happy snow

The activity of this Hanfu club is to call Hanfu lovers to play together.

It was already dark when Tang Chengxue and Shen Jinhuan arrived at Dongfeng Park.The main roads in the park are decorated with lights of various colors.

At this time, many people dressed in Hanfu have already arrived at the venue.All kinds of brocade clothes and lights echo each other and complement each other beautifully.

After Shen Jinhuan and Tang Chengxue arrived, passers-by on the street looked sideways at them.Tang Chengxue said with a smile: "Look, how attractive you are." Shen Jinhuan clasped Tang Chengxue's hand and walked forward slowly: "I'm just yours."

"My Shen Jin mouth is too sweet, it always makes people feel unreal." Tang Chengxue said.

"I haven't said such... sweet words to other people." Shen Jinhuan was a little aggrieved.

"Have you never been in love?" Tang Chengxue asked.He'd never asked a question like that because it would have made him appear phony.But since the conversation has come here today, it doesn't hurt to ask.

Shen Jinhuan shook his head: "No."

"Oh, then you will be at a disadvantage. I have been in love before." Tang Chengxue wanted to see Shen Jinhuan's reaction.He wanted to find some real feeling from Shen Jinhuan.

"You are mine now, that's enough."

Tang Chengxue was frustrated, it was like this again, always like this, always like this: "Do you really not care about such things at all?"

"I don't care." Shen Jinhuan said.He only cares about the present with Tang Chengxue, he doesn't care about the past and the future.The two of them have no past and no future, only the present can be grasped.

Of course, Shen Jinhuan knew that Tang Chengxue would be happy only if he showed a little bit of jealousy, and then saying something like "I want to be with you forever" would work best.But he didn't want Tang Chengxue to call him a liar in the future.

After all, Tang Chengxue believed wholeheartedly that they would be together for a long time.He is still a perfect idealist now.

Tang Chengxue didn't speak any more, and let Shen Jinhuan pull her forward.

There are many interesting stalls on both sides of the main road of the venue, exchanging traditional culture.There are folk music performances, paper-cut stickers, and brush calligraphy.It is for visitors to visit, and the audience can do it if they want to show their hands.

Shen Jinhuan walked to the calligraphy stall, and asked the owner of Ruqun for a pen and paper.Ruyu's hand-held writing brush flows like clouds and flowing water, and the brush strokes are like clouds and smoke.It is said that writing is like a person, and Shen Jinhuan's writing is powerful and delicate.It was him.

The book "Morning is like blue silk and evening is snow".A slightly sad poem.

The people who stopped in front of the stall admired it one after another. "Little brother, your handwriting is beautiful!" "It's amazing!" On the one hand, Tang Chengxue was proud of her man, but on the other hand, she wanted to declare her sovereignty.

"Can this piece of calligraphy be given to me?" A cute girl in a dress asked shyly.

Shen Jinhuan picked up the dry writing and handed it to Tang Chengxue, then turned to the girl and said, "Sorry, this is from my boyfriend." Tang Chengxue's face turned red again.so direct?Shen Jinhuan added: "His name is Chengxue."

The girl smiled generously: "You two really deserve it. Bless you!"

Shen Jinhuan nodded: "Thank you."

So far, the unhappiness in Tang Chengxue's heart has disappeared.His temper came and went quickly, he was really manipulated by Shen Jinhuan.

Going forward is a wooden bridge over the artificial river.Many people stood on the bridge to take pictures.Tang Chengxue dragged Shen Jinhuan to pick a place with a good view, raised his phone and "clicked" to take a selfie.The street lamp cast a soft light above the head, the sparkling river was behind, the bustling crowd was in front of him, and he was beside him.

Tang Chengxue often secretly took pictures of Shen Jinhuan. The man's front, profile and even the top of his head were all pretty.Shen Jinhuan's mobile phone lock screen wallpaper, desktop wallpaper and WeChat chat background are all Shen Jinhuan.

good looking.

Tang Chengxue held a jar of unknown type of wine, and sat by the river with Shen Jinhuan, holding the jar of wine and pouring it into his stomach.Shen Jinhuan had to drive when he went back, so he didn't drink with him.Tang Chengxue usually didn't drink much, and his capacity for alcohol was not good enough, and he was already dizzy after drinking too much.

He leaned on Shen Jinhuan's shoulder and looked at the river: "Let's stay together like this forever, you accompany me, and I will accompany you."

Shen Jinhuan didn't speak.Tang Chengxue was drunk. He tasted good wine, but he talked too much.So he said to himself: "The days with you are the happiest time for me. Leaving you, I'm like an alpaca stuck in a swamp."

"Why an alpaca?"

"Because of the muddy horse, I want to scold the street when I get stuck in the swamp." Tang Chengxue chuckled.

"Tang Cheng, do you believe in fate?" Shen Jinhuan touched his face.

"Believe it! Believe it!" Tang Chengxue hugged Shen Jinhuan's neck, "But even if fate makes you leave me, I won't let you go."

The two returned home.

Shen Jinhuan hugged Tang Chengxue, and temporarily put him on the sofa: "I didn't drink much, and I got drunk like this."

Tang Chengxue hummed vaguely.Shen Jinhuan helped him untie his clothes and took off his shoes: "Then you have to take a bath too. So, I'll wash it for you." Shen Jinhuan adjusted the water temperature and put water in the bathtub.

Shen Jinhuan raised his eyes, tried not to look at Tang Chengxue's body, peeled off his clothes according to his feeling, and put him in the bathtub.Tang Chengxue squinted her eyes and muttered, "What are you doing?" in an ambiguous tone.

Shen Jinhuan didn't speak.After helping Tang Chengxue take a shower and drying her hair, Shen Jinhuan took a... cold shower.

This guy is so alluring.Shen Jinhuan murmured: "You always say I'm pretty, but your attractiveness is the fatal thing."

He didn't come out of the bathroom until he felt the heat in his lower abdomen subside.Tang Chengxue blushed, kicked off the quilt, and tore off her pajamas, revealing most of her chest.

Can't stand it anymore.

The hotness spread from the school uniform to the whole body, even trying to control Shen Jinhuan's brain.He bent down and kissed Tang Chengxue's collarbone lightly, from kissing to biting, from collarbone to chest, to lower abdomen, all the way down.

Do you want?Does this count as taking advantage of others?Shen Jinhuan was trembling, he raised his head and looked at Tang Chengxue with not so clear eyes: "Tang Cheng...can I...can I?"

Tang Chengxue's drowsiness was completely broken by Shen Jinhuan's cold kiss.The alcohol was still there, but he knew he was sober.He pinched Shen Jinhuan's chin with some force: "Shen Jin, you fucking belong to me."

He said word by word: "The past, the present, and the future are all."

Shen Jinhuan's last trace of rationality was gone.

A night of lingering.

In the middle of the night, Tang Chengxue was awakened by the nightmare and suddenly opened his eyes.He subconsciously touched Shen Jinhuan, but there was no one around him.There is still the residual warmth of Shen Jinhuan on the bed sheet.

Tang Chengxue got up with his dizzy head supported, and got out of bed to look for Shen Jinhuan.He panicked for a moment, and he didn't know what he was panicking about.

The door of the study room was ajar, revealing some faint blue light.Tang Chengxue knew that Shen Jinhuan was inside, and his heart couldn't help beating wildly.He knew it would not be easy.

Tang Chengxue didn't hesitate too much, and sneaked up to the open door.

The lights in the study were off.Tang Chengxue is like a god-man, and Shen Jinhuan really turned into a god at this moment.Shen Jinhuan's complexion was almost transparent, and there was a circle of light and shadow around him.

Different people who can be vaguely seen in the light and shadow.Male and female, old and young, ugly and beautiful.

People in light and shadow are dynamic.In this small study room, you can see all kinds of worlds.

Shen Jinhuan stood in the center of the light and shadow with a serious expression, and occasionally stretched out his hand to pick up a picture to take a closer look.After an unknown amount of time, Shen Jinhuan seemed to have checked all of them, and the light and shadow all dispersed.All that was left was Tang Chengxue's picture.

These lights and shadows are more magical than cameras, it seems to make you really be in the picture.Through these lights and shadows, Tang Chengxue watched her own life.

This feeling is really amazing.

Tang Chengxue's heart continued to beat violently, he returned to the bed lightly, lay down, and closed his eyes.Act like nothing happened.My mind was churning wildly.

The lights and shadows in the room were completely beyond ordinary people's understanding. Tang Chengxue couldn't even think of any reason to explain it for Shen Jinhuan.

Is it a superpower?And what kind of super power can spy on other people's lives?And why should he snoop?

He couldn't connect Shen Jinhuan with the super pervert who peeked at other people's privacy.

Tang Chengxue didn't intend to just ask Shen Jinhuan just like that.At least wait.Or wait for him to say it himself.

Tang Chengxue could understand that the person next to her pillow was hiding such a big secret, but she didn't intend to accept it.

I don't know how long it took, Tang Chengxue felt Fan Shen Jinhuan turn over on the bed, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, and then fell asleep.

But Tang Chengxue was sleepless all night.He could feel himself trembling all the time, and a kind of nervousness spread inexplicably.

Early the next morning, Shen Jinhuan got up early as usual and moved very lightly.He prepared breakfast and waited for Tang Chengxue to wake up by the way.

Tang Chengxue didn't fall asleep all this time. He heard Shen Jinhuan's sound of gently placing the plates, so he knew it was time to get up.

My feet are fluttering, and my whole body is exhausted.If it was in the past, Tang Chengxue would have been so tired that Shen Jinhuan would have asked the white rabbit to eat him.But now, something seems to have changed.

For example, Tang Chengxue's unconditional trust in Shen Jinhuan.

"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?" Shen Jinhuan was as careful as she was, so she could naturally find out that something was wrong with Tang Chengxue.And the relationship that happened last night made Shen Jinhuan even more worried about Tang Chengxue's state, whether he would feel uncomfortable or regret it.

"Maybe I slept too late." Tang Chengxue said.

Shen Jinhuan came over to check it carefully, and after confirming that there was nothing serious, he was relieved: "After breakfast, let's go rest for a while, I won't do any questions today."

"Okay." What else do you want to do?Tang Chengxue thought.

Putting down the bowls and chopsticks, Tang Chengxue said, "I'll go home today."

Shen Jinhuan reached out to collect the bowls and chopsticks: "I'll take you back."

"Aren't you going back to school for a meeting today? What's the problem if I go home by myself?"

Shen Jinhuan was taken aback for a moment, sensing the impatience in his tone.After all, he still answered: "Okay."

Tang Chengxue originally wanted to use the excuse of going home to wander around outside.He just realized that after being with Shen Jinhuan, he rarely went out by himself.Going to school, after school, eating, going home, and even going out to surf the Internet, Shen Jinhuan is always by his side.

Tang Chengxue suddenly felt that he couldn't breathe.His life has gotten out of his control.

In the end, he got on the No. 23 bus to go home.That broken home that was exhausting.

Everyone is addicted to their own miserable world and cannot extricate themselves.Tang Chengxue thought that Shen Jinhuan was the life-saving straw, the light in the darkness.Although Tang Chengxue didn't know the truth yet, a crack had quietly appeared in his heart at a certain moment.

irreparable.

Today happens to be Saturday.Neither nephew went to school.Tang's mother was washing clothes by the water pipe in the yard. Her callused and rough hands grabbed a handful of washing powder and sprinkled them on the clothes.

"Mom." Tang Chengxue walked into the house.

"Why didn't you say anything before you came back?" Tang's mother sat on the wooden bench that had been used for more than ten years with her fat body, and her loud and clear voice had a unique northern accent.

"Where's my brother?" Tang Chengxue would find some questions to prevaricate when he didn't know what to say.

"Going out of the car, I checked the car again last night, and the big car is still not easy to run recently!" Mother Tang sighed.

"There is no time to work all year round." This was Tang Chengxue's innermost thoughts.Spring, summer, autumn and winter are always reasons for restricting yellow-plate vehicles.Maybe Tang Chengyu chose the wrong industry.

"Isn't it? I can't make any money, but this family has six or seven mouths waiting to eat every day! This month, the family money is more than 2000, and I am embarrassed to ask your brother for money..."

Well, looking at this posture, Mother Tang is about to start again.Tang Chengxue's mother is good at everything, but she loves to mutter too much.

Tang Chengxue pushed open the door of the living room, the room was hotter than outside.The two boys were watching cartoons, barking teams or something.

"Mom, why didn't you turn on the air conditioner?" Tang Chengxue asked while picking up the air conditioner panel to adjust the temperature.

"How can it be so hot in the morning?" Mother Tang curled her lips.

"It's almost twelve o'clock, the sun is so poisonous, it will heat you up."

"That is, when you are at home, I only have a meeting with the air conditioner."

Father Tang (name) was still the same, sitting motionless in the wheelchair, staring at the brightly lit big-ass TV with cloudy eyes.

"Uncle!" The eldest nephew came over to rub Tang Chengxue's arm affectionately.The second nephew was more shy, and after one glance at Tang Chengxue, he ran into the house.

"Hmm." Tang Chengxue never liked children very much.But the eldest nephew was brought up by him, especially clinging to him.

The boss went to the house and dragged the second child: "Second brother, uncle, uncle is here, hurry up and say hello!"

Tang Chengxue leaned back on the old-fashioned leather sofa, not wanting to move.

At noon, Tang's mother made a bunch of Tang Chengxue's favorite dishes: "You are too picky, I don't even know what to cook for you."

Tang Chengxue smiled, and concentrated on the meat-grabbing battle with his nephews.Shen Jinhuan almost never let him eat so much greasy food, and put very little salt.So every time I go home is a day when Tang Chengxue makes up for it.

Why did you think of him again?Tang Chengxue couldn't help but want to cry in a storm.

After staying at home all day, Tang Chengxue finally went back to Shen Jinhuan's house to sleep.

Reluctant.

I always feel like I can't see it without a few more glances.

The moment Shen Jinhuan opened the door, Tang Chengxue even wanted to get into his arms and hug him tightly.But Tang Chengxue didn't, he just put down his schoolbag stiffly, changed into his slippers, and sat on the sofa.

Shen Jinhuan asked him: "Why do you still look so spiritless?"

"Sleepy." Tang Chengxue said.

Shen Jinhuan sat beside him, leaned on his shoulder, and asked in a low voice: "Tang Cheng, what's wrong with you? Huh?"

Tang Chengxue turned his head and kissed Shen Jinhuan's beautiful eyes: "You are so beautiful, you are so beautiful that you are not human." Shen Jinhuan's lazy eyes instantly became violent, he pressed Tang Chengxue on the sofa, and kissed instead.

"I love you." Shen Jinhuan said.

Tang Chengxue's heart skipped a beat.This is the first time Shen Jinhuan has said such words.He smiled bitterly.

That night, Tang Chengxue suffered from insomnia as a matter of course.He stretched out his hand to touch the person beside him, but sure enough, he was empty again, and sure enough, he wasn't there.He didn't even know when Shen Jinhuan left.

The door of the study was closed tightly.But there was still light peeking through the crack in the door.Tang Chengxue walked over lightly, and unexpectedly heard voices from inside the door.

It was the voice of an unfamiliar man: "Hello, Ming-19."

Shen Jinhuan: "What's the matter? Yun-11." His cold voice seemed to have lost his life.

Yun-11: "I urge you to fix the program."

Shen Jinhuan: "Why are you urging me?"

Yun-11: "Mate, don't be so unreasonable, we are colleagues after all. I can continue working only after you fix your program."

"I'll go back after it's repaired, you might as well take care of yourself." Shen Jinhuan lightly raised his hand, and all the halos were captured.It seemed that he didn't want Yun-11 to see it.

"If you say that, you will go back soon, and I will wait for your good news." As soon as the words fell, Yun-11 disappeared.

Shen Jinhuan rubbed between his brows wearily, let's procrastinate a little longer, he doesn't want to leave yet.

Tang Chengxue returned to the bed softly, her chaotic mind clearly knew the fact that Shen Jinhuan was going to leave.

Who the hell is he?Why are you leaving?when are we leaving?

The next night, Tang Chengxue lay on Shen Jinhuan's lap and played with his mobile phone. He absently swiped at the screen of the mobile phone.Shen Jinhuan inserted an apple with a toothpick and put it in Tang Chengxue's mouth.very sweet.Tang Chengxue's heart was beating violently.If this continues, it is estimated that the goodbye will be the Cardiovascular and Cerebrovascular Department of the City Hospital.

The question in his heart can't be dragged on any longer, he will go crazy.Shen Jin said that if there is anything you don't understand, you must ask him, for sure.