[Firefly Forest] Please hold me tight

The day after tomorrow is my wedding with Ying, a day I dream of, I don’t know why, but I just can’t sleep, obviously everything has been taken care of.

The phone screen stayed on the page of Yingying's phone number, and I held it for a long time to look at it, but I still couldn't dial it.

Could she be as sleepless as I am?

Thinking of Yingying, I couldn't help feeling sour in my chest. Is marriage really on her mind?I always feel that she is reluctant to marry me, as if she wants to accomplish something she doesn't want to accomplish but must accomplish. She doesn't seem to look forward to this wedding at all.

Is marriage right or wrong?

In the new house, I stood by the window and thought hard.

Hotaru is my favorite girl, of course I want to marry her, but her attitude...Although marriage was proposed by her, she has not refused to marry for so long, but I always feel that she is unwilling.

At first she proposed to get married, and I immediately agreed, thinking that even if it was just a temporary remark, I would never let go, and even if she didn't want to, I would force her to stay by my side.

But now, I can't help but feel distressed when I see her being out of shape all day long and out of her mind.She tried her best to numb herself with work so that she would not think about it, and finally passed out at the station and was sent to the hospital. The moment I received the call from the hospital, I was flustered and my hands trembled. A painting was destroyed. , but I put on my clothes and rushed to the hospital without even looking at it.

Yingying doesn't love me, I know it very well, after all she calls Ah Yin even in a coma...

I feel sorry for her, if she is not willing to be with me, I will not force her, so I asked her again when taking wedding photos, as long as she said no, I would cancel the wedding, but she said I can give She is happy.

Can you really be happy if you marry someone you don't love?

What exactly is happiness in her opinion?Why can I give it?

She couldn't smile when taking wedding photos, and I told the cameraman that it's okay, don't force it.

Just being together is fine.

But when Yizi handed her a fox mask, I saw the smile on her face, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Maybe it was jealousy, but there was a trace of relief, and she was finally able to smile again.

Sure enough, she was not happy with me at all, and the only person who could give her happiness was that person named Ah Yin.

I remembered that I had asked someone to investigate Yingying's past, and there was no such thing as Yin in her past, which means that the psychiatrist's inference was wrong, although it is also possible that I did not find out.

Regarding Ah Yin in Yingying's mouth, I once again had doubts. If there is no such person as Yin, then, is there such a monster as Yin?

Are there monsters in the world?

I remembered what the farmer said last time. Believe it or not.

Is the story Ying told is fact or her fantasy?

......

After a sleepless night, the photography company sent the photos early the next morning, and they were hung up under the direction of my mother, and Yingying also came to look at them.

She was lost in thought while looking at the wedding photo hanging on the bed, her demure appearance remained the same as before, I knew she was just looking at the fox mask on the photo and lost in thought.

Mother walked up to me.

"Che, it can be seen that you two are a good match. Now you are finally getting married, but you guys are in a hurry to organize this wedding. If the time is not too tight, I will definitely plan a wedding for you!"

"I'm getting married tomorrow, I must be happy in the future, Toru."

The word happiness hit my heart again, I nodded to my mother, and then looked at Yingying in the room, she was still immersed in her own world.

"Mom, I have something to do when I go out, so I'll be back tonight."

Without waiting for an answer, I took a deep breath, gripped the car keys and left.

At nine o'clock in the morning, it's still early enough for me to go to the Forest of the Mountain God.

Taking the train is too slow. The first time I went there was by car. I left at [-]:[-] in the morning and arrived at [-]:[-] in the afternoon. Four hours is enough.

I'm leaving now and I'll be back later in the evening.

This is the third time I have gone, what is it for...

Yin, if you really exist, please come out and meet me this time.

I encountered a traffic jam on the road, and I encountered a few times, and it was already five o'clock when I arrived at the small village.

Really, how come I haven't seen the traffic so bad before!

I still planned to find a local guide, but when I learned that I was going up the mountain at night, no one agreed. No matter how high the price I raised, I had to buy some self-defense equipment and go up the mountain alone.

As night fell, I went up the mountain alone.

The silence in the mountain forest is only the sound of the wind blowing the leaves. I have to say that I am a little scared. I really don’t know how Yingying has the courage to run into the mountains alone, but for her silver, no matter how brave she is, she has it. yes.

I laughed at myself and continued to walk deep into the mountain.

Walking to a dilapidated shrine, I stopped and looked at the stone sill in front of the shrine. According to Hotaru, this is how they usually meet when they meet. The handsome young man wearing a mask will sit here and wait for her , also watched her leave here.

"silver!"

I tried to call his name, but there was no response. I shook my flashlight, and I could only see endless trees.

Suddenly saw a little green firefly.

"silver!"

I couldn't help shouting and ran towards the firefly.

There were more and more fireflies on the way, and I stopped, not knowing where to go.

Fireflies flicker around me, more and more, I think I can even use the flashlight.

"Silver! Is that you?"

"Please come out and meet me!"

I yelled around, but there was still no response. I felt like a madman, yelling in the mountains and forests.

"Firefly misses you!"

There was still no response, and I couldn't help but hang my head in frustration, but after I yelled this sentence, the fireflies around me suddenly disappeared, leaving only sporadic points dancing slowly.

My eyes lit up, is this reminding me of something?Why are there suddenly fewer fireflies?

There was no road under my feet, and I didn't know where to go. After thinking about it, I chose a direction with the fewest fireflies.

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the grass around me in the silence. I took a flashlight and saw a red animal in the blink of an eye...it seemed to be a red fox?

The fox's speed is too fast, I can't catch up.

Suddenly there was a cold on my neck, accompanied by an itchy feeling, I was so frightened that my whole body broke out in a cold sweat, and I hurriedly used a flashlight to take pictures and slapped it.

However, it turned out to be just a spider.

Looking at the black spider in my hand, I breathed a sigh of relief, what, I was startled by a spider.

Thinking about it, I was going to throw this spider away, but unexpectedly, this spider was so strong that it broke free from my hand and bit my wrist back.

It was so painful that I didn't care about holding the flashlight in my left hand and quickly brushed away the spider. The spider was pushed away and the flashlight fell to the ground.

I pressed the wound and squatted down to pick up the flashlight. Why did the spider bite so painfully!

But as soon as I touched it, I saw a scene of horror...

The author has something to say: Chiba is a good baby. . .I can't even understand what I wrote, and I feel so ruined and heartbroken.