It is clear

Xu Yan didn't say yes right away, but it didn't look like he was going to refuse.

Tan Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and scratched the back of his hand with his index finger again.The moment he said it that night, he knew he had done something wrong.

Even in the past, no matter how bad he was with people, he never showed the honesty of cleverness, let alone put others on fire.But here at Xu Yan, he not only used it, but also used it grandiosely.

It was not a good scene to hold hands and talk, Xu Yan glanced at the yard behind him, seeing that there was no room for him for the time being, he walked deep into the alley and leaned against the wall to wait for Tan Yu.

There is also a small hotel hidden behind this alley, but it is very serious, and it attracts people who are not well-to-do with high quality and low price, and then there is the familiar fat lady's hairdresser's shop.The billboards of the two stores provide nodal light sources for the alley, white and green are woven together, and a Xu Yan is drawn at the junction.

Tan Yu followed, and was caught in the net together with him: "Xu Yan, I'm a bit irresponsible, and I don't believe you..."

"Stop." Xu Yan tossed the little jade chapter up and asked him, "Why are you giving me Zhangzi?"

To be honest, Tan Yu didn't know what he was doing.His mind has been in a mess these past few days, even if there was a reason before, he absolutely can't remember it now.

He said honestly: "I don't know, I just want to show it to you."

"Then what about my jade badge?"

"Here it is!" Tan Yu wanted to raise his hand, "At home, I didn't dare to take it, for fear that you would confiscate it."

Xu Yan pursed his lower lip, just about to ask me what I haven't confiscated from you, when he remembered the ring in his trouser pocket.He was so angry that he made a comeback: "Did I confiscate the ring? Who would take off the ring if it's a big deal? Did I ask you when you put the ring on me? How did you do it? I really can't figure it out, how could I have treated you badly, asking you to ask me to make a choice so hard? "

"I do not have……"

"You didn't, you were wronged!" Xu Yan hated himself for having shallow tears. He could cry while watching any movie, not to mention crying when he was emotionally involved in a quarrel.

Feeling the tears, he quickly stopped what he didn't say, waited with his head up, and then continued: "I really can't figure it out, can you tell me what you are for? You are afraid that I will do it because of you." Talk about breaking up when you are going to Africa? Or are you afraid that I will know that you have lied for so long? Or something else?"

"I'm afraid of everything." Seeing him so angry, Tan Yu was still holding back tears, and didn't dare to move him, so he had to turn his eyes away and stop looking at him, "I'm afraid of everything, I think every day, will you I want to break up like that, I'm not a worthwhile person..."

Xu Yan breathed out tremblingly, and took a long time to speak: "But you know I have no choice, you know everything, you can't solve your own problems, so use me to complete this matter. You know I I can't bear to break up with you, that's why you dare to try me. You know everything!"

This was also Tan Yu's pain point. He admitted such a despicable self, and then silently watched Xu Yan go back to the yard.

It seems that he finally realized that, for Mr. Xu, routine concealment and deception are nothing. He only cares about whether his love is taken seriously, and whether the intention conveyed by the trickle is understood.It is Xu Yan's pain that the love that flows equally in the world is questioned.

Xu Yan returned to the yard and didn't continue to walk in. He stood sideways, not facing the door, and from the corner of his eye saw Tan Yu leaving the alley, and then withdrew all his thoughts.

The funeral is going to be held tomorrow, so many people came this evening, and Yan Xueke has also been helping for many days. He has noticed that the two of them are going out, so he took the time to come over now.For the convenience of working, he wore a pair of gloves, which made it difficult to pick up things, so he moved his right crotch forward to signal Xu Yan to take things out.

"What..." Xu Yan only grasped a hard card-like thing. The light was not good, so he squinted for a while before he could see clearly, "He Lu's dance performance?"

"Yes, did you break up with Tan Yu? I have two tickets here. If you don't have a share, you go together. If you share, I will give another one to someone else. Otherwise, Lulu will definitely feel uncomfortable."

"Aren't you going?"

Yan Xueke heard it, paused, took off his gloves and took a cigarette.He originally wanted to pretend he didn't hear clearly, and fooled it, but then remembered that his friend in front of him was also standing on the cliff of breaking up, so he lit a cigarette: "You guys went to get to know each other, and I'm just a speculator who gave up halfway... "

"Don't say that, some problems are really difficult to solve."

"Like you and Tan Yu?"

Xu Yan cursed and pushed him: "What about you, what are you doing with me and him?"

"Lulu and I are in the past tense, aren't you all finished!"

"I'm also hesitating." Xu Yan touched the back of his hand, broke his precept, and took a sip of a cigarette, "He may be crazy, I'm so sweet, he loves life, he thinks about me all day long. Do you want to break up, coauthored me to irrigate a PTSD of love."

A few middle-aged people passed by with drinks, Yan Xueke gave way to the eaves, and put on his gloves again: "Brother, think for yourself, don't delay Lulu's dance performance."

In fact, Xu Yan didn't have anyone else to give it to, so he sent Tan Yu the ticket.

On the day of the performance, he had just returned from Beijing, and in the heavy rain of three miles, the umbrella lost [-]% to [-]% of its functions, so he entered the theater with wet shoulders.

He hadn't been to Sanmi's grand theater very much, and he groped in the dark for a long time before finding the right area. With difficulty, he squeezed into the seat, and Tan Yu was already seated beside him.

Tan Yu knew his itinerary, so he handed him the wrapping paper and pushed a small thermos over.

Xu Yan opened it and smelled it. There was a scent of jujube. In order not to disturb others, he quickly put the lid back on and thanked him in a low voice.

In the silence before the performance, it is not convenient to talk, but small movements are not affected.Tan Yu lightly passed by the back of his hand, and after probing, he put his hand on it as if nothing had happened.

Xu Yan wanted to hide, but missed the best time for him to test, so he was held by the hand.

After rising from the curtain, Xu Yan no longer had these little thoughts about love, and He Lu grabbed all of his attention without any resistance.

He had never seen He Lu dance, nor heard anyone mention how good she was, but he understood everything within three to five seconds of her appearance.

There have always been more and more gender stereotypes. Some people criticize boys for being sissy, while others criticize girls for not having enough muscles.But there is nothing wrong with girls, and boys can naturally be who they want to be.

Neither He Lu nor her dance partner is the most conventional combination of men and women in the public impression, and this dance is also different: women are no longer weak and charming, and men are no longer powerful.The two are more like supporting each other, using tacit understanding to make up for the shortcomings compared to ordinary dances, and the special line dance is responsible for the eye-catching part.

Even the makeup is different. He Lu doesn't have too exaggerated makeup, and her eyebrows have not been trimmed, messy and full of vitality.But the male dancer has done extremely delicate makeup and hair, from the hair arm to the chin, every inch is exquisite.

The moment the dance ended, the chests of the dancers on the stage rose and fell violently, and the relative reactions of the people off the stage were no less than theirs.

On the passage leading to the backstage, Xu Yan gave He Lu a very full hug. He was not a dramatic person, but he didn't know what to say because of his excitement.He fanned the heat from his face and gave He Lu a thumbs up: "Very, very powerful!"

He Lu took off the strap protecting her wrist, and laughed heartily when she heard this: "Finally, I have finished my first performance, and I want to relapse! Eat the food you cooked."

Unexpectedly, this was what he could not help but wait for the compliment, Xu Yan smiled helplessly along with her: "You are welcome at any time, even if it is a fat-reducing meal, this chef is willing to cook for you."

He Lu suddenly had a bitter face, and became happy again when she remembered something: "I saw you sitting with Mr. Tan, so happy."

Happy fart, Xu Yan walked in side by side with her: "Then did you see Xue Ke?"

"Did he secretly buy the ticket?"

"Don't know, but I guess so."

Yan Xueke's heart couldn't be softer, let alone He Lu.The two people who were familiar with him looked at each other and made fun of him again.

Speaking of Yan Xueke, He Lu wasn't too displeased, and her smile didn't fade at all: "That guy...I just feel regretful when I think about it now. If I didn't work in this industry, maybe I wouldn't be like this."

"He likes you, just like not having children is not a condition you put forward, but a part of you. Being able to persist is a victory, and not being able to persist is a negative victory for the two of you."

"No matter how sweet your mouth is, you still have to cook for me!"

They talked and laughed and left the external part of the theater through the passage of the staff, and Tan Yu and Yan Xueke met instead.

Tan Yu really didn't have a deep understanding of Yan Xueke, and was a little surprised: "I thought you wouldn't come."

Yan Xueke did not show weakness: "When will you break up?"

The two people who were not familiar with each other happened to grasp the most unmentionable part of each other, and the flag died down in an instant, and the two brothers hugged each other.

Even suddenly added decades of tacit understanding, without saying anything, they walked towards the nearest bar in unison.

Just after the performance, Tan Yu led Yan Xueke through the path and into the alley, and there was a beer hall within a few steps.

A lot of people were already sitting in the small bar, and the boss cleared out a small table next to the freezer, just big enough for them to sit down with their knees touching.

Before the wine was served, Yan Xueke took the lead in opening the prelude to the heart-to-heart talk: "What's going on between you and Lao Xu?"

"I'm stupid, probably his taboo."

"Let me hear it."

Tan Yu didn't hide anything, he said it in detail, and also attached some of his recent wild thoughts.After speaking, he looked at Yan Xueke expectantly, longing for comments from Xu Yan's friend.

Yan Xueke drank half a glass of cold beer before he felt comfortable, and asked him: "Are you afraid of long-distance relationships...cross-hemisphere relationships are hard, or..."

"I don't want to burden Teacher Xu. He has a bright eye when he talks about calligraphy, but my situation is too complicated, and I don't want to disturb him."

"But he also has light in his eyes when he looks at you." Yan Xueke said a word of love for Xu Yan as if nothing had happened, "If you really think so, you can't do it. Whether you interfere with him has the final say. Who are you?"

"This is only a small part of the reason. Let me tell you that I just want to gain some sympathy points." Tan Yu's wine was also served, and he clinked glasses with Yan Xueke, "The problem is with me, I think I am smart."

It's about love, that is, the more subtle emotions in the little heart. No one communicates with anyone, but it's impossible to say that there is no resonance at all.

Yan Xueke drank the second cup, and grinned a little when he swallowed again: "I also regret today, I gave up too early. He Lu loves dancing, but I love her. I feel very uncomfortable watching her dance."

"To be honest, I may still have a fluke mentality in the past. I didn't completely give up on having a child. But after seeing her, I realized that I framed myself. I love her and I want to have a child. No conflict, there are tens of thousands of children abandoned every year, but there is only one He Lu who was abandoned by me..."

"Brother Tan, I didn't say that you shouldn't give up on our Xu Yan. He is one of thousands, but you are also one of his thousands. You and we should all be one of thousands." There are tens of thousands, how lucky, why did I get discouraged first..."

Tan Yu only drank a little, his mind couldn't be clearer, he supported his head to think about Yan Xueke's drunken words, and wiped the corners of his eyes a little sourly.

One in ten million and one in ten million, so to speak, he and Xu Yan are really very precious.

He glanced at the events in the calendar, and the flight to Cape Town was the next morning, and if he really counted it, the available time was less than 24 hours.

Thinking of a fart, Tan Yu stood up abruptly, kissed Yan Xueke on the forehead, and quickly said: "I suggest you don't give up, and pick it up when you can."

He rushed into the rain, passed the cars trapped by the heavy rain and intensive travel, and finally stood under the awning of the theater.He was still panting, but he said to Xu Yan on the other end of the phone very firmly: "Mr. Xu, I love you. I have many dares, but I want to ask you for a ring. Even if I leave, even if we are separated Far away, I still want to ask you to continue to love me."

"When I put a ring on you, I want to surround you and be with you forever."