Donggong: If Li Chengyin remembered first

However, I waited for a long time, Xiaofeng was holding the sword, but trembling badly, she still couldn't make up her mind to stab the sword into my body.I held the tip of the sword and sent it forward lightly, the sword penetrated into the skin a little bit, blood gushed out immediately, staining the skirt of my clothes red, I didn't feel any pain.

She didn't expect it, her eyes were about to split, she murmured "No", before she wanted to say anything more, she suddenly fell forward like a kite with a disconnected thread, I subconsciously pulled her, and the blade of the sword sank into my heart in an instant .A few traces of fishy sweetness filled the mouthpiece, but I still caught her.

She was hot all over, her face was pale, her brows were tightly frowned, like a nightmare, I couldn't wake her up, so I hurriedly pulled out the whistle on my waist.A rapid and sharp sound immediately attracted a large group of attendants who followed us from afar.Pei Zhao rode in front, before he approached, he was shocked when he saw the sword and the blood on my chest.

"Your Highness! But was attacked?"

While speaking, he jumped off his horse and galloped to our side.

I didn't care about myself, and hurriedly said: "Carriage! The imperial doctor! The princess has passed out."

Pei Zhao was taken aback for a moment before he noticed Xiaofeng in my arms.He said he was offended, carefully avoided the sword edge and picked him up, while running towards the carriage, he hurriedly ordered the accompanying imperial physician to come forward.

When my arms were empty, I suddenly felt unable to hold on and lost all my strength. The sharp pains in my chest suddenly made me spit out a few mouthfuls of blood, which frightened those Habayashiro.

"Your Highness!"

A group of people surrounded me, but no one dared to come forward to check my injuries.I still struggled to hold on, waiting for Pei Zhao to reply.The pain in my chest gradually became numb with the passage of time, my consciousness slowly dispersed, and all the sounds between the sky and the earth were fading away, until Pei Zhao vaguely said "Your Highness", as if from the sky.

The voice said softly: "Your Highness, the Crown Princess is pregnant, and she was frightened recently..."

It was like a thunderclap on the flat bottom, which brought me back to my senses in an instant.Struggling to open my eyes, I found Pei Zhao among the crowds of people. I opened my mouth to ask more clearly, but there was another mouthful of blood, and the last bit of consciousness completely disappeared.

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After waking up, he was already in the Eastern Palace, and this time it was far less vicious than the scheming queen's sword.I was just confused for a moment, and then I remembered what Pei Zhao said before I fell into a coma, and couldn't help saying: "Xiaofeng!"

When everyone saw me waking up, they immediately surrounded me, but I didn't see Xiaofeng.

I sat up suddenly, the wound was affected, and the severe pain forced me to grunt softly, before I recovered and said, "Where is the princess?"

Only then did Yong Niang push aside the crowd and said: "Your Highness, Your Majesty is here."

Xiao Feng was still haggard and pale, Yong Niang pulled her sleeves several times, but she still stood far away, neither spoke nor approached.The two of us were silent like this, looking at each other, as if we had a thousand words to say, and after countless human affairs, we didn't know where to start.The joy in the hall just now dissipated suddenly, and the palace people became quiet for a moment.

It was the imperial doctor in the palace who took the pulse and said: "Your Highness is awake. The princess concubine is pregnant, and she was frightened and mentally exhausted. She should take a good rest, but she is so exhausted to take care of His Highness that she cannot take off her clothes. She will not listen to any advice." , and refuse to rest for a moment, if His Highness doesn't wake up again..." Seeing my uneasy expression, he stopped abruptly, withdrew his pulse-taking hand, and carefully cupped his hand and said: "Your Highness's injury is fine, and it will recover after a few days of treatment. "

"Princess...how is it?

The imperial physician was taken aback, and said: "If you are willing to take a good rest and feel more at ease, then of course there will be no problem."

I nodded slightly, indicating that everyone had dispersed.Then he looked at Xiaofeng and said:

"Xiaofeng, I want to see you."

She still stood there, as if she didn't understand what I was saying.

I slowly tried to sit up, and was about to get out of bed and walk over. A few traces of blood quickly came out and stained my shirt.Seeing her, she became anxious, and immediately said: "Li Chengyin!"

I didn't move, half supported my body and said: "Then come here."

I struggled to speak, and coughed twice, which made the blood from the wound ooze even more.

Xiao Feng rushed over, supported me, found a pillow to cushion her, brought me another cup of warm water and fed it to me, then she half blamed and half annoyed: "Li Chengyin, you don't want to live anymore, do you?"

I pulled her to sit beside me, lightly stroked her right hand, interlocked my ten fingers, smiled slightly, and said half-jokingly: "Unless you are dead."

She froze for a moment, and the anger on her face died down instantly.

Her hand was a little cold, I held it for a while, and then said: "Xiaofeng, since I'm awake, you should take a rest."

Hearing this, she stood up and wanted to shake off my hand.

"You rest here." I said forcefully, but I was afraid that she would be displeased, so I immediately softened my voice and said, "Just be with me, okay?"

She didn't speak, and after a moment's hesitation, she sat back on the couch, lost her mind for a while, and finally lay down with her back to me without saying a word.

I leaned over to help her tuck the corner of the quilt, only to touch the brocade quilt, she immediately raised her hand and quickly pulled the quilt tightly.

I can see that she doesn't want to talk to me, but she doesn't seem to be angry.

But I didn't dare to move anymore, so I just half propped up and looked at her quietly.

For a long time, I thought she was asleep, but I didn't expect that she would suddenly lift the quilt and turn around to look at me. She looked at me and felt a little uncomfortable, as if my mother caught me stealing sweets when I was a child.

She turned around and looked at me, pursed her lips, and said harshly: "Li Chengyin, child, do you want it?"

Before the words fell, the tears had already fallen.scared me.

I froze for two seconds before I understood what she was talking about.Reaching out his hand to carefully wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, he took her into his arms.She clearly wanted to push me away, but stopped after reaching out to touch my skirt, probably because she was concerned about the sword wound on my chest.Samsam closed her hand and said, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts."

She frowned and was about to get up to call the imperial doctor. I held her down and said, "I want a child, just like this sword. As long as it is given by you, I want it. Whether it's...pain or joy...it's fine. .”

She froze in my arms, silently, but tears flowed out, soaking my clothes.

I stroked her hair and back, and said, "Xiaofeng, what about you, do you want our child?"

our children.

As soon as I said this sentence, my heart swayed, it was incredibly soft but full of unavoidable bitterness.

When she heard this sentence, her heart was touched, and she couldn't help crying anymore.

A line of clarity suddenly entered my mind, and I suddenly understood what she meant.

"You also really want a child of ours, right? It's just that there is too much hatred between the family and the country, and you don't want to ignore it. Even after forgetting, you still can't be indifferent to those things in the past, and you can give birth without any grievances. Is he?"

I fell silent, as if this was a dead end that no matter what I chose, it would only cause her great pain.

"Li Chengyin, why should I like you?"

I froze, as if I had heard wrong.She choked up for a moment, and continued: "Why do I still like it even if I forget it...why can't I make up my mind to kill you or leave you just a little bit?"

"...In the past, I just wanted to go back to Xiliang, but now... Xiliang can't go back...Li Chengyin, a person who has obviously soaked in the water of the gods will forget all the troubles he has experienced. Since you have forgotten all of them Why do you want to think about it? Since I didn't think about it, why did you tell me? There are so many people in the world, why do they like you?"

"I feel so tired, I feel very sleepy, I don't know what I'm doing, and I don't know what I should do... 20 people in Turkic, I should take revenge, but..." She said several times in a row, "But ", and finally did not say the following, "Li Chengyin, I am alive...even...don't know how to face A'Du..."

For some reason, I heard the will to die from her words, and I was indifferently startled, I interrupted her and said: "Xiaofeng...you hate me."

She paused, and after a long silence, she said softly: "I can't hate you, I have tried many times. You are such a hated person, but I just can't hate you. Li Chengyin, I like you. You have done so What a terrible thing, I still like you. I don't remember, I like you."

She murmured: "Li Chengyin, I like you."