My Feelings Can Wait

Wei Yi is really impressed by Jing Xiu.Although she didn't believe Jing Xiu's so-called method at all, she still took Jing Xiu to find Zhong Qingyu.

After Zhong Qingyu came back from the hospital, he settled in Ji Youyan's newly purchased house with a high degree of security in the past two years.As Wei Yizhen expected, Zhong Qingyu didn't want to say that she agreed to postpone the memorial service for Jing Xiu, she didn't even want to see Jing Xiu.

Wei Yizhen had the key card, swiped the door open and pushed in. Just as Jing Xiu was about to follow in, a man came out of the living room and blocked the door firmly.

He put his hand on the door frame, his attitude of blocking was very firm, but his tone was very polite: "Hi, Miss Jing, I am Yanyan's fiancé, thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to come back and send Yanyan."

There are white stripes on his arms, he looks like he has neglected to take care of himself because of too much grief, his beard is unshaven, but he still can't hide his gentle and handsome appearance.

As Ji Yuyan's survivor, he justifiably put on mourning for Ji Yuyan and prevented her from stepping into Ji Yuyan's home.Jing Xiu sank her nails into her palms, and tried her best to calmly ask him: "I have something very important, and I hope to discuss it with my aunt face to face."

Lu Fang refused: "Auntie is not feeling well right now, and it's inconvenient to see guests. Please forgive me, Ms. Jing."

Wei Yizhen felt that such a scene was too cruel for Jing Xiu, so he turned around and blocked Lu Fang calmly, "I'll go in and talk to Auntie, can you wait outside?"

Jing Xiu looked at Lu Fang and another man staring at her in the living room, bit her lips, and agreed with difficulty.

She stood alone in the corridor for an unknown how long, and Wei Yizhen finally came out.

She shook her head at her, expressing the failure of the proposal, and lobbied Jing Xiu: "Auntie is more emotional today, wait until tomorrow? Auntie will also go to the venue tomorrow, and she will be inevitable by then. Can you talk about it in detail?" ?”

Jing Xiu didn't want to leave at first, but he had no choice but to go to the venue to accompany Ji Youyan.

But on the second day, Jing Xiu discovered that the so-called further discussion until today was entirely just Wei Yizhen and Zhong Qingyu's plan to delay the attack——When Zhong Qingyu arrived at the venue, Wei Yizhen didn't notify her at all, and Jiang Chun paid more attention to find out.

When Jing Xiu rushed to the meeting room, what he heard was that they were discussing about cremation after the memorial service.

She was anxious to stop them, but all she got was reprimand and expulsion from Zhong Qingyu and her relatives.Unable to argue, Jing Xiu fainted again.

When she woke up this time, it was Tao Xingruo sitting beside her.

France was in a mess because of Jing Xiu's abandonment of marriage. Tao Xingruo was helping Jing Shurong and the others to deal with the follow-up, but because she was too worried about Jing Xiu, she rushed back when things got better there.

"Yanyan!" Jing Xiu anxiously wanted to sit up.

Tao Xingruo pressed her and said, "It's still there, don't worry." She touched Jing Xiu's forehead and sighed heavily.

Jing Xiu looked at the ceiling and asked her, "Have you heard about it?"

"Ah."

"Do you also think I'm crazy, whimsical?"

Tao Xingruo looked at her distressedly, expressing his acquiescence.

Jing Xiu turned his head and looked at her with deep eyes: "If... if you were me and Yan Yan was Ning Wei, wouldn't you still believe it?"

Tao Xingruo's fingers resting on his knees trembled, and the muscles on his cheeks were tense due to the exertion.After a long while, she asked Jing Xiu in a hoarse voice, "Without her, you would have passed five years, wouldn't you?"

Jing Xiu's eyes went blank, "Can it be the same?"

"Tao, I thought you knew."

Being together or not being together is just a way of love, but if we are not together, we have nothing.Ruan Ningwei is still there, even if Tao Xingruo is not with her, he can still be happy for her and worry about her. Ruan Ningwei is gone, Tao Xingruo looks as strong as ever, but Jing Xiu never sees the light in her eyes again .

Tao Xingruo's thin lips trembled, but he should not make a sound.

"So, what do you want?" After a long time, Tao Xingruo asked as Jing Xiu wished.

"I want you to help me." Zhong Qingyu couldn't be persuaded at all, and she didn't have time to wait any longer.

Jing Xiu's eyes were cold and there was a strange tenderness: "You help me find someone to protect Yanyan, and no one is allowed to touch Yanyan until I come back."

Tao Xingruo was astonished, the gamble was too high. "Do you know what the consequences of doing this are?"

In terms of emotion, reason and law, Jing Xiu will be criticized for doing so.Originally, because of regretting the marriage and clashing with reporters at the entrance of the venue, the city was full of storms and was criticized by the media.If this trouble continues, Jing Xiu will be ruined for the rest of her life.

Tao Xingruo's rationality prevented her from agreeing to Jing Xiu, but Jing Shurong, who arrived after a few hours, felt sorry for her daughter and agreed unexpectedly.

So Jing Xiu made a desperate move and mobilized more than a dozen private bodyguards to protect Ji Yuyan.Like a villain, she took advantage of Zhong Qingyu's reputation and did not dare to expose this matter to the media and completely isolated Zhong Qingyu and the others a few meters away from Ji Youyan.

She handed Ji Youyan over to Jing Shurong with peace of mind, and then set foot on the journey to Tibet to find Daokong with Tao Xingruo overnight.

But fifteen hours later, she landed in the provincial capital of Tibet, feeling uneasy, and when she connected to the Internet, she saw overwhelming news about Ji Yuyan's memorial service and his cremation.

Jing Xiu stood under the scorching sun in the wilderness, feeling dizzy and cold all over.

With trembling fingers, she called Jing Shurong and asked her, "Is it fake?"

Jing Shurong tried to explain: "Xiu Xiu, listen to me..."

"Tell me, true or false." Jing Xiu interrupted her without emotion.

Jing Shurong had no choice but to answer cruelly "It's true".

There was no more sound from the other end of the phone, it was eerily quiet, and Jing Shurong called her anxiously: "Xiuxiu..."

"You promised them, otherwise they can hold back no matter how much trouble they make." Jing Xiu said in a soft voice, "You lied to me when you promised to help me from the beginning, in order to drive me away, right?"

Jing Shurong knew that she was able to deceive Jing Xiu only because she was too flustered and eager at the time, and she would find out sooner or later when she regained her senses.She admitted: "Yes, Mom said sorry to you."

Her voice was tired and soft, as if she was educating her or coaxing her: "Xiuxiu, stop making trouble. If you continue to make trouble, the media will completely lose control. If you are like this, Xiaoyan will not feel at ease if she knows Yes. Xiuxiu, cheer up a little bit? Those who are no longer there are no longer there, and this cannot be changed, but those who are alive still have to continue to live."

The wind in Tibet whipped up the yellow sand all over the sky, blurring Jing Xiu's face.She stood in the wind, her body was broken, and the world was huge, but she felt that she was alone and helpless, and there was nowhere to rest.

Those who are alive will continue to live.

Did they think she was still alive?

"Ah Xiu!" A sad cry called Jing Xiu back to reality.

Jing Xiu's eyes fell on Ji Youyan's cheeks that were flushed from crying.

Yanyan was crying, but it was alive; her tears were dripping on the back of her hand, and they were warm.

Fortunately, that nightmare was just a dream.

Jing Xiu looked at her, with all kinds of emotions churning in her chest, she raised her head to force back her tears, but the tears flowed down her jaw and neck and into her chest.

"Why do you want to think about it?" She seemed to be asking Ji Youyan and Void.

Why did Ji Yuyan still bear those pains and despair?When she thought of Ji Yuyan's fear and despair before his death, it felt like a knife was stabbing her heart.

Her question is equivalent to admitting all Ji Yuyan's conjectures.The hanging boulder fell completely, crushing Ji Yuyan's heart.Ji Youyan opened his mouth, wanting to express all kinds of distress and guilt, but in the end he only let out a sob of shame.

She obviously wanted Jing Xiu to have a better life before letting go, but why did she still let Jing Xiu suffer for her and sacrifice for her in the end.If Dao Kong is just a fake eminent monk, if the so-called casting of spells is just a scam, then Ah Xiu...

She bent her legs to cover her face, and the broken "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" came out of her throat one after another, piercing Jing Xiu's heart.

Jing Xiu took a deep breath, pushed away the small table, and moved to sit in front of Ji Yuyan.

She called her: "Yanyan, look up and look at me."

Ji Youyan's choking sound gradually stopped, and he didn't move for a few seconds, but he still raised his head and stared at Jing Xiu.Her entire body was trembling because of excessive restraint, and her chest heaved violently.

Jing Xiu gently wiped Ji Yuyan's tears with her thumb, but her gentleness made Ji Yuyan's tears even more difficult to restrain.

"Did the rain leak in from outside?" Jing Xiu said softly, pretending to be relaxed and teasing.

Ji Yuyan couldn't laugh.She leaned forward suddenly and hugged Jing Xiu, first with such strength that Jing Xiu's body ached, and then with such caution that Jing Xiu's heart ached.

"Ah Xiu... tell me, will you be in pain all the time?" Ji Youyan buried herself on her shoulder, tears soaked Jing Xiu's clothes. "Tell me, will you always be here?"

She sounded so terrified that Jing Xiu's heart couldn't help but soften.She took the initiative to adjust her hug posture, hugged Ji Yuyan's waist, and softly comforted her in her ear: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I will always be here. Those things are over."

"Has it really passed?" Ji Youyan pinched his fingertips, calmed down and asked Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, tell me, what is the price?"

Jing Xiu's breathing was slightly stagnant, so, in fact, Yan Yan didn't really remember all of it?

Ji Youyan seemed to know what Jing Xiu was thinking, she let go of Jing Xiu, and looked at Jing Xiu with her moist eyes: "I heard what you promised. But, I can't remember."

Seeing Jing Xiu frowned and said nothing, she paused, then suddenly raised her hand and slapped herself on the head fiercely.

"Speak!" Jing Xiu couldn't react in time, and screamed out.She straightened up to touch Ji Yuyan's head, but Ji Yuyan held her hands.

She looked at Jing Xiu tenderly and earnestly, and said in a low voice: "Ah Xiu, I'm useless. I just hit my head yesterday and suddenly remembered a lot. If you don't want to tell me, then I can only think of it myself gone."

Jing Xiu was anxious and annoyed, her voice became a little colder: "Are you threatening me?"

The disappointment and disbelief in her eyes made Ji Youyan a little breathless, and Ji Youyan snorted more and more, but insisted on refusing to give in.

Jing Xiu was defeated, and asked Ji Youyan: "Isn't it okay to just live well now?"

Ji Youyan closed his eyes, and the tears he had been holding back fell down, "Ah Xiu, how do you live well now?"

She let go of Jing Xiu's hand, knelt down and hugged Jing Xiu tightly, as if embracing a stolen rare treasure: "I don't know what you paid, what you endured, why you did that... Pain, I don’t know if this is a beautiful dream with a time limit, I don’t know if you will disappear when... I don’t know..." Her throat was so dry that she couldn't continue.

do not know anything.All the time, worry about gains and losses.Is this okay?

The pain in her voice broke Jing Xiu's heart.

"Stop thinking about it." Jing Xiu surrendered.She kissed the bitter tears on Ji Yuyan's cheek, "I'll tell you."

"Not as much as you think."

"It's just that, borrowing life from this world, making things happen in this life."