Late autumn

The white expanse seemed to be the ward of the organization.My body was covered with various tubes, and the infusion bottle beside me was dripping with medicine.I saw Vodka standing by the door, he seemed happy to see me awake. "You finally woke up Sherry, you've been in a coma for three days."

"Why are you?" I struggled to sit up, and the wound on my chest began to hurt again.Why do I ask this sentence?Is it that I still have delusions in my heart and hope that he will be by my side at this moment?Oh, it's ridiculous, I'm really forgetful, I'm just his tool, who cares about the life and death of a tool?

"You can't move now, brother told me to watch you." He hurriedly stopped me.

"Admonish you? What about his own people? Does he bother to face me?"

"He... Boss has something to do with him, so he's not here."

"I use this excuse every time I'm away, don't you think it's boring?"

He didn't answer.

"Does my sister know about my affairs?" I asked.

"I probably don't know, the organization blocked the news. Except for a few people in the medical department, probably only my eldest brother and I know, oh yes, Vermouth has also been here."

"Vermouth?" I don't understand, I have no friendship with her, she even hates me, what is she here for?

I didn't ask for an exit.

Lying on the hospital bed, thinking about what happened in the warehouse, the man named Wisky seemed to tell a story about himself.Anyway, I was bored, so I asked Vodka to talk about it.

"That man's name is Whisky, and he is an organization-trained killer just like his elder brother. He met a woman during a mission. I remember...it seems to be Yuko. Then he fell in love with her out of control, and even for She delayed the mission several times, and she still has the heart to betray the organization. The organization ordered the elder brother to eradicate him. I went with the elder brother that day, and I wanted to let the elder brother shoot him from behind when I conveyed the "mission" to him. But I didn't want to be discovered by that woman. The woman jumped on him and was shot and died. Wisky was lucky enough to escape. His marksmanship is not bad. My brother and I didn't finish him because we were shot and couldn't pursue him. Later we heard that the woman died He was pregnant with his child when he was born, and that’s why he hated the organization and Big Brother so much. Afterwards, we have been tracking him, but we didn’t hear from him until three days ago.”

I didn't speak after listening, Vodka saw that I was silent, and added in a low voice, "Actually, you can't blame big brother, he is also..."

"Okay, if you want to exonerate him, then you can forgive me. I don't blame him, I just blame me for overestimating myself." I interrupted him, "If there is nothing else, please go out first, I I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while."

I closed my eyes, he stayed in the room for a moment, then sighed, opened the door and left.

A month later, I was discharged from the hospital, and I didn't see Gin from the beginning to the end. He seemed to have evaporated from the world, and just disappeared from my vision.That's okay, let's just treat it as Nankeyimeng. In fact, I should have known a long time ago that I am not worthy of having feelings in the organization.God has given everyone the right to fall in love, but he only hits us demons everywhere.

That day Rye and I "ran into" each other on the street, I smiled and didn't see through his stalking, sometimes it's okay to give each other some space.

He told me he wanted to protect us sisters, he told me he wanted us to be free, he told me he wanted us to live happily ever after...he told me he wanted us out of the organization.

"Trust me, Shiho. With my current ability and status, I can take you out of danger, as long as you cooperate."

"You are confused Rye, the power of the organization is simply unpredictable, now you take us out of the organization, can you guarantee my sister's safety? Can you give her happiness? Do you think we live a happy life hiding in fear? Is there still less? Do you know how much danger your idea will bring her if the organization finds out? Do you know that this will make our road in the organization more difficult?"

"You, don't you want freedom at all? Such a dark life, I don't understand what you are still yearning for?"

Nostalgia... Seems like nothing.It's not that I don't yearn for freedom, it's just that it hasn't come yet. The freedom I long for is to stand in the sun one day, breathe freely, and smile as I please.

"It doesn't mean that you are free if you break away from the organization. The time is not yet. Can you understand, Zhu Xing? What I have to do now is to keep my sister and myself safe. If you really want to give our sisters freedom, I will wait until you Let’s talk about it when you can cover the sky with one hand in the organization, aren’t you also under the control of others now?”

"Keep you safe? Is that why you approached Gin? For your position in the organization, you and him..."

I was shocked, "You, you know?"

He didn't speak.

"Well, does my sister know?" I asked him in a low voice.

"Mingmei doesn't know, I won't let her know, but I really don't want to see you like this, Shiho." His tone suddenly softened.

I was silent for a while, knowing that we both hold each other's handle in our hands, but we can't use it as a threat.He won't let his sister know about me, and naturally I won't tell the organization about his rebellious thoughts.In other words, we are now grasshoppers on a rope.

"Give me some time, let me think about it carefully." I said and got up and left.

Walking the streets, my heart is infinitely bored.I can't stop my sister from being with Rye, and I can't.But Rye's actions are bound to arouse the organization's thinking. I don't think there will be any secrets in the organization, especially because I am still the focus of the organization's monitoring because of Port. This is indeed a risky move.

Looking up at the sky, there are a few birds flying by, singing happily.Freedom... Who doesn't yearn for freedom?

I lowered my head helplessly, but saw a man with long blond hair and a black windbreaker walking towards me. He walked up to me and whispered: "If you yearn for freedom, you might as well consider Rye's suggestion."

He walked in the same direction with me, taking a rare walk together.

"Tell me, is it interesting to spy on me?" I was angry, but I knew that this is also the usual practice of the organization.After a long time, I got used to it.

Instead of answering, he asked, "Has your desire for freedom reached this point?"

I smiled helplessly, "Freedom? I don't think I've ever had that kind of thing. It's really out of reach for me. What I want has never been too much. The safety of my sister and me is hard. ?"

He looked at the surrounding scenery, "Come back to me, I can give you what you want, and you don't need to take risks, isn't it what you want?"

Only then did I realize that we hadn't seen each other for more than two months, since the warehouse incident.Is the relationship between us really so unfamiliar that we have started to use □□ to make transactions?I feel a little sad in my heart, since I am not important to him, why do you have to go to all lengths to keep me by your side?Is it to control that study?Or, trying to use me against Rye?I dare not think about it anymore.

"Of course, I won't use your sister as a threat this time." Seeing that I was silent, he added another sentence.

Can't figure out his mind.However, it’s good to go back, as he said, he can give me what I want and I don’t have to take risks. These days, I tell myself to forget, but my memory of him is getting clearer. The most tormenting thing is wanting to forget but not being able to forget. ?As soon as I saw him today, I knew what I was bored these days, just because he disappeared from my life for too long, too long...

"As you wish..."