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University life is busy. If the respective high schools were sects in the past, then this university is the place where all martial arts masters gather.

UI.

Only by sharpening myself more desperately can I be worthy of competing with masters from all walks of life and occupy a place here.

When I came to the place where the elites gathered, the scholarship was no longer in my pocket. I had to study very hard to get a relatively generous return.

However, being busy is also beneficial. If you are busy, you can avoid unnecessary communication, and when you are busy, you can forget meaningless misses. It saves me money and sanity.

How fast does half a year go by?It's just that Liang Ye's hair grows and shortens, and grows and grows.

In the first winter vacation of the university, I couldn't help but go back to my hometown, and there was no reason to attract me to go back, except that she endlessly told her missing.

The family can no longer have the warmth of the past, everything is cold and lifeless, and she and I are pretending.

She pretended that she had a good life, and I pretended that I didn't miss it.

She said that I lost weight again, and she was talking about what to do for me to eat and drink to nourish my body. I watched her busy inside and outside the house, and didn't stop her.Because I don't know, if once she stopped, she sat down with me face to face, what would we have to say so that the atmosphere would not be awkward.

If my dad was here, we wouldn't care about this problem.

It turns out that the existence of a person is so important. He has always been not only the pillar of the family but also the balance beam of the family.

Now that the balance beam is gone, neither she nor I know which way to lean.

Boredom is passing day by day, I want to celebrate the Spring Festival sooner, as long as the New Year's Eve is over, even if I leave on the first day of the Lunar New Year, I won't be afraid of other people's gossip.

But the plan can never keep up with the rapid changes, and I will not choose to leave early in the morning of the first day of the new year.

There is nothing to do at home, the TV program broadcasts CCTV news all day long, and no one sits in front of the sofa to watch it honestly, but she still keeps the TV on.I think, maybe she does this when I am not at home on weekdays, a little noise can make the house not so deserted.

But I don't care about the international situation or current affairs policy, so I shut myself in the balcony to practice calligraphy.

Why not shut yourself in a room?That's not okay, the meaning of rejection is too obvious, and I have to maintain a delicate balance.

The balcony is very good, that is, the transparent space can be isolated from the outside, and we can see each other without communicating. Both of us are at ease.

She reads her news, and I practice my calligraphy.

It's been too long since I haven't practiced brush calligraphy, and the Langhao brush tip hanging on the clothesline has dried to hard.That Laizhou writing brush was what my father begged from a friend back then, and now that I hold it in my hand, I only feel the pain of seeing things and thinking about others.

I re-sharpened the pen, watched it slowly regain its softness, and waited for it to return to its original state.

But once some things are lost and spoiled, there is no way to get them back.

When I picked up the pen, I hung my wrist for a long time, but I couldn't make the first stroke.

His vision gradually blurred, but tears still fell on the paper one step ahead of the ink.

Its things remain the same, its people do not exist.

I came back to my senses, grabbed the towel next to me and covered my face in a panic. After seeing my strangeness, she stood up in the living room and wanted to come over to see what was wrong with me.

I quickly waved my hand to signal her that it was all right.

Her approaching footsteps stopped hesitantly.

I don't want to show my fragility to her, or it can be said that I can't show my fragility in front of her.

There is only one person who can make me unscrupulous, but that person is far away.

I withdrew my mind and planned to continue writing. I accidentally glanced out of the window. This time, my pen could no longer fall down.

I tried my best to open my eyes even more, because I wanted to confirm that he was really close in front of me.

Seeing that I finally found him, Liang Ye raised his arms and shouted excitedly: "Xiao Ze! Come down and pick me up!"

After speaking, he kicked the suitcase next to his feet to remind me.

I turned and sprinted downstairs, almost as if I was in a panic.This time, she was really scared by me.

When I reached the last corner of the stairs, I stopped abruptly, took a few breaths, and tried my best to restore my heartbeat to normal. I walked out of the corridor and walked in front of him.

I stopped my eyes on the sticker of his suitcase, and the first sentence I spoke was not suitable for greeting.

"Why are you back?" It was a stupid thing to say, but I was vaguely looking forward to his answer.

"Of course I miss you, come back to spend the New Year with you! Why, you are not welcome?"

Liang Ye gave the answer I was looking forward to the most. How could I not welcome him? I was ecstatic, but I still have to work hard to restrain myself and not make it too obvious.

"Go, go, go upstairs, I'm so sleepy." Liang Ye walked upstairs with his arms around my shoulders while talking. I remembered his suitcase and turned around to help him carry it.

Liang Ye looked at my movements and said with satisfaction: "It's not too bad, otherwise, I'll blame you, you are heartless~"

He made fun of me as he climbed the stairs.

I glared at him: "Hurry up! There are so many things to talk about if you're sleepy."

After a few steps to the door, she was already waiting for us to go upstairs, and she was also very happy to see Liang Ye.

"Liang Ye is back! Come in, come in."

"Auntie, Happy Chinese New Year!" Liang Ye greeted her with big teeth, "I ran back because I was so obsessed with your cooking." He hugged her shoulder and said coquettishly.

His character is more pleasing than mine at any time.

She wanted to reach out to help carry the luggage, but I dodged it sideways and took Liang Ye's suitcase to my room.

I stood at the door and said to her, "Liang Ye needs to catch up on jet lag. You can cook a few dishes and eat them after he wakes up."

"Hey, good, good!" After finishing speaking, she went out to buy vegetables.

Liang Ye was so sleepy that he fell asleep without even taking off his shoes and socks. I really don't know how he survived this journey.

The sun was about to set, and the sunset glow illuminated the room red, the light was very warm, Liang Ye fell into a deep sleep, and I sat there watching him until he slowly woke up.

Liang Ye rubbed his eyes and tilted his head to look out the window, as if he was still not fully awake, as if he had forgotten where he was.

He propped up his upper body, and saw me sitting on the chair as expected, and smiled with half-closed eyes.

"Get up and eat." I pretended to wake him up and eat, as naturally as possible.

"Good! I could smell the fragrance in my dream."

Liang Ye sat up from the bed, and as soon as he put his feet on the ground, he immediately noticed the difference.

While he was asleep, I had already taken off his shoes and helped him put a pair of slippers at the end of the bed.

He looked at the slippers at his feet, didn't say thanks, just chased after me, stretched and yawned.

Liang Ye walked out of the room carelessly, and saw my mother coming out of the kitchen with the food. He immediately turned into a well-behaved pet, and approached to help serve the food affectionately, completely ignoring his slovenly appearance.

Seeing how anxious he was circling around in the kitchen, unable to do anything, I had no choice but to go in and drive him out, and shoved him into the bathroom by the way.

Soon, Liang Ye with a completely new appearance came out shaking the water droplets on his hands. Of course, he threw all the water droplets on me.

The two of us quarreled together, and the room was suddenly filled with laughter.

How long has it been, how long has there been no high-decibel volume in this room, and at this moment, this home has become angry again.

At the dinner table, my mother continued to bring food to Liang Ye enthusiastically, and he didn't treat himself as an outsider at all, saying "Thank you, auntie, I don't need it" while quickly eating up the food in the bowl.

Some home-cooked dishes are Liang Ye's favorite. When we were in high school, we always went to small restaurants outside to order a la carte.

Watching him gobble it up gave me both satisfaction and sadness.

After dinner, we walked along the road.

Walking and walking, I went to my alma mater in high school. In half a year, it is too late to change, but we are standing in front of it, but we are already separated by the end of the world.

Roadside barbecue stalls were set up, and Liang Ye and I chose the one with the most napkins on the ground. Although the sanitation environment is not good, in terms of customer flow, the barbecue taste of this restaurant is guaranteed to be good.

His favorite grilled oysters must be ordered, and he watched and placed the other orders, because I am really not used to eating these. The smell of charcoal fire always reminds me of the smoky fire in the old house in the dilapidated ravine The pervasive, tasteless.

Liang Ye also ordered two bottles of beer, one cold and one room temperature.

I held room temperature beer and waited for him to speak.

"How long will you stay here? Is there something wrong? Are you going back to your grandparents' house for the New Year?" I couldn't help asking a series of questions.

He took a sip of the cold beer and squinted his eyes in satisfaction: "Why do you have so many questions, I can sum it up in one sentence: I just want to accompany you back for a new year."

"--Oh."

"Oh? That's all you have?"

I was puzzled and asked, "Then what should I do?"

"Shouldn't you burst into tears, move around in circles, and then express your preference for me!"

"..."

I thought for a while and said, "Excuse me, is it too late for us to buy a ticket to take you back?"

When I asked sincerely, he was taken aback for a moment, and then picked up a napkin to paste it on my face.

He protested: "You are heartless, you are in vain for me to treat you as a brother. I miss you day and night in England, but you are so good, you forget him so quickly, say! Are you going to go to school?" Which unknown goblin did I meet in college!"

Liang Ye pretended to be acting, picked up the napkin and covered the corners of his eyes.

I looked at the showman mode he had turned on, and secretly looked at the sky.

I raised my wine glass to cover my lips: "Little fairy, only you."

"What did you say?"

He didn't hear clearly and I didn't explain.Fortunately, at this time, the owner of the barbecue stall started to serve the food, we both finished playing around, and Liang Ye immediately entered the food program.

I drank my beer slowly, blocking out the smell of fireworks from the barbecue booth.

Liang Ye told me about his joys and sorrows in the past six months like pouring beans into a bamboo tube. In fact, he had already called me and told me many of the things he said when they happened, but now he is sitting opposite me and expresses his emotions. Speaking, I still like to listen.

I seem to have heard it and remembered it, so I also participated in it.

Liang Ye spoke dryly, and finally remembered to ask me a question.

He asked: "What about you? Ozawa, what is the one thing you do most often in the past six months?"

"Miss you." I silently replied in my heart.

But my voice does not express it like this: "I am just learning, addicted to learning."

Maybe my answer was too boring, Liang Ye frowned slightly, lowered his head and dug up the delicious oysters again.