Tomorrow can be expected

The author has something to say: today's first update

Jane Ting is no longer in Xingqiao Community that Jiang Chen knew.

Yesterday, while Jane Ting was sleeping deeply, Lu Ran and Jane's father had a heart-to-heart talk about her condition.

The two stayed in Jane Ting's room until Jane woke up in the early hours of the morning.

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The man who was over half a century old had thinning white hair on his temples, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I lost my beloved wife a few years ago. Today, because of my daughter's suicide, I learned that my daughter had the first episode of depression four years ago.

Since his wife left, Father Jian has been focusing on other family members.

He thought he took good care of their only child, but he never thought about...

Countless remorse and self-blame made this middle-aged man shed tears in front of his wife and sister, and he couldn't help himself.

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Jane heard that today is the second time to see such a father.

Father Jian held her hand lightly and tightly.

There is a kind of warmth that spreads from another body to the palm of her hand and reaches her heart.

She gently stroked away the wet marks on the corners of Jane's father's eyes.

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In the early morning of the next day, Jian's father and Lu Ran took Jian Ting and left Xingqiao Community.

They simply packed their bags.

Since it was Jane Ting's request, neither of the two parents could refuse.

They moved to an apartment in Nancheng District.

That was another property of Jian's father in Beicheng in the early years.

The apartment has always been cleaned regularly by cleaning aunts, and Jian's father occasionally lives there because he returns late.

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After everything was settled and Jian's father was busy with breakfast in the kitchen, Lu Ran had the opportunity to chat with Jane Ting.

"Auntie, may I know why you want to move here?"

Lu Ran watched Jane Ting very seriously,

"...Is it because of Jiang Chen?"

In fact, Lu Ran already had a guess in his mind.

During the day, Jiang Chen had just come to Xingqiao Community, if it wasn't for hiding from Jiang Chen, Jane Ting wouldn't need to move at all.

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Jane nodded lightly.

"Ah."

She moved her eyes silently to the window, looking at the endless distance outside the window.

It was as if someone was there waiting for her, waiting for her return.

"I don't want her to see me now...and...in the future. Auntie, you know what kind of treatment I will have in the future, even if it's just medicine...it's too ugly. "

"Why don't you let her accompany you? I can see that Jiang Chen wants to be by your side. And... I think having her by your side is good for your recovery. You need her company , Those are things neither your father nor I can give you..."

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When Jane Ting first developed depression in the UK, Lu Ran had an in-depth discussion with the doctor about actively assisting patients in their recovery.

The care and company of family members, lovers, and friends, and everyone fighting together is the best active adjuvant treatment.

Leaving Xingqiao Community and avoiding Jiang Chen means that Jane Ting will only be accompanied by her and her brother-in-law for the rest of her rehabilitation. The two of them can only provide the care and protection of their families.

And judging from her observation yesterday.

No matter what kind of existence Jiang Chen is to Jane Ting, at least Jane Ting does not reject it.

People who can still think of at the moment of life and death, and salvation that can still be thought of.

Lu Ran was convinced that Jiang Chen was of great significance to Jian Ting.

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"She has given me the best. Hasn't she, Auntie?"

After 4 years, seeing such a pure smile on Jane Ting's face again, Lu Ran was in a trance for a moment.

She suddenly thought of Jiang Chen's love confession on the balcony during the day.

That kind of true and hot love, that kind of fearless and eager bravery.

Jiang Chen knew that they were at the entrance of the terrace at that time.

But the child burst into tears in front of them.

Lu Ran clearly remembered the mist in his eyes at that time.

She also remembers the tears she inadvertently slipped down.

Although she wasn't sure what Jane meant by "the best", but as one of the few witnesses at the scene, she seemed to be the clearest.

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"Auntie? I've always wanted to ask you, why you refused to return to China for so many years? England, is that country really your destination?"

Lu Ran was taken aback by Jane Ting's question. She never thought that the reason behind her settlement in England would be mentioned at this moment.

Many images flew into my mind immediately.

The images she thought she had forgotten but never forgot.

After so many years of cultivation, it was nothing more than self-deception.

"...England...is fine. I'm used to being there."

That answer doesn't sound like the truth at all.

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"Auntie, you like girls too, don't you?"

Jane Ting looked at the mature woman in her early thirties beside her, her gaze was firm and gentle.

Lu Ran was shocked in place by this astonishing sentence.

She opened her eyes slightly, and the next moment they returned to normal.

"Where did you hear this? Don't talk nonsense just because you received a girl's confession yesterday."

Years of self-sufficiency made Lu Ran not take off his disguise even when facing Jane Ting.

She remained calm, as if everything was under control.

It's like, what Jane said just now is really a joke.

"I think my mother must know. In my impression, every time you say you can't go back to China, she is very understanding. I have always been curious. Ever since you left China and went to the UK I'm very curious. But that's your privacy again, and my mother guarded this secret closely...Later, it was actually my grandma who told me."

"my mother?"

Lu Ran's utter disbelief had already betrayed himself.

This beautiful woman, her sanity finally collapsed when she learned that her mother knew about it, and she could no longer pretend.

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"Grandma and uncle may not have told you. Three years ago, grandpa and grandma went to the notary office to notarize the will. They left the house on Nanwan Road to you. Uncle and I are both witnesses."

"What? A notarized will?"

"Well. They notarized the property division three years ago, and the real estate was left to you. Because grandma said that she wanted to leave you a home in China."

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Lu Ran stood there in a daze.

The few passages Jane listened to have challenged her bottom line one after another.

She never thought that her feelings would be known to her parents in China one day.

She has never been reluctant to return home.

But here is her sad place.

Here, too, her feelings cannot be accepted.

She was afraid of disappointing her parents and family, so she ran away more than ten years ago and has been there ever since.

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"I asked my grandma, since she knew the truth, why didn't she talk to you. But she said, if you don't want to come back, it must be because you haven't met the right person. If you are happy, you will definitely bring that Even if you don’t tell them about your orientation, you will come back. She also said that since you haven’t met that person, she and grandpa are willing to wait with their daughter.”

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This was the first time Jane Ting learned that there was someone of the same sex around her.

Moreover, that person was her relative, the idol she had chased since she was a child.

Another thing that surprised Jane was the degree of acceptance and tolerance of her daughter's emotional matters by her grandparents who are over 8 years old.

Jane still remembered what her grandmother asked her to help convey when Lu Ran returned to China next time.

always remember.

Three years later, Lu Ran returned to China because of her.

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"Tell your aunt, it doesn't matter whether the other party is a man or a woman. If you meet, take it home, have a glass of wine with your grandpa, and taste my cooking."

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At that time, Jane thought of her mother.

The mother who kept her aunt's secrets secret but understood.

Jane can't help but think that if her mother is still alive, if she brings her beloved home one day, her mother should be so tolerant and accepting, willing to cook some special dishes for her lover, and entertain her kindly ...

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Jiang Chen only knew Jane Ting's home in Xingqiao District.

Our friends don't talk about the family business that was worked hard by our parents and grandparents, at most we only know a thing or two.

The "modesty" of most Chinese people is reflected in not showing off their wealth.

Jiang Chen couldn't know where Jane Ting was going, and he wasn't discouraged.

Comparing with a patient who is in the treatment stage is really unintentional.

Now she just hopes wholeheartedly that Jane Ting can get rid of the troubles of the disease as soon as possible, and will no longer be influenced by uncontrollable factors and be at the mercy of suicidal thoughts.

Jane's departure may also be a signal to Jiang Chen.

If the condition has reached the point where there is no way to save it, there is no need for the other party to leave Xingqiao Community.

How can a person who has no longing and concern for the world care about everything in this world?

Moving is not necessarily a good thing.

At least Jane Ting after yesterday is willing to actively fight against the disease.

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Lu then came to make a phone call.

On the phone, Jiang Chen confirmed that the move was Jane's own idea.

Sensitive heart caused trouble, more or less, Jiang Chen thought it might be his fault.

But the situation in front of her did not allow her to feel sorry for herself.

Now that they are enemies, it is much more important for Jane to get better than her little inferiority complex.

Even if the other party is disgusted by his confession, so what?

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Jiang Chen tried to send some text messages to Jane.

Although Jane heard very few replies, only dozens of replies could be exchanged for one.

But as long as it is answered, it is a good sign.

At least it proves that the other party is still willing to communicate with others.

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While other students were busy looking for jobs, moving, and traveling, Jiang Chen stayed in Beicheng for the whole summer.

Her concern is here, and any place has lost its attraction to her.

Every day, her most distraction is left to her mobile phone.

Except for the preparations for the start of the graduate school, most of the time was given to the person on the other end of the phone.

Collecting jokes, jokes, and interesting videos has become her daily life.

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At that time, WeChat had already entered the vision of new and new humans.

This chat software exclusively for mobile phones facilitates the communication between Jiang Chen and Jane Ting to a great extent.

As long as he sees something interesting and interesting, Jiang Chen will share it with the people on the other end of the network as soon as possible.

and also……

The blooming of a flower, the beauty of a group of flowers, the cuteness of a kitten, the cuteness of a dog, the bumpy road, the tranquility of a bridge...

Jiang Chen was no longer stingy about all the emotions, and was willing to share them with Jane Ting.

Sincere text and brisk voice, real-time shooting and current state of mind, without exception.

Every night, Jiang Chen would choose a passage from "Harry Potter" and read it lightly to Jane.

In the soft voice, one can still feel the situation in the book.

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Qiao Mujun and Dong Le contacted Jiang Chen only the day after the graduation ceremony.

On the day of the graduation ceremony, Jiang Chen suddenly left without explaining, which really worried the two friends for a while.

Especially for those students who couldn't take a photo together, they had to clean up the mess for Jiang Chen.

They both knew that Jiang Chen must have encountered something serious.

Otherwise, it may mean that the graduation moment will never be seen again, Jiang Chen will not leave without hesitation.

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Jiang Chen failed to tell the truth to the two friends, which is a secret she needs to protect in the future.

Speaking of leaving suddenly after the graduation ceremony, Jiang Chen himself was full of guilt.

She was very embarrassed to temporarily release the pigeons for what she had promised.

But if she went back to the original moment, she would still choose to leave without hesitation.

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