Waiting for the bus at the waiting bar

In the afternoon of the next day, I went to the designated hotel according to the news sent by Chen Shao. Standing at the door, I already knew that I would see Shang Fei again today no matter what. Uneasy, at a loss.

What am I afraid of?

Maybe it's because I'm afraid that the person who used to be close to me will look at me with that kind of indifference, maybe it's because I'm afraid that the only thing I care about is already changed, leaving me still in the same place...

When I was walking upstairs, I heard a familiar voice from behind: "So you came back to participate in my little niece's full moon wine! So..." Shang Fei said softly when passing me: " Pingcheng really doesn't have anything or anyone you miss." As soon as she finished speaking, she took a step forward by rubbing my shoulder.

It wasn't until her back disappeared at the corner of the stairs that I was stunned by her sudden words, and then I seemed to put my thoughts back into place and return to reality, and my heart suddenly became more at ease. Once you get there, you don't have to worry about it anymore.

Entering the lobby on the second floor, I took a seat under the arrangement, and a familiar figure at the next table caught my attention—it was the boy Shang Fei had embraced—unexpectedly, she already had a lover who could see relatives and friends .

blessing.

I opened my mouth slightly.

When the banquet was about to end, Chen Shao came towards me: "Yu Man, long time no see. There were so many people just now, I couldn't sit down and chat with you. I didn't greet well."

I waved my hand and picked up the tea cup: "Where is it, today is a happy day, with many people and many things, I understand. Blessings!"

"Thank you. I can get your blessing, but I can't give it to you. I'm really sorry."

I couldn't help being surprised when I heard this: "What do you say, I don't blame you if I can't get married for a while! Don't do this." I looked at his awkward face and patted him on the shoulder to express my relief .

Chen Shao suddenly whispered to me: "Let's take a step to talk."

It made me wonder what he was up to.

So I followed him to a corner of the aisle and waited quietly for him to speak.

But he couldn't open his mouth for a long time, and he said "I'm sorry" awkwardly after a long while.

"Do you still remember the time when Li Qian and I bumped into you and Feifei while watching a movie!"

I was startled, he said "bump", not "bump", this word has no deep meaning, I looked at him vigilantly, wondering what he was going to say.

When he saw me like this, his hesitant flickering expression suddenly became clear: "I'll just say it straight. After we met back then, her sister pestered me to ask about you. After listening carefully for a while, I realized that she might Thinking that I was interested in you, I said it was impossible without thinking about it when I was in a hurry, and she talked with me for a long time, and I had to tell the story of chasing you back then. I mentioned the boy's matter briefly, but she took it to heart. I didn't take it seriously at the time, until Shang Fei came to my door and said that I don't know how to respect you, and I just told others about your private affairs as a joke, causing her and You can't be friends anymore, and I realized that I said the wrong thing. I also blamed Li Qian for telling Shang Fei those things, which caused Shang Fei to misunderstand you, but in the end it was my fault. I always wanted to face to face Say 'I'm sorry' to you, but you left Pingcheng in just a few days, and you have been away for more than three years. I wanted to call you to apologize many times, but after thinking about it, I thought I would bring this up again Let me say it again... Hey, I'm sorry——Li Qian came, and she said that she also has something to say to you, so I won't bother you, don't worry, it's definitely not something that hurts you. "

After hearing these words, I vaguely sketched the outline of the misunderstanding between me and Shang Fei.

Li Qian walked to Chen Shao and said in a low voice, "Go and take care of me over there." Chen Shao nodded to me and left.

I looked at Li Qian, not knowing what she was going to say, but my intuition told me that it might have something to do with Shang Fei.

Li Qian stared at me for a long while, finally sighed, and shook her head with a wry smile: "I really don't know what's wrong with you, it's been three years since Feifei lost her soul."

I couldn't help being stunned: "What do you mean?"

Li Qian crossed her arms: "I understand the relationship between you and Feifei, but in the past, I didn't agree with it. Chen Shao should have told you something about Shangfei just now, presumably what he said is what I want Part of what I said. Yu Man, the reason why you entered Feifei's life was indeed because of her absurd thoughts, but what happened later was not as I said at the beginning, but she also had real feelings. I didn't understand you very much, and I also I can’t imagine what her life would be like if she were really with you, so I will tell you about her child’s thoughts. Chen Shao said that you are a sensitive person. I think those words of mine should make you act like I am. The choice you want. It is true that you did it like this, and I thought it was over. Who knows, this is just another paragraph——Since you left, Feifei has been clamoring to find you, even She often came to blame us and my husband and wife. After coming and going, people in the family knew what was on her mind. She never shied away from it, and when her parents forced her to find a partner, she would be furious and quarrel with them. Even some time ago, because of her uncle Under pressure, she ran away from home in a fit of anger and lost contact with all her relatives and friends. No one knew where she went or how she was doing. She didn't come back until two months ago, and that attitude was not the same. It's not like she had to come back, but it seemed like she came back to pack her things and continue to go out. This time, the little uncle and the others dared not confront her again, and only said that as long as she came home, she would follow her, so she went home in peace. Hey, for this You don't even want this relationship with your parents, so you can imagine how important you are to her."

From indifference to surprise to calmness, I thought to myself: I understand her struggle, but her struggle may not be because of me, maybe she is just rebellious, she does not want her elders to control her, maybe she wants to declare that she is different, not just Simply for me.But I didn't say that, after all, this idea is a bit scum.

I smiled: "Then what do you mean by that?"

"You still don't understand? I'm sorry for you. I would like to apologize to you for my selfish remarks. I only hope that you can come back and stay with Shang Fei. She really needs you."

I thought of the boy Shang Fei was holding intimately with, he was still sitting at the banquet, and with what Li Qian said in front of him, this scene really confused me.

I smiled wryly: "I think her coming back is not a compromise, maybe she has found what she needs in her heart. Thank you for telling me this, but it is useless. She has her life, and I have mine. We are in the past tense , There is no need to come back and drag. It is getting late, and it is only 7 hours before the plane at [-]:[-] in the morning, I have to go back early to pack up, let's see you again."

"I'm in such a hurry to leave, why don't you stay for a few more days?"

"No, I just came to see my old classmates. I still have work on hand, so I have to go back. Blessings, goodbye."

When I got out of the hotel, I looked at the pitch-black night, and suddenly felt sad, and wanted to hide in the night and walk alone. Just as I was about to take a step, I heard someone calling me from behind: "Yu... Yu Man!"

Then a young man ran up to me: "It's Yu Man."

It was the boy whom Monk Fei was very close to.

I nodded awkwardly, not knowing what he was doing!

"Finally let me meet a real person! You are such a legend. My sister has cried and scolded you for many times. No boy has ever been so reassured by her. I always think it is because she has never met the right person. Only now do I know that I really didn’t meet the right person, because she doesn’t like boys and girls.”

I was dumbfounded listening to him make a speech, very speechless, also very puzzled, looking at him to see what he was going to do.

He seemed to have finally come out of his fantasy world, and finally noticed the vigilance and impatience I deliberately showed, so he touched the back of his head and smiled: "I'm Shang Fei's brother, so what does it matter? Shang Fei Fei’s cousin is Li Qian, and Li Qian is my cousin, so we are considered brothers and sisters! See why I told you this! Oh, yes, it’s mainly because of her sudden intimacy in the supermarket yesterday and hiding in the house at night. People, plus you are Yu Man, I thought about the cause and effect before I understood, this girl of feelings used me as a shield, and when she saw you yesterday, she held my hand to piss you off - no wonder she's been in the past few years Why does the temperament that does not have physical contact with others suddenly become enthusiastic! Last night she cried in the bedroom shamelessly! I think she might be angry with you and make yourself feel good. Hey, you I know, my heart is kind and fragile. There is no other meaning in telling you this, but I just heard what you said to my cousin, which means that my sister’s heart is wrong, and I don’t like it If you are a heartless person, let go of the past with peace of mind and live your own happy life, and I will say these things specifically to appease your heart. If you really leave without saying a word to Monk Fei, then you can take me to say Let’s spend the rest of my life with these things. But with your appearance, I’m afraid you won’t take my words at ease. But I don’t care, I only care about my sister’s happiness. After the words are finished, there will be a date later!”

After listening to these remarks, I finally understood Shang Fei's heart. After contacting each other, I also understood the misunderstanding between Shang Fei and me.