Tomorrow can be expected

The author has something to say: today's second update

Qiao Mujun was hired by a public relations company headquartered in Nancheng.

According to what people around her knew about Qiao Mujun, if her strengths had to be tied to her profession, the profession of public relations was indeed a good one, and people should make the most of it.

After all, he has a sharp tongue and can talk through his brain, so he won't cause any big trouble.

Both Lin Xue and Qian Siyuan chose to stay in this city.

As the forefront of domestic economy and development, Beicheng is a city that many young people yearn for.

Staying in their hometown may not be a good choice for the two of them.

Lin Xue's four-year undergraduate majors are for professional use.

This is a relatively "popular" major. As early as the spring, she signed a labor contract with a Fortune 500 company headquartered in Switzerland.

The benefits and benefits are very good, even for newcomers who have just joined the company, it is enough to live a relatively high-quality life in material terms.

Comparable to the generous salary, there are also many busy hours.

Projects across the globe are in desperate need of staff, and the company can't wait for new hires to finish their school leave.

As soon as Lin Xue got her diploma, she switched from a student to a social person.

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When filling out the college entrance examination application four years ago, Qian Siyuan never imagined that he went around for a long time and returned to the original point.

The so-called origin is around Father Qian.

He didn't think of the "letting go" in his father's mouth, but it was just talking, and the family business still wanted to drag him, the only son, and let him take over.

Qian Siyuan even got into work mode faster than Lin Xue.

On the second day after defending his graduation thesis, he was escorted by Qian's father to the company.

Father Qian owned a small trading company in Beicheng City.

The so-called trading company is actually a good rhetoric. In essence, it is a super self-employed.

There is a piece of commercial land in Dongcheng District of Beicheng City, where the largest commodity trading market in the city is located.

Father Qian owns a large shop covering an area of ​​2000 square meters in this huge trading market.

The furniture sold in the store is basically everything.

Qian Siyuan was called back to his father to be a small boss, and started to study business with his father.

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Chen Can still stayed in New Zealand. According to her own statement, she is busy planning an earth-shattering event.

As for the specific content of this major event, none of her friends knew anything about it.

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At the end of August, Jane Ting had been fighting relapsed depression for more than two months.

Jiang Chen was also busy for more than two months during this period.

Today, Jiang Chen did not send a message to the other party as usual.

After calculating the wake-up time for Jane Ting, Jiang Chen made a call.

The phone was picked up after a few beeps.

"Are you up yet?"

This is the first time they have spoken on the phone in two months.

"Ah."

"Where's breakfast? Have you had breakfast?"

The answer to these two questions was that Jiang Chen was very concerned about it, and it wasn't just a small talk.

"Yeah. I ate it."

"Are you wondering why I called you today?"

On the other end of the phone, Jiang Chen spoke softly.

Hearing the long-lost voice, Jane's peace of mind also made her feel a lot more at ease.

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"Do you remember that time we went on a spring outing? That time we rode a tandem bike and had a picnic by the Spring Lake?"

"Well, remember."

"We also flew kites, right? I remember that day, we sat on the lawn for a picnic, and Qian Siyuan brought a lot of food. He and Chen Can always eat like this, it's terrifying. Every time it is Going out to play, the two of them are like emptying the house of food."

"By the way, when we traveled to Guilin that time, they actually brought those things. A chicken, a duck, and so many cold dishes, what are they thinking? Haha~~~I Sometimes I really think they are a good match. At least in terms of foodies, the two of them are like-minded. And, sometimes I think their mutual rivalry is also very interesting. It's unreasonable and awkward, very cute of."

"I remember that in the past, Lin Erer and I liked to watch it, and I guess you are about the same. Hey, I'm the only one who said it. Jane, are you listening?"

"Well, I'm listening."

"Hey, it's fine if you're listening. It's okay, I'll talk more, you can just listen. I called you today, and I didn't want to discuss Qian Siyuan and Chen Can with you. Actually, I wanted to talk to you You said about that spring outing...

"We flew a kite, remember? I still remember that everyone wrote their wishes. Of course, I escaped, I didn't write it. But, you wrote it..."

"Jane, I pretended I didn't see the words you wrote on the kite, but I actually read it when I was holding the kite... I saw what you wrote on the kite, although it was written in a small corner at the end of the kite But I'm sorry, I was so curious that I couldn't help but read..."

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"'Mom, I miss you so much'. I always remember this sentence. I have always thought that since Aunt Lu left 5 years ago, as long as we don't talk to you, you will slow down. Slowly forgetting, I thought that time would heal everything. Although I have never experienced it myself, I still go astray occasionally and believe in this sentence."

"We... I, Qian Siyuan and Lin Erer, there should be other friends of yours, and maybe Uncle Jian and Auntie. We have never communicated with each other, but we have kept secrets from Aunt Lu since that day. We I don’t even dare to mention words such as mother, mother, and parents in front of you, and avoid these words, lest they will hurt you inadvertently and touch your sadness.”

"But when we were so cautious, it seemed that we ignored it...at least I ignored it. The more we deliberately don't mention it, the more secretive it is, the more it makes you remember it in your heart. Our avoidance is on the contrary. Reminding you all the time, your loss. The thoughtfulness we thought we had may become your burden inadvertently."

"You are sensitive, I am very clear. And you are very careful, I am also very aware of this...My aunt told me before that you have been a very reassuring child since you were a child, and you have been very sensible since you were a child. "

"Today, I suddenly feel that in these years, you are actually perfecting us and comforting our hearts. You made us mistakenly think that you are always strong, that you can forget the pain, that you can let go..."

"I'm sorry, Jane. It's our pretensions."

"Auntie, Auntie Lu made delicious sandwiches, right?"

“You don’t forget, do you? You gave me your own breakfast sandwich during my freshman sports day when I passed out from hunger. That sandwich tasted so good that I ended up making my own sandwich When I was young, I added mayonnaise to the taste I remembered. Before that spring outing in Spring Lake, I was still wondering where the inspiration came from for me to start adding mayonnaise to my sandwiches until you ate my The sandwiches you made. Although you were silent for a moment at that time, I still paid attention. Later, when I saw what you wrote on the kite, I thought of the sandwiches I made. It turns out that it was my aunt who gave me the inspiration ..."

"I always remember when you were in the first year of high school, you said that your daily breakfast was prepared by your mother. Although I haven't seen many proud faces of you, in retrospect, there must be something in the bright smile I saw at that time. Take some pride."

Jiang Chen smiled lightly, his mind was full of Jane Ting's bright expression at the beginning.

"...I think your eyebrows and eyes are like your aunt, and your temperament is also very similar to her. I can imagine that you have many memories in the past. Because of myself, my mother and I have had many experiences. It is the most special and irreplaceable..."

"Over the past two months, I have thought a lot. One day, I suddenly realized that I seemed to have done one thing wrong. It was my fault. I should not be selfish and considerate. That is your mother, the only one who cannot It is impossible for you to forget the relative you replaced. Our thoughtful thoughtfulness will only make you more tired and sensible and fulfill us..."

"I'm sorry, Jane. After all these years, isn't there an outlet for you to tell the truth and how much you miss her?"

"I'm sorry...it was our mistake. We left you alone, keeping everything in mind, and pretending to be strong in front of us, trying not to care..."

"Of course you can't learn to forget her. After all, she is the most important and best mother in the world to you."

"In the future, if you want...you can tell me about her. I won't deliberately ignore things about her like before..."

"Also, I know what day it is... In fact, I have always remembered it."

"You are thinking about her today, right?"

"Heh~~~ It's funny for me to say that, you should be thinking about her every day..."

"I made a sandwich for breakfast today, and I still added mayonnaise. I don't know if I can still taste the same taste as before. But I always feel that you might want to eat it today..."

"I put it in the garden of Xingqiao District. Fortunately, your yard is a short wall, so you can turn it in."

"...If you come back from the cemetery and want to eat, you can go back to Xingqiao Community to get it."

"Also... Listen, Jane. I've always wanted to tell you that no matter what you look like, no matter what you become, you have always been my light."

"Goodbye, Jane, and say hello to Auntie for me."

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Jiang Chen quietly hung up the phone without waiting for the other party's response.

What I wanted to say for several days has been completely said on the phone.

After learning that Jane Ting's depression had relapsed, Jiang Chen signed up for many specialists in many tertiary hospitals in Beicheng City.

Through discussion and brainstorming with depression treatment experts, Jiang Chen finally found out what she needed to reflect on in the past five years.

That is the person she and everyone have deliberately forgotten and kept secret.

She did it wrong.

When the aunt left, Jane Ting was no longer a baby who couldn't remember.

She is a living person who is about to grow up and has the memories of her life in the past ten years.

Those little things we got along with in the past, as well as the deep emotional fetters, can't be forgotten by the hand of time.

The avoidance of the people around her only deepened Jane Ting's troubles, causing her to suppress her inner emotions, making her miss and resentment unable to find an outlet...

Jane could complain.

Complain about the ruthlessness of fate, and grieve the departure of loved ones.

She can also be missed.

miss mom...

But the world told her to be a sensible person.

Those people who think they are considerate are also her relatives and friends, and the people she cares about, why is she not willing to fulfill them?

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Every year on the anniversary of her mother's death, Jane Ting would send a bouquet of flowers to the grave.

It is not the chrysanthemum that mourns the dead, but the rose that mother loved most during her lifetime.

Today, Jane brought a bouquet of red roses as usual.

Along with the bright red flowers, there is also a fresh-keeping box.

Jane Ting quietly looked at the smiling face on the tombstone, and did not forget to take out the sandwich in the crisper and eat it.

Until the sandwiches in the box are eaten clean.

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"Maybe one day... I'll bring her over to see you..."

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