[Comprehensive] Obsessive-compulsive disorder

Perhaps it was because such a voice sounded too unexpectedly, Kazama subconsciously shouted "No", and the originally well-controlled tone also exposed the crying at this moment.The room suddenly fell into silence, and Gang Ji quickly broke the silence: "You are crying."

He repeated the sentence again with affirmative tone: "You are crying."

There is no way to deceive him - this cognition appeared in Kazama's mind, the mask of calmness was easily shattered, leaving Kazama so dazed that he could only stare at his trembling hands, and then let out a cry : "I'm sorry, I want to hold back, I clearly said that this is my choice, whether it's killing people or joining the mafia, it's all my own decision..."

There was tearing despair in the crying: "But, but..." She seemed to want to say something, but when the words came to her lips, for some reason, they turned into words with obvious compulsion, "I don't want to Scared! I want to calm down, I want to become stronger... Whether it is the determination to kill, or to face the darkness, I should be able to do it, I can do it!"

Just as usual, force yourself to calm down, force yourself to accept, force yourself to be an excellent "Kazama Granose"...why can't you do it this time?She obviously personally sent those who hurt her and the children in the orphanage to prison, or even sent to the execution ground. Killing a beast with her own hands should be more direct and more enjoyable... But, no.

Can't do it can't do it can't do it!So scared, so scared, so scared, so scared!Once she realized that she had lost a life, she felt like she had fallen into a pool of blood. The stench made her want to vomit, and her mind went blank.

Such a thought that couldn't be more true, but it can never be said.There was only the darkness that surrounded her, the darkness that mingled with the salty smell of her own vomited blood when she was locked in the closet.No one came to save her, she could only save herself.No matter how terrible and difficult it is, she can only force herself to think, face, and solve it, forcing it over and over again until she succeeds.

Since the first time was successful, then the second time can also be successful, right?

Failed?It must be that she hasn't done enough. If she continues to do it, she will always succeed.

The life of Sato Kazama is composed of "compulsion" composed of "reluctant" and "forced".

She even forced herself to take it for granted, so she hated the fearful self in her heart who just wanted to escape, selfish and cowardly.It is the same self, but the idea is completely opposite, contradictory to the extent of refusing to accept such a self.

For a long time, this kind of contradiction has been in a delicate balance, because everything she encounters can be done. "Forcing" is very useful, but not now, the balance is broken by "killing", and she can't use various reasons to persuade her. himself, forcing himself to kill.

This is the first one, there are 99 tasks, and the remaining [-], what should I do?The difference in quantity is the last weight to crush the balance.What did other people's happiness have to do with her?She doesn't want to do it, she is just an ordinary person, why should she face such a thing?

She helped others, who will help her?Who will save her who is locked in the cabinet?She was the one who had always hoped to be rescued. Since no one came to save her, why did she force herself to face something she didn't even want to do!

But rationality is accusing her and spurning her again, she will never be liked like this.The problem is, she has no way to deceive Gang Ji now, he already knows her thoughts, and will soon find out how bad she is, the hand that opened the cabinet door will retract, right?

In the next second, Kazama was pressed into a warm embrace.

—the cabinet door was roughly ripped off.

"You don't have to do those things, you can be afraid."

—the hand grasped her wrist.

"Don't force yourself, everyone will regret it sometimes."

——The figure against the light carried her out of the closet.

"It doesn't matter if you can't hold back your tears, you can cry whatever you want in front of me."

——So she saw a new world.

"In my eyes, no matter what, you are the prettiest."

Seeing Kazama who lay in his arms crying bitterly after being stunned for a moment, Tsuna was relieved and secretly thankful at the same time.

After the sweeper completes the task, the World Sweeping Organization will issue corresponding points as a reward. On the one hand, this point can be used to buy new clothes for the person in charge, just like changing clothes. On the other hand, according to the level of points, you can get more Task.

However, when this point comes to him, it becomes an exchange for "time to become a reality".Just now, the reward for Kazama killing Gaocun and Zhenzhen was sent, so he had a way to come out.It would be useless if he couldn't be by Kazama's side even at this time.

Tsuna raised his head, sighed silently, and gently stroked Kazama's back.Tears had already soaked the clothes on his chest, but this level of discomfort was nothing compared to Kazama.He knew that Kazama often forced himself, but he didn't expect her to be so reluctant.If it wasn't for this incident, he would still be kept in the dark... No, he should have found out earlier.

Fortunately, it was not too late, he had time to save her from self-torture.

Kazama was too stimulated tonight, and because of Tsunayoshi's words, he was completely relaxed, and fell asleep after crying.Gang Ji hugged her to the bed, thinking dumbfoundedly, she has always been a child, right?A child pretending to be an adult.

Looking at the remaining points, Tsuna also had a bit of a headache. If he wants to come out, he must have some points, but to get points is like asking Kazama to kill people. With her current mental state, it is absolutely impossible to kill again, so he is the only one coming. ?

Thinking about it, Tsuna turned over the illustrated book again, and confirmed the mission of the savior, and it really changed from "0/100" to...Huh?

Tsuna widened her eyes in surprise, the "0" in front became a "?" instead of a "1".

There are also small words marked below the task: the result is being calculated, please wait patiently.

Kazuma only killed Kazuma Kazuma, so do you need to calculate alone?Tsunakichi knocked on the table, thought for a moment, got up and went to the balcony to call Tsuji Wabiji: "Mr. Tsuji?" I calmed down and asked, "What's the matter?" As for how the person in charge on the mobile phone called him, it would be better not to ask too much.

"I think you should know that Kazuma Komura is dead." Tsuna said straight to the point, "According to the information sent by the agency, Kazuma Kazuma Komura had contacts with many important people during his lifetime. After his death, the police are investigating him. When the time comes, relevant evidence will be found, right?"

Rather than asking for Tsuji Wabi's opinion, it is better to say that he is getting an affirmative answer from him.

Tsuji Wabijiu pondered for a moment, then simply said: "Yes." This kind of cleaning object is the target that the organization is staring at, and by killing him, he can get a lot of rewards.Those who can be killed and cleaned up can be solved by children who do not have to bear legal responsibility. On the contrary, those who cannot be solved by killing are the upper echelons of the organization relying on various clues and intelligence to pull them down and clean them up.

Gangji smiled: "I have an idea, maybe I can help the organization, but I need to verify it first, and discuss it with the sugar before making a decision. Before we take the initiative to contact, can I trouble you not to send the task to the sugar for the time being? "

To be honest, Tsuji Wabijiu was a little caught off guard when Tsunayoshi came out suddenly.He also knows that Kazama and Tsunayoshi's identities are not simple, and it can be said that he is also a little vigilant while cooperating.Moreover, after receiving the news of Takamura Kazuma's death, Tsujiwabi's rescue is still unbelievable. It is so beautifully done. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a professional killer, and he will not think it was a homicide at all.

"I will try my best to do this." Tsuji Wabijiu's expression was serious, and what Tsunayoshi said might have something to do with task targets like Kazuma Takamura.

Could it be that he wants to be in charge of this part of the work instead of killing people?After Tsuji Wabisuke hung up the phone, he touched his chin.It's not impossible to think this way, rather it seems to be quite suitable. If they really have a good way, it's not impossible to try it.

It's just that he can't decide this matter alone, Tsuji Wabisuke thought, and dialed a number.

Kazama fell into a deep sleep and had a short dream.She was locked in the closet, but just as she started crying, Gang-ji showed up and took her away from her relatives' house.The two walked hand in hand on the main road, not knowing where to go, but she was very happy, all the scenery in front of her was very bright in color, as if made of glass, shining under the sunlight.

She laughed as she walked, humming an unknown song——just woke up.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Tsunaki's surprised eyes, and Kazama was still a little confused: "Did I sing?"

"Hmm... you can sing pretty well." Gang Ji nodded honestly. He had heard that some people would talk in their sleep, but he didn't expect there to be singing. It was a bit funny to think about it.A smile appeared on his face, and Kazama could see it clearly, and immediately covered his face in shame.

However, at the embarrassing moment, Kazama also woke up completely, and then recalled what happened before going to bed, and suddenly a lot of questions came to her mind, she put down her hands, there were a lot of questions she wanted to ask Tsunayoshi, and then I don't know where to start.

Gang Ji noticed her doubts, and said, "Don't worry, I can probably guess what you want to ask, so let me tell you slowly, you don't need to talk." He pondered for a moment, and decided to explain his question first. Condition.

He first talked about the points: "The points on our side can be exchanged for the time I appear in the outside world. One point is an hour. You got [-] points for the task you completed last night. Stay outside for more than four days."

Before Kazama thought of "you can only get more points by killing more people", Tsuna first used another topic to divert Kazama's attention: "Also, after you completed the task of the World Cleaning Agency last night , the savior mission released by the illustrated book did not show that a mission object was completed, but a question mark was displayed at that time, as for now, you can confirm it yourself."

Kazama dubiously poked open the illustrated book, and there were still question marks on it, and she also saw the line of small characters.

Gangji smiled: "I think, maybe this 'killing bad guys' includes the people we killed indirectly?"