whatever you do

Gu Nianchen suddenly wanted to listen to the song recorded that night. He found that he didn't know where he had thrown his phone. He searched the bedroom, living room, and kitchen, but couldn't find it.

He lay slumped on the bed, stared at the ceiling for a while, then got up, turned on the computer, and picked out a few piano pieces to play.Accompanied by the soothing sound of the piano, he gradually lost consciousness and fell into sleep.

When Ye Shu went back, he went to Gu Nianchen's dormitory.Fu Zhe was a little worried about him. Although Ye Shu didn't show it very clearly, both he and Shi Jiayang could feel that Ye Shu was in a bad mood.

Wang Chen saw Ye Shu, before he could ask, he said, "Gu Nianchen is not here."

"I know, I'm waiting for him to come back here." Ye Shu replied.

Wang Chen opened his mouth, but still didn't say that Gu Nianchen had moved out, he thought it was impossible for Ye Shu to wait here overnight.

The four of them were silent at the door for a while, Wang Chen said: "Whatever you want." After saying this, he went in.

Fu Zhe felt that it was not a wise idea to wait at the door, so he broke into the dormitory directly, looked around, and then saw an empty bed, he probably had a better idea.

"Which bed is Gu Nianchen's?" he asked Wang Chen.

"I don't know, even if I know, why should I tell you?"

"The young man is very powerful. Today I am in such a mood that I don't want to fight." Fu Zhe pointed to the empty bed and said, "This is his, right?"

"Don't you guys know him? Ask him yourself." Wang Chen said angrily, "If you are so confident in breaking into the dormitory, who is afraid of whom?"

Wang Chen felt uncomfortable. It turned out that Gu Nianchen had friends. It turned out that he was not so indifferent to everyone. It turned out that his friends would look for him everywhere because they couldn't contact him for a few days.Then why did he say too much when he never looked directly at Li Zhuo?

There was a screech, the sound of a chair rubbing against the ground, Fu Zhe kicked off the chair next to Wang Chen, and looked at him fiercely.Ye Shu heard voices from inside at the door, afraid that the two of them would really fight, so he came in and pulled Fu Zhe out.

"I'm sorry, he has a bad temper. If you know about Gu Nianchen, please tell us. I have something to ask him." Ye Shu said to Wang Chen, "Let's go first, sorry to bother you."

"It hurts." Fu Zhe walked out of their dormitory building, grinning his teeth.

"You deserve it, who told you to kick the chair." Shi Jiayang looked at his feet wearing sneakers, "Forget it if it hurts to death."

"I'm afraid that kicking him will cause accidents, so I want to make some noise to scare him first."

"Thank you." Ye Shu said suddenly, "You don't need to help me find it anymore, maybe he doesn't want to see me."

"Who helped you find it? Teacher Gu is my friend, I'll have dinner with him." Shi Jiayang muttered.

"I wanted him to come to see me in the finals, but he didn't come to the semi-finals. It's really embarrassing." Fu Zhe said, "I want him to regret that he missed the opportunity to listen to my singing."

Ye Shu didn't say anything else, he looked up at the night sky, the gray sky, occasionally there was a twinkle of light, but it was not a star, but a plane passing by by chance.

That night, Ye Shu had a short dream. He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a memory, or whether he was awake or asleep.

He saw the summer night when he was a child, the moonlight filled the earth, the breeze blew through the woods, and the rustling sound was accompanied by cicadas singing.He heard the familiar harmonica music, and then saw an old man sitting on a straw mat, a dog lying beside him, and a child listening quietly beside the old man.

"Grandpa, what's the name of this song?" It was his voice.

"I don't have a name, I just play around with it." The old man replied.

"Then we can give it a name, how about "I don't know" or "Casual"? Anyway, Grandpa, you just blow it up casually." Ye Shu said this sentence along with the child in his heart.

"The name is just a code name. It doesn't matter if it is there or not. You can call it whatever you want." The old man's answer was the same as before.

"Grandpa, you taught me how to play, and I learned how to play for Xiaotu." Ye Shu heard himself continue to say.

"You can't learn this yet, I'll teach you a simple one." The old man picked up the harmonica and played "Susanna". The melodious sound of the harmonica echoed in the summer night, and the melody floated far, far away.

When Ye Shu was woken up by the alarm clock, he was in a daze. He actually dreamed about his grandpa.

In class, he kept recalling the content of his dream, and accidentally wrote something on the paper. The bell after class woke him up, and he saw that he had written "Xiaotu" on the page. Who is this little soil? He really had to wonder. remembered.

It seems that when I learned to play the harmonica, I often ran to play in front of my friends, with pride and confidence, even if I stumbled.

He packed his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom.

"Boss, what if you forget something?" Ye Shu suddenly asked Jiang Ze in the afternoon.

Jiang Ze could see that Ye Shu was not in good condition these days, like a thriving tree suddenly drooping every leaf.

"Is it what you want to forget, or what you don't want to forget?" He stopped his movements and replied.

"I don't know." Ye Shu shook his head, "I seem to want to remember, but I also seem to be repelled to remember."

Jiang Ze looked at him with a sad look in his eyes, he seemed to see his former self, but the look disappeared quickly.He knew that Ye Shu didn't want to get an answer from himself, he just wanted to say it.

Sure enough, Ye Shu continued, "It's related to a person. I seem to know him very well, and he also knows me very well, but I don't remember him." Ye Shu closed his eyes, "But he always remembers me. Those things seem to be It's important, and it doesn't seem to matter."

He opened his eyes and pulled out a wry smile, "I don't know why I forgot, I forgot a lot of things, not just his."

"People always seek advantages and avoid disadvantages." Jiang Ze finally said, "If you recall pain, forget it; if you forget pain, remember it."

"It's so easy, I can't tell whether it's more painful to remember the pain or to forget it." Ye Shu thinks that sometimes he hates pain, and sometimes he is immersed in it. He is really a hopeless person.

Ye Shu stopped talking, he picked up the handle, watched the coffee liquid flow out slowly, and the rich aroma gradually enveloped him.

When Gu Nianchen woke up today, he found that his low-grade fever seemed to be getting worse. He lay in bed for a while, thinking about whether to go to the doctor or not.Finally gave up, anyway, not to the point where it can be fatal.

After a simple meal, he turned on the computer and checked the nearest tickets. He suddenly wanted to go home, to see the safe and the harmonica.The nearest ticket is at [-] o'clock, that is, two hours later, it takes half an hour from here to the high-speed rail station, and it is completely in time.

He found out the keys to the house and bought tickets online.His home is not close to the school, and it takes nearly five hours to take the high-speed rail.After leaving the station, take the subway for another half an hour to go home.

I haven't been back for two and a half months, and the house is still the same, with no popularity.Gu Feng is busy with work, and Gu Nianchen doesn't like other people at home. Since he was in junior high school, he often guards the empty house alone.The father and son didn't talk as much in a year as Gu Feng said in a day outside.

Could this be home?Gu Nianchen felt that he was also a person without a home.

He went upstairs and opened the door of his room. The room was very tidy, exactly the same as when he left. It seemed that no one had come in.

Based on his memory, he found the safe in one of the cabinets. After opening it, he first saw a round iron box. Gu Nianchen knew that there were words he had written in it, so he hesitated or put it aside.He picked up the dark blue piano case inside the safe and sat on the bed.

When he opened the piano case, Gu Nianchen suddenly didn't dare to look at it. He resisted the urge to close his eyes, took a deep breath, and saw a black chromatic harmonica lying inside.The icy body of the piano was as cold as the icy air. When Gu Nianchen picked up the piano, he was shivered by the ice.

Black metal cover, silver mouthpiece, and a small leaf in the lower right corner of the cover.Trembling, he put the piano into his mouth, blew lightly, and made a hoarse sound, like a friend who hasn't spoken for a long time.

Gu Nianchen saw a drop of water fall on the cover, he touched his face, and wept again for some reason.

He put the safe back in place.After carefully wiping the piano, he put it back into the case and took it to the study next door.

He made up his mind to learn to play the harmonica and his grandfather's music.Yes, the song "I don't know" that Ye Shu played that night was his grandfather's song, he remembered it when he saw the piano, he remembered the old man who laughed all day long and played the harmonica very well, he remembered the piano he gave him, he remembered him He touched his head and said, "Xiaotu is really talented".

When Gu Feng came home, he found that the light was on, and his heart beat violently.He just finished negotiating a business today, and when he flew back, he called the driver at the airport to pick him up. The driver knew his habit, as long as he was in the local area, he would not stay in a hotel, and he would go home no matter how late he came back from outside.The driver dropped his dinner and picked him up as quickly as possible.

He left his luggage in the living room, hurried upstairs, knocked on Gu Nianchen's door carefully, but there was no response.His heart slowly regained his calm, he thought to himself how could Xiaochen come back?I have been away for more than two months and haven't called or sent a text message. How can I come back at this time?Just when he was about to go downstairs, he saw that the door of the study room next door was not closed tightly, and his heart beat violently again.

He knocked lightly on the door first, got no response, then pushed it away and walked in.He saw Gu Nianchen falling asleep on the desk, frowning as if he was uncomfortable.Standing there looking at it almost greedily for a while, I feel that he seems to be thinner, but he has always been so thin.

Gu Feng was afraid of waking up Gu Nianchen, so he closed the door gently.After he went out, he called his secretary and said that he would not go to work tomorrow, then cleaned up and went back to the room.

Gu Nianchen was woken up by hunger. He didn't eat at noon, and he didn't eat when he came back. Although the low fever affected his appetite, he still felt hungry.When he woke up and saw the piano in his hand, he realized that he was originally learning the harmonica. After playing the scales a few times, he fell dizzy and lay down on the table to rest. He might have fallen asleep accidentally.

When he went downstairs, he found milk and bread in the refrigerator. The date was very fresh. He heated it in the microwave, and after eating, he went to wash and sleep.

When Gu Nianchen got up the next day and went downstairs, he found breakfast on the table.Hot milk, hot soybean milk, hot porridge, deep-fried dough sticks, buns, sandwiches, fried eggs, and boiled eggs were neatly placed on the table, and he picked up the buns and ate them politely.

Gu Feng came out of the kitchen and sat down opposite Gu Nianchen, Gu Nianchen saw that he didn't respond.

There was an awkward silence in the air, Gu Feng didn't know what to say, and ate breakfast in silence.He and Gu Nianchen have always been in this way of getting along.

Gu Nianchen's mother is Du Chen, she and Gu Feng are college classmates, Gu Feng loves her more than anything else.

When Du Chen gave birth to Gu Nianchen, she died of dystocia. Her health was not very good all the time. Gu Feng couldn't bear her suffering and objected to having this child, but she insisted.After her death, Gu Feng devoted himself to his work, as if he could forget the pain of losing his wife by doing so, and left the newborn Gu Nianchen to the nanny.

At first when I saw this child, I would think of my wife, so I deliberately ignored him. Later, I wanted to hug him, but I didn't know how to reach out.When Gu Nianchen was six years old, Gu Feng sent him to the countryside, Du Chen's hometown, and hoped that he would have a good time there, as there were Gu Nianchen's relatives there.

When the old man knew that his daughter was away, he wanted to take his newborn grandson to take care of him, but Gu Feng refused.

A year later, the old man fell ill and passed away. Seeing Gu Nianchen crying so sadly, Gu Feng's heart ached.Later, he accidentally bumped into the nanny at home and hit Gu Nianchen, and he realized how dereliction of duty he was.Originally, he paid a high price to hire a person to take care of the child, but in the end he was pushed into the fire pit. At that moment, he felt that he was ashamed of his wife and Gu Nianchen.

After dismissing the nanny, he didn't dare to hire another one, but he didn't know how to take care of others and was busy with work, so he left little Gu Nianchen alone at home.However, he will try to go home as much as possible and minimize the number of business trips, and he must go home no matter how late he returns from the business trip.

He always wanted to make up for Gu Nianchen, to improve his relationship with him, and to tell him that he never hated him, but he didn't know how to do it.Gu Nianchen never took the initiative to contact him, and never asked him for anything. He gave Gu Nianchen a lot of pocket money, bought a lot of toys and clothes, and made up for him materially as much as possible.

But Gu Nianchen didn't care, he even chose D University which is far away from home, obviously there is a very good university right here at home, not bad for D University.Gu Feng was reluctant, but he still didn't say anything, he knew that Gu Nianchen didn't want to stay here, didn't want to stay in this house.

Gu Nianchen waited for Gu Feng to finish his breakfast and cleared the table. Gu Feng wanted to do it himself, but Gu Nianchen didn't let him do it. The old father felt that his son had ironed his heart.

"I don't go to work today." He looked at Gu Nianchen who was about to go upstairs and said something suddenly, and he didn't understand why he said it.

"Yeah." Gu Nianchen said he knew, he stopped and said, "I've asked for leave, I'll go back to school on Saturday." Then he went upstairs.

Gu Feng was overjoyed, today is Thursday, Gu Nianchen will stay at home for three more days.

The author has something to say: Well, I didn’t fight for it today, but I promise that Xiaotu and Xiaoshu will meet tomorrow!

I coded until twelve o'clock last night, then stayed up late reading novels until after two o'clock, and woke up after ten o'clock this morning. This decadent life...

I dislike myself every day, and I confess my love to you, little angels, remember to eat well~