Expectation

Okiya Subaru is such a nice guy.

Stop, stop, stop, what's wrong with him!The weasel wishes the chicken a new year!

...Where is the chicken for me.What can he get from me, that is politeness.

...So what a nice guy - stop!

That's my inner circle these days.I have to admit that aside from prejudice and guarding, Okiya Subaru is really a comfortable co-tenant-especially he can cook.I'm much happier than myself.

What's more, after I tried it, when the bank was robbed that day, he had a complete alibi, and he was not the scarred man.He doesn't know a few FBIs, and he is not interested in Xiao Ai and her special brown curly hair yet.He also doesn't seem to have the cocoons of guns that those gangsters should have, but has the cocoons of a scholar's pen.He has also dabbled in all aspects, and even my graduate courses can actually say something.

If all this is a disguise...

Then he's a tough guy.I lazily thought, if a person can pretend to this level, I might not be able to play tactics. It is better to use soldiers to cover the water and cover the water and fish in troubled waters.

So all those guards died in peace—maybe when I ate the food he cooked calmly from the beginning, those doubts were put behind me with peace of mind.

You can die a hundred times, it doesn't matter.

...But I still didn't think I'd be that stupid to get drunk next to a stranger.

When I woke up the next day, my head was still hurting, my thoughts were interrupted into pieces, and I couldn't even remember what happened before I got drunk, let alone after I got drunk.I can only vaguely remember that I squinted my eyes and cried for a long time.

... No wonder the eyes hurt so much too!

After getting up with perseverance, I moved to the kitchen like a dead fish looking for some food to fill my stomach.

...Then I happened to see Okiya Subaru who was cooking.

I froze all of a sudden.I must have been at odds with this person. I haven't been so densely humiliated in front of the same person one after another since I grew up.First it was a cold, then it was cooking, and now I even got drunk.Okiya Subaru smiled mildly as always, without showing any emotion, "Oh, there is just warm hangover soup on the table, let's have lunch after drinking it."

Shame made me sit on pins and needles.I drank it in one gulp full of pride, smiled awkwardly, and then dropped down in a low voice, "Don't bother me, I have something to do." Then I slipped away.

...so hungry.

I wiped my face and went to find Ai Jiang.I ran to the doctor's house, shamelessly drove the doctor out of the living room, and then hesitated sadly for a long time in front of Xiao Ai who was sullen.

"Say it quickly!! I have to test a condensation product, so I don't have time to waste time with you here."

"......sorrow."

"...?"

"It's over."

"?" Hui Yuan Ai asked blankly, "What are you talking about?"

I organized my words, and finally gave up on myself and said, "I seem to... have a little empathy for Yasubaru."

When I think of the past, it feels like a lifetime away.Obviously only over a month.I hesitated and said, "You know... Akai."

This is the first time I bring this up personally, and I can finally face those feelings that have been buried for more than ten years.I finally can't lie to myself, and I can't lie to others. "My relationship with him...is a little more important than love, and a little lighter than love."

"I only hoped that he was still there, but I never imagined that he belonged to me. Compared with me, there are more people and more things that deserve his attention."

It's a little lonely, but so what?

he deserves it.

Xiao Ai held the black tea, not knowing what she was thinking.She took a sip and said slowly, "So?"

"Now... I have similar feelings for him again."

Obviously... Okiya Subaru is a different person.

I thought blankly, obviously I am not alone at all, but I have the same dependence and trust again so quickly.

I struggled a bit before, but now I'm directly corroded under his sugar-coated shells.It's all because of Akai who disappeared so quickly, before I got used to it, a person so similar to him suddenly appeared.

And what's worse, Okiya Subaru is more...

nice to me.

I am doubling my reliance and affection on him.

Xiao Ai didn't seem to be listening at all, she said, "By the way, does he have a girlfriend?"

"Eh...it doesn't seem to be." He doesn't seem to have it, he is still a graduate student who spends all day in the laboratory.

"That's just right, why don't you try it?"

what?

try...try what?

"Confession." Xiao Ai said calmly.

I shook my hand and half of the black tea was spilled.

"I...I," I stammered after thinking for a long time, and said bluntly, "What silly things are you talking about, it's not a matter of organization now."

Ai said, "I know. But I don't think you would try without organization."

"I...I'm not, I don't."

"Oh?" Xiao Ai said casually.

"Ah, ah, the tea is very fragrant, thank you for the hospitality. I'm leaving, no need to send it away."

I left in a hurry.I wandered around the door for a long time, not knowing what to do.In the end, I didn't know why and squatted aside, my mind was muddled.Obviously not drinking, but it is as hot, as chaotic, and as eager as drinking.

Why not try it?

I do not know either.

Xiao Ai is right.I never thought that there could be such an important person in my life.In the past, that man was an unattainable moon, and I was happy to be a frog in a well.

Today, another sun appeared in front of my eyes.

...do I really not want to?

...I really want to let him disappear into my world again, without even a chance to say goodbye...

A pair of beautiful leather shoes appeared in front of me.The owner of the leather shoes squinted his eyes as always, frowned slightly and asked, "...What are you squatting here for?"

"..." I just came back to my senses, moved my legs, and said cautiously, "...the legs are numb."

"...really."

I suddenly burst into tears.

"...Hey, Okiya Subaru, do you have a girlfriend?"

I said to myself in one go, "If not, can you consider me?"

The author has something to say: Che is the type to do it once you decide hahaha~ so of course it is a straight ball hahaha.

Although Xiao Ai's original intention was to say that Che Che would keep her head down and pretend to be dead, so don't bother me, I still have to do experiments.In the end, she accidentally confessed to her.