Expectation

"..."

He didn't answer me, his eyes were hidden in the reflective glasses, and he couldn't see clearly.He said calmly, "Go back first, it's windy outside."

I said stubbornly, "No. You reply to me first."

I thought it was going to be a stalemate for a long time, but suddenly he rubbed my head vigorously.He sighed, "Not good. I don't have the energy to think about it right now."

I opened my eyes wide, and it would be a lie to say I wasn't disappointed, but I was still relieved.It is much more pleasing to the ear than "I have a woman I like" or "You are not suitable for me".I couldn't help laughing, "I happen to be the same, so what about a year later?"

One year should be enough. I think in the current situation, at most one year, the winner and the organization can be determined.

"..." He didn't seem to expect me to say that, he was stunned for a moment, but said, "...Are you sincere?"

I blinked in confusion, and before I had time to slap my chest and make a shocking oath, he said softly, "When you were drunk yesterday, you kept mentioning a name."

......

I thought it was a mistake to drink.But if he doesn't say I know who it is, who else can I mention?

I took a deep breath and said, "That person is very important to me, but Okiya Subaru,"

I stared at him and said confidently, "You are really good, I don't want to miss you. It's just a matter of time, and you will become more important than him to me. I will love you very much, I love you more than all the people in the world put together."

"..."

He seemed momentarily at a loss for words.I suddenly felt a little bit of schadenfreude—it was his venomous tongue that kept me speechless, and today it was finally his turn.

Maybe in his eyes, I'm heartless and heartless.I'm just...well, I too feel that my feelings are sudden and intense right now.But I've endured it once, and I can't bear it a second time.Even thinking of Akai still gives me a dull pain in my heart.I even feel that maybe it won't change after decades—he is an old friend who has been reunited for a long time, a momentary joy and nostalgia and melancholy for most of my life, a luxury I can't dream of in my life.

But Okiya Subaru is within reach.

Maybe people's feelings are so unpredictable, only when I speak out, can I feel the desire in my heart doubled.

I smiled and said, "As long as you agree, you will definitely think about me in a year!"

He seemed to suddenly have a double obsession.

He let out a long sigh, as if sighing out the melancholy of a year. "...a year is still far away."

I took it as his consent.After rubbing my numb legs, I happily ran to my room for training.

In order to defeat the organization earlier, to really own this man earlier.

The author has something to say: Once bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of the well rope, Cheche clung to it desperately and refused to let go.

Okiya Subaru and Akai Shuichi are essentially the same person, that's why she fell so quickly.Maybe most people will feel that they are scum at this time, but!We, Cheche, organized it before!She doesn't really have that much moral sense.It's enough for her to be happy.

Let me show you a real case of "people must look forward".

Don't feel sorry for Brother Xiu, you can say "I can't love two women at the same time" in the comics, this is the real pig's trotter.It's so cool to say empathy, vomit.

So why is it almost over? On the one hand, I really can't write any sadomasochistic love, on the other hand, the straight ball girl is really... progressing very fast.

But brother Xiu is not someone who can attack with a straight ball, the main reason is that the previous favorability is enough.

The next thing is that the bear child becomes a little angel in seconds.