The rebirth of the idol boy group takes the harem

Yue Mingxin really fulfilled his promise. Wherever Jin Ruoyan went, he followed him, training rehearsal, eating and going to the bathroom, followed him like a shadow, and came to the city where the concert was held. As soon as he entered the hotel, he pushed his regular roommate Fang Yunqi aside, like a hug. Pulling Jin Ruoyan like a puppy, he opened, entered, and closed the door. The process was smooth and smooth, and the movements were done in one go, leaving only Fang Yunqi, who reacted a little slower, staring at the door.

"You don't need to keep an eye on people so urgently!" Jin Ruoyan sat on the bed exhaustedly after entering the room. He couldn't find time to sort out the recent events these days, and his energy went from bad to worse.

Of course, Lan Shijie was also suffering mentally. He no longer dared to look at Jin Ruoyan. He was like a mouse hiding in a dark corner. Who is the perpetrator.

Yue Mingxin threw his coat on the sofa casually, then lay down beside Jin Ruoyan, hooked his face, and kissed him vigorously: "What is tight marking! I just do things to make each other happy, so you don't come naturally Do not worry?"

Coping with Yue Mingxin's hot kiss at the moment was already too much for Jin Ruoyan, who was in low spirits. During this period, he felt a hand getting into his clothes. He undid his belt and fiddled with his sensitive parts playfully.

Jin Ruoyan became more irritable, and pushed Yue Mingxin away suddenly: "If you are in a f*cking heat, let's see the time, okay!! There is a concert tomorrow, what do you want me to do on the stage!!!"

Like a pot of cold water that extinguished the flame of desire firmly, Yue Mingxin did not expect his reaction to be so intense, his face turned from red to white, and then to blue, his facial features were twisted into an expression of embarrassment, and his fingers grasped the bed sheet helplessly.

Taking Yue Mingxin's embarrassment into consideration, Jin Ruoyan already regretted his slip of the tongue. He covered his face in annoyance, paused for a while, then got up and walked to the door, without looking back, only faint words floated out: "I, go out first to get some air!"

In order to prevent the fans from intruding, the company reserved all the floors where they lived, only the staff and group members. It was already one o'clock in the middle of the night, and there was no one in the corridor. Jin Ruoyan lowered his head and blamed himself as he walked until he reached the window. When you look up, you will see a sky full of stars.

I remember a nursery rhyme in Japan: Bend over, straighten your back, reach out to pick up the stars, bend over, straighten your back, and fly nine days away...

When I was a child, I simply believed that as long as I stretched out my hand, I could catch the stars in the sky. When I grew up, I realized that the stars in the sky are always outside the fingertips, and life is not about bending over, straightening your back, singing songs, and being so happy Old, but full of pain and despair.

In the face of a huge fate, as an individual, there is very little that an individual can do. Even if he is not reconciled, he may be turned into mud and dust, and finally, he will turn into a star in the sky, looking at the next child who reaches out to grab it.

Just as Jin Ruoyan was in a daze of reverie, there was a murmuring sound from the safe passage next to him——

"...You come to see? Um... Dang, of course you are welcome, but the concert is over, I want to be with the members! I really don't have time... Tomorrow? Um... It's not too good... I'm not avoiding you! You , don't be angry... You are a good girl, there is nothing wrong with it! But, I do have someone I like! Besides, the Internet has become like that, if it is photographed by reporters, it will be bad for you and me... Hey, hey ..."

With the end of the voice, the door was opened, and Fang Yunqi came out dejectedly, seeing Jin Ruoyan in front of the window, slightly startled, then waved at him awkwardly, the phone was tightly held in the palm of his hand.

Jin Ruoyan smiled at him hollowly, not interested in joking, but turned his gaze back to the night sky.

"You, what happened to you and the captain? Why have you made so many mistakes recently?"

Fang Yunqi stood in front of him, staring at Jin Ruoyan with scrutiny.He is not a nosy person, but PAN is in the vortex of public opinion, and there are obvious differences among the members, like a giant dragon trapped in the mud, struggling to climb outwards, but being held back by an unbalanced body.

"It's nothing, it's just that the concept of music is different, it's a bit awkward..." Jin Ruoyan explained a few words perfunctorily, but he couldn't even fool himself with the words.

"You are in a bad mood and in a bad state, that's why you are perfunctory on the stage?!" Fang Yunqi didn't accept Jin Ruoyan's explanation at all, and his eyes that were always dazed were staring at Jin Ruoyan fiercely at this moment, as if about to spurt out sparks, " I always thought you were a conscientious person, but I didn’t expect you to have no reverence for the stage! There have been so many negative/negative/new/news about PAN on the Internet recently, we should overcome it together instead of doing our own things..."

"What about you?" Jin Ruoyan interrupted loudly, and then, his face flushed, he retorted, "The scandal with Yuan Mochou didn't bring any negative impact to the team?!"

The sudden questioning made Fang Yunqi stunned: "I..."

Seeing Fang Yunqi showing the same embarrassing expression as Yue Mingxin, Jin Ruoyan wished he could bite off his tongue. He closed his eyes fiercely, annoyed at his indiscretion. He didn't know what happened today. All the words he said turned into knives. Knives stab people who care about themselves.

Perhaps the sentence really complied: people are always friendly to strangers and harsh to close ones.

"Yes, right..."

"I'm sorry for you first, I'm sorry for my mistake!"

Changing from a reprimand to a critic, Fang Yunqi did not feel embarrassed. He looked directly into Jin Ruoyan's eyes, and frankly assumed his own responsibility: "It's because I don't know how to deal with the relationship with girls that the current situation is caused! She , is a good girl, and I... messed things up..." His voice became lower and lower, with a touch of self-mockery, "You are right, I really have no right to blame you."

"Yun, Yunqi..." Jin Ruoyan wanted to raise his hand to pat Fang Yunqi's shoulder, but in the end he chose to put it down, "I, I didn't mean that, I know, you have tried your best to remedy it, but no one can control the comments on the Internet! "

Pausing for a while, turning his head to look out the window, the night is still deep, the moon is still bright, overlooking the whole city, dazzling neon lights are laid out in the criss-cross streets like flowing water, and the curling smoke rises in the depths of time, Small and complicated people are always good at finding the meaning of life in the dark.

In a daze, Jin Ruoyan remembered Lan Shijie's expectations for the group at the beginning, and said, "Yun Qi, you believe me, no one wants to see PAN fall into such a predicament..."

Hearing this, Fang Yunqi clenched his fists, unwilling but helpless.

Jin Ruoyan stretched out his hand to cover it, and made a promise word by word: "Yunqi, I assure you, I will never let my emotions affect me again! In future concerts, I will definitely put all my energy into performing seriously." , never leave black spots on PAN's stage!"

However, the world is material, and the good vision of idealism is like an invalid contract in the face of reality.

At the concert that night, Jin Ruoyan still made frequent mistakes, causing boos to resound throughout the venue, but this time, even Fang Yunqi couldn't blame him, because his eyes had serious problems, not only sore and painful, he even became blind for a time.

During the interaction, the areas where members' activities were arranged in advance, Jin Ruoyan staggered to the area he was in charge of based on his memory, but the pain in his eyes became more and more intense, and tears kept coming out, so he raised his hand and wiped the area. When he opened his eyes again, there was still a large piece of white light.

There were dolls thrown up by fans scattered on the stage. When he rubbed his eyes again, he just stepped on it. With a "bang", he fell to the ground. The ear-piercing sound from the microphone circled the venue several times , so that everyone covered their ears in unison.

Jin Ruoyan was thrown so hard that his eyes stared at him, struggling to get up——

"Fuck! Who is shining an infrared laser on the stage!"

The rough scolding was transmitted through the microphone to every corner of the venue, like the hard sound made by a hard stone passing through the glass, and the horror content contained in it made everyone present stand on end.

Jin Ruoyan stopped getting up, and sat stiffly on the spot, his head was muddy and confused.

Infrared...Laser...

Why do this...to us...?

The staff rescued the scene urgently, placed them in the backstage first, and then explained to the fans that some members were injured, and the concert was suspended for 10 minutes.

The sudden situation caused commotion in the audience. Some people were looking for the source of the infrared laser, some people were worried about the idol's injuries, some people posted live broadcasts on Weibo, and some whispered, with a little disdain on their faces: As a public figure, how could swear words...

"Ruoyan, are you okay?!" Xun Wen asked eagerly after stepping off the stage.

Jin Ruoyan covered his face in pain, his cheeks and arms were scratched, but fortunately he was fine, but the blow to his heart was far more rapid than the pain in his body.

Xun Wen patted Jin Ruoyan on the back: "Go to the dressing room and cover up the wound."

Jin Ruoyan didn't react at all, and still maintained his original movements, like a dummy, only the body ups and downs caused by breathing proved that he was still alive.

Xun Wen sighed and turned to the others: "How about you, are you okay?"

Xu Leshu wiped the sweat from the top of his head, and replied: "I feel that there is light coming from the seating area, but it's all walking on me, so I didn't take it seriously!"

Yuan Fei was pouring water into his mouth, and echoed, "Well, I also saw little red spots on my body, and thought it was a prank by fans..."

Fang Yunqi didn't speak, but just nodded.

At this time, Jin Ruoyan seemed to have just recovered, with Xun Wen's words echoing in his head, he slowly got up and walked out the door.

Yue Mingxin looked at his slightly thin back, and the anger just now turned into sadness welling up in his heart. The brightly colored costume was loosely put on Jin Ruoyan's body, and the clear butterfly bones were about to fly.Yue Mingxin bit his lower lip hard, and raised his foot to chase after him: "Ruoyan, wait for me, I'll go with you..."

"Go? Why are you following me!!" Xun Wen grabbed Yue Mingxin and raised his voice, "I still have something to tell you!!!"

Jin Ruoyan didn't seem to hear the commotion behind him, and floated out of the room like a ghost.

Yue Mingxin wanted to break free from Xun Wen, but he pulled him tightly in front of him: "It's been four years since your debut, why don't you know how to control your emotions! I understand that you care about your teammates, but how can you swear on stage? Tomorrow Don’t even think about it, you must be one! This is more likely to attract attention than lasers shooting eyes! You are already on the cusp, why don’t you know how to restrain yourself!! When you are on stage, you must first apologize to the fans! Let’s just say, it’s a spur of the moment!! Be sincere!!”

"Okay, okay, I apologize, let's do it!" Yue Mingxin looked at the door and dealt with it calmly, "Brother Wen, let me go first, I, I'm going to the bathroom!"

Yue Mingxin ran to the dressing room in a hurry, the panic in his heart became more and more intense, and when he ran to the door of the makeup, he saw Jin Ruoyan sitting in front of the makeup mirror, and the makeup artist was pouring concealer powder on his face, Yue Mingxin was slightly relieved, and looked down, Saw him with a bottle of soda in his hand—

"Didn't I tell you not to drink water from unknown sources!"

Accompanied by a fierce roar, the bottle in Jin Ruoyan's hand was snatched and fell to the ground. The water sprayed from the mouth of the bottle was like fragments of bombs, splashing everywhere.

The young lady who made up was startled, took a few steps back, and carefully explained: "Here, I gave it to him, no, it's okay..."

Yue Mingxin didn't seem to be able to hear it. He stared at Jin Ruoyan, covered with bloodshot eyes as dense as a spider's web. He was angry and roared, as if he wanted to roar out his heart and lungs: "Have I ever hurt you?! Why don't you listen to me? of?!"

The emptiness of his palms made Jin Ruoyan quite excited. He supported the table and stood up, his pupils hidden behind his bangs slowly dilated, and his heart skipped a beat: "Why don't you let me drink?"

"Why...why?!" Yue Mingxin repeated his words, his body trembling violently uncontrollably, his usually seductive eyes were suppressed in the shadow of the brow bone, appearing gloomy and resentful.Only the flickering crystals in the corners of his eyes added vivid footnotes to the cold past, his voice seemed to come from the deepest part of his throat, whimpering, trembling, and peeling off the scars at the bottom of his heart, "You want me to put Experience the taste of despair twice?!"

"You, what did you say?"

Jin Ruoyan's gaze moved down slowly, and fixed on the Martin boots on Yue Mingxin's feet. The buckled metal accessories shone dazzlingly, and the black shoelaces were criss-crossed, fitting perfectly into the last scene before his death.

Suddenly, Jin Ruoyan felt that the whole world was spinning, his chest seemed to be cut open, and the cold wind was blowing fiercely, tearing every nerve in him——

I thought that even if it is a dead end in life, as long as you learn how to turn around, you can bathe in the sunshine. Unexpectedly, the claws of the devil accompanied by bursts of grinning, opened the curtain of disguise, and the scene in front of you is the real endless purgatory .

……Why it came out like this?