Jin Ruoyan stared at his toes without raising his head, and the other party also chose to remain silent after a brief opening speech, Jin Ruoyan sneered, yes, even though the truth was in their hearts, how should they say it?

"That bottle of water is yours? There are ingredients in it, right?" Jin Ruoyan helped him open the situation with two straightforward questions, "What you call rest, is to drink it and leave this world?"

Lan Shijie bit his lower lip tightly, a few strands of red liquid leaked out, the sweat on the top of his head rushed out, and he couldn't stop trembling when he spoke again: "Ruoyan, I..."

"Lan Shijie, I want to know, what were you thinking when I picked up that bottle of water?" Jin Ruoyan's voice was calm, without scolding or complaining, but with a little sorrow, "You know it well, I'll drink it down It's death, why didn't you stop me? Why didn't you do something, even a reminder?"

Lan Shijie lowered his head, like an ostrich buried his head in the sand, avoiding everything.

"...No, you did it! You're laughing!" Recalling the picture in the mirror, Jin Ruoyan smiled miserably and murmured, "Then, are you laughing at my stupidity, or are you glad you escaped? Do you know this? For a few days, every time I closed my eyes, I saw your smiling eyes in front of me! It was gloomy and cold, and in one night, my cold sweat could completely soak the quilt!!" As he said, his voice Gradually, "Lan Shijie, how did I offend you? How can you laugh so happily seeing me die?!"

"No, no, really not!" Lan Shijie suddenly raised his head, his face was as white as a piece of paper, the beautiful eyes that once covered the entire starry sky, now only the weak fireflies remained, which could be extinguished at any time.

He grabbed Jin Ruoyan's hand, and hurriedly argued, "Ruoyan, I really didn't mean it. I didn't expect you to drink that bottle of water. When you asked me, I didn't realize it until I saw it in the mirror. You pick up that bottle of water before I..."

Jin Ruoyan didn't listen any further, but turned his face away.

It's so ridiculous, it is said that people are inherently mortal, either lighter than a feather, or heavier than Mount Tai, but their own death has taken a funny line——

Someone wants to die, but you get in the way between him and the god of death, you deserve the scythe to fall on your head first!

Yue Mingxin was right, he was indeed too holy!

For Lan Shijie, he felt that he had a clear conscience, but he ended up with such an ending. The most embarrassing thing was that his death in the previous life was called accidental injury from a legal perspective!In the context of the Internet, it is called suicide!

If you follow English grammar, you need to apply an if sentence pattern!

Helplessness and helplessness, loneliness and sadness, weaved into two big nets, tightly strangled Jin Ruoyan's already broken heart.

Suddenly, he felt a gloomy evil wind spread along the spine to the facial nerves, his eyes, ears, mouth and nose seemed to be pulled by external force, and a strange expression appeared on his face, like crying or laughing.

Probably the only way to deserve such an absurd plot.

Lan Shijie held Jin Ruoyan's hand tightly, and knelt down slowly, like a sinner kneeling in front of a priest, with the most real pain, confessing his mistakes: "I'm sorry, Ruoyan, I didn't mean it, and I don't know What is my psychology, at that moment, my head seems to be short-circuited!"

Jin Ruoyan felt scorching liquid across the back of his hand, like hot magma, burning his flesh, lungs, and the endless pain approached him, making it difficult to breathe.

"In the past few days, I've been carrying that bottle of water, but I can't make up my mind! When I saw you pick it up, I thought in a strange way, if someone is with you, maybe death won't be so terrible..."

Accompanied?Is this the reason why you want to die? !

God, can you show some mercy?

Don't let my death continue to run away in the direction of worthlessness!

Besides, am I impermanent in black and white, and I still fucking want to accompany you on the road to Huangquan?

Jin Ruoyan cursed crazily in his heart, wanting to pull out his tightly clenched hand, but he couldn't.

Seeing Lan Shijie crying, Jin Ruoyan's mood became more and more complicated. He believed that Lan Shijie was really sad at the moment, and he also believed that he did not intend to harm himself, but human nature is always unpredictable. It is like a well. From above, you No idea what kind of ugly thing is hidden underneath.Everyone is a ghost in their hearts, walking in broad daylight.

The lamp above the head is still bright, casting the shadows of the two under their respective feet. The boundary between light and dark light and shadow is blurred, as if the vicissitudes of life are controlled by the rope of fate. No one can really distinguish between good and evil, beauty and ugliness.

However, even if he could see everything clearly, Jin Ruoyan could no longer persuade himself to say words of forgiveness. He was not Jesus, and he didn't want to hear confession.

Jin Ruoyan struggled to pull out his hand, and left this suffocating space with silent resentment.

Wandering aimlessly in the corridor, Jin Ruoyan stopped in front of a window, his eyes were lifeless, like glass balls embedded in their sockets, blinking hollowly, shrinking into the flashy appearance of the entire city.

Between the heaven and the earth, the small human beings who shuttle among them are like mayflies, living and dying, fleeting and fragile.

After watching quietly for a while, he continued to walk forward like a lost lamb. When his legs stopped spontaneously, the consciousness of pulling away gradually gathered, and he looked in front of him in surprise.

This...isn't it the practice room where I met Lan Shijie for the first time...

At that time, the windows were bright and clean, and everyone was in their best years, laughing and playing, together forming an oil painting about youth, dreams and friendship. He walked towards himself with a warm smile and blinking beautiful eyes. Enter, enter the ignorant heart from now on.

However, the years go by, the sun and the moon change, the past is like a reflection in the water, disturbed by the boulders of reality, and the broken fragments shine brightly, as if mocking the impermanence of fate.

He hesitated for a moment at the door, and finally pushed the door open.He walked around the room silently, and then lay down on the ground exhaustedly. He stretched out his body, like a traveler suffering from hunger and cold. When he was looking for an oasis but failed, he no longer struggled and resigned himself to fate.

The wheel/disc/ of time is still turning, but he seems to have lost the strength to climb over. At the beginning of his rebirth, the tenacious will to survive was like a weed.

After a long time, he took out his mobile phone and looked through it quietly.

The crusade against PAN on the Internet has become more and more intense. This is not only a carnival of black fans, but also because of the joining of passer-by fans and the defection of true fans, it has become a hot spot for several days. There are even big Vs with as many as 100 million fans announcing their departure. Powder, triggering a new round of discussion.

Everyone speculated about who could succeed PAN as the leader of the domestic men's team.Among them, the most popular microblog listed the photos of the candidate boy groups in a nine-square grid. Netizens actively voted, DEC ranked first, followed by Five'r, and the words written on it made people feel embarrassing——

If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight; if you want to climb a peak, you must endure its pain.

How can a monkey in clothes be worthy of the king's landing? The country has changed hands, and welcomes the new king.

Jin Ruoyan looked at it calmly, as if he was in a building that was about to collapse, waiting for the end of its destruction.

"What's so interesting! You can't enjoy yourself!" The phone was taken away, and a person sat next to him, "Is your health better?"

Jin Ruoyan didn't speak, but stared at the ceiling, Yue Mingxin leaned over to his lips, wanting to comfort him, but Jin Ruoyan turned his head to the side: "What are you doing? What if someone comes!"

Yue Mingxin kept leaning over, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "At this point in time, no one should come over!"

Raising his hand to fiddle with the broken hair on his forehead, Jin Ruoyan carried it back, his tone still not fluctuating: "Yue Mingxin, I'm not in a good mood recently, I want to be quiet!"

"Jing Jing? Who is Jing Jing?" Yue Mingxin replied with a lame joke, but Jin Ruoyan didn't respond in any way. He frowned, and he ran his fingers along Jin Ruoyan's cheek to his shoulder, and broke it off with a little force: "What's the matter with you? Still feeling bad about the failure of the concert? You don't care what those people say! They..."

"It's not because of this!" Jin Ruoyan suddenly raised his voice, and turned his shoulders hard in the opposite direction, "It's because of annoyance, a blockage, and some things are pressing and uncomfortable, so I want to be alone for a while!"

"Oh..." Yue Mingxin didn't react for a while, "Really?"

Perhaps aware that his emotions were a little out of control, Jin Ruoyan took the initiative to lower his posture, and said with a slight apology: "You, stay away from me during this time! I'm afraid..."

Before he could finish speaking, dark clouds covered Yue Mingxin's face, and he asked in a deep voice, "What do you mean by staying away from you?!" Pulling his body away with all his might, he stared at him, "Are you talking again?" What's crazy? How did I offend you?!"

Seeing Yue Mingxin's sullen expression, Jin Ruoyan was surrounded by a strong sense of guilt, he didn't know what expression to use to face him now, when he saw his eyes, he remembered what kind of vicious thoughts he used to defend himself before.

Jin Ruoyan thought about apologizing, but he couldn't think of a reasonable excuse. He wanted to make up, but the moment he faced Yue Mingxin, he was defeated by the fear in his heart.

"No one offends me! It's just the concert, it really hit me hard, I want to adjust my mentality," Jin Ruoyan lowered his head, and said cautiously, "Can you be more considerate?"

Yue Mingxin looked at him dubiously for a while, and his face gradually relaxed: "I think it's something, mistakes, everyone will have them, and you always worry about it, there is no way!" With a long arm, he embraced him Li, rubbing his head affectionately against his chest, "The second concert will be held in a few days. I will spend more time with you during this time, and your mood will naturally adjust!"

Second concert?

Jin Ruoyan's heart skipped a beat—it was the backstage of the performance that day, he was killed by Lan Shijie's soda water.

The emotions that had just been controlled were aroused, and Jin Ruoyan broke away from his embrace: "I know how to adjust my mood, and you don't need to worry about it." While speaking, he didn't even dare to lift his eyelids, like a remorseful criminal, unable to face the past. Hurt people, "These days, I just want to be alone, I beg you!"

Yue Mingxin was slightly taken aback, and then, as if he was deliberately looking for Jin Ruoyan to be happy, he leaned forward shamelessly: "I don't! I insist on staying by your side!" With a smirk, he added half-seriously, "Wherever you go, I will Where to follow, eat, sleep, drink water and bathe, you must be under my nose, hahaha! I just rely on you!"

Why does he always provoke himself with sensitive words?

"Yue Mingxin, stop making trouble! We're not conjoined twins, why do we have to stick together all day!" He shook off Yue Mingxin, his tone full of fatigue, "Give me some time, wait, wait until I figure it out, I'll tell you everything, okay?"

"I don't care about the shitty things between you and Lan Shijie!" Yue Mingxin waved his hands, pretending to be indifferent, "If you want to talk, talk about it, and if you don't want to talk about it, talk about it! I'm happy to see you two breaking up It’s too late! He took a lot of your thoughts before, but now you give them to me, I can’t ask too much!”

Jin Ruoyan felt his head buzzing, and Yue Mingxin's untimely and unreasonable troubles drove him to the edge of the cliff. The emotional inadequacy and the turmoil of his mind hit the nerves that were about to burst. Jin Ruoyan stroked his forehead, and could only compromise: "Okay, okay!"

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