happy snow

Tang Chengxue chewed the apple, swiped her mobile phone and said, "Shen Jin, I have something to ask you." Seeing Shen Jinhuan nodding, Tang Chengxue continued, "When I came back from the toilet in the middle of the night last night, I saw the pile of apples in the study. , Weird blue light, what is that? Could it be that you are watching a movie? Haha." Tang Chengxue pretended to be relaxed here without silver 300 taels.

Shen Jinhuan's smiling expression froze for a moment, and then he returned to normal. He lightly fiddled with Tang Chengxue's bangs, and gently stroked Tang Chengxue's cheeks with his fingertips: "You saw it, but it's okay, I will tell you sooner or later. "

Tang Chengxue didn't speak, she paused for breath and waited for him to continue.Shen Jinhuan said: "Everything in the world has its own laws of operation. There is a place in the world where the 'people' are born to maintain the order of the three thousand floating worlds. Some are responsible for time, some are responsible for the weather, Others are responsible for constructing destiny. I am the one responsible for constructing and maintaining the order of 'fate'."

"So, are you a god?" Tang Chengxue couldn't concentrate on fiddling with the phone anymore, and threw it aside, he stared at Shen Jinhuan's eyes and refused to move away.Shen Jinhuan smiled softly: "Where is the body, it's just the staff. In fact, we are all incorporeal. In your human words, we are just a string of codes. In order to come to this earth, I transformed into a personal kind of look."

"So why did you come to Earth?" Tang Chengxue's heart was still beating violently.

"There is something wrong with the fate system of the earth, and I will fix it." Shen Jinhuan's fingertips had a gentle touch, but Tang Chengxue was trembling all over at this moment.

"Who are those people in the halo? Why do you monitor their every move?" Tang Chengxue's voice trembled a little.

"Those people are the entry points for repairing the system. Due to system errors, their fate has more or less deviated from the original track. I need to enter their lives and guide their fate in the right direction." Shen Jinhuan said .

"Into their lives? So you have a sex in countless personal lives?" Tang Chengxue rolled over and stood up.

Shen Jinhuan said, "Yes."

"Do they all use this face?" Tang Chengxue gently pinched Shen Jinhuan's chin with his fingers. How could he be willing to pinch Shen Jinhuan's chin so painfully?

"In everyone's life, my appearance and identity are different." Shen Jin hugged Tang Chengxue's hand.

"Are you appearing in my life and doing everything to fix that program?" Tang Chengxue asked softly.

"Yes." Shen Jinhuan did not hesitate.The purpose of his coming here is indeed to repair the program.As for Tang Chengxue's feelings, he could choose to avoid them.

Tang Chengxue's heart gradually calmed down, and the moment he heard the answer, he was relieved with sadness: "I remember you once asked me if I believed in fate, and I said yes. At that time, I gave myself a negative acceptance because of a series of twists and turns in life. The reason, but I didn't expect that there is such a thing as life. So is everything predestined? Is everything in vain? "

Shen Jinhuan said: "Not always. Different choices for the same thing will make your fate develop in different directions. There is no absolute definite number. Our job is only to maintain the order of this causal relationship."

"Okay, I understand." Tang Chengxue lay down on the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep.Surprisingly, I didn't suffer from insomnia.

A night without dreams.

The next day, Tang Chengxue got up very early, but Shen Jinhuan was even earlier. He had already prepared a healthy breakfast.

Tang Chengxue finished her breakfast sitting upright, with a hint of determination.While Shen Jinhuan was packing the dishes, he quickly packed his luggage.There is not much luggage, only a schoolbag and a suitcase in total.

"Tang Cheng?" Shen Jinhuan was wiping the drops of water off his hands with a paper towel when he walked out of the kitchen door.Tang Chengxue turned her head, trying to engrave this person's appearance into her brain.It's the last time.he thinks.It was the last time he looked at Shen Jinhuan like this.

"I'm leaving. I want to leave here." I want to leave you.As far as you are concerned, everything that appears in my life and does for me is a mechanical and insensible task, so why should I let myself sink deeper and deeper.

Besides, you should go too.

Feel like a fool.Others came for the task, but I was so deeply trapped.

"I'll see you off." Shen Jinhuan thought for a while, and it seemed that he could only say such a sentence that was destined to be rejected.

"Okay." Tang Chengxue thought, the last time, the last time to get close to him.

Speechless all the way.

This time Shen Jinhuan went to Tang Chengxue's house and went in to see Tang's mother.

"What should come will never escape." Tang Chengxue thought.He was still reluctant to let Shen Jinhuan see the distress at home.But it's all at the door, so we can't keep people from going in.

If it was Shen Jinhuan on weekdays, he would considerately not disturb Tang Chengxue's embarrassment, but after all, today is different.Shen Jinhuan actually wanted to look at Tang Chengxue one more time.

"Mom, our Teacher Shen is here." Tang Chengxue shouted at the door.

Tang's mother was holding the breakfast for Tang's father, a bowl of noodles in clear soup.When she saw Shen Jinhuan from the narrow window, she put it down and rubbed her hand on the apron: "Oh, why is the teacher coming home? What bad thing did this kid do?"

Shen Jinhuan stretched out his hand to nestle the old lady's hand: "Hello, Auntie, Tang Cheng didn't do anything bad, I'll take him home."

"I've been staying with Mr. Shen this summer vacation. The vacation is almost over, so I'll move out." Tang Chengxue moved the suitcase into his room, not wanting to stay in this place for a second longer.

Tang's mother scolded him: "You kid, you live at the teacher's house all summer, so much trouble for others!" Then she said to Shen Jinhuan: "Teacher, sit down, I'll pour you a cup of tea."

"It's troublesome." Shen Jinhuan sat down obediently and looked at Father Tang who was sitting in the wheelchair.Sensing Shen Jinhuan's gaze, Tang's mother said, "The child's father is sick and paralyzed on the bed!"

"Then it's been too hard for you to take care of this family." Shen Jinhuan said gently in his unique voice.

"It's not... But it's okay for me to be tired. I'm happy if the children are doing well. It's even harder for Cheng Xue's brother to support our big family." Mother Tang said, "But Cheng Xue, the child, I have to ask the teacher to take care of you at school!"

"Definitely." Shen Jinhuan said.

Tang Chengxue couldn't stand his mother saying such things to others, let alone Shen Jinhuan, so he interrupted: "Mom, what are you talking about!"

Xu Shi sensed her son's anger, so Mother Tang changed the topic: "Mr. Shen, my family, Cheng Xue, tells me every day how wonderful your lectures are and how gentle you are. I really didn't expect you to be so young!"

Tang's mother said again: "Chengxue lives in your house, didn't it cause any trouble?"

Shen Jinhuan laughed lightly: "No, what's the trouble? I usually live alone, so he can be regarded as accompanying me when he comes to my place."

After a few more polite words, Shen Jinhuan left.When Shen Jinhuan's car drove out of the alley, Tang Chengxue dared to go out to see the disappearing figure, breathing greedily, wanting to smell a trace of Shen Jinhuan's aura in the air, but only the car exhaust lingered in front of him .

Shen Jinhuan, I like you very much, love you very much.But my reason does not allow me to continue.To me, you are like water in a bamboo basket, no matter how hard you try, you can't get it out.

I don't know if you have the same liking for me, and don't want to ask you.Because you never lie to me.

After the new semester left, Tang Chengxue resigned from her position as a representative of the Chinese class and devoted herself to the sea of ​​questions every day. Lou Bei also went to the special training camp for art students and was not with her.So only when he was immersed in the sea of ​​questions, he could calm down a little and stop thinking about those messy things.

But he still rented a small house near Shen Jinhuan's home.The condition of the house is not good, it is cold and damp, and the feet of the bed are moldy, but the advantage is that it is cheap, and it is close to Shen Jinhuan.Every morning when Tang Chengxue takes the bus, he subconsciously looks forward to that person.Even these thoughts were forcibly suppressed by him.

Every day is really torture.

He passed the days very quickly, and passed the cold and heat in a blink of an eye, and came to the May Day holiday before the college entrance examination.

Originally, Tang Chengxue wanted to spend May Day in her kennel, but Tang Chengyu called over there, saying that she wanted to take their family out to play.Well then, let's go.It seems that since Li Shu left, Tang Chengyu took them out to eat and play more often.

On May [-]st, the weather was fine, with no clouds in the sky, the sun was overhead, and the skin of people who were exposed to the sun was hot.Tang Chengyu took Tang's mother, Tang Chengxue and two young sons on a self-driving tour.to surrounding counties.

Going out on May Day is naturally crowded and busy.They were stuck in traffic for a full five hours, and they didn't have a farmhouse until two o'clock in the afternoon.Tang Chengxue was always picky, the meal was boring for him, and it was really miserable to bring two brats.But with Tang Chengyu, he is always happy.This brother who has always been respected by him and placed on the altar by him.

In the altar in Tang Chengyu's heart, only two people were spared, Tang Chengyu and Shen Jinhuan.

"Hey, why do you think of him again?" Tang Chengxue murmured.What a... Grieving little goblin?

The itinerary thereafter will not be repeated, it is nothing more than looking at the scenery, playing with the water or something.

On the way home, there were songs like "Little Leaping Frog" that children love to listen to in the car, and Tang Chengxue sat in the co-pilot and was bored looking through Moments.Shen Jinhuan actually posted a Moments once in a hundred years.

It is a poem he copied, called "What Can I Use to Keep You".Tang Chengxue thought wildly again.Does Shen Jinhuan have an ulterior motive in this poem?

Suddenly, a tin van on the right bumped up against Tang Chengxue. Tang Chengyu had drunk and couldn't dodge in time. Tang Chengxue's head hit the door on the right—he wasn't wearing a seat belt.

Tang Chengyu was taken aback. He turned his head and saw Tang Chengxue beside him tilted his head and passed out. He immediately panicked and shouted, "Chengxue! Chengxue!"

Tang Chengxue's eyes were lifelessly closed, and there was a wound on his right forehead that was gushing blood crazily.

Mother Tang in the back seat also had a scar on her forehead from the car seat. She also panicked, covering the wound with one hand and protecting the two children with the other.

go to the hospital.This was Tang Chengyu's first thought, but he was dumbfounded as soon as he got on the expressway, and the city was already full of porridge.

Tang Chengyu got out of the car and patted on the doors of other people one by one, begging them to make way: "Brother, borrow a way, borrow a way, we have patients who need to go to the hospital urgently."

But people are powerless, in the case of traffic jams, no one can move too much.

This gamble is another four hours.

As night fell, Tang Chengyu gritted his teeth, carried Tang Chengxue on his back and walked forward.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, they saw a dimly lit hospital at the entrance of a village. Tang Chengyu hurried to call for help: "Is there anyone? Is there anyone? There are patients here!"

No one answered, a security man came out of the house and shook his head: "Young man, don't treat him here, no one comes to this hospital!"

Tang Chengyu's voice was almost crying: "My younger brother was in a car accident, and we haven't found a hospital after searching for a long time! It's been four hours!"

The uncle looked at the mark on Tang Chengxue's forehead: "Oh! He's hurt so badly! Go to the clinic in front to stop the bleeding of this young man first! Hurry up!"

Tang Chengyu thanked you again and again, ran to the clinic and trotted over, praying in his heart, Chengxue, nothing will happen to you.

Fortunately, the door of the health center was still open. The doctor in the health center helped Tang Chengxue clean up the wound briefly and hung up a bag of glucose.The doctor called the county hospital and called an ambulance: "Young man, don't worry, the ambulance will be here soon!"

After the bleeding was stopped, Tang Chengxue gradually regained some consciousness. He realized that he seemed to have encountered some problems. He knew that he was in front of his elder brother. He thought, Mom is absolutely in a hurry. Mom has high blood pressure, so nothing can happen in a hurry The son came, so he said to the eldest brother: "Brother, tell Mom that I'm fine, so let her not worry."

Tang Chengxue thought to herself, I'm simply too fucking handsome.Then he passed out again.

Another subtle awareness was when the sister nurse shaved Tang Chengxue's head before the operation.Because of the operation on the skull, the hair was shaved.

Tang Chengxue suffered a comminuted skull fracture and right orbital fracture after being hit so suddenly.After four or five hours of surgery, he was transferred to the intensive care unit.

Tang Chengyu smoked one cigarette after another in the toilet, mostly because of self-blame.He called Li Shu and said that Chengxue had been in a car accident, so Li Shu hurried over and said that he wanted to be Tang Chengxue's escort.

After being transferred to the ward, the sister nurse wanted to insert a urinary catheter for Tang Chengxue, and this insertion directly passed through his anesthetic.Tang Chengxue sat up straight and yelled "It hurts".The sister nurse at the side directly reached out to push him back, and then continued with her work.

Shen Jinhuan frowned, he drew a circle like a wormhole, and walked in.When he came out again, Shen Jinhuan had already arrived at the gate of the county hospital.

He knew that Tang Chengxue would have an accident before the college entrance examination, but he didn't know that there would be a car accident.

Shen Jinhuan laughed at himself, so what if he knew?Even knowing it can't stop it.

Who says fate is doomed?There are tens of thousands of changes in fate, and the algorithm is particularly complicated.But the key point is that a system flaw appeared in Tang Chengxue, and the system flaw made him doomed to die badly. His fate was doomed to be like a leaky room.

As a "staff" of destiny, Shen Jinhuan came to the earth and participated in other people's lives. He should always have the rationality and calmness of a bystander, but Tang Chengxue fell into his trap.A series of things that are not even as good as codes have fallen.

Shen Jinhuan silently guarded outside the intensive care unit.Mother Tang was very surprised to see him coming, and asked, "Mr. Shen? Why are you here?"

Shen Jinhuan pushed the gold-rimmed glasses frame on the bridge of his nose: "After brother Cheng Xue called the head teacher Cheng Xue to ask for leave, I felt uneasy, so I came over to have a look."

"Teacher really has a heart." Seeing that Shen Jinhuan had no intention of continuing the conversation, Mother Tang also fell silent.

Tang Chengxue was lying in the intensive care unit on a drip. He was lying quietly, his consciousness still unclear.There are tubes all over his body, and there are heart monitors monitoring his heartbeat.

Pale.

The condition of the county hospital is very poor. There are a lot of patients in the intensive care unit, who suffer from all kinds of diseases. The nurses are eating melon seeds on the nurse's desk in the center.Tang Chengxue wanted to cough up blood when he was a little sane, and he didn't want to make his surroundings too dirty, so he had to press his throat and call out to the nurse several times: "Sister, please pass me a paper, I want to cough. "

After three days, the doctor said that Tang Chengxue was out of critical condition, but he still had to be observed in the intensive care unit for a few days.

At this time, Tang Chengxue's consciousness was able to stay awake for seven or eight hours a day, and he was in good spirits.In order to prevent the patient from moving around and touching the wound, the nurse tied Tang Chengxue tightly.

But he himself couldn't stand it anymore: "Sister, sister, I promise not to touch the wound, can you let me loose it?"

The nurse sister hesitated for a long time, but still didn't agree: "No, you have to bear with it, when you touch the wound, you will be in big trouble!"

"Sister..." Tang Chengxue was about to beg again, but his eyes were blocked by the familiar figure of Shen Jinhuan, and he was speechless.

Shen Jinhuan said to the nurse: "Help him untie it, it's too uncomfortable."

The nurse said, "Didn't you just say that? If you touch a wound, it will be troublesome."

"I looked, he couldn't touch it."

Perhaps because she was attracted by Shen Jinhuan's beauty, the nurse sister let go, and leaned over to untie the strips on Tang Chengxue's body.

Tang Chengxue was so relieved, he hurriedly turned over to free his stiff torso.

Shen Jinhuan hurried over to support Tang Chengxue: "Slow down. Slow down."

This time, Tang Chengxue's body was completely stiff, from beginning to end.

Shen Jinhuan's breath rushed towards his face, enveloping him whole.

Shen Jinhuan arranged Tang Chengxue, and then sat on the small stool beside the hospital bed: "Tang Cheng, does your forehead hurt?"

"Fortunately, I don't feel anything." Tang Chengxue looked ahead, trying not to look at Shen Jinhuan.Because, he really missed this man.

Tang Chengxue's reason and emotion are separated, he is like a stick figure being pulled desperately, it hurts so much.

No headache, no heartache.

"Tang Cheng, I will be worried if you do this. That day, you still called me a bastard." Shen Jinhuan felt aggrieved, and stared at Tang Chengxue with her beautiful eyes without blinking, as if she wanted to make a profit from the things she hadn't seen in the past few days. Take it back.

"Ah? Did I call you a bastard?" Tang Chengxue recalled carefully. When he was pushed for inspection that day, he seemed to have indeed said something like a bastard, but what he meant was that the car accident was simply too much of a bastard.It's just that I don't have enough strength, so I can only squeeze out the three words "bastard".

"Yeah." Shen Jinhuan's eyes were innocent.

alright, you win.Tang Chengxue thought resignedly.

Tang Chengxue met Shen Jinhuan's eyes, and looked at him squarely, inch by inch.