whatever you do
Chapter 14
Gu Nianchen felt that if he died in this room like this, no one would know.
No one cares about skipping classes in college. As long as you don’t care about your grades, it’s okay if you don’t go to class for a semester. It’s not easy to fail a class.
The takeaway has arrived, and this is the first time he ordered takeaway. Before, he always felt that the takeaway was unhealthy, unhygienic and unpalatable, but now he thinks these are not a problem.Can't taste, eats mechanically, eats to keep alive.
After taking the medicine, he sent a text message to the counselor, saying that he had something to do temporarily and could not go to school this week, and the counselor replied "Got it".
If you don't go to school, what do you do? In this routine day, I always want to change, but I don't know how to change.Looking at the greasy takeaway boxes and medicine boxes, mixed with crumpled waste paper, lying together in the trash can, he wondered whether they could go to the garbage dump smoothly, but he knew that everyone could go to the garbage dump smoothly. die.Why do you want to live, anyway, you will die in the end.
He shook his head, this kind of dangerous thinking is not very good, it is already autumn, not yet winter, not yet the coldest time.He suddenly wanted to buy potted flowers, watch them grow up slowly, bloom slowly, wither slowly, die slowly, and bury them well.
He changed his clothes, took only the key, and walked out of the house. The sun was a bit dazzling, and it was a fine day.
Ye Shu didn't see Gu Nianchen in class on Monday. He thought that Gu Nianchen was hiding from him on purpose. He didn't realize until now that it's so easy to do without seeing someone. Not seeing someone is much easier than seeing him.
He clicked on Gu Nianchen's WeChat, exited, and clicked in again. After hesitating a few times, he still sent a message: [Where are you?I have something to tell you. ]
In the past, Gu Nianchen almost always replied to his WeChat in seconds, but now it has been more than an hour and there is no movement.Ye Shu made another phone call. After a while, he heard the mechanical female voice inside repeat: The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later.
Ye Shu went to the dormitory next door. He knew the dormitory number, but he never came.Wang Chen was a little surprised to see him, especially when he asked if Gu Nianchen was there.
Ye Shu was not familiar with the people in their dormitory, and Wang Chen only met him in the cafeteria at the beginning of school, but that incident made him feel that Ye Shu and Gu Nianchen had a very good relationship.
Ye Shu's reaction obviously showed that he didn't know that Gu Nianchen was out to live, and Wang Chen didn't know whether he should tell him about it, after all, Gu Nianchen didn't tell Ye Shu.
Finally, he shook his head blankly: "Not here."
"Then do you know where he is?" Ye Shu asked again, "He didn't come to class today."
"I don't know." Wang Chen added, "But he didn't come to the professional class in the afternoon."
Ye Shu thanked him and left, he realized that he didn't know Gu Nianchen at all, he didn't know what else he would do and where he would go besides dormitory and class.
Returning to the dormitory dejectedly, he thought what he said was angry. Could it be that if he said he didn't want to see him, he wouldn't show up?
Gu Nianchen walked around without direction or purpose, looking at the hurried figures of passers-by on the road, he thought that many people didn't know why he was so anxious.Life is a mob that imprisons everyone.
In the evening, when I walked to a park, I saw a group of aunts dancing in the square, and some uncles were doing Tai Chi.He found a bench and sat down. The evening sun was much milder than the afternoon sun, and it shone warmly on his body, like a hug without any emotion.
An old man finished playing a round, saw him sitting here, and took the initiative to talk to him: "Young man is really energetic, you look like a student, why don't you stay at school?"
Gu Nianchen replied: "I'm not a student, I look small, but I'm actually 29."
The uncle smiled: "I really can't tell, then go to work, what do you do, do you have a date? My daughter is two years younger than you, and she is very beautiful."
Gu Nianchen looked at the gray-haired uncle and thought it would be interesting to chat with him.
"I didn't go to work, I didn't like it, I quit. My child is already five years old." He made up words to deal with it.
"Then your wife earns money to support the family alone? Let me tell you, since you married her, you have to treat her well. How can you let her support the family? You young man can't do it." The uncle shook his head, "No, I am determined not to let my daughter find one like this. How can my own treasure go to someone else’s house to endure hardship?"
"You love your daughter very much, right?" Gu Nianchen didn't know how to blurt out this sentence.
"What you said is that there are no parents who don't love their children, otherwise who would work hard to bring them up."
Gu Nianchen thought of his mother whom he had never met, and the father who ignored him most of the time.Is that so, do parents love their children?Anyway, I never felt it.
"Your daughter must be very happy." He said to the uncle with a smile.
"It would be great if she thought like you. She complained all day long that we were too meddlesome. She even said a few days ago that if we arranged blind dates for her again, she would go out to live and never come back during the Chinese New Year." The uncle said, "Such a big Some people don't know how to think about the future."
"Oh, I played a few more times and went home. The leader of the square dance is my wife, and we often come here to exercise." The uncle stood up and continued, "You young people don't pay attention to your body, relying on your youth , stay up all day and night eating junk food, and don’t think about how many bowls of youth rice you can eat.”
He looked at Gu Nianchen, "Young man, do you know how to practice Tai Chi? Do you want to fight with me? It will strengthen your body and cultivate your character."
Gu Nianchen didn't know how to fight, the uncle taught him, he looked at his clothes, it was a set of casual clothes, so he stood up and followed the uncle.
"You stand behind me and follow my movements." Gu Nianchen carefully looked at the uncle's standing posture and learned to stand upright.
"The first part, starting posture, holding the bird's tail with the right, single whip with the left, lifting the handle, the white crane spreading its wings, hugging the knees and staggering..." The uncle did the movements leisurely, and read out the name following each movement.
"A total of four sections of 42 poses, this is the first section, a total of 10 poses. Come on, follow me to learn it twice, and then I will see if you are doing up to standard."
The uncle did it twice again, and then looked at Gu Nianchen's movements, "You are not bad, you are a fast learner."
"You teach well."
The uncle smiled, "Come on, I'll teach you the next move."
After learning Taijiquan with my uncle, it was already dark. Before the uncle and his wife went back together, they made an appointment with Gu Nianchen, and would often come to boxing when they had free time.
Gu Nianchen waved his hand with a smile. He felt that Taijiquan seemed to be able to strengthen the body, and his body was not so uncomfortable anymore.
The people in the park gradually dispersed, and the hustle and bustle returned to tranquility.Gu Nianchen walked back slowly along the road he came from. He has a strong ability to recognize the road, and he can basically recognize the road he walked once.
If you haven't bought the flowers yet, you can buy them tomorrow.What to eat for dinner? This is a question. Let's get some money and see what's downstairs. I've lived here for three days and I'm not familiar with the environment yet.
Tuesday was the rematch of campus singers. Although he didn't go to practice singing with Fu Zhe, Ye Shu and Shi Jiayang went to watch his match.Standing on the stage, Fu Zhe was full of confidence and dazzling.
He sang a somewhat niche Chinese love song, and some girls in the audience looked at him with tears in their eyes.In the semi-finals, the audience plus the judges' scores, combined with the popularity vote scores on the Internet, the top ten people will be selected to enter the final.
Fu Zhe was No.7 in the rematch results, a very good result.In fact, he scored relatively high online, because many people who voted on the Internet did not understand how the contestant sang, and simply looked at his face.
Fu Zhe's appearance is the kind of handsome and handsome, very popular with little girls.
After the preliminary round, Fu Zhe would occasionally be recognized by classmates on campus when he was walking on the road, and he also received confessions intermittently. He usually thanked him and politely refused, but most of the chocolates sent directly to the dormitory were eaten by Fatty Shi .
Although Shi Jiayang has always hated him, he still actively solicited votes for him, telling his parents that this is his roommate, asking for help, and sending it to his high school class and relatives.
Fu Zhe planned to have a treat to celebrate tomorrow night. Considering that the relationship between Ye Shu and Mr. Gu was still at a freezing point, he also wanted to take this opportunity to make them get back together.
He made a voice call to Gu Nianchen, but he didn't answer, and then dialed the mobile phone number, saying that it was turned off.
He felt that the matter was a bit serious. If Gu Nianchen had a conflict with Ye Shu, he probably wouldn't be able to get in touch with him. If Gu Nianchen turned off the phone by himself, it meant that he didn't want to contact anyone. If it wasn't him who turned off the phone, then It means he has a problem.
He asked Ye Shu if he had contacted Gu Nianchen. Ye Shu said that he didn't answer the call yesterday, and he didn't reply to the message so far. He called again this morning and turned off the phone.
"Then he has been turned off for a day." Fu Zhe conjectured, "Nothing will happen."
"Maybe it's just that the phone is out of battery and I forgot to bring the charger. I often do this." Shi Jiayang answered.
"I don't know." Ye Shu shook his head, "He didn't go to several classes yesterday." He decided to go back to the dormitory at night and go to the next building to find Gu Nianchen, to explain the matter clearly.
In fact, Fu Zhe really had to think too much. Since Gu Nianchen went out yesterday without bringing his mobile phone, he forgot about the mobile phone. He left the black square object behind him, and naturally it shut down automatically when it ran out of power.
He rarely uses a mobile phone in his daily life, and he doesn't have many friends who actively contact him except Ye Shu.
He went out to buy flowers today, and the flower shop was full of beautiful things. The boss asked him what he wanted, and he thought for a while and said that he wanted to live longer.
"Are you interested in succulents?" The boss asked him, pointing to the rows of potted plants.
"That can live for a few years"
"It depends on the growing environment and the care for it. It may be half a year or two years." The boss looked at his unresponsive expression, and then said: "If you want a long-lasting flower, I suggest you buy it from here." Immortal flowers can be viewed and preserved indefinitely."
"They are already dead." Gu Nianchen shook his head, "I want to grow flowers, not look at them."
"Look over here." The boss led him to the other side, "This is a narcissus, this is a hyacinth, and this is a tulip, all of which are easier to grow. We have seedlings, bulbs, and mature plants. "
Gu Nianchen finally bought a pot of longevity flowers, two pots of cactus, and two pots of Guanyin lotus.He wanted to see how long the Longevity Flower could live. The succulent didn't want the longevity flower to be boring, so he bought it to accompany it.
He put the flowers on the window sill, the green leaves were glowing with vitality in the sun, and there was a little sign that the buds were about to emerge.
After taking the medicine, the low-grade fever has not subsided, and I have not seen a doctor.He couldn't remember when he had a fever last time. The familiar and unfamiliar discomfort in his body made him tired, and he felt tired just after returning with a few pots of plants.
He wondered whether he should buy some more medicine or not, but in the end he decided to forget it. After taking the medicine for the past two days, his throat became bitter, and he didn't see much improvement.Tomorrow is Wednesday, so I haven't seen Xiaoshu for a week.He remembered the night when he went to have a hair dryer at the beginning of school, he happened to meet Xiaoshu playing the harmonica.
Ye Shu also played the harmonica for him when he was a child. At that time, he had just learned to play "Susanna" like a showmanship. very happy.
Xiaoshu said that he wanted his grandpa to teach him the harmonica, so that the two of them could play together, and he seemed to agree. It’s not easy to play the harmonica in winter, and the harmonica will stick to its membranes. When the weather was warmer, he left there before he had learned it for long. , the two have never played together.
Recalling this incident, he suddenly remembered that his grandfather also gave him a piano, which he made himself, and said it was a gift for his apprentice.During the two years when he just came back, he tried to learn it secretly by himself, but Gu Feng found out and asked him to stop making noise.
When Gu Feng is not at home, the nanny at home will not allow him to play, otherwise he will throw away his piano.At that time, he was seven or eight years old, and he didn't dare to resist and didn't know how to resist. He was even more afraid that the piano that his grandfather gave him would not be there, so he locked the piano in his safe.
He has a safe, which was bought as a gift by Gu Feng.The year he just came back from the countryside, when his grandmother passed away, he cried so much. Gu Feng couldn't bear his appearance, but he couldn't stop him, so he said that as long as he didn't cry, he would promise him one thing.That was probably one of the few Gu Feng he had seen who looked like a father.
The nanny at home was particularly flustered, for fear that Gu Nianchen would say that he had abused him, although it was true.She kept threatening Gu Nianchen that Gu Feng didn't like him, especially hated him because he killed his mother, if he told Gu Feng that he abused him, Gu Feng would not believe him, and would find him annoying, Don't want him.
Gu Nianchen didn't say anything about it, he asked for a safe, Gu Feng was very surprised, but didn't ask him why, the safe appeared in his room the next day.
Gu Nianchen thought very simply at the time, he wanted to have a safe place, a place that only he could touch, a place where he could keep his secrets.Gu Feng would not look at his things and check his room, because he didn't care about his own situation at all, but the nanny at home would secretly rummaged through his things, and sometimes took away his clothes and shoes.
Gu Nianchen didn't care about these things, he was already in primary school, and gradually learned a lot of words, he wanted to write down everything he said to Xiaoshu, and let him read it when we met again.These words cannot be sent out. At the age of six or seven, he didn't know the address of the small village where he stayed for nearly a year, and he didn't dare to ask Gu Feng.
I wrote often at the beginning, and put it in an iron box after I finished writing, and then put it in a safe. Later, I wrote occasionally, and then I didn’t write much.Probably because as I grow older, knowing that the chance of two people reuniting is very small, I gradually don't know what to write, and I become more and more silent.
It seems that the cabinet has not been opened for a long time, and I don't remember what happened to the things inside.I don't know if that harmonica is broken, and I don't know if Ye Shu still recognizes that harmonica.
The author has something to say: twenty nine is eighteen!I feel sorry for Xiaotu, and I will try to make them reconcile tomorrow.
In fact, Gu Feng loves Xiaotu very much. There is no parent who does not love their children. He will come out in the next chapter...
Life may not be as good as we imagined, but it will definitely not be as bad as we imagined. People's fragility and strength are beyond our imagination!
Come on together, confession every day, little angels, mua~
No one cares about skipping classes in college. As long as you don’t care about your grades, it’s okay if you don’t go to class for a semester. It’s not easy to fail a class.
The takeaway has arrived, and this is the first time he ordered takeaway. Before, he always felt that the takeaway was unhealthy, unhygienic and unpalatable, but now he thinks these are not a problem.Can't taste, eats mechanically, eats to keep alive.
After taking the medicine, he sent a text message to the counselor, saying that he had something to do temporarily and could not go to school this week, and the counselor replied "Got it".
If you don't go to school, what do you do? In this routine day, I always want to change, but I don't know how to change.Looking at the greasy takeaway boxes and medicine boxes, mixed with crumpled waste paper, lying together in the trash can, he wondered whether they could go to the garbage dump smoothly, but he knew that everyone could go to the garbage dump smoothly. die.Why do you want to live, anyway, you will die in the end.
He shook his head, this kind of dangerous thinking is not very good, it is already autumn, not yet winter, not yet the coldest time.He suddenly wanted to buy potted flowers, watch them grow up slowly, bloom slowly, wither slowly, die slowly, and bury them well.
He changed his clothes, took only the key, and walked out of the house. The sun was a bit dazzling, and it was a fine day.
Ye Shu didn't see Gu Nianchen in class on Monday. He thought that Gu Nianchen was hiding from him on purpose. He didn't realize until now that it's so easy to do without seeing someone. Not seeing someone is much easier than seeing him.
He clicked on Gu Nianchen's WeChat, exited, and clicked in again. After hesitating a few times, he still sent a message: [Where are you?I have something to tell you. ]
In the past, Gu Nianchen almost always replied to his WeChat in seconds, but now it has been more than an hour and there is no movement.Ye Shu made another phone call. After a while, he heard the mechanical female voice inside repeat: The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later.
Ye Shu went to the dormitory next door. He knew the dormitory number, but he never came.Wang Chen was a little surprised to see him, especially when he asked if Gu Nianchen was there.
Ye Shu was not familiar with the people in their dormitory, and Wang Chen only met him in the cafeteria at the beginning of school, but that incident made him feel that Ye Shu and Gu Nianchen had a very good relationship.
Ye Shu's reaction obviously showed that he didn't know that Gu Nianchen was out to live, and Wang Chen didn't know whether he should tell him about it, after all, Gu Nianchen didn't tell Ye Shu.
Finally, he shook his head blankly: "Not here."
"Then do you know where he is?" Ye Shu asked again, "He didn't come to class today."
"I don't know." Wang Chen added, "But he didn't come to the professional class in the afternoon."
Ye Shu thanked him and left, he realized that he didn't know Gu Nianchen at all, he didn't know what else he would do and where he would go besides dormitory and class.
Returning to the dormitory dejectedly, he thought what he said was angry. Could it be that if he said he didn't want to see him, he wouldn't show up?
Gu Nianchen walked around without direction or purpose, looking at the hurried figures of passers-by on the road, he thought that many people didn't know why he was so anxious.Life is a mob that imprisons everyone.
In the evening, when I walked to a park, I saw a group of aunts dancing in the square, and some uncles were doing Tai Chi.He found a bench and sat down. The evening sun was much milder than the afternoon sun, and it shone warmly on his body, like a hug without any emotion.
An old man finished playing a round, saw him sitting here, and took the initiative to talk to him: "Young man is really energetic, you look like a student, why don't you stay at school?"
Gu Nianchen replied: "I'm not a student, I look small, but I'm actually 29."
The uncle smiled: "I really can't tell, then go to work, what do you do, do you have a date? My daughter is two years younger than you, and she is very beautiful."
Gu Nianchen looked at the gray-haired uncle and thought it would be interesting to chat with him.
"I didn't go to work, I didn't like it, I quit. My child is already five years old." He made up words to deal with it.
"Then your wife earns money to support the family alone? Let me tell you, since you married her, you have to treat her well. How can you let her support the family? You young man can't do it." The uncle shook his head, "No, I am determined not to let my daughter find one like this. How can my own treasure go to someone else’s house to endure hardship?"
"You love your daughter very much, right?" Gu Nianchen didn't know how to blurt out this sentence.
"What you said is that there are no parents who don't love their children, otherwise who would work hard to bring them up."
Gu Nianchen thought of his mother whom he had never met, and the father who ignored him most of the time.Is that so, do parents love their children?Anyway, I never felt it.
"Your daughter must be very happy." He said to the uncle with a smile.
"It would be great if she thought like you. She complained all day long that we were too meddlesome. She even said a few days ago that if we arranged blind dates for her again, she would go out to live and never come back during the Chinese New Year." The uncle said, "Such a big Some people don't know how to think about the future."
"Oh, I played a few more times and went home. The leader of the square dance is my wife, and we often come here to exercise." The uncle stood up and continued, "You young people don't pay attention to your body, relying on your youth , stay up all day and night eating junk food, and don’t think about how many bowls of youth rice you can eat.”
He looked at Gu Nianchen, "Young man, do you know how to practice Tai Chi? Do you want to fight with me? It will strengthen your body and cultivate your character."
Gu Nianchen didn't know how to fight, the uncle taught him, he looked at his clothes, it was a set of casual clothes, so he stood up and followed the uncle.
"You stand behind me and follow my movements." Gu Nianchen carefully looked at the uncle's standing posture and learned to stand upright.
"The first part, starting posture, holding the bird's tail with the right, single whip with the left, lifting the handle, the white crane spreading its wings, hugging the knees and staggering..." The uncle did the movements leisurely, and read out the name following each movement.
"A total of four sections of 42 poses, this is the first section, a total of 10 poses. Come on, follow me to learn it twice, and then I will see if you are doing up to standard."
The uncle did it twice again, and then looked at Gu Nianchen's movements, "You are not bad, you are a fast learner."
"You teach well."
The uncle smiled, "Come on, I'll teach you the next move."
After learning Taijiquan with my uncle, it was already dark. Before the uncle and his wife went back together, they made an appointment with Gu Nianchen, and would often come to boxing when they had free time.
Gu Nianchen waved his hand with a smile. He felt that Taijiquan seemed to be able to strengthen the body, and his body was not so uncomfortable anymore.
The people in the park gradually dispersed, and the hustle and bustle returned to tranquility.Gu Nianchen walked back slowly along the road he came from. He has a strong ability to recognize the road, and he can basically recognize the road he walked once.
If you haven't bought the flowers yet, you can buy them tomorrow.What to eat for dinner? This is a question. Let's get some money and see what's downstairs. I've lived here for three days and I'm not familiar with the environment yet.
Tuesday was the rematch of campus singers. Although he didn't go to practice singing with Fu Zhe, Ye Shu and Shi Jiayang went to watch his match.Standing on the stage, Fu Zhe was full of confidence and dazzling.
He sang a somewhat niche Chinese love song, and some girls in the audience looked at him with tears in their eyes.In the semi-finals, the audience plus the judges' scores, combined with the popularity vote scores on the Internet, the top ten people will be selected to enter the final.
Fu Zhe was No.7 in the rematch results, a very good result.In fact, he scored relatively high online, because many people who voted on the Internet did not understand how the contestant sang, and simply looked at his face.
Fu Zhe's appearance is the kind of handsome and handsome, very popular with little girls.
After the preliminary round, Fu Zhe would occasionally be recognized by classmates on campus when he was walking on the road, and he also received confessions intermittently. He usually thanked him and politely refused, but most of the chocolates sent directly to the dormitory were eaten by Fatty Shi .
Although Shi Jiayang has always hated him, he still actively solicited votes for him, telling his parents that this is his roommate, asking for help, and sending it to his high school class and relatives.
Fu Zhe planned to have a treat to celebrate tomorrow night. Considering that the relationship between Ye Shu and Mr. Gu was still at a freezing point, he also wanted to take this opportunity to make them get back together.
He made a voice call to Gu Nianchen, but he didn't answer, and then dialed the mobile phone number, saying that it was turned off.
He felt that the matter was a bit serious. If Gu Nianchen had a conflict with Ye Shu, he probably wouldn't be able to get in touch with him. If Gu Nianchen turned off the phone by himself, it meant that he didn't want to contact anyone. If it wasn't him who turned off the phone, then It means he has a problem.
He asked Ye Shu if he had contacted Gu Nianchen. Ye Shu said that he didn't answer the call yesterday, and he didn't reply to the message so far. He called again this morning and turned off the phone.
"Then he has been turned off for a day." Fu Zhe conjectured, "Nothing will happen."
"Maybe it's just that the phone is out of battery and I forgot to bring the charger. I often do this." Shi Jiayang answered.
"I don't know." Ye Shu shook his head, "He didn't go to several classes yesterday." He decided to go back to the dormitory at night and go to the next building to find Gu Nianchen, to explain the matter clearly.
In fact, Fu Zhe really had to think too much. Since Gu Nianchen went out yesterday without bringing his mobile phone, he forgot about the mobile phone. He left the black square object behind him, and naturally it shut down automatically when it ran out of power.
He rarely uses a mobile phone in his daily life, and he doesn't have many friends who actively contact him except Ye Shu.
He went out to buy flowers today, and the flower shop was full of beautiful things. The boss asked him what he wanted, and he thought for a while and said that he wanted to live longer.
"Are you interested in succulents?" The boss asked him, pointing to the rows of potted plants.
"That can live for a few years"
"It depends on the growing environment and the care for it. It may be half a year or two years." The boss looked at his unresponsive expression, and then said: "If you want a long-lasting flower, I suggest you buy it from here." Immortal flowers can be viewed and preserved indefinitely."
"They are already dead." Gu Nianchen shook his head, "I want to grow flowers, not look at them."
"Look over here." The boss led him to the other side, "This is a narcissus, this is a hyacinth, and this is a tulip, all of which are easier to grow. We have seedlings, bulbs, and mature plants. "
Gu Nianchen finally bought a pot of longevity flowers, two pots of cactus, and two pots of Guanyin lotus.He wanted to see how long the Longevity Flower could live. The succulent didn't want the longevity flower to be boring, so he bought it to accompany it.
He put the flowers on the window sill, the green leaves were glowing with vitality in the sun, and there was a little sign that the buds were about to emerge.
After taking the medicine, the low-grade fever has not subsided, and I have not seen a doctor.He couldn't remember when he had a fever last time. The familiar and unfamiliar discomfort in his body made him tired, and he felt tired just after returning with a few pots of plants.
He wondered whether he should buy some more medicine or not, but in the end he decided to forget it. After taking the medicine for the past two days, his throat became bitter, and he didn't see much improvement.Tomorrow is Wednesday, so I haven't seen Xiaoshu for a week.He remembered the night when he went to have a hair dryer at the beginning of school, he happened to meet Xiaoshu playing the harmonica.
Ye Shu also played the harmonica for him when he was a child. At that time, he had just learned to play "Susanna" like a showmanship. very happy.
Xiaoshu said that he wanted his grandpa to teach him the harmonica, so that the two of them could play together, and he seemed to agree. It’s not easy to play the harmonica in winter, and the harmonica will stick to its membranes. When the weather was warmer, he left there before he had learned it for long. , the two have never played together.
Recalling this incident, he suddenly remembered that his grandfather also gave him a piano, which he made himself, and said it was a gift for his apprentice.During the two years when he just came back, he tried to learn it secretly by himself, but Gu Feng found out and asked him to stop making noise.
When Gu Feng is not at home, the nanny at home will not allow him to play, otherwise he will throw away his piano.At that time, he was seven or eight years old, and he didn't dare to resist and didn't know how to resist. He was even more afraid that the piano that his grandfather gave him would not be there, so he locked the piano in his safe.
He has a safe, which was bought as a gift by Gu Feng.The year he just came back from the countryside, when his grandmother passed away, he cried so much. Gu Feng couldn't bear his appearance, but he couldn't stop him, so he said that as long as he didn't cry, he would promise him one thing.That was probably one of the few Gu Feng he had seen who looked like a father.
The nanny at home was particularly flustered, for fear that Gu Nianchen would say that he had abused him, although it was true.She kept threatening Gu Nianchen that Gu Feng didn't like him, especially hated him because he killed his mother, if he told Gu Feng that he abused him, Gu Feng would not believe him, and would find him annoying, Don't want him.
Gu Nianchen didn't say anything about it, he asked for a safe, Gu Feng was very surprised, but didn't ask him why, the safe appeared in his room the next day.
Gu Nianchen thought very simply at the time, he wanted to have a safe place, a place that only he could touch, a place where he could keep his secrets.Gu Feng would not look at his things and check his room, because he didn't care about his own situation at all, but the nanny at home would secretly rummaged through his things, and sometimes took away his clothes and shoes.
Gu Nianchen didn't care about these things, he was already in primary school, and gradually learned a lot of words, he wanted to write down everything he said to Xiaoshu, and let him read it when we met again.These words cannot be sent out. At the age of six or seven, he didn't know the address of the small village where he stayed for nearly a year, and he didn't dare to ask Gu Feng.
I wrote often at the beginning, and put it in an iron box after I finished writing, and then put it in a safe. Later, I wrote occasionally, and then I didn’t write much.Probably because as I grow older, knowing that the chance of two people reuniting is very small, I gradually don't know what to write, and I become more and more silent.
It seems that the cabinet has not been opened for a long time, and I don't remember what happened to the things inside.I don't know if that harmonica is broken, and I don't know if Ye Shu still recognizes that harmonica.
The author has something to say: twenty nine is eighteen!I feel sorry for Xiaotu, and I will try to make them reconcile tomorrow.
In fact, Gu Feng loves Xiaotu very much. There is no parent who does not love their children. He will come out in the next chapter...
Life may not be as good as we imagined, but it will definitely not be as bad as we imagined. People's fragility and strength are beyond our imagination!
Come on together, confession every day, little angels, mua~
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