Waiting for the bus at the waiting bar

When I saw him leave in a hurry, I felt extremely melancholy. How could those words just scare me, but put my heart on the stove.

Although I knew that she didn't play with my feelings, and even really cared about me, I was not very happy. After the momentary relief, there was a long period of helplessness.

The entanglement is even worse than before—since her heart has been closed for me for a long time, it means that if I escape, she may not be able to get out for a long time, so I must see her again.See what she said?Saying that I have missed you in the past few years, wouldn't that drag her into the days when she was trapped in other people's gossip.But if you go against your heart and say that you have seen it all these years, and hope to bury the past and be safe with each other?I can't say such hurtful words.

After being silent for a while, I finally turned on my phone to send a message, but found that I had already sent a message to Shang Fei without knowing it: Let's meet.

My heart stopped beating for a beat, my mind went blank, and I suddenly felt that the world was quiet—oh my god, I sent her a message, why did I send her a message?what to do?Will she reply me?She won't, she should hate me very much, hate the face that I pushed her away after I was lingering with her!

what do I do?Is it too late to delete?It seems that the time limit has passed.

"Di-"

The phone rang suddenly, which made me tremble in fright, and my body bled back. I quickly clicked on the message, and my heart jumped...

See you at bus stop 5.

Bus stop 5? !

I glanced at my watch and ran wildly. Along the way, the past of me and her was swayed by the dots of light. Every gleam wrapped her smile, and the smoky wind wrapped my hair and fanned my nerves, as if I am teaching my selfishness for Shang Fei and scolding me for my mistakes...

In the dark night, I saw from a distance that the street lamp next to the No. 5 bus stop was still bright yellow as always, as if a guide was leading me to the lovely person under the street lamp.

I slowed down my steps, as if suffering from a cowardice, staring at that petite figure, I became more and more nervous, not knowing how to take that step.

On the contrary, she didn't make any noise when she found me, but just stared at me, quietly like a puppet, creating an oppressive feeling in vain.

I approached her with my hands and feet in disobedience, pursing my lips, not knowing what to say.

After a while, she broke the silence first: "What do you see me for?"

A question, like a fishbone suddenly stuck in my throat, sore and painful, I can't speak.

In an instant, countless words and pictures flashed in my mind. I wanted to find something to talk to her, but found that my mind was in a mess, and my thoughts couldn't be connected into a logical line, which made me anxious. Sad again.

"When did you and Mu Yao happen?"

It was she who broke the silence first again, but the question was so endless that I couldn't figure out what she meant, so I just stared blankly at her.

She is still so delicate and pretty, but her eyes are not so bright after all, as if a thin layer of ice has formed in the spring water, making people want to wrap up the coldness of the two pools and warm her spring water.

"How much do I need to explain?" She frowned and raised the corners of her mouth, "Last night, I saw her take you back to the hotel with my own eyes, and you even helped her arrange her hair and acted intimately—don't look at me like that, I admit that I I followed you yesterday, but you chatted so affectionately, as if no one else was there, so I could take advantage of it."

I suddenly remembered what happened last night, but it was not entirely true. I felt that I was not very intimate with Mu Yao, so how could I cause her to have such a misunderstanding.

"I have nothing to do with Mu Yao, we are just ordinary friends."

"Ordinary friend? If it is an ordinary friend, why would you come to find her as soon as you return to Pingcheng? Isn't Chen Shao more familiar than her?"

"It's not like this, I went to her place as soon as I got back because..." It's because I want to try my luck and see if I can see you.

But I don't know how to explain it.

Shang Fei shook her head, licked her lips and asked, "How have you been these past few years?"

I nodded silently, but found that she didn't look at me, so I gave a soft "huh".

"What about you? How are you doing?"

"It's not very good. Except for work, I just miss you. But there is a person who is always so unaware of how important he is to others. He doesn't hear from him all day long, and he doesn't know what's wrong with him. It was only later that I realized that there was a misunderstanding, but if I really cared, how could I just listen to what others said and then give up? She was obviously wrong, but it was my heart that punished her."

My heart was sour, and I couldn't help but say sorry.

"It's because I'm too cowardly, because I don't have the courage to ignore other people's opinions. I'm sorry for you."

"And then? Get on a plane at [-]:[-] in the morning five hours later and never come back?"

I looked at her slightly raised face, her face was full of winter, her brows were tightly furrowed, her eyes were resentful, and her eyes were sparkling. It was like a knife piercing her heart. I couldn't help but pull her into my arms and hold her tightly in my hands. : "No, that's not the case, I... Let's get back together, these years, I also miss you, miss you, and can't let you go, I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't listen to other people's nonsense, I I shouldn't be sure of what I think in my heart without asking you. Don't worry, I will never do this again in the future. From now on, we will settle our affairs by ourselves and never listen to others. Can you forgive me?"

Shang Fei's little hand covered my back, and she whispered softly in my ear: "Just this time, don't make an example!"

I couldn't help crying, but I knew my tears were full of relief and joy, and I didn't know how tightly I held her.

"Ahem, you're strangling me to death!" She hit me lightly, and after I let go, she showed me dimples, and instantly brightened my time in the dark night!

That night, we leaned against each other, under the faint yellow street lights, isolated from the troubles of the world, and once again took the courage to throw ourselves into each other's arms...

In the waiting bar.

"Then, are Sister Man and Sister Feifei together? Their parents agreed?" Xiaoxiao chased me and asked the result.

I shook my head and didn't want to talk to her: "I said why are you so gossip! Is it appropriate to keep the guests aside!"

Yang Guo interjected: "It's okay, I'll serve it myself, I don't dare bother Princess Xiao who is gossiping and doesn't recognize anyone!"

I watched Yang Guo make fun of Xiaoxiao, couldn't help laughing, and beckoned her: "Guoguo, I invite you for that cup, come often, and help yourself in the future." After speaking, I winked at Yang Guo and looked at each other. Smile knowingly.

Xiaoxiao slapped me lightly: "Sister Mu, you are laughing at me! By the way, isn't Sister Man working outside? Does she not care about work?"

I smiled and nodded her forehead: "What, you've watched too many TV shows - you don't want anything for love! Isn't that stupid. Sister Man is of course going back to work, and Feifei seems to have found a job and followed her. As for their parents, Sister Man didn't say much, but judging by her distorted appearance, it shouldn't be a serious problem! Alright, you've heard the story pretty much, it's time to work, hurry up and move!"

"What! Other than the winter and summer vacations, they come to help you, and they don't even forget to come back to help in the short few days of 'Eleventh'. You squeeze my labor like this! Quit, quit, I want a drink too Mocha!"

"Come on, help me, you are here to earn wages, and you still have to drink Mocha, drink plain water!"

Xiaoxiao stuck out her tongue at me, rolled her eyes while holding plain boiled water, and continued to "sadly" dedicate labor!

I looked at the empty table No. 3, and couldn't help but think of Sister Man and Feifei again.

I don't know what happened between them. I only know that they fell in love with each other and separated because of some misunderstandings. They waited for each other for three years while missing each other. Finally, the misunderstanding was resolved and they held hands again.

After all, they boiled the bitterness of waiting out of the fragrance of happiness...