandma Li's face was still indifferent, she didn't mean to reprimand her for going out at all. Looking at the names of the two songs displayed on her mobile phone, she didn't object. He didn't stop playing the piano.

She's a proud grandma.

The songs Xu Xinnuan chose today are relatively brisk, one is "Song of the Wanderer" by Sarasate, and the other is "Castle in the Sky" by Joe Hisaishi.Because it is not as far away from the door as before, Xu Xinnuan can look at Grandma Li while playing the piano this time, and smile from time to time, giving her an interactive exchange of expressions, hoping to let the smile and the music go together , to calm her mind and bring hope.

At the end of the two pieces, Xu Xinnuan put away the piano with a smile, sat on the chair beside the hospital bed, picked up the phone and started typing.

"Does it sound good to you?"

Grandma Li didn't say a word.

"Yesterday you talked to me~"

Grandma Li glanced at the phone, still didn't speak, but turned her gaze to her face.

"I have persisted for six days, if you ignore me again, the work has failed, and I will be deducted money..."

After reading this sentence, the old man who had been silent all this time snorted softly, and finally spoke.

"Collaborate with you just to avoid deducting money? Let's go, don't block my eyes."

Xu Xinnuan smiled, dimples looming.

"I won't deduct money, it was just a radical method, it will work~"

The old man stared at Xu Xinnuan for a few seconds with deep eyes.

"Hmph, I'm not very young, but I have a lot of thoughts."

"It's smart~"

"I'm not ashamed to say that."

"Don't say something embarrassing, you don't want to talk to me." Xu Xinnuan smiled like a little fox.

On Saturday, I had a simple chat with Grandma Li. After Xu Xinnuan came out, she declined her daughter's insistence on inviting her to dinner and giving her a red envelope. She ran out of the rehabilitation center and went home. .

Probably a little bit of joy turned into sadness, and maybe because Xu Xinnuan was so busy with her work that she completely forgot that her menstrual period was approaching.

As a result, after a week, she ran outside every morning to blow the cold wind, and ate ice cream for two days. As a result, before the alarm went off on Sunday morning, Xu Xinnuan was woken up by her aunt who arrived early.

It was the kind of heart-wrenching pain, even lying on the bed, curled up and pressing his stomach tightly, it was unbearable, the kind that made me want to cry.

Xu Xinnuan thought about yesterday's promise to go to the rehabilitation center, as well as the appointment with Han Wenqing in the afternoon, gritted her teeth, and decided that no matter what, she had to carry on.

So she struggled to find painkillers from the bedside table, swallowed two pills with water, and then rolled around on the bed under the quilt when it was still early, and finally the painkillers took effect after half an hour. Come alive.

When she woke up, Xu Xinnuan was sweating all over her back.

Why did you come today...

In an extreme situation, she didn't want to torment herself. Xu Xinnuan didn't care about dressing up. She just put on her warmest sweater and pants, and put painkillers in her pocket as a spare. After taking a taxi, she went to the orphanage, and then worked hard before arriving at the ward. Let yourself smile, look less decadent and uncomfortable.

"I'm coming~" Xu Xinnuan greeted with her mobile phone after entering the door, and then sat on the chair and took out the piano.

Although the pain is not so painful because of the painkillers, but the whole person still feels a little weak.

Xu Xinnuan felt that if she stood still and played the song for half an hour, she would not be able to hold it, so she explained with apology.

"I'm not feeling well today, so I just sit and play the piano."

Grandma Li glanced at Xu Xinnuan's pale face, still hunched over, and asked, "Is your period coming?"

Xu Xinnuan pursed her lips and nodded.

"Go back, you don't need to waste your own body to accompany people of my age." The old man was warm-hearted and cold, and he still remembered a bit of sarcasm in every sentence, "Don't expect me to be grateful to you, or to praise your unit. letter."

"I don't need a commendation letter." Xu Xinnuan shook her head, "I took the medicine in the morning, and the pain is not so bad now, and I have a date soon, so I can't go back anyway."

"Collaboration is only for lovers."

"Two things don't conflict..."

Xu Xinnuan pouted her lips in protest, and then started typing again to talk about business.

"Today is 'Liang Zhu'~"

The old man snorted: "The meeting lover pulls 'Liang Zhu', so we can share it directly."

After hearing this, Xu Xinnuan's heart fluttered, she quickly waved her hands, and shook her head desperately, looking very anxious.

What a breakup!

She doesn't want it!

I really like Han Wenqing!

"I don't want to share any 'Liang Zhu', change to something more festive, don't be sick and so depressed."

Xu Xinnuan also felt that what Grandma Li said was very reasonable. She didn't think too much about it at the time. She just thought it was nice, the melody was suitable, and it was popular and easy to resonate with.

Even to patients it seems like...

If it's festive, she hasn't practiced too noisy tunes recently, and she's afraid that she won't be able to perform well and make the wrong notes.

After thinking hard for a long time, I came up with a song.

"Let me play a canon for you! My repertoire, love song~"

The old man glanced at Xu Xinnuan: "It's still a promise."

"That's right, I played this song for him, and he proposed dating after a while."

"Okay, I don't listen to those, hurry up, and leave quickly after pulling."

Xu Xinnuan wasn't angry either, she was used to the old man's tone and found out the pattern, this grandma was just a knife mouth, so she smiled and started playing the violin.

With the melody of Canon, Xu Xinnuan naturally recalled when she secretly worked overtime to practice the piano, sent audio files to Han Wenqing when she was so nervous that her heart beat faster, and when she suddenly received a phone call from Han Wenqing and panicked, and listening to When he proposes a relationship.

Meng Yuran once asked her how Han Wenqing confessed at that time, that kind of steel straight man, cold and fierce, it was too hard to imagine that he could say any sweet words to chase girls.

That's right, Han Wenqing has never said sweet words, not even a word of tenderness in a broad sense.

He never said he liked her, and she never asked.

He never explained why he chose her, he said "suitable", and she didn't ask.

He never made any promises, and even told her that there was a possibility of breaking up due to emotional discord and other reasons.

Whoever brings up the topic of breaking up when confessing, he is probably the only one in the whole world.

But being so frank and straightforward makes Xu Xinnuan feel safe and trustworthy, so she can feel at ease to be herself and get along with him in the most authentic way.

Really more and more happy.

I'm so happy that I don't feel any stomachache when I play the violin.

Then the song ended, and the sweet pink bubbles in her mind disappeared. Xu Xinnuan put down the piano, rubbed her stomach, and rubbed her hands.

Sure enough, it is an illusion that there is no pain when playing the piano.

Fortunately, it was just a little pain, so I should be able to persist for another half day without any problem.

The old man snorted: "You have a stomachache and let you go out, so that's the case with your partner."

"He doesn't know."

"Resentful girl."

What a resentful girl, she is so sunny, why is she crying and hurting the spring and the autumn.

Xu Xinnuan shook her head, and deliberately grinned.

The old man didn't answer any more, just looked at her quietly for a while, seeing Xu Xinnuan's deliberately smiling face, and the slightly uncomfortable movement of covering his stomach, paused, and reached out to take an apple plug from the bedside table In the hands of Xu Xinnuan.

"It's your reward for playing the violin."

Xu Xinnuan was a little surprised when she held the apple, then she narrowed her eyes and stuck the apple to her face, like the innocent girl in the animation.

"Okay, let's go."

Xu Xinnuan blinked, and checked the time on her phone. It was indeed almost time to leave.

So she put the apples in her bag, carried the piano on her back, and greeted the old man.

"Then I'll come back tomorrow~"

The old man waved his hand after seeing it: "No need, I won't use it in the future."

Xu Xinnuan froze in place, and just about to type, the old man spoke again.

"You can't say you won't ask. It's better if you don't. Your work is over, live a good life, go back, and don't come again."

After speaking, the old man smiled at Xu Xinnuan for the first time, but there was a trace of helplessness and reluctance in the smile.

Xu Xinnuan stood with her mobile phone in her hand for a while, but she didn't ask any questions after all. She bowed and went out the door.

Xu Xinnuan can't speak. She really can't ask in time in many cases. Even if she has a question to ask, she can always think carefully before making the most rational question.

But in fact, most of the time, she really didn't have the desire to ask questions.

For example, this old and emotionally unstable old man, when looking at her, Xu Xinnuan sometimes seems to see herself. She doesn't want others to ask her about her pain, so she won't ask "Grandma, why are you angry?" question.

She is more willing to listen and accept, willing to believe the person who speaks to her, willing to believe the words she hears.

Everyone has their own secrets, Xu Xinnuan doesn't ask, just waits to be told, even if you don't have it, it doesn't matter, just be happy.

At the entrance of the botanical garden, Xu Xinnuan was sitting on a bench by the roadside, still thinking about meeting Grandma Li this week.

Scared, tangled, helpless, fearless, surprised, peaceful, joyful...

And feel lost.

The fate between people is sometimes very deep, and sometimes it is short-lived and makes people sigh.

"What are you thinking about?"

A deep male voice came from above his head, Xu Xinnuan raised his head and saw Han Wenqing wearing a black mask and hat, looking down at her slightly.

There was no warmth in those eyes, nor the affection or radiance often mentioned in the stories.

However, such cold eyes looked soft and calm against the faint sunlight, which made Xu Xinnuan feel at ease from the bottom of her heart.

"I'm just thinking about it."

Xu Xinnuan smiled, and gave Han Wenqing the tickets she bought in advance after typing.

"Are you spending money again?"

Xu Xinnuan nodded with a smile on her face.

"I'll come next time."

When Han Wenqing thought that the last date was paid by Xu Xinnuan, and this time the entrance fee was paid again, why should she not be allowed to pay again next time.

Xu Xinnuan didn't bother him about this matter, she also nodded her head in agreement, put the piano in the trunk of Han Wenqing's car, and followed Han Wenqing into the botanical garden.

Sure enough, it was winter, and the exterior of the whole garden was the same as that of the street, except for the yellow dry grass and bare trees. After walking for 15 minutes, not to mention the plum blossoms, there was not even a green leaf to be seen.

Looking at the map, the indoor pavilion is still inside, some distance away from them, and it will take more than ten minutes to walk there.

Really feeling a little discouraged.

It so happened that there was a water stall nearby, so Han Wenqing decided to go there for a while, bought a cup of hot chocolate and a bottle of mineral water, and gave the hot chocolate to Xu Xinnuan.

"The plum blossom you want to see probably doesn't exist."

Yes, there is not a single outdoor plum blossom in the huge botanical garden.

Is it possible that "the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold" is a lie?

She endured her aunt's walk for so long, and felt that she had gained nothing.

Xu Xinnuan held the cup with her hands, and blew on it while drinking slowly. Her physical discomfort and mental depression made her look listless.

"Are you still going?"

Xu Xinnuan looked up.

If her parents, or Meng Yuran, or even her colleagues asked her at this time, she would definitely say: I said, my stomach hurts, and I want to go home and sleep.

But what they were facing was Han Wenqing...there was only one chance to meet each other a week.

Xu Xinnuan couldn't bear it.

"Let's go, we're halfway there."

Han Wenqing looked at it and just nodded: "Well, let's go after drinking."

There is no wind in Qingdao today, and the temperature is considered warm in winter.Han Wenqing was in good health, and was never afraid of the cold. Leaning against the railing, he held a mineral water bottle in his right hand and drank a few sips from time to time. His left hand hung naturally by his side without putting it in his pocket.

When Xu Xinnuan was drinking hot chocolate, she accidentally looked down at Han Wenqing's left hand. Although her stomach hurt, her brain seemed unable to feel the discomfort signal from her body, and she was completely immersed in her impure thoughts.

The time of dating is not long, just half a month, but it can't be said to be short.

When the two of them were together, they never had physical contact, and at most they only got closer when walking.

Xu Xinnuan really wanted to hold hands with Han Wenqing and walk slowly in the sunlight like in the TV series.

But Han Wenqing never showed such willingness, and Xu Xinnuan was not even sure whether he didn't like it, or felt that the relationship was not enough to hold hands.

Heartbroken.

The impulse to fall in love made Xu Xinnuan ruthless to think about these things that he couldn't understand at all. He held the paper cup with his fingers and turned the cup back and forth several times. fight.

She also lowered her right hand to her side, and when she saw that Han Wenqing was looking elsewhere, she quietly stretched it out and gently grabbed Han Wenqing's fingers.

Ah, successfully pulled.

It's not cold at all.

Don't break free.

Xu Xinnuan was imaginative and extremely nervous. Since the warmth of the hot chocolate was still on his fingertips, Han Wenqing immediately felt the touch and temperature from his left finger. He turned his head to look down unexpectedly, and saw Xu Xinnuan's hand holding him. Yes, and followed the direction of the arm to look up at Xu Xinnuan.

The girl's skin was very fair, and it was obvious that the roots of her ears were red. When she met Han Wenqing's gaze, she looked away as if guilty, but she held his hand tightly, as if she was afraid that he would break free.

He didn't pull his palm, but just held his knuckles, looking cautious.

Han Wenqing paused, the heat from his fingertips hadn't faded away, but he responded quickly, pulling his finger out of Xu Xinnuan's hand, and before the girl had time to react, he turned his wrist and directly Hold the back of her hand in your own.

Han Wenqing's hand was bigger than Xu Xinnuan's, just enough to wrap the exposed back of Xu Xinnuan's hand, the strength was neither tight nor loose, it would be good.

Compared with the fingers, the back of Xu Xinnuan's hand was colder.

Han Wenqing rubbed his thumb unconsciously on the back of Xu Xinnuan's hand, as if he wanted to dispel the coolness on the back of his hand, but he stopped immediately after feeling the girl's soft and slippery skin.

But just like that, Xu Xinnuan's heart was aroused like an electric shock, and her heart stopped beating.

She was really surprised and pleasantly surprised. She thought that as long as Han Wenqing didn't dodge, it would be a phased victory, but she never expected that he would take the initiative and hold her hand in a protective gesture.

The hands were warm, as if they were completely out of contact with the temperature of the cold air, and the face and body seemed to be slightly burned by the fire, very hot.

Xu Xinnuan looked up at him. Although she was wearing a mask, she always felt that the feeling coming from her eyes was much milder than usual.

Are you laughing?

Her head was a little dazed, dazzled by joy, she even wanted to stand on tiptoe to take off his mask to see if Han Wenqing was smiling.

But holding the cup in one hand and being held in the other, Xu Xinnuan, who didn't have a third hand, finally gave up on this bold plan of plucking the tiger's hair.

However, plan A did not succeed, so naturally there is plan B.

Give some sweetness, and of course ask for more.

Xu Xinnuan also imitated Han Wenqing's movements, and pulled out her hand. Responding to the other party's slight frown, she separated her five fingers and slowly passed through Han Wenqing's fingers, until the roots of the fingers and the palms of the two of them were completely covered. fit together.

"Aren't your hands cold?"

Unexpectedly, when Han Wenqing spoke suddenly, Xu Xinnuan was a little flustered, and nodded quickly after meeting his gaze.

Han Wenqing looked at her for a few seconds, then shook his fingers back.

Xu Xinnuan blushed, lowered her head again, pretending to be serious about drinking hot chocolate, but the corners of her mouth could not help but betray her good mood.

Fingers intertwined.

This is a side-by-side couple.

Well.

Heart itching.

So happy.

The author has something to say: Intimate Battle A - Holding Hands: Get√

Don't count on Brother Han, in this relationship, the girl has always taken the initiative