[Firefly Forest] Please hold me tight

Yin said that he could not give me happiness, and hoped that I could find my true happiness, so I proposed marriage to Qianye, and Qianye readily agreed.

A person who has been with me for so many years must be able to give me happiness in silver eyes.

Chiba and I went back to Tokyo and started to prepare for the marriage, but before that, Chiba took me to see the psychiatrist who I left out that day.

I dislike him very much, he always tells me that Yin is my fantasy, and monsters are my fantasy.

How could I believe that such a real touch, as well as the beating of my heart when I touched Ah Yin, such an excited mood, how could it be fake.

Ah Yin's gentleness, the cuteness of the monsters, and the excitement of the summer festival, how could it be fake.

I firmly believe that they are all true.

However, the psychiatrist talked to me a lot, and even performed hypnosis. I felt that my whole mind was messed up, and my memory was also a mess.

The meeting with the psychiatrist ended early because of my headache. I covered my head and lay in Qianye's arms. When night fell, did Yin have a splitting headache like mine, even worse than me, it must be worse than me …

Qianye hugged me tightly, whispered in my ear, said sorry to me for causing me such pain, and said that she would never take me to see a psychiatrist again...

For some reason, listening to his words, I didn’t feel any emotion at all, and I couldn’t think of what to say to respond to him. I looked out the window, it was already night, the street was brightly lit, full of feasting and busy traffic, but it made me It reminded me of the quiet little village that should now be a place where fireflies dance.

Forest of the Mountain God...

I couldn't help but close my eyes, I always feel so tired when I think about it.

"Chiba, let's go home, I'm so tired."

......

After a sleepless night, the next day I went to submit the manuscript to the editor with my panda eyes on my face, and I went to ask for marriage leave by the way.

I try my best to comfort myself, this situation means that Yin dumped me, am I broken in love, isn't it just broken in love, it's no big deal!

I have survived the storms and waves of more than 20 years, and there is nothing to be afraid of.

I try my best to keep myself busy so that I don't think about it, and it is precisely because of this that in just a few days, I drew a manuscript that I couldn't draw in a month, and the manuscript was delivered in advance, which made the editor's jaw drop. Lost.

With the editor's appearance, normally I would definitely joke around, but now I just feel so tired that I don't even want to say a few more words.

Considering the end of the old manuscript, I was afraid that I would be too busy, so I told the editor about the new work. The editor was as happy as eating ten catties of honey. It is really rare to see a cartoonist who works hard like me.

In the end, I talked about the marriage leave, and the editor teased me with an ambiguous face, saying that I thought Chiba and I were having trouble before, and we would definitely be together in the end, and it was true.

I still couldn't make a slight ripple in my heart, so I got up and left after saying goodbye. Before I turned around, I saw the editor's puzzled eyes, but I didn't bother to pay attention.

I can't be bothered to bother with anything right now.

When I got in the car, I received a text message from my editor, saying that although I don’t know what’s going on with me now, I seem to be very tired and asked me to take a good rest.

I also felt very tired, so tired that I didn't have the strength to reply to her message.

I was so tired that I couldn't make it to the station and passed out in the car.

My brain seemed to be in a vacuum all the time. When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and Chiba was by my side, with a distressed face.

"Firefly, you should take a good rest."

I felt my throat was very dry, I opened my mouth, but didn't utter a word, and I didn't know how I should answer.

The nurse on the other side raised my arm and injected me with a tube of liquid. Slowly, I couldn't control my eyelids and fell into a deep sleep.

......

Half a month passed, and it seemed that the new manuscript was not enough to draw, and it was half finished. Chiba said that I stayed in the studio almost all day to work, that I was very tired and needed to rest.

But I don't feel tired.

Chiba said, you are not tired mentally, you should take care of your body.

I don't think so, because I have to be busy, otherwise it's easy to think wildly and get a headache.

In the past half a month, Chiba has handled all the matters of the wedding, such as the venue, master of ceremonies, relatives... and wedding photos.

Everything has been taken care of by Chiba, only me is the heroine.

Chiba spent a lot of money on wedding photos, and decided to shoot in many locations, such as the seaside, churches, the middle schools we attended, universities...

The only thing that is not there is the mountains and forests, and I didn't ask about it, which is already very good.

The cameraman was distressed, he said he couldn't take the perfect picture because I don't smile,

I am also very distressed, obviously I am working hard and laughing.

Chiba went to negotiate with the cameraman, and the cameraman joked about whether the groom was forcing the marriage, and why the bride looked unhappy.

But it was Chiba who I forced into marriage.

Chiba seemed to have lost his temper with the cameraman, and after saying sorry to me, he changed to another photography company, and then sat with me on the beach by the sea and waited for the new photography team to arrive.

I sat quietly watching the sea, Chiba didn't speak, I was thinking about the plot of the new manuscript, staring into the distance without saying a word.Chiba is also like me, not knowing what to think, staring at the sea in a daze.

After a long time, Qianye finally spoke. I don't know when, the words between Qianye and I became less and less, probably because I'm too lazy to provoke the topic recently, and the conversations are usually silent after answering the questions, Qianye Ye is also tired of being a chatterbox and always wants me to talk more.

"Is it really good to get married like this? Are you sure you won't regret it?"

I withdrew my gaze from afar and stared at Chiba's side face.

"How can I regret it, you can give me happiness."

Qianye turned her face away and opened her mouth, but before she could speak, she was interrupted by a series of phone rings.

It's the new camera crew.

What surprised me was that Yizi was also in there, as a young apprentice.

The cameraman responded to the same problem. The bride doesn't smile, which is really not easy to shoot.

Qianye sighed, but didn't force me to do anything, and went to talk to the cameraman a few words.

Yizi approached me with a worried expression on her face, and asked me what was the matter, how big was the wedding, and she still looked indifferent and impatient, I shook my head.

I'm fine, and I don't know what's wrong with me.

After the cameraman took a few pictures sadly, Yizi suddenly ran over and handed me something, which was a fox mask.

"This is a prop we brought, this...you cherish it so much, it should cheer you up."

I lowered my eyes, staring at the fox mask in my hand, and couldn't help but think of Ah Yin's words.

Ah Yin wants to see me happy, and I should be satisfied knowing that he is still alive and well, and I should not be greedy for more. This will only make Ah Yin difficult and sad.

I put on the fox mask, and Yiko moved it to the side for me, revealing my full face. I faced the camera and saw the smiles of the cameraman and other personnel.

Why are they laughing? It should be that the bride who tortured them for a long time finally showed a smile.

According to my request, the wedding photos were only taken for one day, and only three venues were taken. I didn't go to many places that I originally booked in Chiba.

Three days later, the photos and frames were delivered to Chiba and I's new home, and the villa Chiba's parents gave us was also decorated. I can almost foresee how lively tomorrow's wedding will be.

Yes, tomorrow is my wedding with Chiba, but I didn't foresee that such a big turning point would happen tomorrow...

The author has something to say: the discovery title has two fifteen chapters. . .I don’t want to change my lazy cancer, happy new year, my little ones~