Waiting for the bus at the waiting bar

A few days after that, she reappeared at my work place, still under the big tree.

It was Friday, and the bright sunshine sprinkled a piece of golden yellow through the dead branches, which warmed people's hearts.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and I miss her more and more. God knows how I spent these few days. I work during the day and miss her at night.

She is really powerful. When I was wandering in the desert and took the heat and hunger and thirst as normal, she let me drink a sip of sweet pure water without any explanation, and then disappeared into the desert mercilessly, making me think every day I want to have that sip of sweetness at night, but I can't get it.

Now she appeared again, holding the sweet water, tempting me to come forward.

"Come to do business!" I pretended to be calm and walked to her, greeted her non-stop, and was about to leave, but she suddenly put her arms around my waist from behind, scaring me to break free of her stick, exaggerating Taking a big step back, I was afraid that someone would watch the scene just now.

Seeing this, she curled her lips and pulled out a smile: "Are you afraid? What is there to be afraid of! It's just mutual liking, is it strange? Is there something wrong?"

I was at a loss for words when I heard the words, but after a while I recollected her words, and asked cautiously with doubts: "Do you like each other?"

She tilted her head and showed dimples: "Isn't it? Can't you face up to your heart? How dare you say that you haven't missed me these days?"

Sure enough, she didn't come to pester me recently, she was playing hard to get, just like before.

Thinking of this, I was a little annoyed for a while, thinking that I was "played" by a little girl as an adult, I was really aggrieved, so I sneered and replied to her with a hint of aggression: "That's really embarrassing, My heart is - I don't like you!" When I said this, I knew that my expression was well maintained, cold and alienated, but my heart was being roasted.

Seeing me like this, she went from surprise, doubt to anger, and her angry look made people immediately take back what she said just now and say "I was wrong, that was not my sincerity", but reason told me that I can't stage any "unfinished" Continue", otherwise it may not be a good thing for me or her.

That afternoon, I pretended to leave first, but in fact I took a detour to follow her. Firstly, I wanted to ensure her safety, and secondly, I also wanted to know her real thoughts.

However, when I discovered her true thoughts, the whole person fell into helplessness.

That night, she wandered alone in the street, shuttling through the lights and feasting, and sat on the side of the road in a daze until she was tired from walking, and then I saw her trembling back—she was crying.

Looking at the scene in front of me, I couldn't help but wonder if I really misunderstood the girl's intentions, and then I fell into deep self-blame.

But what can I do?

One step forward is the beginning of not knowing the future, and one step back is the end of knowing that it will hurt. No matter how I go, I will experience pain. In this case, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. It is better to remove the seeds of honey buds before sweetening.

After she got home safely, I made up my mind to turn around, seal that seed forever, and continue my journey in the desert.

However, I miscalculated her combat power, she came to wait for me every day after get off work, no matter whether I ignored her or not, she followed me silently, no matter whether I turned back or not, she was always there... ··

It went on like this for more than a week, and on a rainy evening, I finally couldn't stand her silent "attack" anymore, turned around and looked at her and asked, "What the hell are you trying to do?"

She raised the umbrella to reveal her bright and charming eyes. Although there is no longer the joy and ease there, "firmness" can still pass through the air, cut through my skin, and reach my heart: "I want to pursue you, I want you to be my girlfriend!"

"you······"

"I know, you think I'm 3 minutes hot - just kidding, but I swear, I'm serious, you can not answer me now, but please give me some time to prove, please don't refuse so quickly Okay?" She looked into my eyes very seriously, as if she had transformed from a child into an adult overnight, as if every word in her mouth could be linked to "responsibility".That look shook me a little.

Not long after, she slowly stepped forward, gently took my hand hanging by my side, and tentatively held it in her palm: "How about it?"

I looked at the hands that were held together, forming a heart shape in the pattering rain, my heart moved, I didn't know how to answer, I just let myself be held by her like that...

That night, she and I squeezed together under an umbrella in the hazy rain. Although our close hands were lightly clasped together, we exhausted all our strength...

She followed me back home, in the dark room, in her green and sweet kiss, my desert completely collapsed, on the endless dryness, fluffy grass and gorgeous flowers gradually grew... ·

That night, the rain outside the window was pattering, and the house was warm and humid...

After that day, my world is no longer ordinary, my heart is no longer calm, but I can feel a kind of tense happiness every moment-it is a stolen good time!Although I don’t know when I will wake up in the middle of the night, I still enjoy it and don’t want to think about the future...

Although I already knew that we need to overcome many obstacles to be together, but I thought Shang Fei would work hard like me...

I'm still too naive!