It is clear

Xu Yan had already calmed down. Compared to Tan Yu who was a little excited, he asked very calmly: "Have you thought it through?"

Tan Yu wiped off the rain on his face, and said proudly: "I don't want to, I want you no matter what I think. Why don't I tell you directly instead of speculating about you? I love you so much , and very selfish, even if I have to go far, I still have a criminal record, but I want you to wait for me, I want you to love me the same, I beg you, Teacher Xu."

Yushi was also sympathetic to Tan Yu, and he suddenly became anxious after he finished speaking like a grain of rice.The narrow eaves of the theater lost most of their functions in front of the rain at this moment, and the rain wrapped in the wind greeted him unceremoniously.

He could hardly keep his eyes open, turned his back, held the phone in one hand, and propped the other hand on the wall anxiously while waiting.

Xu Yan fell into a long silence if he wanted to wait, but Tan Yu couldn't help urging him: "Teacher Xu?"

Xu Yan was walking out following the instructions on the ground, said "um", and asked him, "Is it raining? It's too noisy, I can't hear you clearly, you should take shelter from the rain first."

Tan Yu didn't doubt that he was there, and ran towards the nearest entrance.

Listening to the movement on his side, Xu Yan went to the nearest exit, but saw no one.He sighed, and said casually, "When are you leaving?"

"The morning after tomorrow."

The first week of June is about to pass, and the answer is similar to what Xu Yan expected.

He hurried towards another exit, afraid that Tan Yu at the other end would hear something strange, so he held his breath desperately: "Is the luggage ready?"

"Mr. Xu, I don't want you to ask me these things, and I'm the one asking you. I'm waiting for your answer."

"When did you get so impatient?" Passing another fork in the exit, Xu Yan stood on tiptoe and glanced at the end, then hurriedly turned around, "If I promise you, then long-distance relationship is the problem we need to face , Is it okay for me to ask something clearly?"

"...Alright, then you can ask first."

Really unable to speak normally, Xu Yan walked faster and faster, and finally saw a faint black shadow at the third exit.

He took a breath, slowed down and approached Tan Yu: "I want to ask you, do you know that I love you?"

"know."

"Do you know that I can't bear to break up?"

"I know."

"Do you know that I've been putting up with you these days?"

"……Know."

"Then..." Xu Yan opened the door, "Do you know my answer?"

Tan Yu was still frozen, not realizing for a long time who was coming out behind him.After more than ten seconds, he suddenly realized.Turning around, Teacher Xu was standing in front of him.

Xu Yan lowered his head and hung up the phone, looking at him expressionlessly: "Do you know?"

Probably knowing, Tan Yu blinked and took a step towards him, before fully spreading his hands, he remembered that he had been drenched by the rain.He smiled shyly, and hastily withdrew his hug: "I know."

"You shouldn't back away when you want to hug." Xu Yan stepped into the rain and embraced the drowned chicken.

The rain on a summer night is raging and warm, mixing with all kinds of sounds in the city, brewing a crowded, boring but refreshing world.

Not far away, two running boys passed by. They saw them huddled together from a distance, and blew a loud whistle, "I wish you happiness" drifted farther and farther away with their footsteps.

Xu Yan wanted to cry at first, but was suffocated by these words and turned into a smile. He hugged Tan Yu a little tighter, and kissed Tan Yu on the back of the neck: "There will be a next time, I will definitely, absolutely..."

"No next time, I really love you."

There is really not much time left, and the heavy rain can't stop anything.

After much time, they finally crossed the city and returned home.Xu Yan put his index finger on the door lock, and dragged Tan Yu into the darkness.

The sound of the rain outside became dense, and the intersecting lips and tongues in the room also had a sticky style.

"Aren't you going to turn on the light?" Tan Yu stepped back a little bit, panting to touch Xu Yan's forehead.

The rain outside the window gradually stopped, and the lights blurred by the rain curtain slowly shone into the house.

Tan Yu lowered his head slightly, looking at Xu Yan who was lying on his back.It's a sin, he is not so devout to Buddha.

He touched Xu Yan's ankle upwards, stopped on his knee for a while, moved his palm away, and put his lips on it: "Xiao Yan..."

Compared with the strong desire to have sex just now, Xu Yan suddenly calmed down, and Xiao Yan was called out one after another, and he couldn't help covering his eyes: "It's so far away, you really want to go so far away place."

"sorry."

"But what did you do wrong? Shouldn't you be with me?" Xu Yan grabbed his arm and raised his upper body eagerly, "I will miss you, even now I start to miss you."

Thanks to the light outside, Tan Yu cried when he saw Xu Yan.

Fortunately, he saw it. He hugged Xu Yan and let him sit on his lap: "We can video, talk on the phone, write emails, now..."

"Then what do I want to touch you? Do I want to kiss you? Do I want to have sex with you?" Xu Yan moved forward, "I regret it, I should be more selfish and let you stay by my side, Not allowed to go anywhere."

"But you are not."

The tip of the nose of the two is next to the tip of the nose, and they couldn't be more intimate.

Xu Yan paused for a while, and then began to feel shy again.He is always limited by the low crying point, and always cries for big and small things. He used to be afraid of being laughed at but could bear it, but now with Tan Yu, he can do anything.

He raised his head and felt the snot for a while, and felt that it should have no effect, so he twisted his waist and went under the coffee table to take out a tube to lubricate.

By the end of the night, it was already late at night, the summer nights are short, and the sun is almost right in front of us.They took a careless shower together, and soon fell asleep while hugging each other.

This sleep was very long, and waking up again was almost unconscious.

Xu Yan cried last night, and his eyes were really swollen.

Tan Yu saw it as soon as he opened his eyes, and wanted to freeze an ice spoon to help, but unfortunately his mood and physical strength had fluctuated greatly, and he struggled for a while, but still did not move.

"We haven't been together for long..." Xu Yan said quietly, "What will I do when I get old..."

"I have money, so I hire someone to serve you."

"Yes, you are rich enough to pay attention to spiritual pursuits. You are a ranger and protect wild animals."

Tan Yu quickly lifted the quilt out of bed, and the ice cream spoon was too late, so he took two cans of ice cream, one for Xu Yan to eat, and the other for him to put on his eyes: "Is that all right?"

"It's not bad. Persistence is the most important thing. It will be really good if it can continue to be like this for the next five or sixty years."

"You talk a lot today."

We had lunch and dinner together, watched "Lian Lian Notebook", and it was getting dark outside again.

For Tan Yu, this is the last sunset in the northern hemisphere that can be seen in the near future.It had rained the day before and the air was fine. He opened the window and stood on the small balcony behind the kitchen to watch the sunset.

Since being together with Xu Yan, these ordinary natural scenes have also become thrilling.There is the sunset hanging in the building at first acquaintance, the magnificent sunset junction of a strange city, and today, the sunset that belongs to parting.

Every time it is like playing the piano in my heart, the music is different from time to time, but it is very in line with the theme, as if it can be remembered for a lifetime.

Xu Yan was smoking by another window not far from him. Seeing his eyes turn back, he lit the cigarette ash with his fingers flusteredly: "I didn't quit successfully."

Tan Yu calmly called his name. He still called Teacher Xu more often. Xu Yan always felt very solemn when he heard it at first, so he straightened up and let out a "huh" pretending not to take it seriously.

"People who don't quit smoking don't have sex."

Xu Yan had already put on the air of being serious and obedient, but he didn't expect that his expression froze immediately after such a sentence.

Tan Yu said again: "Can you come to visit relatives?"

Hey... Finally, when it was time to say goodbye, Xu Yan nodded reservedly: "I'll visit you when I'm free."

"When will you be free?"

"Finish the recent work."

The time is saying goodbye bit by bit. Tan Yu is on the plane tomorrow morning. The flight time is long, and he will suffer from jet lag when he lands. After that, he will have to adapt to training.

Like Tan Yu when he was attending the seminar, Xu Yan asked for his latest work plan. After he fell asleep, he quietly saw the sky was dawning, and then gently pushed him: "It's time."

Tan Yu really fell asleep, but he woke up very quickly, and hugged him before he opened his eyes, with restrained reluctance mixed in his movements.He only hugged him for a while, without looking at Xu Yan, he took his clothes and went to take a shower.

There was never enough time in the morning, even if they didn't plan to have too much communication, it was not enough.

Xu Yan felt that he had sent Tan Yu to the airport before he had even breathed a few times.Entering from the international departure, I squeezed through the process with people who were also catching the plane, and finally it was delivered and could not be delivered.He lowered his head and rubbed his nose: "Report me safe when we arrive."

Tan Yu nodded, feeling that he hadn't seen it either, so he hugged him: "I'm busy with your business, so don't come to see me soon."

In the end, without even saying goodbye, Xu Yan watched him leave. He didn't stay for long, and soon flowed out of the airport against the crowd.Standing under the sun, he was still in a daze. After a long time, he realized that he had gone the wrong way and had to go downstairs to the parking lot.

He was afraid that it would be unsafe to drive by himself after the farewell, so he made an appointment for a substitute driver in advance, and he didn't feel uncomfortable in the car, at most it was empty.

The house is still a bit messy like it was before I left.After Tan Yu took a shower, he washed the bath towels and changed pajamas, and confiscated them in the washing machine; the breakfast dishes and chopsticks on the dining table were still on the table, the bed was not made, the floor was not swept, and the wardrobe needed to be stored again...

Xu Yan walked around the house, found a lot of things to do for himself, then sat on the sofa, stunned.

At dusk, Tan Yu reached the airport where he was connecting and contacted him.

Xu Yan was reading a book, and answered the phone a little later: "Tan Yu?"

"Teacher Xu..." Tan Yu's voice was a little aggrieved, "You didn't give me a ring."

Xu Yan was silent for a long time, then laughed "puchi", and then the two laughed together.He didn't care whether Tan Yu could see it or not, he waved his hands repeatedly on the phone: "I'm sorry, I really forgot!"

"Then can I repeat my farewell speech?" Tan Yu was still trembling when he spoke, obviously wanting to laugh, "You should visit me as soon as you can, I want to wear the ring you gave me , we are a couple."

In a few words, the dusk has passed, and the voices belonging to the summer night are all poured into the house.

Xu Yan agreed to him with a smile, looking at the paper still hanging in the living room, only Tan Yu's low voice could be heard in his ears.He looked out of the window, and the starry sky had already spread out, as if he hadn't said goodbye yet, as if they were very close.

"Xu Yan." Tan Yu called him again, "Go and have a look in the drawer of the shoe cabinet."

Xu Yan got up, and accurately selected the one with the hidden things in the three drawers of the shoe cabinet. There was a photo in it of them sitting together when they watched He Lu's performance that day.When the photo was taken, the scene hadn't started yet, and there were people walking around beside the other seats, only them, miraculously, there was still room.The two were surrounded by red chairs in the theater. Amidst the redness, their eyes fell on the camera together, with smiles on their faces.

For some reason, Xu Yan turned to the back, and there was a date and a line of words.

"I miss you."