Waiting for the bus at the waiting bar

Shang Fei, Shang Fei, I repeated the name several times in my mouth, she suddenly broke into my world at that time, clinging to me stubbornly and domineeringly, gradually occupying my whole heart, now she My name reappeared in my ears, but the silk-like thoughts in my heart stretched a thread indistinctly. One end of the line twisted my heart, and the other end was her dimpled smile.

I looked at Mu Yao looking at me with joy, and I understood her very well. She often guards this small shop alone, and there are indeed very few opportunities to make friends. She is very affectionate, and she definitely hopes to have a good friend who can confide in her heart Bar.It's a pity that I can't guide her, because apart from friendship, there are other things between me and Shang Fei.

After watching the movie that day, Shang Fei insisted on buying me coffee. She took me to the waiting bar, ordered a cup of latte, and added a few cubes of sugar to me. She treated me as if we were friends for many years. And her flaunting eyes seemed to tell me: See how well I know you, praise me quickly.

But we had only known each other for a few hours, and it made me uncomfortable that she was so warm.

I was both happy and uneasy about this, and pretended to be calm and asked: "What are you going to do? Although I may not remember much because of my busy schedule, if you have anything to do, as long as I can help you, I will help you." Say." After speaking, he held the coffee cup and waited for her answer.

But she smiled and stared at me, looked up and down, as if admiring something, and said after a while: "If you say no, do you think I am a person with ulterior motives?"

Although I was very curious about what this little girl meant, but safety awareness occupies more of my brain, so I nodded mercilessly.

She smiled deeply: "Then if I speak my heart, you will definitely think that I am a lunatic, so you should regard me as a bad person."

To be honest, she played playing hard to get very well. At that time, I was really at a loss for a while.

But, anyway, I am a few years older than her, and I am quite comfortable with my external performance, so I changed my mind, suppressed my curiosity, and nodded at her with a polite smile: "OK , then... Since you are a bad person, I have to stay away from you, or else, let's just do it like this-movies, coffee, even if it's even, you and I will never see each other again, so, goodbye .”

"Oh? You're not going according to the script!" Shang Fei hastily got up and stopped in my way, staring at me with her head up slightly: "How can you be like this, you can't make friends like this. Don't blame me for not reminding me You, I am such a beautiful girl, if you miss it, don't regret it!"

When I heard this, I couldn't help building a line of defense in my heart—her phrase "I missed such a good girl" sounded weird, could it be...

"What are you looking at?" Shang Fei blinked and stared straight into my eyes. Not long after, she suddenly showed dimples: "Oh, I see, do you understand what I mean? Or did your heart move when you saw a beautiful woman?"

"Ahem." I covered my mouth with my hand and cleared my dry throat, then maintained a polite smile, and deliberately said in a cold voice, "Sorry, I don't understand what you mean. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first. By the way, I hope there will be no date in the future!" After saying this, I just wanted to leave quickly, but my steps were slow and calm, tense without revealing a trace of weirdness.

When I got home, I breathed a sigh of relief, and then Shang Fei's face gradually appeared in my mind, becoming clearer and clearer, so clear that it was frightening.

Could it be that a strange girl has punctured the secret that I have been guarding carefully since I grew up?

"No." I told myself in a low voice not to be afraid, "Besides, I am not a friend, let alone a colleague, and we will never see each other in the future. What are you afraid of? Even if she knows that I like girls, it doesn't matter. My life I won't be disturbed, and I won't be discriminated against." After comforting myself a few words, I licked my dry lips, plunged into the bathroom and took a hot bath, only to feel a little warmth all over my body.

At that time, I didn't think about how she knew that I like going to waiting bars, drinking lattes, and girls...

After that, Shang Fei seemed to have disappeared from my world, and I finally gradually became indifferent from the inexplicable anxiety at the beginning, as if that little episode was just a blurred dream and didn't exist at all.

The days of peace and uncertainty were only a few days before a small climax came—she actually stopped me at my work place!

Seeing the petite figure under the big tree by the road, wrapped in a pure white down jacket, looking towards my office, my heart beats.

"Why is she here? Coincidentally or intentionally?" I peeked at the little face buried in the clothes through the cover of the curtain, and couldn't help but feel nervous.

I can't even describe how I feel at the moment.

It's not that I don't want to make friends, I'm just afraid of being cheated.

I have seen many girls like each other, but because there is not much restraint, the relationship is so chaotic that they parted ways. I have also seen some girls who hurt the hearts of serious people just because of curiosity.

Which one does she belong to?

After a while, I laughed to myself: "She may be waiting for one of my colleagues there, how could she be waiting for me?"

So I calmed down and went to work, deliberately working until seven or eight in the evening, just to wait for my colleagues to leave and let my world return to peace.

However, Shang Fei did not allow me to return to a peaceful life.

I went out of the office to find her still there.She was exhaling at her hands, and stomping her feet non-stop, that look made people's hearts sink.

After hesitating for a moment, I stepped forward to look at her, and said awkwardly, "Why are you here?"

Shang Fei was startled, she trembled and stared at me vigilantly, until she saw it was me, she showed her dimples, and said with a smile: "I'm waiting for my girlfriend! Fortunately, she hasn't planned to stay overnight Work."

I was startled when I heard this, I took a breath and looked at her: "What... what?"

Shang Fei lowered her head in embarrassment, and whispered: "Huh, I said, I'm chasing you, you can't even see it?" After she finished speaking, she raised her harmless face, trying to attack me with her innocence. defensive position.

I was astonished, staring into her eyes for a long time before opening my mouth cautiously: "You... like women?"

Instead of answering, she asked, "Aren't you?"

I squeezed my fingers quietly, pretending to be calm: "Sorry, I think you have misunderstood something. You and I have only met... This is the second time, we have only met twice, How can you say that when you only know each other's names? Please respect yourself!"

"Who said we only met twice, not every day while waiting for the bus? Besides, I got to know you secretly..." Shang Fei blurted out, seeming very urgent, but before she finished speaking, she immediately He shut his mouth, then scratched the back of his head, trying to cover up his inappropriate words.

I took a deep look at her and asked in confusion, "Secretly understand me?"

She lowered her head and didn't speak, but she just pretended to be obedient for a few seconds, and continued her little devil nature: "I have an opinion! It's a good thing for beautiful women to pay attention to you, you have to feel honored! Besides, it's all in I'm chasing you, I don't know how you chase me!"

I glanced at her helplessly, walked around her and was about to leave, but felt a force coming from my wrist: "I was wrong!"

She used a coquettish apology behind my back, and I could feel her aggrieved and pitiful look through the back of my head without looking, and my heart softened, but I didn't look back.

"Can't I be wrong?" Shang Fei continued to apologize, "I know that I may offend you, but if I don't know you, how can I pursue you! I really fell in love with you at first sight, but I This is also the first time chasing a girl, so I am very nervous and afraid that I will not get your favor, so I will secretly get to know you! Really."

I turned my head to look at her, and saw her quickly raised three fingers with a swearing look, combined with her firm eyes, my heart was moved immediately.

But I was still a little wary, so I asked her: "How do you know me? Stalking?"

"No." She shook her head like a rattle, and kept shaking her hands: "No, no, I have seen you a long time ago, but I never thought that I would have close contact with you. Beiwan is teaching children extra lessons. I accidentally discovered that you and I are in the same car, and both of us are coming to Beiwan. That’s when I came up with the idea of ​​trying with you. I did a lot of homework for this, and I found out about you My Weibo account, secretly follow you, and then see what you like, so... As for following you last time, I also wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to you to express my heart."

The more she spoke, the more serious she was, and the sparkling eyes almost made me fall.

However, I still feel that we should be cautious at this time. After all, I am not young, but she still looks like a student.Even if she is serious, how many days can she be serious?

So I patted her on the shoulder with a smile, and softened my voice: "You are still young, many things can't just look at the surface, you must be very sure of your heart before making a decision. Thank you for your attention, no matter how long this feeling lasts How long, I will thank you and remember. It’s getting late, I’ll take you to a nearby bus stop with a lot of traffic, in the future, let’s keep our distance.” After finishing speaking, I made a “please” gesture, motioning for her to follow me to the bus stop.

Seeing me like this, she froze for a moment, the disappointment in her eyes hurt my heart, but after a while, she suddenly stepped forward on tiptoe and tapped the side of my face lightly, before I could react, she ran like the wind opened.

And I, because of such a superficial kiss petrified by the side of the road, at a loss...

Thinking about it now, at such a young age, she already knew how to tease other people's hearts. It was very tempting and... very dangerous.