until now

Mu Rou stood coldly at the corner of the street, watching Chen Xiao get into a car and drive away with cold sweat on his back.

"Very good...we meet again." Mu Rou clenched her fists, her voice full of chill.Although no one has ever made Mu Rou take special care of her, this painter left a deep impression on her.

First, the way Chen Xiao looked at him, then he ran away from his subordinates in the square, and this time he was so close to Chen Xiao again.Mu Rou almost believed that this matter was not simple, but she didn't care.

In the old house, Song Yu and Lei Xue were arguing in the living room, while Su Xinran walked around to Shen Feng's studio to look at his paintings.

What makes Su Xinran somewhat unexpected and reasonable is that all kinds of Chen Xiao are scattered among the painters, the appearance of Chen Xiao cooking, the appearance of Chen Xiao exercising, the appearance of Chen Xiao holding a wine glass, and even the appearance of Chen Xiao The appearance of taking a nap on the stool, one by one, showed Su Xinran's life attitude that Su Xinran has never seen too much. Chen Xiao is not someone who will show others his other side, he will always arm himself with an indifferent appearance, Even in front of these close friends, he does not easily show his defenseless side.

I don't know whether Chen Xiao is special to Shen Feng, whether Shen Feng can feel it.When it comes to disguising, why didn't Shen Feng use that unchanging smile to disguise himself.

Su Xinran was studying those paintings carefully, when she heard the door being opened roughly, the next second Chen Xiao entered Shen Feng's bedroom with a dark face and behind his back.

"What's the matter?" The three people in the room were a little surprised and followed into the room, only to see Shen Feng clenching his teeth and closing his eyes tightly, beads of sweat protruding from his forehead, his left hand tightly protecting his right hand, The whole body is shaking.

"Su Qing, go get a basin of hot water." Chen Xiao put Shen Feng on the bed, trying to take off his heavy coat.

"He doesn't know me well, let me go." Song Yu volunteered to walk out of the bedroom, and within a few steps, he heard a dull crashing sound in the room and then everyone's exclamation. Like crazy, he pressed Chen Xiao to the ground firmly, his hands strangled his neck, and his eyes were scarlet.

"Don't touch me... don't... touch... die... die together..." Shen Feng said nonsense in a hoarse voice, those originally clear eyes were full of hatred that was about to overflow at the moment, Song Yu rushed forward He wanted to tear Shen Feng away, but the current strength of the thin and weak Shen Feng was surprising.

Lei Xue strode forward and dragged Song Yu away. Under the surprised eyes of everyone, he slashed Shen Feng's right neck with a knife in his right hand. Shen Feng let out a muffled snort and passed out on Chen Xiao. After a few dry coughs, he embraced Shen Feng with both hands, as if embracing a lost and recovered treasure.

This is not the first time Shen Feng had such a dream.

"Hey! Are you painting again?"

A voice came from the fence beside the yard. The 15-year-old Shen Feng raised his head. The sun was a bit dazzling. He slightly raised his right hand to block it, and saw a vigorous face appearing beside the fence.

"Can't you come in properly?" Shen Feng laughed, and opened the gate of the yard, "Dad is out, and my sister has to make up lessons at school. I saw the sun was good, so I took it out and secretly painted for a while."

The boy pouted from the main entrance, moved a stool and sat next to Shen Feng, "Be careful, your father will beat you again if he sees it when he comes back."

"It's okay, I'll be careful."

"What are you painting today?" The boy stretched his neck to look at the painting on the drawing board, and the clean ears and neck came into Shen Feng's sight.

Shen Feng blushed, didn't say anything, but the smile on his face deepened, and he kept drawing with his right hand.

"...Why did you draw me again..." The boy also blushed slightly, turned his head and stopped looking at the painting, but instead looked at Shen Feng's clean and childish face, that focused expression and slightly pursed mouth It caught his attention, making it impossible to look away.

Sensing the boy's gaze, Shen Feng turned his head in doubt, but was embarrassed to find that the distance between the two faces was very close.

"...Shen Feng, do you like me?" The boy murmured softly, with a touch of emotion in his eyes, he slowly closed his eyes and kissed him.

Shen Feng was surprised and happy to accept this gentle kiss, the kiss from his favorite boy when he was young.

"Qin Hao..."

However, the picture began to spin crazily, a large piece of scarlet bloomed in the darkness, the man's rude insults and the woman's sharp accusations filled Shen Feng's ears, he wanted to break free, but his limbs seemed to be immersed in ice water, the biting cold made people unable to move .

Forget it, I have never been so tired before, when the memories of the past were like a revolving lantern half shaking his head, Shen Feng remembered the starting point of that period of memory loss.

At this moment, I just want to fall into a deep sleep and never want to wake up again.Suicides go to hell, although living is no different from hell.

Fate sighed sadly, Shen Feng gradually sank in the red darkness, but someone grabbed his arm suddenly.

The scarlet color gradually faded, and the darkness unexpectedly had a reassuring power. The biting cold was gone, replaced by a firmly imprisoned but warm power.

The ear-piercing din gradually dissipated, leaving behind age-old, unknown ballads.

Shen Feng slowly opened his eyes, the sunlight shattered all over the ground, casting mottled spots on his face.Turning his face to the side, looking at Chen Xiao who was lying on the bed beside him, hugging him tightly and stopped humming, Shen Feng slowly raised his hand to cover the shattered sunlight on Chen Xiao's eyes.

Chen Xiao's thoughts, he has always known.However, why do I refuse to accept and face it?

He still couldn't escape that curse, a vicious curse spoken by someone who was supposed to be his closest relative.

"woke up?"

"En." Shen Feng put down his hands, left Chen Xiao's embrace, and sat a little further away, "Where are the guests?"

"Let them go back first." Chen Xiao felt slightly lost as the temperature in his arms was gone. He also got up and walked to the side, keeping a certain distance from Shen Feng.

"What happened to you and those two people?"

Chen Xiao broke from his usual reticent appearance, and asked Shen Feng very persistently about the cause of what happened that day.

Shen Feng still said with an impeccable smile: "With Mr. Chen's ability, it's easy to find out, isn't it?"

Shen Feng, who said these words, carried a little hope. In his subconscious mind, he hoped that Chen Xiao would care about it, find out the answer, and heal his wound.But Chen Xiao's words really made people feel very uncomfortable.

Could it be that in his eyes, he is just an employer who likes to probe people's details?Didn't Shen Feng have the slightest trust in himself in the past month?

"Why do you think I went to investigate?" Chen Xiao was awkward, and his tone was very unhappy. "It's your own business, and as long as it doesn't affect the results of the work, I'm not interested."

Shen Feng was dumbfounded, what the other party said was very reasonable and could not be refuted.What kind of hope did I lose?

"Boss, don't worry, it will definitely not affect your work." Shen Feng put on a smile and went about his business.

"That's good." Chen Xiao stood there for a while, but he was so angry that he slammed the door and went out.

Shen Feng began to complete the works that Chen Xiao needed day and night, but Chen Xiao didn't bring up the topic of the day, but sent someone to follow Shen Feng all the time, although Shen Feng never stepped out of the house.

It was Shen Feng's good friend Chen Yanyan who was sent here. Chen Xiao generously gave Chen Yanyan two months' salary and asked her to take care of Shen Feng.

Naturally, Shen Feng wouldn't say anything, he just locked himself in the hut to paint every day. When painting, even Chen Yanyan was not allowed to go in, and the two could meet each other only when they were eating.

"I said, did you quarrel with Boss Chen?" Chen Yanyan poked at the rice in the bowl.Shen Feng has always been in charge of making dinner. The food she cooks can poison anyone to death, so she never dares to cook.

Shen Feng raised his eyes and looked at the gossiping Chen Yanyan, "Why do you ask such a question suddenly?"

"Boss Chen hasn't been here for a long time. Sister Su also told me before that she didn't dare to mention you in front of Boss Chen recently, and that person's face smells even worse if you mention it." It started after the first time you passed out."

Shen Feng tapped the girl's head with his chopsticks: "You are still gossiping all day long. Eat quickly, and wash the dishes after eating. I put a glass of milk for you in the refrigerator, remember to warm it up before going to bed. "

"Hey, are you done eating? Don't leave, let's have a chat..." Chen Yanyan entered the studio after watching Shen Feng wave his hands, and let out a gossiping wail of dissatisfaction.

Awkward?Putting down the brush, Shen Feng shook his sore left hand, took a step back, looked at the person on the canvas tenderly, and thought of the conversation with Chen Yanyan at dinner.

It's been a long time since I heard this word.These days, Shen Feng probably knows where the problem is.I have always wanted to maintain a clear relationship with Chen Xiao, but I have expectations.Such contradictory ideas will inevitably lead to contradictions.

How about a step forward?Shen Feng carefully covered the painting with a damp cloth, turned and left.

There was a slight hesitation in the action of putting it on the doorknob, and finally closed the door without any nostalgia.

Chen Xiao frowned tightly in the car, and pressed hard on his twitching temples. He only felt that there was something irritating that had not been resolved, but he couldn't think of it for a while.

The driver turned the steering wheel, made a sharp turn and drove the car towards Shen Feng according to the boss's instructions.

After opening the door, the living room was pitch black, and the smell of food still lingered in the air. Chen Xiao curled his lips so imperceptibly, and walked towards the dining room, but was startled when he saw Chen Yanyan, who was sleeping on the table, He hurriedly stepped forward to wake her up, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the empty milk glass on the table and a bottle of Valium in an inconspicuous corner of the kitchen.

Shen Feng suffered from insomnia for a while, so the doctor prescribed a small dose of diazepam.There was still unfinished milk on the table, obviously, Shen Feng deliberately made Chen Yanyan fall asleep.

Regardless of the girl who woke up dizzy, Chen Xiao frantically searched for traces of Shen Feng, but it seemed that half of Shen Feng had evaporated from this room, leaving no trace left.

Only the oil painting that was not completely dry stayed alone in the studio.

Chen Xiao stretched out his hand to remove the damp cloth, looked at the painting, his eyes gradually turned red.